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hellooo <3

i will be doing a 1-month challenge to manifest my eyes to be different coloured. I'll be updating every week so there will be 4 updates in total on every sunday.

what I'm manifesting:

I'll be manifesting heterochromia (go as crazy as possible w ur manifestations) and my eyes to be bigger + brighter.

left eye to be hazel+neptune-grey and right eye to be completely light green along with extremely long eyelashes that make it look like i have false lashes on.

see yaa !!

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here's a fun way to manifest a long list:

on the starting of the week, list some things in your notes app that you desire (/you alr have) with the intention of having that all by the end of the week.

when sunday comes, mark them all as done and go on with your day believing you alr have all of those items that you listed. (cause u do)

you'll definitely see your results !

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why did i wake up w a defined cupids bow lmao

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skipping school affirmations rampage (cause ya girl needs a break lmao)

rainedition™

it'll rain in the morning, it's gonna rain so hard that my parents will make me skip school for the day. yeah i didn't go to school because it rained so hard today, the clouds looked like a coat of dark blanket over the city. there were puddles everywhere and most kids skipped. even the teachers didn't come to school. I'm so glad it rained so, so hard that it made a record in my city. it hasn't rained like this in 20 years! what a day to be alive fr. I'm so glad it rained because I could skip school, plus it had no bad impact on my studies because even the teachers didn't come. skipping school? yeah that's easy for me. the teachers don't ask me about it and my grades still look great as hell. i never procrastinate no matter how much free time i have. the weather is still rainy.

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nah fam hurting others just because you're hurt isn't reasonable

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and the therapist friend keeps everyone from falling apart, until one day, they fall apart and there's no one around, it's a ghost town 🤷🏻‍♀️

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how long you gonna pretend ure not in a relationship w your sp? cmon girl it ain't a secret anymore, we see how crazy he is for u 🙏🏻 it's not private anymore okay? we see his heart eyes whenever he looks at you or the blush on his cheeks everytime you talk to him. 🤭

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Girl, really?

How is your hair always so perfect, voluminous and silky? how's it always in pretty hairstyles, seriously, how do you manage to do all that? how do you keep you hair from getting greasy? seriously, I've never seen you with greasy hair. its like your one wash lasts centuries.

how are your eyebrows so in perfect shape? so neat and clean, so dark, so filled in. you don't even have to go pluck some hair out cause it always grows inside the shape, that's so damn amazing!

how is your nose so damn cute? no srsly, i wanna draw your side profile. your nose never has any whiteheads and blackheads, GIRL... TELL ME WHAT IS THIS SORCERY? ARE YOU A DAMN AI? ARE YOU USING FILTERS IRL? AND YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO USE ANY PRODUCTS.

and your lips look so kissable! straight out of a manhwa! always reddish, always so moisturiser and never cracked or dry. and your smile makes everyone fall in luv each time you wear it <3

and your eyes... oh my god. those eyes hold the secrets of the universe, the sound of the waterfall, the smell of spring, the loveletters centuries old, like a foreverized secret between two distant lovers, or a crystal shining in the middle of a dark cave.

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ugh girl everybody would wanna have a relationship like yours! seriously, you and your sp look so cute together <333 literally the dream of many 😩

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Emotionally unstable but still GOD.

Some of y’all care wayyy too much about your feelings. Like okay, you’re anxious or sad, angry… now what? Your feelings don’t manifest. Your assumptions do. Sitting around waiting to “feel ready” is just you procrastinating actually deciding it’s yours.

“but i feel like it’s not working” ok?? and?? it still is.

“but i feel guilty wanting that” cool. Feel guilty with it.

“but i don’t feel ready yet” bestie it’s already done, ready or not.

Your feelings are not the boss. They are not proof of anything they’re just there. They come and go. Literally background noise. You can feel like shit and still manifest everything. I’ve done it. Everyone has. Cause it’s not about how you feel it’s about what you accept as true.

You’ve manifested stuff before while crying, while being unsure, while overthinking and it still came through. So what makes you think this time is different? What makes you think your sadness or confusion has power over your reality? It doesn’t unless you say it does. Stop thinking every uncomfortable feeling is a sign or something you need to fix. You don’t. You just need to choose. You just need to know. Feelings don’t block you. You can literally feel the most annoying emotion and STILL be like “lol anyway i have it” and that’s enough. You’re the creator, remember? You don’t need to be calm and perfect 24/7. You just need to remind yourself who the f*ck you are and keep choosing your end.

if you wanna feel something, feel. Done. Not by forcing a vibe or pretending you’re happy just by deciding. Deciding that no matter what, it’s yours. That’s where the power is. Not in how soft or positive you can be, but how solid you are in what you KNOW.

Your feelings are allowed to exist but they’re not running this. YOU ARE. So stop letting them hold the pen when you’re the one writing the story. seriously.

- etherepaar

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reminder not to look for proof in the physical. stop “hoping” it might happen. you already have it! there’s nothing to hope for. you don’t see it in the reflection? who cares. see it in the source, imagination. awareness is the only thing that matters.

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always remember, your feelings are valid <3:(( don't bottle them up, express yourself, talk to someone, hug someone, reach out to your friends, ppl you trust, tell your siblings if they're supportive, or your parents, your teachers.

whatever bad happened to you isn't your fault, don't you dare blame yourself for other's stupidity!! you're trying your best to survive and i see it. please don't keep your feelings in and do tell someone. maybe you'll feel lighter. maybe you'll realise there's some hope in the world. talk in online communities which encourage you. get a passion, get a hobby. express yourself through art, through words, through brush strokes or through your pen.

its never your fault if the pain is caused by someone else. no matter if the person's your parent, your sibling, your "bestfriend" or anyone in the world, don't give them a second chance. don't give them any access to you. you deserve a life that you can actually live and not suffocate in. you deserve to feel free. you deserve to live.

watch your comfort movies, or find one if you haven't already. watch your comfort shows, listen to your favourite songs, do things you loved as a kid, go to places you haven't been to in a while.

find hope, have belief.

and be yourself. you're perfect no matter what. those flaws aren't even flaws. you're overanalyzing yourself. you're perfect the way u are. no need to change anything, you're amazing, fun to talk to, you're interesting and not boring.

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overall life affirmations rampage post !!

the universe has me on priority shipping, every good thing is being delivered to my door with extraa glitters! people slow down to look at me when i pass by and dogs wag their tails when they see me. my life is unfolding perfectly. i have the main character energy and side quests availability. I'm thriving in all genres.

personal life

I've become her(replace w ur pronoun!), the version of me that minds her business and knows her worth. i prioritize my peace, like disturb me once and I'll block you for life. i romanticize brushing my teeth, like that's how I'm in love i am with my hobbies now. I've healed from the things i don't talk about. i am not afraid to cut off connections that don't serve me. i know how to make people realise my worth. i don't chase. i only attract positive situations in my life that makes life feel easier, it feels like I'm playing life on easy mode, like i have all the cheat codes that others don't. i no longer do any stuff that harms my health or my mind. my mental health is top tier and protected. I'm spiritually, mentally and physically healthy.

social life

i attract people who match my energy; fun, unhinged (in a good way), kind and chaotic. i don't beg for invites, i AM the plan. my future friends are already sensing me from across cities like “wait who's this vibe approaching?”, everyone around me gets happier, healthier and hotter just by vibing with me, like I'm vitamin d in human form. i set boundaries. my friends are always spamming me with reels, tiktoks and their daily life events because they loooovveee talking to me. everybody thinks of me as their bestfriend, still nobody crosses the boundaries i've set. i get alot of opportunities to go to places I've always wanted to go to, i attract people who knows how to take good pictures of me. i get invited to places by everybody and the party feels bland without me in it. i attract friends like I'm a magnet and they're the nails. my parents allow me to hang out.

love life

i don't have to chase anyone cause they chase me. I'm alr the love of my life, but if somebody wants to write love letters and make playlists for me, i won't stop them. my future/current partner is getting their act right as if the universe whispered a prophecy about a thunder that's coming. they fulfill all my delusional needs (healthy ones) and act like the ultimate lover for me. they write long cards for me, give me bracelets, pendents that reminds me of them, they randomly send songs and lyrics and say “this is so you”, they have many playlists made just for me, they remember the smallest detail about me that even I can't seem to remember, they treat me as if I'm the most precious and fragile thing in the entire universe, they are always ready to talk to me and protect me, we have healthy boundaries with each other and will never cross. we talk about the stuff that's been bugging us in our relationship without any shyness. we are open to each other and are truly in love, even the old couples in park chuckles and get reminded of their old days when they see us.

health is wealth

my skin is so clear i legally qualify as a mirror. my hair? soft and thriving (check out my other posts if u want more affs on these topics). my body? thankful for me. healing every day. feeling strong, lighter and hotter. mentally, I'm so stable. i stretch, i breathe, i sleep early like I'm getting paid for it. every cell in my body wants me to thrive, even my mitochondria are rooting for me. my gut health is perfect and my system digests stuff in time. i don't get stomach problems cause that's never been me. my cardiovascular health is on point. each part of me gets sufficient oxygen, blood and nutrients. my brain is healthy and free from the brain rot effect of today. i don't procrastinate and never get brain fog. everything's clear for me. i can think perfectly. i don't get dizzy when i stand up too fast. my weight is on a healthy level. every part of me is clean. my kidneys and liver are ✨ thriving ✨. my reproductive health is top notch. I'm hygienic. my nails are never dirty. my skin all over my body is perfect and I never get skin problems. i get to eat healthy food and work out everyday!! i smell good. I'm free of any health problem ever.

family <3

my parents are healthy, protected and lowkey aging in reverse. my family’s happiness levels are higher than the sky. I'm making them proud and they love to tell me about it. they sleep peacefully in night knowing I'm handling my life perfectly. my family is healing, laughing and growing. my parents are still in love with each other even after all these ages. my family is free from any fights. we all have nothing but love for each other. i can afford to treat my parents and other family members with good stuff. i can buy the necklaces my mom wants. i can buy the jackets my dad wants. i can buy the ps5 my brother wants. i can buy the dresses my sister wants. i can buy fun toys for my pets. i can treat myself with all the good items too. my family is financially stable, actually more than stable. my parents are always safe and their joints never hurt. they can do more jumping jacks than an athlete. their legs are strong and arms work perfectly. their hands don't shake and they can still see as clear as the day. their business/work is going on perfectly and they get paid extra for it. my family loves to surprise me with gifts.

success

every study session is a hundred times more productive than the last. I'm the kind of student my future college is cry tears for joy for. my success is inevitable. even if i mess up, which rarely happens, the plot still works in my favour. I'm building an empire from my desk. scholarships? achievements? growing career? already circling around me, i don't hold myself back from my full potential. i attract many positive situations in my life that bring me closer to success. I'm surrounded by people with great minds. i have great books that help me achieve more. i get straight As. I'm always on the top.

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"everyday is a perfect hair day" rampage w a lil drama <3

Ugh, i keep getting calls from that one blonde disney girl w a weird pet, she keeps asking for my hair routine! my hair so thick as if it got its own gym membership, each strand of my hair speaks VOLUMES, when i walk past people my hair whispers “you wish you could”.

i detangle once and it stays tangle-free three business days, survives through storms, a petty argument and the school air. my hair is so hydrated it's basically a water sign. people touch my hair to get divine clearance. like sweetie, this is a HAIR-A-TAGE site.

the glow of my hair can work as a lamp in a dark cave. my scalp skin so healthy that it doesn't even know about dandruff flakes. i went to the "perfect hair" island and everybody knew me there. also had a statue and a shrine dedicated to me.

my hair so long & strong it could be used to lift a falling truck out of a ravine. its stronger than an elephant’s truck. when i enter a room, my hair enters 3 mins later. its THAT voluminous.

my hair is so obedient, when i say “volume”, it says “how high?”. conditioner bows down to me. i don't detangle my hair, my hair detangles world problems. my hair got its own gravitational pull. i shed weak energy instead of losing hair. wind doesn't blow my hair, my hair tames the wind.

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a night-time rampage post!!

affirmations for your clear skin <3

my skin glows like the moon, my skin has that 24/7 glow to it that outshines everything else in the room, cus why wouldn't it? i have the smoothest skin ever which is baby-soft, even a baby would get jealous of my skin, that's how smooth it is! i have no acne marks on my skin, my skin reminds people of a whiteboard that recently got cleaned, absolutely spotless. my pores are so small, scientists are trying to invent a microscope that would suffice in finding em. nasa stopped researching the space and started researching the secret of my glowy and baby smooth skin. i have no hair on my face, except my dark long thick (i know it sounds wrong but babe trust) eyelashes and brow hair. even when there's no source of light nearby, my skin still glows like it got an LED underneath instead of actual muscle and stuff. my skin is lifted like I've been sleeping on my back since forever. my skin is not sensitive, its barrier is strong and its exactly the typa skin you'd see on commercials. oh and I forgot to mention that I've been getting calls from skincare companies because they want me to model for them, like ugh 🙄! they're saying my skin doesn't even need a touch up — or even photoshopping, because my skin is spotless and clean asf. well I'm getting calls from them again so i gtg — bye my honeybees <3

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you have to be odd to be number 1.