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I hate having to go to my primary doctor with a huge list of new or worsening symptoms because I’m so scared of another dr telling me I’m making up symptoms for attention

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i know i shouldn't feel bad for laying in bed all day but i still do ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡

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I hate being scared of my own body because I don’t know if it’s going to just decide to stop functioning today and make me feel awful

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is there anyone else out there with interstitial cystitis(/bladder pain syndrome)? feeling thoroughly fed up with it this week & it would be nice to connect with others out there even if it’s just finding some new people to follow

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Oh dang! I hope you got that sorted or at least got some relief! Best of luck health stuff can be scary!

Shout out to my eye doctor who after hearing my symptoms I’ve been experiencing with my vision got wide eyes then said “you need to see a neurologist immediately” anyways I’m totally not freaked out at all

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Ugly crying in the parking lot of your doctors appointment because they blamed anxiety and not trying hard enough instead of actually trying to help is almost therapeutic at this point

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feeling hungover and drunk at the same time eventhough i didn't drink and am actually just chronically ill

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Shout out to my eye doctor who after hearing my symptoms I’ve been experiencing with my vision got wide eyes then said “you need to see a neurologist immediately” anyways I’m totally not freaked out at all

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Don’t we love the cycle of having a good day so obviously all my pain and symptoms and hospital visits were me over exaggerating my problems so I overdo it to make up for it then cause a flare up? Just me?

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Posted photos of me with my forearm crutches on Facebook, which means everyone will see now that I use them. I did it on purpose because I won’t hide myself for anyone despite how anxious it makes me feel to be seen with my mobility aids. I just imagine someone out there like me who was so afraid to start using them, and how it would have helped to see another person my age using them unapologetically.

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I want to be angry about being chronically ill more. so often people expect us to just be as happy with our situation as possible and be a brave face that’s doing our best but I really just want to be mad and upset about it sometimes

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sometimes I forget standing up isn’t painful and difficult for most people so I’ll be watching something like game changer and see the people standing behind their podiums the whole episode and think ‘wow don’t they need to sit down. how can they still think coherent thoughts’ and then I’m like oh. yeah. I have a disease

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having chronic pain means going “sorry, i have to cancel/cant help you with something, my chronic pain is flaring up” and getting treated like a huge inconvenience and it’s your fault you have it

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It's me. I'm Chronically ill bitches

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Can we talk about how lonely chronic illness can be? I can’t even be mad at people for wanting to leave or getting tired of hearing about all my health problems because I am tired of it too. But it’s so isolating being sick