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I can’t stop thinking of how my face will look like without that piece of fat that won’t go away on my cheeks and eyes.

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“You need to eat this isn’t healthy”

“A car can’t run without fuel”

“Your body with shut down”

We aren’t dumb we just have eating disorders.

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I FUCKING HATE ANXIOUS BINGING HELPP MEEE

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Reblog if you are an active 3d account in June 2025 so we can all follow each other 🩵🌷

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I will always be a junkorexic i think because i WILL pass out. Energy drinks, half of one cookie and spite will keep me going far longer than any healthy foods. Who cares as long as its under the cal count anyway

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I just stepped on the scale and I’m back at my starting weight… what the fuck?

Maybe its all the water I’ve had today? I Really Really hope its not fucking fat because if it is I’m going to crash out

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I can’t stop eating that delicious fish lasagna my aunt made because I’m so anxious, I’m going to start praying to my metabolism because not even 3 fingers are working I fear

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Do you know two to enter your honeymoon phase? Have dinner with your family and wait until they start talking about how much you eat. Purging will be included in the results.

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What if I start using another measuring unit for calories?

Like, supposedly 1kcal is 25 steps, right? So you can always multiply the amount of calories by the steps it takes you to burn it

For example, if something is 200kcal, it’s about 5000 steps worth.

(Ik this is probably not original but yeah, it makes you want to eat less so it works)

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i just found out that I bite my nails because of my ed?? Like my jaw needs something to do when not eating. I’m sooo stupid

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My Ana rules in case anyone cares!

I try to follow them as much as I can, but I’m still a fatty who isn’t on their honeymoon phase.

Eating between 300-800kcal a day.

Doing intermittent fasting 3pm-8pm window)

DONT have lunch at school, the things in the cafeteria cost money and are usually 500kcal.

Change normal foods by low cal ones like udon noodles or zucchini for pasta, almond milk… and make up for it with sauces!

Weight myself morning and nights, after going to the bathroom!!

I also like feeling my ribs to trigger me, or use the smell of acetone to suppress hunger.

+Try to purge whenever I bing with friends.

Thanks for reading!

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Meanspo is shit and no one will convince me otherwise like bitch why the fuck are you speaking to me like that YOURE NOT MY MOTHER? And you’re even worse like hoe what 💀

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What if I tell you that I started all of this because when I was little I loved how skinny and beautiful princess Diana’s hands looked

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I love the longer hair thinner body quote

(Ik I have to work on anatomy, it’s a sketch)

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Where can I buy an affordable walking pad?

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I know no one gaf but I might start posting my drawings here as thinspo

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Computer, how to lose 30 pounds overnight, quickest route, no freeways

‘puter, do you hear me?