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mha boys with dead reader hcs . . .

content: angst. thats all im saying LMAOO jk. katsuki x reader, izuku x reader, kirishima x reader, headcanons, angst, reader is dead, not proofread and was written with jeff buckley playing in the background so its probably broken sentences because im on my period and sobbing rn

a/n: i wanted to cry but i also wanted to make it everyone's problem

KATSUKI

becomes louder in every way to block out the grief.

trains harder, yells louder, angrier, more explosive...but nothing blocks the pain out. it's louder than his biggest explosions.

no one notices that he's hurting, though. they think it made him stronger. and he thought that too.

one day, he was training with kirishima, headphones on and blasting his hype music, but he forgot to put the shuffle feature off.

mid-spar, your favorite song played. you added it as a joke but he never removed it because he wanted to see why you liked the stupid song so much

he pauses, looks at kirishima, and walks away. he sat on the bench, hands cradling his face

it's no use, though. his calloused hands will never replicate the feeling of the warm ones that were yours.

looks through your phone sometimes because you gave him the password.

he always looks through it, looking through the photos you took, your notes app

all were full of so much love. so lovely, sweet, and so awfully you.

watches all the reels or videos you sent but he never watched because he was too lazy. he regrets not watching them.

IZUKU

stalks your profile.

it brings him peace and sadness all at the same time.

peace because it's like everything was frozen in time---your posts of happy moments, unforgettable memories, it's like everything is still there. immortalized and frozen

but sadness because he knows you wont post anymore, because he knows you won't gain new memories and happy moments.

your contact is still in his phone, and he refused to let your chats be buried, so he pinned your contact.

backreads everything and when he gets to the top/the first message, he regrets not talking to you enough.

everyone is telling him to move on, to pick himself up, that he has the whole future ahead of him. but he doesn't want to see that future without you being there to witness it.

he still tries, though. he tries so fucking hard to keep it together because he knows it's what you'd want.

unlike most people who try to forget, he doesn't. he doesn't want to forget anything.

he still has you on his wallpaper and lockscreen, your photobooth photos still on his phone case

he's scared of forgetting what you sound like, because your voice always gave him comfort.

replays all the voice mails you sent him, even if it's just you screaming into the mic.

KIRISHIMA

soft, quiet grief. it's quiet, but all over the place. like everyone can feel a bit of the pain he's going through.

still friendly and fun, but his smile never fully reaches his eyes.

when he's doing something and he needs to grab something, he still calls out for you.

"babe, can you get my--...oh."

struggles dyeing the back part of his hair because he got so used to you doing it for him.

he often forgets you're not there anymore.

whenever he passes by a coffee shop, he'll pull out his phone and text his location. but before he hits send, he remembers.

when he's shopping for himself and he finds something he likes, like a jacket maybe, he looks over his shoulder expecting you to be there, because he's so used to getting your opinion when buying new things.

STILL TEXTS GOOD MORNING OR GOOD NIGHT.

whenever he's with friends, he's not ashamed to insert you into the conversation

"y/n would've found that funny", "hey, don't talk like that. y/n would kill you." "fuck, i miss y/n."

tried to date again ONCE and it lasted 2 days because he couldn't stop talking about you.

he's never getting over you. you will always be his greatest love.

© — hopleii

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OKAY FINE. you guys want genshin x reader from me so I shall deliver 😔 SEND REQUESTS !!!

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SEND ME REQUESTS SO I CAN (maybe) WRITE AGAIN PLSZ 3:

hi guess who came back from the depths of hell anywayzies im thinking of writing a whole series/fanfic with my oc but i also dont want to neglect this account soooo... send me requests !!!

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what if i start writing for killer chat

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just finished playing killer chat and i got ronin's ending!!!!!! might obsess over him idk . . . I LOVE MY BEAUTIFUL BOYFRIEND RONIN

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slowly forgetting my chinese . . . looking for someone willing to reteach me 😢🥹

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💌 inbox open for OBM requests thankyew ! (*^^*)

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YAS YASSSS 🥹🥵🥵

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i miss my sweet boy mammon so muchhhh ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

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SHIT SHIT SHIT I CANT BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY CRUSHING ON THIS GUY

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Judt got m naild dome i cane tupe

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lowkey wanna write more angst but it always ends up having a fluff ending im gonna COMBUST

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so many moots but too shy to talk to dem first acckkk

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i miss my boyfriend (mammon)

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hi!! idk if you take suggestions but would u do mammon/the brothers with an asexual reader by any chance? :3

obm brothers with reader who doesn't show affection easily . . .

content: lucifer x gn!reader, mammon x gn!reader, satan x gn!reader, reader doesn't really show affection but is still loving and kind nonetheless :33, not proofread, trashy writing, lmk if something is inaccurate or if i missed something!

a/n: hi anon!! ty for da lovely request <3 i try to be open to rqs like this, but to avoid inaccuracy because i am not asexual myself, i will not label dis as asexual!reader but rather just reader who isn't too keen on showing sexual attraction or too much affection (ﾟДﾟ*)ﾉ hope thats okii!

LUCIFER

notices your lack of interest in intimacy and pda right away

he doesn't try to push or encourage, he's fine with whatever you're willing to give!

in days where he feels more lonely, he is more clingy and affectionate towards u

he doesn't hover or force you to return the affection tho!

honestly doesn't mind it since he's not big on showing too much affection, pda, and stuff like that anyways!

but when you do act affectionate or intimate. . .

he will return that same energy and more

cherishes all memories with you, but the ones where you aren't hesitant to show affection have a special place in his heart

MAMMON

while mammon is naturally touchy, affectionate, and loud, he quickly picks up on your boundaries and tones it down

he often forgets though, so he's constantly making sure you're okay after he accidentally smothers you with hugs

after awhile, he starts being more mindful, he offers hugs or hand-holding first before actually doing it just to keep u comfy

he does this so you aren't pushed into a corner where u feel like u have to return the same energy btw!

when you do initiate any form of affection, he'll grin like an idiot for houuurss

like leaning on his shoulder, playing with his hair, holding his hand in public

he's just happy to be there tbh

SATAN

unlike the other two who just brushed it off, satan has a respectful curiosity

asks you lots of questions about how you express yourself and what you're comfortable with

because while he has his own needs, he wants to make sure you're okay as well so he asks you a lot of questions to get some middle ground

quietly encourages but never forces

treats your small forms of affection or little gestures like they're monumental

writing him a short note about how much you appreciate him, cupping his face whenever he feels his temper getting out of control,

he's just a gentleman about it and always keeps your boundaries in mind

© — hopleii

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wowza two posts in one day !? o((>ω< ))o might be possessed, hope it stays forever!