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Word’s Hurt

Words can never hurt you

Fat, Ugly, Pathetic, Useless

Unwanted, Alone, Sad, Not good enough

Shouldn’t have been born

Better off without you

Kill yourself, hang yourself

Shoot yourself, jump off a cliff

Run away, Disappear from everyone

World would be better if you weren’t here

Word’s hurt; don’t kid yourself

Stand Against Bullying

S.W.

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Words Can Kill

She was fourteen

The boys in school picked on her

Pulled her hair, pulled the floor beneath her

Push her, torture her

The girls called her names, Fat, Ugly, Worthless

They all told her to kill herself

No one helped, No one defended her

She goes home, pretends she is fine

Tells her family she had a great day

Goes to bed early, the words haunt her dreams

Returns to school, The boys and girls still at it

Kill yourself, Run away

No one wants you, do everyone the favor and JUST DIE

Hide her books, take her money

No one helps, no one defends her

Returns home, Says nothing to her family

Parents exchange looks but don’t interfere

It’s late, 2am

She raids the medicine cabinet

She grabs the knife deciding the bathtub or her bed

Lays in a warm bath

Swallows all the pills crying softly numbing her body

Cuts her wrists deep enough

Parent’s wake 5am

Parents find her sitting in her own blood

No pulse, Time of Death 3am

No one knows why

The girls and boys at school know why

Their words, their hatred, was too much

Stand Against Bullying

Help The Victims

S.W.

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1,000 Thoughts

I’m happy, I’m mad

I’m sad, I’m content

I’m loved, I’m hated

Misunderstood

Do I fight, do I give

Why me, why you

What’s wrong with me?

I’m depressed, I’m fearful

I’m panicked, I’m confused

I’m lost, I’m found

What’s wrong with me?

Love and lust

Alone, Solitude

Isolation, Frustration

I’m excited, I’m longing

I wait, I run

I stay, I flee

What’s wrong with me?

S.W.

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Picking Up The Pieces

Punch me, Kick me down

Push me, Break me down

Set me free

Picking up the pieces

Don’t show it

Hide behind the veil

Build walls

Hide the scars

Don’t show it

New Life, New Love

Lower the veil

Walls tumbling down

Joy, Happiness, Love

In Love, Peace

Force me, punish me

Take me, break me

Throw me away

Picking up the pieces

Don’t show it

Hide behind the darker veil

Reinforce the walls

Hide the scars

Don’t show it

New Life, One more time

Be smarter, Don’t show it

Steady the walls

In Love, Happiness

Content, Steady

Don’t show your scars

Won’t show

Left in the dark

Be content

S.W

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Not Yet

Wake Up...Time To Move

Cook, Clean, dress the kids

Off to school they go

Study, Clean, Study

Not yet... fight it

Alone, No one around

Silence, Dead air

Clean, Study, Clean, Study

Not yet, hold it back

Get the kids

Cook, Clean, Entertain

Bath time

Bed time

All alone, stillness

Study, Clean, Study, Study

3am... Now

Cry, cry some more

4am...go to sleep

Repeat

S.W.

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You’d Never Know

I’m screaming on the inside

But you’d never know

I’m falling

I’m crying

But you’d never know

I feel alone

I feel sick

But you’d never know

I feel unloved

Drowning in darkness

But you’d never know

Unwanted

Unworthy

Pathetic

But you’d never know

S.W

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So True