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Oh, you can smirk and joke and lie to your brother, lie to yourself, but not to me! I can see inside you, Dean. I can see how broken you are, how defeated. You can't win, and you know it. But you just keep fighting. Just… keep going through the motions.

Dean Winchester in SUPERNATURAL 5.14 "My Bloody Valentine"

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and they're all from 2021. three trillion years ago

46 drafts on this blog. cannot even read them idk who wrote that but it wasn't me

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46 drafts on this blog. cannot even read them idk who wrote that but it wasn't me

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This reminds me of that time last summer when I died and went to hell

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anon did this ever happen..

May we use your spnedit in web weavings? With permission ofc

sure!! thank u for asking:)

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what if i started using this blog again

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May we use your spnedit in web weavings? With permission ofc

sure!! thank u for asking:)

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DEAN: He never hit me, except for the time Sam ran away. He was always here when we needed him. He was a deadbeat. I know him better than anyone. He is as unknowable as God. He was a hero. He was an obsessed bastard. He showed me things no other sixteen year old had seen. He didn't really need me. He couldn't live without me. He turned me into a weapon. He raised me right. He put too much on my shoulders. He made me a mother. I always took his side to keep the peace. He was a master. He left me to die. He died for me. He left a hole in me. He exploited me sexually. He saved me from sexual predators. I always got the extra cookie. He kicked me out when I pissed him off. Rapist fathers remind me of him. Absent fathers remind me of him. Demanding and overbearing fathers remind me of him. Loving fathers remind me of him. I gave him everything I had. I am scared of turning into him. He brainwashed me. I loved him with everything I had. I dream about him all the time. He is my heart’s desire.

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SUPERNATURAL | 1.13 – “Route 666”

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Laura Palmer + Neil McCormick, Brian Lackey

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Louise Bourgeois, Touching Christ

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Richard Scott - Red Star, 2021

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the black cat (1966)

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one of my favorite things about supernatural is the way they’re always very careful about how they put fake blood on dean. it’s always very pretty and deliberate and meaningful and not at all realistic: a single streak that looks like he’s crying blood, or a crack on his head that recalls his father’s death, or a messy stain over his mouth like messed up red lipstick etc.