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“Someone is sitting in the shade today because someone planted a tree a long time ago.”

— Warren Buffett

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@clarascottage​’s archive

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something from my dreams

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I’m searching for a world that’s way bigger than me, I can hardly even picture what it looks like but I crave it

so hard 🧸

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drift to sleep,,,🍂🌲

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Steph O

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sitting on the rooftop staring at the sea / talk about the people we hope soon to be / takeout noodles, growing colder / my soft kiss upon your shoulder / have you ever tasted freedom like this?

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wish i was a pirate in a high fantasy world

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Words to describe facial expressions

Absent: preoccupied 

Agonized: as if in pain or tormented

Alluring: attractive, in the sense of arousing desire

Appealing: attractive, in the sense of encouraging goodwill and/or interest

Beatific: blissful

Black: angry or sad, or hostile

Bleak: hopeless

Blinking: surprise, or lack of concern

Blithe: carefree, lighthearted, or heedlessly indifferent

Brooding: anxious and gloomy

Bug eyed: frightened or surprised

Chagrined: humiliated or disappointed

Cheeky: cocky, insolent

Cheerless: sad

Choleric: hot-tempered, irate

Darkly: with depressed or malevolent feelings

Deadpan: expressionless, to conceal emotion or heighten humor

Despondent: depressed or discouraged

Doleful: sad or afflicted

Dour: stern or obstinate

Dreamy: distracted by daydreaming or fantasizing

Ecstatic: delighted or entranced

Faint: cowardly, weak, or barely perceptible

Fixed: concentrated or immobile

Gazing: staring intently

Glancing: staring briefly as if curious but evasive

Glazed: expressionless due to fatigue or confusion

Grim: fatalistic or pessimistic

Grave: serious, expressing emotion due to loss or sadness

Haunted: frightened, worried, or guilty

Hopeless: depressed by a lack of encouragement or optimism

Hostile: aggressively angry, intimidating, or resistant

Hunted: tense as if worried about pursuit

Jeering: insulting or mocking

Languid: lazy or weak

Leering: sexually suggestive

Mild: easygoing

Mischievous: annoyingly or maliciously playful

Pained: affected with discomfort or pain

Peering: with curiosity or suspicion

Peeved: annoyed

Pleading: seeking apology or assistance

Quizzical: questioning or confused

Radiant: bright, happy

Sanguine: bloodthirsty, confident

Sardonic: mocking

Sour: unpleasant

Sullen: resentful

Vacant: blank or stupid looking

Wan: pale, sickly

Wary: cautious or cunning

Wide eyed: frightened or surprised

Withering: devastating

Wrathful: indignant or vengeful

Wry: twisted or crooked to express cleverness or a dark or ironic feeling

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“please never wake me up.” I beg, grabbing for you.

You just stare, you feel sorry for me. We both know this isn’t real life.

“You can’t stay here forever, but know I’ll be waiting for you when your head hits your pillow, after the skies turn purple & the world starts to shut down. You know you can always come back here.”

I start to cry, I never want to leave. I want you to hold me. I grab for you again but my fingers slip right through you. I blink & it’s like my eyes are playing tricks on me. You start to blow away with a gust of wind.

“No,” I start to scream. “Please.”

A dizzy feeling comes over me. I start to fall...

I land on a soft cloud, or so it feels like one. I open my eyes & it’s just a bed made up of white blankets & pillows. You disappeared.

I’ve returned to the living nightmare that is reality.

It’s okay. I remember what you said. When my head hits my pillow & the world shuts down, I’ll be back once again.

I wondered if I died if that’s where I’d end up..

it’s almost worth figuring out.

🌙

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the sexual tension between me & the alternate reality I daydream about

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“please never wake me up.” I beg, grabbing for you.

You just stare, you feel sorry for me. We both know this isn’t real life.

“You can’t stay here forever, but know I’ll be waiting for you when your head hits your pillow, after the skies turn purple & the world starts to shut down. You know you can always come back here.”

I start to cry, I never want to leave. I want you to hold me. I grab for you again but my fingers slip right through you. I blink & it’s like my eyes are playing tricks on me. You start to blow away with a gust of wind.

“No,” I start to scream. “Please.”

A dizzy feeling comes over me. I start to fall...

I land on a soft cloud, or so it feels like one. I open my eyes & it’s just a bed made up of white blankets & pillows. You disappeared.

I’ve returned to the living nightmare that is reality.

It’s okay. I remember what you said. When my head hits my pillow & the world shuts down, I’ll be back once again.

I wondered if I died if that’s where I’d end up..

it’s almost worth figuring out.

🌙

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“please never wake me up.” I beg, grabbing for you.

You just stare, you feel sorry for me. We both know this isn’t real life.

“You can’t stay here forever, but know I’ll be waiting for you when your head hits your pillow, after the skies turn purple & the world starts to shut down. You know you can always come back here.”

I start to cry, I never want to leave. I want you to hold me. I grab for you again but my fingers slip right through you. I blink & it’s like my eyes are playing tricks on me. You start to blow away with a gust of wind.

“No,” I start to scream. “Please.”

A dizzy feeling comes over me. I start to fall...

I land on a soft cloud, or so it feels like one. I open my eyes & it’s just a bed made up of white blankets & pillows. You disappeared.

I’ve returned to the living nightmare that is reality.

It’s okay. I remember what you said. When my head hits my pillow & the world shuts down, I’ll be back once again.

I wondered if I died if that’s where I’d end up..

it’s almost worth figuring out.

🌙