hummingember

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i only write the most important things in my journal

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Fr

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i cannot stress this enough but if you are taping with a large chest, the most helpful thing you can do is to work with the mass of your chest rather than against it.

don’t tape upwards; breast mass naturally falls downwards. taping upwards is making it more difficult for yourself. start your first anchor strip above your nipple and stretch the tape/shift your breast DOWN and to the side, towards the bottom of your rib cage.

[hummingember]

Transmasc tip (or just for anyone who wants to look taller, but I find it very gender affirming personally)

But heelys. Trust me.

A) They’re fun

B) (and more importantly) if you take the wheels out and just wear them as sneakers, they add an inch or two onto your height while still looking like just everyday sneakers (because the heel is lifted to make room for the wheels)

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remember how dirty you can really get once that testosterone has hit your veins. get your hands and knees dirty and bloody, smile while blood drips from your lips to your chin, and keep your hair as natural and messy as it can get. you don't need to be clean, you're not a girl and you've never been one in the first place. go live a little, boy, face what you've wanted to all you life. spread your legs out. take space. smile when it's not necessary. kiss that boy who looks at you with eyes that shine brighter than the piercing sun. listen to you, why are you hiding behind that shell? if you want to be a girl so bad you need to try harder.

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Does anyone else hate the term tboy or is it just me

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The urge to rape him until he stops being fucking stupid. "Oh, I hate my tits", what tits, love? You're not a girl, silly, you're a man and you have a chest. Men can have bigger chests, love, it's just because you're chubby, shush. "I feel dysphoric because of my period", silly boy, isn't bleeding the most masculine thing a man can do? We used to go to war, love, and you're doing basically that every month. "Oh I'm wet," men don't get wet, love, they get hard, and I'm not touching your cock until you admit it. That's right, love, your cock <3. Now be a good boy and let me fuck the dumb thoughts in your brain out of you. People don't think you're a man? That's because they're intimidated by how manly you are, but you're such a good faggot for me, and yes, love, only men can be gay faggots like you so shut up and admit it.

[hummingember]

a group of jock tboys on much higher and stronger T doses than me should be helping me work up the nerve to get on the needle. preferably by pinning me down and coaxing a needle into my thigh. then telling me how good of a job i did while snuggling me and petting my hair me to calm me down.

and then getting increasingly handsy with their touches. and degrading with their praise, until they’re full-on groping me and calling me a slutty boy who needs to stop denying myself when i try to hold back from moaning or grinding into their touch. i’m a man, aren’t i? i should just relax and let my bros show me how it’s done. just let one ease my boxers down and glide his tongue up and down my cock while i whimper about how good it feels, while the other dudes praise me for how well i’m taking it, even let me shove a shaky hand into his hair to control how he blows me.

but just as i’m about to cum, he pulls up from the soaking mess between my legs as i’m too dazed to fully understand what he says. something about how im gonna have such a needy cock soon, and that all the guys are gonna need to train me so i don’t end up as some two-pump chump.

so it seems that i’ll be spending the night getting blowjob after blowjob from my bros as “training” for how much i’ll need to fuck later. getting taken apart by thick lips and tongues teasing my aching dick until i’m begging to cum like the needy boy they know i can be for them. good thing, too, because i know my boys will want a reward for helping me out later.

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Laying in bed after work with my boyfriends hoodie and boy shorts on life is good

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I hate when cis guys are so hot I get dysphoric about it

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And I don’t care if you’re sick

I don’t care if you’re contagious

I would kiss you even if you were dead

I Don’t Care If You’re Contagious by Pierce The Veil

My devotion knows no end, I would do anything for you.

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Being decked out in jewelry he’s made and/or gotten you 🤭

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the way he looks at me when we’re kissing and i take my glasses off is so beautiful, like i can feel the fucking sparks dude, i’m telling you.

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I love older men

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his adam’s apple looking at me like “run your tongue ur over me 😛” like okay if you insist, c’mere