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"I was born thirty eight years ago and raised to be a nice Chinese girl. But nice Chinese girls don't grow up to be dykes and rebels. And I turned out to be both.

I grew up on silence. Though I was part of a large extended family, we ate in silence. There was no conversation or laughter, just the sound of soup spoons and chopsticks against rice bowls. I was not encouraged to talk, express emotions, or ask questions. I grew up with a heritage of silence.

I was a girl child, the first born in a traditional Chinese family, raised to be seen but not heard, raised to excel in school but not be curious, raised to be someone's wife but not to be a person of my own. When I was growing up in England, Hong Kong, and San Francisco, I read everything I could get my hands on, but none of the books spoke of my own experience. I started writing when I was eleven years old to fill the silence and to turn the years of rejection into affirmation.

You're probably wondering what the hell any of this h as to do with sex. The answer is- plenty. What I write is shaped by my history and experience as both a Chinese woman and as a lesbian.

Chinese is my first language. But I was fluent only in the words my parents deemed it necessary for me to know. I was certainly not taught the words for breast, cunt, ass, or orgasm. There were no words for sex; therefore, sex did not exist.

I came out as a lesbian when I was twenty-one, but I didn't start writing about sex until almost a decade later. Sure, I wrote love poems, but I never wrote about sex. I was, after all, a nice Chinese girl and we didn't''t talk about things like that. --

I have always loved women passionately. I love the way a femme moves across a dance floor, knowing all eyes are focused on her. I love the hard eye-to-eye look from another butch as she sizes me up as competition- or her next conquest. I love the fluid seduction in a femmes eyes. I love the long line of her neck, her delicate earlobes and soft lips, painted some shade of red or unpainted but deeply flushed from having been kissed long and hard. Many times. I love the curve of her breast, the hardness of her nipples, the softness of her stomach, the fullness of her ass, her legs with a faint covering of hair or long and sleek in black silk stockings. I love the strength of her in her thighs, the firmness of her biceps, the feel of her forearms as she takes me. I love the smell of her heat and the place of pleasure between her legs. I love her ankles and her delicate toes and her soft instep where I run my tongue until my teeth are gripping her Achilles tendon. I love the smell of her, the taste of her, the feel of her, the sight of her. I love women passionately.

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Some women do not attend my theater or literary events for fear of supporting my sexual politics. I have been accused of recruiting. Never mind that I have a long history of writing, community organizing, and activism. Now I am judged solely for my leather sexuality. It's never been easy being different, but I have always survived. I will continue to speak out, write truths, and make waves. My countryman Mao Zedong wrote, "Dare to struggle, dare to win." I say, dare to write. Dare to be different. And who says nice Chinese girls don't talk about sex?"

"Who Says we Don't Talk About Sex?" Kitty Tsui, The Persistent Desire, (Edited by Joan Nestle) (1992)

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My part of the trade with @1loer thank you for agreeing to this <3

It's a fanart of Ianthe Tridentarius from The locked tomb series. I took it very seriously 🫡

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the truth is that gideon reads porn mags and comics which does in fact make her a fucking nerd

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Blindsight 

priiints

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are we still sisters?

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You can imagine Gideon Nav in any shitty grunt job you've ever had, for free. Flipping burgers with you at Wendy's. Shoveling dogshit at the dog boarding place. Digging ditches on trail crew. She's right there beside you. Like Jesus

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Save Little Prince Abdullah and His Family

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #232 )✅️

My name is Mahmoud from besieged Gaza, 25 years old.

My life was happy and beautiful before the war. I was achieving my ambitions and dreams step by step. I graduated from university—the College of Dentistry—and was ranked first among my peers, so the college offered me a position. I also started working at a private clinic.

I married my beloved dentist Abeer, and she even became pregnant. We wove dreams for our future child.

But then the war came, our life has turned upside down since the beginning of the Israeli genocide on Gaza (7th Oct. 2023), the dreams turned into nightmares, and everything was shattered.

We only spent two months in our new, happy home; we didn’t have enough time to create memories of love together. The house, the university, and the clinic were destroyed, and now I have no job to support us. We left our home under shelling and destruction, taking only a few clothes to cover ourselves. We had nowhere to go.

My wife endured her pregnancy during the war, without food, water, or medicine. We were deprived of independence and privacy in the beginning of our life together.

After six months of war, On 6th Apr. 2024, our awaited son, Abdullah, was born.

Our little prince "Abdullah" was born without any of essentials of newborn life (milk, diapers, own bed, toys, health care). Abdullah brought joy and happiness to our hearts despite what we are going through, The joy was mixed with great anxiety due to the unavailability of proper medical care.

The pressures and burdens increased, we decided to turn to the GoFundMe platform seeking help from kind-hearted people. The goal of the fundraising campaign is to provide for the needs of little prince Abdullah and secure temporary shelter for my family, in addition to helping build our clinic to enable us to return to work and serve the community once again.

We are reaching out to you for help to save a family that has struggled to survive. Every donation, no matter how small, will make a significant difference in our life. Please stand with us during this difficult time and restore our hope for a better tomorrow.

@90-ghost @heritageposts @gazavetters @neechees @butchniqabi @fluoresensitive @khanger @autisticmudkip @beserkerjewel @beserkerjewel @xinakwans @batekush @appsa @nerdyqueerr @butchsunsetshimmer @biconicfinn @stopmotionguy @willgrahamscock @strangeauthor @bryoria @shesnake @legallybrunettedotcom @lautakwah @sovietunion @evillesbianvillain @antibioware @akajustmerry @ree-duh @neptunerings @explosionshark @vague-humanoid @buttercuparry @sayruq @malcriada @sar-soor @northgazaupdates2 @feluka-blog-blog @dirhwangdaseul @jdon @ibtisams @sawasawako @memingursa @schoolhater98 @toesuckingoctober

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Help my baby please

🍉I am Hala, a Palestinian from the besieged and destroyed Gaza Strip 😭😭. I fled the war with my husband to Egypt..

The story began on March 21, 2024 when my beautiful child was born.. He was a wonderful and special child.. Suddenly, a week after his birth, my child Abdul Aziz's belly swelled up a lot and I visited several doctors without discovering the reason.. After another week of the child's suffering, I took him to a specialized hospital and the doctors there discovered a blockage in Abdul Aziz's colon that prevented him from excreting stool.. It was decided to perform a surgical operation consisting of an opening in Abdul Aziz's belly to temporarily remove stool from his intestines until the affected part of the colon was removed in another complex surgical operation that cost thousands of dollars..😭😭

I am speaking to you now with great sadness about my child's condition and I ask you to help me and donate to me to collect the costs of the operation within a month from now.

I appeal to everyone who can donate any amount, no matter how small, because it will save my child and give us hope.

Please don't leave my son alone to suffer and struggle in these difficult days alone.. You can support my campaign by donating what you can or share my posts to reach others who can help us by raising the cost of the surgery you are helping in the life of an innocent child with your small contribution. ❤❤🍉🍉

Every donation makes a difference in his very difficult life

Pls help Hala and Abdul!

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Simply wanted to paint my favourite Cavalier with golden eyes.

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It's with a heavy but hopeful heart that I watch Palestinian families fundraiser on here, slowly accumulating the precious little money to go around that they need to survive. However, not everyone is so lucky. A lot of Palestinians that have not had that kind of luck, that did not get early verification, that did not get massive platforms behind them from large bloggers, have approached me in my inbox, asking me kindly to do what I can for them. It kills me that I have so little to give myself, but I've seen this platform collectively raise enough to change someone's life. I've made a list of Palestinian fundraisers that are extremely low on funds, in the hope that drawing attention to people who have not been lucky at all can help turn that luck around. I know most of us can't possibly give enough to get all of these families safe in one go. But please, reblog this list. Pick one or two fundraisers, give what you can, and then keep track of it. Slowly, collectively, we can make a difference in these people's lives. Share and donate as much as you can. https://docs.google.com/document/d/178EGDFKkHlh3y4TMVX82kqgITHsqtoMdNccI2f_94Os/edit?usp=sharing

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Hi dear 😍🙏🏻,

I am Abedalrahman alhabil, 21 years old.

I am stuck in Gaza with my family of 7. My father suffers from heart disease and needs expensive treatment. He also wants to perform an urgent operation in Egypt. His health condition is very critical. I hope you will help me reach the campaign goal within a month. I left the rest of the details in the donation link:

Donation link here 👈🏻

Donate and share, you can save us

I appreciate your effort

Note: that I was verified on line 81 in the main menu of the Olive Branch project and also in the Butterfly Effect project, line 625. Project links in the pinned post 🍉

This fundraiser vetted by operation olive branch line 81 master list This family is currently at €82,500/€120,000 goal

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Bleach characters drawn by animation director Sei Komatsubara

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do y’all think taz would ever quote “may I have some oats brother?”

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Journalist Ismail Al-Ghoul was targeted while doing his job. He was wearing a shield with the word “Press” written on it and a helmet. There is no international body that protects this profession. The profession of journalists has become a profession of death. For your information, my husband Mohammed is also a journalist and I am afraid for him. Please help us reach the target and save my family.

@malcriada @thedigitalbard @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @sibmakesart @sar-soor @sayruq

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Thinking about Gideons "are you EVER too late to come into my life and say that now" feeling betrayed by the fact that someone knew she was out there and didn't come for her all those years vs Pyrrha's "but why'd you bring along the baby" when she's literally about to let Wake kill her. Gideon felt so alone and she's so used to feeling alone that she lashes out at the first suggestion that maybe she wasn't as unloved as she thought because in the moment it just hurts even more but god. Nineteen years and Pyrrha still fucking haunted by Gideon. Her last words trying to find out why Wake would put Gideon in danger. Not why the Ninth, not why let me kill you, not did you ever love me. Why'd you bring the baby. Wake, why did you have to do that to our baby. God. Pyrrha thought Gideon was her fucking baby. Like we talk about Pyrrha saying she never mentioned the baby to John because she thought it was hers but we're ignoring the fact that she found out the baby wasn't hers THIRTY SECONDS AGO. She's been mourning her dead kid for NINETEEN YEARS and she just found out that not only was said kid alive and suffering alone for all those years, shes NOT EVEN HER KID. And still! And still! Pyrrha immediately risks everything to save Gideon. Never considers leaving Gideon behind for an instant. Not for a moment. Live or die she was not leaving that girl's side. And I don't think Pyrrha was disappointed that Nona wasn't Gideon but it really says something that she was so willing to care for this body which was the last place she saw her daughter. Buying her a half-birthday present because what if they don't have birthdays on the Ninth. Thinking about nineteen years that Gideon was alone and she was angsting about it alone in space when she should have been helping her. God. Jesus fucking christ. Pyrrha Dve.

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I just saw art of white gideon