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first kiss

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some things never change

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Going back to sleep is so powerful im a huge fan of going back to sleep

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Cost for a reading: 2 kitty treats

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oh to be a dog

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I've been experiencing symptoms (not so common) of ADHD for a couple months now, I want to get diagnosed but I'm broke to afford a psychologist. What to do?

saying that I've been experiencing symptoms of ADHD for a few months would be an understatement because I've lost count of how many months it has been. also, there's a lot of imposter syndrome going on with me, and I can't get basic things done like doing homework, compiling content for presentations, preparing for it, preparing for tests, sometimes it's even hard to get up from bed, I forget thongs so many times, can't grasp and remember what I studied a while ago. but at the same time, I think that I'm just making shit up and it's just my bad habits that I'm trying to cover and it'll be just fine if I get over these bad habits and switch them to good ones. I've failed exams and flunked too many classes. feels like shit on almost the majority of the days, always anxious, too much in my head, gets obsessed if like a person, literally not doing good. I've tried getting myself out of this situation/phase or whatever so many times, but I'm always back to square one. I am not sure what I am going to do. Also, I'm currently in college so I can't afford a psychologist and can't give a convincing reason for my parents to give me money. What should I do?

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I've been experiencing symptoms (not so common) of ADHD for a couple months now, I want to get diagnosed but I'm broke to afford a psychologist. What to do?

saying that I've been experiencing symptoms of ADHD for a few months would be an understatement because I've lost count of how many months it has been. also, there's a lot of imposter syndrome going on with me, and I can't get basic things done like doing homework, compiling content for presentations, preparing for it, preparing for tests, sometimes it's even hard to get up from bed, I forget thongs so many times, can't grasp and remember what I studied a while ago. but at the same time, I think that I'm just making shit up and it's just my bad habits that I'm trying to cover and it'll be just fine if I get over these bad habits and switch them to good ones. I've failed exams and flunked too many classes. feels like shit on almost the majority of the days, always anxious, too much in my head, gets obsessed if like a person, literally not doing good. I've tried getting myself out of this situation/phase or whatever so many times, but I'm always back to square one. I am not sure what I am going to do. Also, I'm currently in college so I can't afford a psychologist and can't give a convincing reason for my parents to give me money. What should I do?

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how many kitties can you spot?

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This is so true. Only if we implement it in our lives :)

Via twitter

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Tumble is such a beautiful space to be in.

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The more Sylvia Plath I consume the more she becomes relatable.

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals [ID in alt text]

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Threw an empty plastic Easter egg at Tim for him to play with but he just... solemnly held onto it, thinking deeply about his newfound responsibility

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waves 🌊

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is this the definition of calm and chaos existing simultaneously!?

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My flesh, my home 🦪 🫧

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No ticket no ride 😿

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I just came to Tumblr, and I'm assuming it's pretty much like Instagram??? Guide me people how do you Tumblr!