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The urge to love him with my whole heart so much so, I'd wanna mold himself in me, I wanna wrap around him like vines that climb up empty walls, like moss that sticks to earth, like ivy to stone.

I wanna be with him for as long as the sun shines, for as long as this earth lives, for as vastly as this universe transcends.

I wanna love him beyond eternity.

Bhaad mein jaaye ye science physics, time momentum whatever bullshit. Mujhe toh bas ussi se pyaar karna hai. Every. Damn. Lifetime.

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It's embarrassing how much I want to love and be loved

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I wanna be his favorite girl. Always.

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sorry for being romantic, i‘ll go back to being scared of love. give me a second

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How do I even explain it to him? How much he means to me?

I can't go 2 conversations without bringing him up.

"Oh you know, even he plays that game..."

"He said yesterday that...."

"Oh I know because he's told me that..."

Everything points back to him.

I didn't eat enough. I would love to eat with him. I drove well today. He would be so proud of me. Someone's bothering me. I should tell him. I think I'm gonna spiral. I should call him. I learnt something new today. I'm gonna show him. I posted something new on Tumblr. Will he see it? Will he know it's for him?

I. Just. Love. Him.

I miss him sometimes, even though he's right there. I miss him. My best friend.

[i-cherryish-u]

God I can't wait to live in a home with a guy who's gonna love me like it's breathing. I can't wait to hear doorbells that don't make me flinch, instead they make me rush towards the door. I can't wait to decorate the space as if it's mine. I can't wait to cook meals peacefully, with no rush. I can't wait to eat because I want to. I can't wait to eat and for it to not feel like a sin. I can't wait to be fed with hands that can't imagine touching me in a way thats anything but gentle. I can't wait for his fingers to thread through my hair when I can't sleep. I can't wait to have arms that wrap around me when I have another nightmare. To have arms wrap around my waist as I cook. To sit in his lap and do his makeup, applying pretty pretty glitter all over his eyelids as he looks at me with a dumbstruck lovesick smile. I can't wait to have someone who stands up for me in every situation, my rock, my pillar, that one person "tabh tak mein hoon, tujhe kisi cheez se darr ne ki zaroorat nahi hai".

God I can't wait to have a home with someone who loves me gently and softly. I can't wait to be loved like how I deserve to be loved.

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Getting kissed by the sun and thinking of you

(It's June. And I miss you.)

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Love fuels the passion and the passion fuels the desire to just create and create, and create so much that you immortalize your muse.

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If you have passion for your muse, every art work will come out created by divinity itself

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no more bare minimum, I want the moon & the stars. maybe even a planet at this point.

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Ishq karoon ya karoon ibaadat Ishq karoon ya karoon ibaadat Ikku hi gal hai (Make love or worship) (Make love or worship) (Same thing)

[i-cherryish-u]

I might be the artist, but you'll always be the muse.

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is "uski baahon mein ghar mehsoos karna, kisi cheez ki fikar na karna aur kisi se na darna" just a myth?