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♡fetus Jungguk♡

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I literally never post on here but I kinda wanna start writing shit again 😭😭😭

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i’m your guilty pleasure you can’t escape ♡

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200603 weekly idol — jaehyun

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hi again 👉👈

it would be super super cool if u guys sent in requests bc i am having insane writers block but i really wanna write 🥺

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Would You Have Loved Me?

hellooooooo to whoever is reading this i have decoding to post a little gukk drabble/blurb thing i found in the depths of my laptop hehe (unedited lol i apologize) ALSO someone be friends w me pls 🥺👉👈 this is angst btw heheh

“Are you ready?” his voice staticky due to the bad signal of the video call. she didn’t reply at first, just staring at him still not fully believing that this was about to happen. slowly she whispers a breathy

“yes” all while not fully looking him in the eyes scared that if she did he would see right through her facade. of course she was happy, the day had finally come, they were finally getting married. she was only fazed that the day had come so soon scared she wasn’t ready, that she would trip while walking down the aisle, scared that her nightmarish thoughts would materialize right in front of her glassy eyes.

“Hey, is everything okay? you’ve been really quiet” Jungkook questions snapping you out of your sombre daydream

“huh? oh yeah I’m good just nervous is all.” she stammered all while swallowing down all of her past troubles, putting on her best—fake—smile. she stared at him like it was the last time she’ll ever see him like this before everything changes before he changes. his smile was always her favourite thing about him—the amount a long list of other favourites— she loved how his smile would show every emotion he could ever feel from being elated to wanting to end it all, today his smile showed his happiness, his contentedness with his life, his eyes showed the same the way they sparkled told her everything she needed to know. they stay like that just staring at one another through the small screen of their phones neither knowing how or wanting to break the casual calmness and silence between them, until, you hear the muffled knocking of a door on his side of the call

“Gukk it’s time” a somewhat recognizable voice excitedly yelled, at the same time she heard a similar statement being said from outside your room.

“ I’ll see you soon” he smiles finally breaking the silence before quickly pressing the red button at the bottom on his screen.

she took a deep breath before standing up and smoothing out the wrinkles in her beautiful but too expensive dress, she slowly walked up to the door and cautiously grabbed the door handle turning the handle she still couldn’t believe this was actually happening. she walked through halls that seemed endless until she arrived at two large mahogany doors making for a grand entrance. the doors opened in sync with the melodious piano that sang a wedding march. she slowly waited to walk down the aisle wanting to dry her clammy palms but not wanting to ruin her dress so instead, she just decided to forget about her hands instead focusing on the man in front of her. she almost gasped at how handsome he looked his chocolate hair rested upon his forehead slightly curled, his suit looked simple yet it still screamed wealth and elegance. as she walked down the aisle she kept her eyes on him not being able to place her attention anywhere else even if she tried. once she finally made it up onto the altar she finally decided to look at the ground as she could feel the tears dancing in her eyes, taunting her. the music slowly came to a halt and all that could be heard now was the breathing of the guests and the ecstatic aura that radiates around the bride and groom. the silence which was thought to go on forever was cut short by the priest who begins to state the vows.

you forced yourself to zone out knowing if you looked up in the slightest you wouldn’t be able to stop the tears from streaming down your face most likely ruining the event and yes you may be jealous but you weren’t that selfish and in fact, you were the one who brought this upon yourself if you had just told him, told him that he was the love of your life, the one you wanted to spend the rest of your life with, maybe this situation would be a little different, but it’s too late for that now. instead, all you can do is pretend to be happy for your best friend and his fiancé all while thinking about what could’ve been if he had known.

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In Your Eyes

NOTES :so i wrote this suga drabble that i kinda wanna write more parts for lol i will just leave it here.

don’t really know how to describe it but like

fluff, lowkey soulmate au, yoongi has pwetty eyes 🥺

disclaimer: not edited what so ever sorry for any mistakes !

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Saying your trip was just fun would be an understatement. Everything in Korea had treated you so well, nothing could have made it better but for some reason you still felt a tightness in your chest like your heart was trying to hide behind your lungs. You stay in you thoughts for a while letting the rich bittersweet smell of coffee with hints cacao flood your senses. A startling shrill of your pager awakens you from the cage your mind had started to build. Now back at your table you take out your phone to see messages from your friends going on and on about their soulmates, almost bringing you back to your earlier stupor but something stops your mind, no someone. Your eyes trained to a boy walking into the café his outgrown blonde hair tickling against the top of his rose-tinted cheeks. His pointed eyes meet with my own for what feels like an endless second. He flashes a quick smile and walks towards the counter leaving me frozen with flaming cheeks. Once you’re done being startled by how attractive this random man was you quickly scurry to your table to hide your embarrassment, you instead immerse yourself with the book laid in front of you. time. Passes like this you in your fictional world, mind forgetting about the prior boy though your heart feels different now instead of tightness you can. Now. Feel your heart beat freely the thumping providing a sort of metronome keeping your body at ease, filling you with warmth, you wondered what this feeling was but decided to just bask in the calmness and security while it lasted. With your book now done you. begin. To pack up your bag and walk out the door, everything seemed to be going normally that is until your eyes lock at a table in particular, it was the blondie, and as if it. Were fate or something of the sort he looked up at you as. well averting his eyes from the led screen in front of him. This time though, neither of you intend to look away, or at least that is what you hoped. Your gazes remained connected until the. familiar bell of the door is rung followed by a group of boisterous laughing you look back to see a group of 6 boys making their way to the blonde’s table. You look back at him one more time wanting your heart to do the thing again butt you find him staring at you already. Suddenly feeling more nervous than earlier you whip around to face the door and take your leave with his inviting smile lingering in your mind.

The boy stays in your mind for the days that pass, your friends sense something going on but you deny any assumptions they make not wanting to make a fool of yourself in front of them but also not wanting to jinx the situation. It was now the fifth night since you met the boy who left an insane impression on you with just a singular smile. You stare at your ceiling trying to make shapes out of the rough texture, anything to get the intoxicating boy out of your mind. You realize soon after that your plan doesn’t work, opting to go for a walk instead. You step out of your apartment to get slapped in the face the night wind, not minding the sting. You begin your trek headphones in your ears, enjoying the serenity of the world around you. the moon mingles with the street lights imposing a dim light upon the earth. Now around 20 minutes into your walk you come into a more crowded area, Itaewon to be exact. The party city was filled to the brim with passer goers even in the middle of the night. You watch the interactions. Around you while continuing you unfinished journey. The bright neon lights catching your attention as you squeeze past strangers. You get to an area even more crowed than before, bumping shoulders with someone each step you take. You suddenly feel a harsh push against your back causing you to tumble forward, you put your arms out closing your eyes waiting for your palms to meet the rough cement, but they never do. You open your eyes to a see patterned deep red satin cloth. Your eyes widen in surprise as you slowly pan upwards until they meet with the same soft but sharp eyes. You couldn’t seem to get off your mind for the past week. They were brighter than you remembered being this close to him you could see every detail in his face, the little mole on his nose, he faint bite marks on his lips but none of that caught your attention more than his eyes, the ones that seemed to hold enough power to have you enamoured. You could notice a little shake is his eyes as he tried to look at all off you as well and you could tell yours were doing the same. His arms held you close like a blanket of safety has swallowed you whole. Staying this this as one until to feel another harsh push waking you both up from your trance. You get back on your feet and he quickly slides his hand off of your torso clearing his throat awkwardly. Though neither of you dare move to scared that you might never see each other again, so you just stand there not knowing what to do. Until the boy quickly grabs you hand pulling you away from, he now obnoxious crowd. You can’t tell how long you’ve been following him your too distracted by his wrapped around yours the cold metal around his fingers shocking contrasted to the warmth off his palms, his long fingers made your hand look miniscule. He comes to an abrupt stop causing you to run into him.

“ow” you whisper out not having used your voice in a while. You take in your surroundings while he turns back around to face you, it’s the coffee shop, he brought you back to the coffee shop where your eyes first met.

“I need to know your name” he says with a hint of urgency in his delicate and slightly rough voice.

“only if you tell me yours” you shoot back to try and lesson the tension between you two but fail as your voice betrays you, coming out shaky.

“I’m Yoongi”

“Yoongi” the name rolls off your tongue smoothly you wanted to repeat it over and over again wanting to feel the letters roll off your tongue again but instead you keep your end of the deal.

“Y/N” you say while getting lost in his darks eyes for the nth time and again he stares back

“do you believe in soulmates Y/N?” he asks breaking the silence. You ponder the question, you were never the type to believe in things like this you always thought it was just nonsense lovestruck couples had made up, but now standing in front of yoongi, looking in his eyes that have held so much emotion and importance over you, you feel your views changing. Yoongi was what your heart was missing, he turned your pain to solace, he was you oasis. Even though you only now learned his name it felt different than any other love you’ve known. He felt different.

“I do now.”

a/n: was this okay lol again if anyone reading this i would love to be friends and just get feed back lol i know i have a long way to go 🥺💓

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heyo people 👋 ngl i don’t really know how this works or anything but i’ve always loved writing and i occasionally write fics for my friends, so i thought why not start posting on here 👉👈 i will probably be posting some random stuff in the beginning, but if ur reading this (which i doubt anyone is) the groups that i can write for areeee:

•seventeen

•nct 2020

•ateez

•bts

•straykids

•got7

•exo

there is probably a bunch more that i’m blanking on rn but yea so i hope this works out :))

also everyone make sure to wash your hands and stay in !! i love u💓

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angel!san

requests are open

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@ninibears-erigom 💓

credit to; @superm_supporters (on insta)

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🌻 10 moments that made me love Wen Junhui even more 🌻

Happy 24th Birthday, Junnie~! Another year, another wonderful year with you existing. I can’t ever put to words how wonderful it is to see you grow as a performer and a person. But please never stop trying to improve, never stop being yourself, and never stop pursuing your dreams. You’re going to shine brighter each passing day. Continue being our awkward dorky boy, and continue making us laugh and smile every time we see you. Happy Birthday Moonjunnie~ Outshine the brightest star! ♡ 

#My_MOONLIGHT_JUN  #동양의_대통령_문준휘_생일축하해 xx

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Jungkook doing aegyo in English aaww

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a small compilation of how yoongi fondly calls hoseok

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WANDERLUST

bts travel au; jjk

at the airport he would be so smiley and happy

he practically dragged you through the airport

earbuds were definitely shared on the plane

he would also end up falling asleep in your shoulder

intertwining his fingers with yours as he slept

and you would play with his hair

which jungkook found comforting

so spontaneous

you two would leave the hotel with absolutely no idea where you’d end up

but it always ended up well in hindsight

all through your little spontaneous adventures

he would be busy filming little golden closet films

jungkook wouldn’t post them though,,

it was more something the two of you could watch together

to relive the memories

each day was something new and fun

leaving you exhausted by the time you got back to the hotel

ends of the days were always nice

with the television turned on as jungkook cuddled with you

falling asleep in each others arms

i’m so soft

morning walks down the foreign streets

you two were always getting lost

but at least you were together

on the way back

jungkook insisted that you slept on his shoulder this time

which you didn’t mind

he watched a few movies while playing with your hair

looking back on the trip

it was probably one of the best experiences you’ve had

jungkook being there making it ten times better

ksj | myg | jhs | knj | pjm | kth | jjk

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Bts_twt: ( something in korean)

Me:(clicks translate)

Translation: Today Lov e ami thank yours puppy

Me: