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so turning 21 ROYALLY fucked with my head and guess who is intensely grieving their friend who died at age 20 bc I cant cope with the fact that I'm older than shes ever gonna be

Boy howdy if you thought you were emotionally dysfunctional then you should see me now

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one of my younger siblings attempted suicide last week and like

idk

I take being an older sibling *super* seriously, and it's killing me that I couldn't take care of them any better

And it freaks me out how close of a call that was

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petition to rename the usa ‘south canada’

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time for my fav game

am I actually queer or am I just rebelling

am I actually ace or just terrified of relationships and physical contact

am I actually nb or do I just hate feminine stereotypes and boxes

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wanted: a new name

idk like Dem was a fun time and all but like. time for something new.

I'm super indecisive but I've been thinking about this for like 2.5 yrs and I havent come up with anything YET but I will! Trust me!

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(via simonlauchlan)

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hi I'm sad and my hobbies include texting my dead friend that I miss her even though I know she'll never respond

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Reblog, click the picture, and prepare for battle.

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Philosophy Asks

Blogs: reblog this if you want an ask in your inbox

Followers: Ask away. Don’t limit yourself to one or two questions. Torment whoever you follow 😈

Questions 1-16 are in courtesy of Operation Meditation. The remaining questions are mine.

Should people care more about doing the right thing or doing things right?

What makes you, you? What exactly defines a character/person?

Do you make your own decisions or do you let others do that for you?

Who decides what morality is?

What is intelligence?

Is there a supreme power? (Stay courteous.)

Is there a reason to life?

If you believe in souls, where does the soul live?

What is time?

How can people believe in truths without evidence? (Please don’t get nasty or insult anybody if you answer this question. Be courteous.)

Does observation alter an event?

Where does the universe end and what do you think it looks like beyond it (if there is a beyond)?

Is it easier to love or be loved? (This sounds like a paradox 😂)

Is trust more important than love?

What happens after we die?

Isn’t one person’s terrorist another person’s freedom fighter? (Courteousness is such a nice trait to have, now isn’t it? If you don’t have it, I suggest you back away slowly.)

Are mind, brain, and self all separate from the other?

What do you think could end world hunger?

Will humans and their descendants ever go extinct?

Do you need a brain or do you simply need hormones to feel consciousness? Are plants not conscious or aware of their surroundings?

Do plants have a specific form of intelligence?

Is language real in the way we think it is or is it just merely incoherent sounds that we attach meaning to?

If you say language is real, how do other animals understand human commands/speech patterns despite not knowing human language?

Is it possible to survive life without sleep as long as we can dream while awake?

Do you think scientists could initiate dreams in the future without putting us to sleep?

What sets humans apart from other animals?

Are viruses a life-form?

If time-traveling was real, what would the act of time-traveling even look like? Do you travel by speed? Breakdown of atoms? What would it exactly be?

Are human rights universal or is it Western ideals imposed on others without permission?

Are you the same person you were 10 years ago? Will you still be the same person in 10 more years? Or 30? 50?

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jingle bells taking Ls hit me with a sleigh I'm so done this isn't fun there goes my GPA hey!

some random meme I found on Facebook

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me: I'll just take a break before doing homework

*12 hours later*

me: I'll just get a good night's sleep so I'll be more productive tomorrow

*repeat every day until something is due*

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I’ve been archiving my FB messages on sight and I have so much more peace now even though there’s like 12 texts that I know I’m going to have to acknowledge eventually

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this sunday is a year since my friend died and idk i’m not down with it at all

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tbh I love getting my hair cut, it's like Snip Snip There Goes My Negative Energy

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so I got in a car wreck last night. I walked away. Unharmed. 4-6 feet difference and I could have died. That's really frickin surreal. Six feet.

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I should be panicking

But I'm not

I should be panicking

But I'm not

I should be panicking

But I'm not.

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I am 100% more sober than I want to be right now and Existential Crises about the intersection between alcohol and faith are a Thing rn