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*peck loving kisses to your cheeks and wish you have a good day* (づ￣ 3￣)づ

Oh, thank you?? ^w^

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GUYS I GOT TO HOLD THIS RLLY COOL SNAKE YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS VISITING MY KITTIES IT WAS RLLY COOL

My babies (I didn't get a picture of my 4th 🙁

ALSO THIS HAIRLESS CAT AND MASSIVE CAT I LOVE THEM ALL DJDBXUAB

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Sneak peaks of fics soon to come~ 💗 (both requests too feel free 2 request me! They might take a bit but requests are open!!

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Yall PLEASE. PLEASE PLEASE GOD PLEASE. stop reblogging my things and yapping abt something that isnt even relevant to my post speaking for myself and maybe others but its kinda annoying when im not one of those blogs that constantly reblog and talk back and forth to other people yall habe DMS please.

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Yea sure asagiri has killed some kids but hes never killed anyone important to the story (aya, fyodor, dazai etc they were all ‘brought back’.) and if chuuya is making so much importance to S5 (saving dazai mainly) why would asagiri just randomly kill him? He wouldnt it doesnt make any sense. It doesnt matter what character asagiri favors hes not just gonna kill someone off cause he feels like it 🤷‍♂️ (fun fact asagiri doesnt like blonde nikolai

IM TWEAKING GUYS WHY IS IT CHPT 114.5 WHY IS IT A HALF CHPT ASAGIRI BRO JNEJCJSJDD AND CHUUYA HE ISNT GONNA DIE HIS BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONDAY AND THE CHPT IS ON THE 1ST WHO IS GONNA KILL SOMEONE ONLY 3DAYS AFTER THEIR BIRTHDAY IF ASSGIRI DOES THAT HES A MONSTER CAUSE WHAT.

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IM TWEAKING GUYS WHY IS IT CHPT 114.5 WHY IS IT A HALF CHPT ASAGIRI BRO JNEJCJSJDD AND CHUUYA HE ISNT GONNA DIE HIS BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONDAY AND THE CHPT IS ON THE 1ST WHO IS GONNA KILL SOMEONE ONLY 3DAYS AFTER THEIR BIRTHDAY IF ASSGIRI DOES THAT HES A MONSTER CAUSE WHAT.

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Heyyy eli!, Hru?? just dropping by to check up on you!! Hehe ^_^

Haii!! Im doing pretty good! Currently working on a request for chuuya(birthday request 4 chuuya specifically) hru? ^w^

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The Tortured Poets Department - 2:39

Not sure why I'm just an oddball (for some reason I always pick 39 so I'm just gonna say it's my favorite number :3

Can't tag anyone cause idk who likes Taylor that I'm moots with so, anyone is welcome to join!!

this is fun!!! im gonna do it!!

the smallest man who ever lived - 1:13 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

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AHHH ACTUALLY GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET BACK AND FORTH AS MUCH AS I LOVE CHUUYA THIS HAS ME SO GIDDY AKUTAGAWA DESERVES THE WORLD SJFBSUXHE TY FOR THE MATCH UP KEYS 💗💗

Hai!! Im not sure if youre still doing your 1k special match up! But if you are id rlly enjoy being matched up with some!! (Also congrats on 1k!! I dont interact w you alot cause i was told about you thru my friend @luvfy0dor btw love them^^ but CONGRATS!!)

-Im alright with being matched with said BSD character(s) in a romantic way!

-My MBTI is ISTP-T

- Im not a big hobby person im usually just sitting around but i really enjoy making silly crafts (such as Kandi bracelets and animals) i also enjoy mystery, romance, and light horror novels/poems! I play all types of video games varying from roblox, genshin, HSR and variants of horror games.

- I talk about just topics that come to mind; most being BSD theories like especially in the newest chpt. I also enjoy talking about my music taste with others which is also an array of sorts which include; Mitski, Mom Jeans, Lana Del Rey, The Smiths, Deftones, Limp Bizkit, ICP, Korn, Flyleaf, blink-182, The Weekend, Taylor Swift, Slipknot, CA$, Laufey, PTV, Rammstein, Radiohead p, System of a Down and more! I also talk a lot about the games i play (i specifically talk about them with friends.)

- I really like REALLY hate self absorbed people that constantly think that everything is about them and nobody else matters at all in their life, only themself. Betrayal is another big one, it doesn’t matter who it is even if me and said person are very close or distant, being betrayed is quite literally a stab in the back. POPULAR? OPINION, I HATE RANPO AND FITZGERALD🙏 something about them being real self centered gives me a big shiver down my spine. Like I appreciate Fitzgerald and his dedication for his wife and dead kid but he kinda fits in with the “self absorbed” category cause why are you gonna try destroying Yokohama for a page, like i get you wanted your daughter back and all but damn. Obsessive people (in a bad obsessive) for example; being obsessed with a real person to the point if they break apart/dont want to be associated with said person anymore they make and say disgusting/sexual and/or inappropriate things about said person that doesnt want to be associated with other person. People with horrible attitude/personality or people that make racist/sexist/homophobic/transphobic/incest/stepcest jokes, anyone that fits into that category of gross things is an immediate nightmare and a big red waving flag, you wont catch me anywhere near someone like that.

- My personality is pretty complicated, im really introverted but once you get to know me well id say i change to a real chatter box. At times i can be outgoing but its rare, i can be kind but also ‘aggressive’ at times. Im also pretty scattered brain especially when trying to get my point across to someone. Also again, im very passionate when its coming to certain things.

- This was a bit harder to answer cause most things i do are pretty normal but if it’s specified by the people around me im definitely more unique out of friends/family and people from my town. Specifically just my passion for the things i like, id go above and beyond to defend the things i enjoy. Also i have pretty bad health problems for my age but they are def getting better! So i guess that makes me unique too.

- Im perfectly okay with being matched with a character who commits crimes its not really a big deal to me! Id enjoy all the honest opinions 💗

- Something i value in a person is their personality. I feel like most people say personality but its a real big thing i value. I also value someone’s passion for the things they are interested in. I enjoy when people are passionate with doing/talking about the things they do/want to do. I find it charming when people are confident about that sort of thing. When it comes to personality, i dont want someone who has a bad attitude in general where it’s obvious they have bad intentions. Someone that is caring, kind, charming etc is ideal but i wouldnt mind if they had a slight attitude.

- Something i cant stand in others is when they are over confident or (going back to things i dislike) when they are self absorbed. When i say over confident, thats not me saying i hate people being confident cause i dont, i love when people are confident about themselves/things they like etc. but when it gets to the point of someone saying “im better at (insert activity) than you” or talking down on someone about their looks it crosses so many lines. Nobody should feel like they are better than anymore cause everyone is different in many ways than one. Nobody should be insecure cause of something an over confident person said. With self absorbed people, they kinda just irritate me when they are so self centered that they cant even understand basic human decency.

SORRY THIS WAS SO LONG! PLS TAKE UR TIME WHEN MAKING THIS!! AGAIN, HAPPY 1K HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/EVENING/NIGHT!!! 💗💗

((OMG RAY TOLD YOU ABOUT ME??? I AM PASSING AWAY FROM JOY))

the 1k matchup will be around for a LONG time, don't worry. thank you so much for requesting, I tried to finish this as soon as possible but I go through every single bsd character and see how compatible you are with them so it takes a while.

if I'm being for real, I'm your best matchup. I agreed with EVERY SINGLE THING YOU SAID except I can tolerate self-absorbed people more but it really depends. also, everybody thinks I'm introverted except for my close friends who know how much I will YAP about anything I'm interested in. I am SO passionate about certain things and I LOVE when other people talk about something that they're passionate about even if I've never felt that way about it. also, we look for the same things in people. I can skip over almost everything except for their personality but I don't tend to become close with people who don't have at least a few things that they'd defend til death because they love it so much.

however, for a bsd character, I match you with Akutagawa!!! The brother.

Have you seen how he is with Dazai? He practically worships that man. But you, his lover, are the one thing that is above even Dazai. You are the deity that he devotes his heart and soul to. He doesn't care what the topic is, he will give you his full attention and agree with every opinion. He will even try and research the topics that you love just so he can have deeper conversations with you about it. He would definitely watch all the shows you like. He will learn all the songs to all your favourite musicians and spend his rare time off analyzing them. Learning and loving you is a religion and he is the literal Pope of it. If you're in an argument with someone, even if you're wrong, he will listen to your voice instead of literally everybody else in the room. He is your number one fan, and will support you for everything that you do. He loves that you encourage him getting more into his most random interests. It makes his life happier and it's because of you. You're the reason he gets his lungs checked out often and why he's searching to heal them. He must spend as much time on Earth as possible with you. He would not bat an eye even if you asked him to get on his knees and beg for your love. He would fight wars for you, no questions asked. He's mentally ill, and he's so glad you love him despite the blood on his hands and the wretchedness of his mind and morals. He would love taking you to places, and if anyone begins to ruin your experience there, he will not hesitate to silence them unless you tell him not to. He is your guard dog and constantly worries about you when he's not around. You tell him what you're doing and where you're going before you go there so he does not get worried. Often, he apologizes to you for being so overprotective. He doesn't really like horror games that much, but he will play them if it's for you. He might even get a little scared, so expected him to be a little bit jumpy for a while. He hopes you can understand.

AHAHHAHAHAHAHHA I finally finished one of my requests! Thank you so much for putting something in my askbox dear <33

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Thank you keys!! I saw @silverbladexyz @ me and I wasn't able to get to it I felt kinda bad but I'm responding to y'all both now!!

last song - Death Cup • by Mom Jeans

fav color - it varies, I enjoy all colors but most the time prefer dulled down colors/dark colors. Sage green, wine red/rose red etc. They all have lovely and relaxing accents to them all

currently watching - nothing but im trying to watch JJK

spicy, sweet, savory? - I enjoy spicy but mixing and matching is always nice

current obsession - Bungo stray dogs as usual, along with HSR and Genshin (my mooties and chuuya too 💗💗

@lotomber @fyodor-s-rat @prettyrainsstuff and anyone else is welcome to join in!! I don't want to blow up any1s inbox 💗

Nine people i'd like to get to know better:

Tagged by: @bell-of-indecision, thank you so much for tagging me <3

Last Song: Gmfu by Odetari,6arelyhuman

Favourite colour: Dark red, violet, pink

Currently watching: Death note, ep6

Spicy/Savoury/Sweet: Spicy

Relationship status: Single

Current Obsession: Mbti types and cognitive functions.

Tagging: @somin-yin @a-cloud-for-dreams @axepen @hinsaa-paramo-dharma @basic-bitch-alkali @rhysaka @blackknight-100 @squishywizardd @reykalot

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AAGGGGHHHHHHHHH YOUR WRITING IS SO GOOD I WOULD LIKE TO BE BURIED IN IT!! SPRINKLE IT ON MY GRAVE, DARLING <33

IONICNIDNIDNIDND THANK YOU HAS ME GIGGLING AND STUFF THANKS FOR THE MOOT BACK !!! 💗💗

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Get attacked!!❤️💗Send this to other bloggers you think are wonderful! Keep the game going💕

I SAW THIS WHEN U SENT IT BUT WAS A BIT BUSY, I LOVE YOU SILVER💗💗

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Guess the kandi bsd rats :3 (can't do 2 polls sadly so just pick one, the 2 w highest votes is the "winner" but they r obvi!

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THIS FUCKING BROKE ME YALL I BAWLED MY EYES OUT 50MILLION TIMES IT WAS SSO GOOD BUT OH SJCHDCJ WHY WAS IT SO SAD AHHHHHHHH THE THE THE “i was hoping you could teach me how to live” AHHHHHHH AHHHHDNCJDJXXNSJXJD I CSNT YALL I CANT THE SILENT VOICE BROKE ME.

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Yall pls YALL PLEASE. IF I SEE ONE MORE THING ABT CHUUYA DYING. YALL PLS ASAGIRI CANT KILL PPL HE ISNT LIKE GEGE HES JS NOT SO STOP SAYING CHUUYA IS GONNA DIE YALL HE ISNT HES GONNA LIVE AND BE HAPPY YOU CAN TELL ME THIS YALL IM GONNA DELETE TIKTOK AND EVERYTHING I SWEAR JDNDJSJDND IF CHUUYA DIES I DIES YALL HE CANT DIE BRO THIS IS THE FYODOR DEATH ALL OVER AGAIN also saw a real good explanation abt what might happen on tiktok 💗

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SJNDSJDKCNNSNCD THOUGHTS ON NEW BSD CHPT?!?! THIS WOW LIKE WTF IS GOING ON, LITERALLY DO NOT THINK THAT IS FEDYA BC WTF ALSO IM NOT THE BEST AT REMEMBERING BUT WAS THE GUARD THE STABBED FYODOR THE ONE THAT DROPPED OFF THE “BOMB” TO FUKUCHI? AM I TRIPPING? YALL DSNCNS-NCNSNX

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Enter Our Three Ring Show of Freaks✲*٭˙∘

BSD Men headcanons

WARNINGS!!!; DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT! Cannibalism, pyromaniac, w33d addiction, stalking, addiction, sensitive topics, mental illness, anorexia, obsessive etc.

Description; uncanon but reasonable headcanons w BSD chracters

A/N; Just a quick drabble. This is NOT. me making fun/joking about mental illnesses/addictions this is me putting uncanon headcanons on BSD chracters, if you're disturbed by this, block me or scroll!

Pyromaniac!Chuuya Nakahara - Chuuya isn't the one to let most of the intrusive thoughts of setting things on fire but sometimes they get the better of him but it doesn't cause mass destruction. (The habbit is worse during corruption and the habbit most likely started from said corruption.)

W33dAddiction!Edgar Allan Poe - He smokes constantly while writing his mystery novels. It started the time when Ranpo escaped the book he was working on for years straight, the smokes to relieve and built up stress.

Stalker!Akutugawa Ryūnosuke - he isn't one of those creepy stalkers that breaks into your house just to steal clothing or taking things you threw away, he's more tame. Taking secret photos of you when he sees you etc. (Specifically taking them with piliroid cameras)

Cannibal!Nikolai Gogol - He definitely eats human remains in front of you but he never dares to cross your boundaries of what you're not comfortable. He sometimes asks what would happen if he tried to eat you but it was always just for laughs. The only thing that would come close to "eating" would be the soft bites and nibbles he'd put on your body.

Priest!Fyodor Dostoevsky - Priest never go against their Gods words even if it was desire. No matter how many times you would confess your undeniable love for him and all the sick twisted fantasies you had of him in the confession booth, he couldn't recuperate the feelings since he was the priest of the church but he knew he couldn't deny any feeling he did have for you.

Obsessive!Dazai Osamu - Hes WAY manipulative when it comes to things like you venting your feelings. If you were ever upset with someone he'd manipulate you into thinking you only ever needed him and nobody else that was how his charm worked. Hold you close and never let go, cherishing you every second of the day to make you only want him.

ManicDepression!Sigma - He could be stressed out and yelling to a soft and cuddly guy but it depends on how severe things get. Things get hectic in the sky casino, Sigma's drastic mood swings not helping as he can go to yelling at someone before apologizing for his actions on how he will never do it again.

Psychopathic!Jono Saigiku - Jono isn't one of those violent or aggressive pshycopaths but he can tend to be very manipulative. When it comes to being empathetic, he doesn't understand too much about one's feelings but he is good at brushing them off even if said person is begging for help(advice/support).

Schizophrenic!Ace - He's quite literally delusional (going back to the scene were fyodor manipulated him into offing himself) His thoughts can get jumbled and disorganized when most likely proved wrong. His mental state would most likely deteriorating and breaking into fragments (a sense of mental fragmentation)

Anorexia nervosa/ED!Lovecraft - I'm not saying out of all EDS he had anorexia but it's possible. He's more self-conscious of the way his body looks and he probably just sleeps to much and forgets to eat.

Insomniac!Katai - He definitely stays up all night snuggled in that comforter of his constantly browsing the internet. But not only just staying up, he definitely has multiple sleep paralysis demons that haunt him when he tries sleeping.

Narcissistic!Ivan - He absolutely NEEDS. to be seen and admired (specifically from fyodor) He's self-centered and obsessed over self-importance. He doesn't seem to care for anyone but himself (and fyodor cause that's canon.)

OCD!Kunikida - He's absolutely obsessed with his ideals and being organized. If something in his schedule goes a miss or someone cancels on him he has to fix EVERYTHING. In his head he has to have the perfect schedule or the entire day will be fucking over and he wont know what to do in the next following hours.