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I don’t even have the motivation to get up for work anymore. I’m getting to work 15 minutes late every day because I can’t find the Will inside me to get out bed. I don’t want to do this anymore. When will it stop.

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I hope that someday I'll see that it was not my fault.

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What if I wasn't fvcking disaster?

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It's funny that you don't get any views if you don't tag your posts anywhere. It's just like real life where they don't hear you unless you physically scream

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I don't know if it's haunting or just miserably sad when you're dying from inside, and all you want is to make people around you happy, thinking that you might get happier too.

"But people who end themselves don't show signs of them asking for help?"

We do. They're subtle. They're hidden as jokes and sarcasm. But you don't notice. You never notice. People who end themselves don't do it out of misery, I've realised this quite recently. Some of them do it because they want stillness. They want peace. They wanna sleep and never wake up.

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If they left you in the dark, they don’t deserve your sunshine anymore.

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TW⚠️: suicide mentioned

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You will never love me no matter how tiny and beautiful I become because I was put in this earth for other people to compare themselves to me to lift their self esteem

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The fact Iis that I know I'm not pretty enough to be wanted just for it nor am I interesting enough for someone to want me just for that either

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full offense but if i openly communicate the ways that your words and actions have hurt me & you choose to ignore it, then i won't feel bad for removing you. i don't have time for immaturity, mind games and passive behavior. believe that

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i’m never going to be loved.

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being undiagnosed is the worst feeling ever. bc tf, you're telling me that my head won't stop ringing and my heart hurts for no reason?? i'm not ill? why? how??? am i?? what's even going on??

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sometimes good things come to an end, because we aren’t ready

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