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I know that I’ll die by committing suicide; it’s only a matter of when

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I hate how it feels like my mental health leaks and ruins every little thing-

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Stupid of me to think that I'm important to someone.

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being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

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Reblog daily for health and prosperity

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i’m tired. but not just “didn’t sleep” tired. soul tired. bone tired. like my body keeps going but nothing inside knows why.

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I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

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in another universe i am not a burden to be loved

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i died like 5 years ago my body just kept going

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I keep blaming people for leaving while simultaneously being the reason why they walk away in the first place. I really am insufferable, aren't I?

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I keep telling myself today will be different and it never is.

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How long and how many times do I have to keep trying and failing?

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I don't think I'll make it out of this year

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I wish I didn't hate my own company so much