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hi guys .. im alive 🫡

ill get some stuff out soon js wanted to check in, make sure u guys drink water and eat something ❤️ love u guys

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Hi friendly reminder today there is a strike and shutdown for Palestine

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cw! nsfw under the cut

minors dni 🙏🏻

imagine dilf! ftm! chan subbing for you, whimpering at just the lightest touch on his stomach or his slutty lil waist, pent up with the stress of being a parent, and the way he'd beg and plead for you to fill up his cunt nd make him a mommy again.

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everlongㅡl.mh

summary! in which you see minho in the most unexpected way.

warnings! guitarist! reader, former nct member! reader, fluff, chan makes a surprise appearance?? 😱

fem aligned/identifying dni. you will be blocked idc if ur she/they, they/she, she/her. i check every interaction.

reblogs are appreciated! enjoy :)

you smiled, waving at fans while up on stage. you were currently on tour, and had just recently come out with a new album with your band. you had just finished a song from the previous album, and were about to play the main song on your new album, but you and your band members were taking a break, interacting with fans.

"you! with the blue hair, come up here, please!" you had called up a fan, smiling. you nodded at the bodyguards, letting them know that it was okay to bring the fan up.

"what's your name?" you asked as you helped her on stage, taking her hand in yours.

"i'm jenni! oh my gosh, i'm a huge fan, i've been your fan since like 2017 when you were in nct, and i really appreciate you for all you've done." the girl rambled nervously, and you smiled listening to her.

"thank you so much for being here, jenni! i appreciate it a lot, it sounds like you've been a fan for quite a while, yeah?" you replied, and she nodded.

"is there anyone you'd like to shout out? maybe family, friends, significant other?" you asked, and she took the mic from your hands gently.

"yeah, i'd just like to give a huge thank you to my girlfriend, parker, she's the light of my life, and actually the one who introduced me to your music!" she said, and you nodded.

"thank you to jenni and parker for being great fans, we hope you both have a great night, and that you have a long and happy relationship!" you smiled, and she hugged you. you hugged her from the side, and helped her down from the stage.

"let's see.. how about this gentleman in the black shirt? wanna come up here?" you pointed, and he looked around before pointing at himself. you nodded, smiling encouragingly, unable to see his face clearly as he had a mask and hat on, and he got up, making his way onto the stage. you gave him a hand, pulling him up.

"so what's your name?" you asked, and he took off his mask, smiling, and you recognized him.

"holy shit," you said, turning away and covering your face, laughing as you held the mic away for a second. he laughed, while waving to the fans who apparently recognized him. "can somebody get this man a mic? this is my brother, he can introduce himself."

a staff member handed your bandmate an extra microphone, and minsu, the bassist, handed it to you. you gave it to the smiling blonde, who dramatically cleared his throat.

"what's up, LA! i'm bang chan! i hope you guys are having fun and staying rested." he introduced, bowing, and you smiled brightly, hugging him.

"what's happenin'? i didn't know we were touring at the same time?" you replied, and he smiled cheekily.

"i wanted to surprise you. that, and someone wanted to tag along," he said, and pointed to his group member and your current boyfriend, who waved, along with the rest of stray kids.

"wait, so he's here? he saw me perform?" you said in disbelief, and chan nodded, laughing. you felt yourself get hot with a flush, and if it was visible, it was definitely almost as red as the guitar you had been carrying, which had been on your back comfortably as you scratched the back of your head. the crowd laughed at your reaction, cheering.

"yeah! we're waiting for your main song, mate." chan replied, and you nodded, face still flush.

"okay, okay, i'll be performing it after you get off the stage." you replied, lightly shoving him jokingly, and he laughed, putting his hands up in surrender.

"alright, alright, give me another second to talk to my favorite bro, yeah? don't tell lucas i said that." chan said, looking at the crowd as he said the last part.

"okay, hurry up, then, i'm sure everyone's ready to hear it, right?" you asked, smiling, and the crowd yelled. chan smiled proudly, before turning the mic off, handing it to the staff that was on the side of the stage, and patting your shoulder proudly. he grinned, waving at the crowd, before going back to his seat.

"alright, los angeles! make some noise!" you said into the mic, and the crowd cheered. they cheered even louder once hearing the band beginning to play, and you quickly put the mic onto the stand, before getting ready to play the guitar.

"this song is dedicated to my boyfriend, he knows who he is." you said, winking over at minho, who smiled. you began playing the chords to the title song, everlong, and the crowd slowly died down, still cheering but listening to the song.

after the concert was over, you bid your band members goodnight, thanking them for their hard work, and got into your designated van. you laughed as you saw some fans scream, and you turned your phone flashlight on, waving along with your band members.

soon enough you were at your hotel, and chan texted you, asking if the group could come over.

'sounds good! come over anytime, i'm here for another week then i'm off to vegas :)' you texted back, and 10 minutes later, you could hear the large group in the hallway. you opened the door, smiling once you saw your boyfriend, and gave him a small kiss on the cheek, holding the door open with your foot.

"hyung, you were so good! should i come to another concert?" felix complimented, sitting on your bed, a pillow from the couch already tucked in his arms as he rested his chin on it.

"thanks, lix. i mean, if you want to, you could come to another show." you smiled bashfully, shrugging, minho latched onto you like a koala. felix looked at chan, who shrugged in reply.

"i have to ask the manager, but we'll see." chan told him, and he nodded, grinning. you and the boys messed around and talked about how each experience went for the tour, as they were finishing up theirs, but you had a few more shows to perform.

"jagi, are you staying here for the night?" you murmured, as he nodded tiredly.

"if it's okay with you." he mumbled, and you smiled, playing with his hair gently, as you nodded, before talking with the other members.

as it hit about 1, many of the kids were getting tired, even with the conversations and the excitement, so they all left to go to their room which, coincidentally, had been a couple floors down from yours.

"lino-ya, go change into some pajamas, hm?" you said softly, and he nodded, rubbing his eye sleepily, getting up from laying on you.

after he had come back, he flopped onto your bed with a yawn, and you chuckled softly at his antics. due to how famous the two of you were, you couldn't come out, but nonetheless the two of you were content with being able to have this little secret.

"tired?" you said softly, crawling into bed next to him, turning off the dim lamp. you had already turned off the big light, and the room was dark now.

he nodded, rolling onto you as he layed on your chest, wrapping his arm around your waist. you smiled, wrapping your arm around him, letting out your own soft yawn.

the two of you fell asleep shortly after that, your limbs tangled together as the two of you slept contently, even on the slightly stiff mattress with the tightly tucked in bedding, the both of you slept with soft smiles on your faces.

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I am in my 30s so I wanted to apologize for interacting with your blog. However, I also wanted to thank you for writing for ftm readers. Ok that's all!

thank you so much, for apologizing and for reading! i appreciate you so much :)

also as a general psa i dont mind when my works are read by 23+,, i do mind when you interact though :) i always always appreciate readers <3

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fem readers‼️ please dni if my post says so, you will be blocked idc if ur she/they, they/she, she/her IF YOU USE FEM PRONOUNS OR ARE FEM IDENTIFYING YOU WILL BE BLOCKED, i do check every interaction.

thank you for respecting me and my blog.

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pillow talk ㅡ l.k.

summary! in which leon wakes up to find you gone.

warnings! angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, leon had a nightmare, u have insomnia (ME), comfort, slight derealization, ooc leon

notes! THIS ISNT AS ANGSTY AS THE SUMMARY SAYS I PROMISE,, u guys should listen to hojean hes so cool and funny his music is so fire too ‼️‼️ also leon is my bbg 😍

edit: i tagged this wrong mb guys 😭 i was half asleep when i posted it LMAO

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reblogs are appreciated! enjoy :)

leon looked for you everywhere. he felt like he was running in circles with how tired he was, but finally he found you. before he could get to you, the floor gave out, and you fell. before you could fall, leon grabbed your hand, trying desparately to pull you up, but you were slipping. he couldn't hear anything, not even his own words. it was dead silent, and it freaked him out.

'leon, it's okay.' he saw you mouth, and let go of his hand. shaking his hand, he grabbed your wrist tighter, and as fit as he was physically, it was like his arms were made of jelly. he was unable to lift you back up, and watched as you fell down, sobbing.

leon shot up in a cold sweat, panting heavily, tears gathering in his eyes before he wiped them away. he looked around the dim bedroom, only your light had been turned on, and he looked for you around the room. not seeing you in bed, he got up, his heart beating fast.

"babe..? where are you?" leon called out, searching the whole house for you, nearly in hysterics, looking on the balcony before you had stopped him, putting your hands on his shoulders gently.

"leon? what's going on, is everything alright?" you had asked worriedly, and leon sighed in relief, wrapping his arms around you, burying his head into your shoulder. you furrowed your brows, concerned, returning the hug gently.

"i.. i thought you-" leon sniffled, trying not to cry, eyes slightly watering. it was rare for him to be like this, so you just let him let it out, running your fingers through his hair soothingly.

"shh, shh, it's okay, just calm down, leon." you murmured, and he squeezed you tighter, afraid you would disappear, taking deep breaths.

"you.. i had this dream, and then when i woke up, you were gone.. i thought it.." leon explained, calming down slowly as he pulled away to look at you, eyes flitting over you; unable to focus on one thing, he was just making sure you were okay. his thick eyelashes were clumped together with tears and he was still unsure if this was real, flashes of his dream appearing in intervals.

"no baby, i'm right here. always." you reassured, combing through his hair gently, looking into his eyes. you took his calloused hand into yours, pressing your palms flat together.

"see? look, leon. remember what we practiced?" you said, and leon nodded, his breathing slowing down and his fingers gently intertwined with yours, squeezing your hand gently, wanting to be sure for himself you weren't just a figment of his imagination.

"thank you.." leon replied, now calmer, not as panicked as he was a few minutes ago. you smiled, kissing his hand gently, and led him back to the bedroom, while he followed you like a puppy.

"are you okay?" you asked softly, rolling to the side and turning off the dim light. he nodded, laying on your chest, still holding your hand.

"yeah.. i think so." leon mumbled, so quietly you had to strain to hear it. you kissed his head gently, your thumb rubbing his hand gently.

the two of you layed there until the sun rose, and you continued to lay there when leon fell asleep once more, combing your fingers through his blonde hair.

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please take a moment to pray for moonbin's family and all those close to him today really really just keep them in your thoughts and prayers

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masterlist!

hi! this is where you can find each of my fics, some are linked, while others are not. the ones that are currently linked are finished, while my works that have a strikethrough are currently being written. thank you for your patience (for those of you that have requested from me, i don't always write as much as i'd like to), and enjoy!

as always, reblogs are appreciated :)

스트레이 키즈 : stray kids ⤵

reactions ⤵

date me? ㅡ ftm reader!

all the things they said ㅡ ftm reader!

han jisung ⤵

tired ㅡ ftm reader!

hwang hyunjin ⤵

lee minho ⤵

everlong ㅡ gn reader!

slow mornings ㅡ male reader!

resident evil ⤵

leon kennedy ⤵

pillow talk ㅡ male reader!

fullmetal alchemist ⤵

roy mustang ⤵

cherry kisses ㅡ ftm reader!

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welcome to hwan's blog!

guide:

1. about me!

2. masterlist!

3. rules!

4. about requesting!

5. characters/shows

about me!

masterlist!

hi! i'm jihwan but u guys can call me hwan if you want, english isn't my first language, so if there are mistakes please let me know! my pronouns are he/him/his, and i'm currently still in school! i'm 19, but regardless please don't be weird lol.

currently i have a couple fics that you can read! i appreciate reblogs and requests greatly, it helps me improve my writing skills as well as motivates me to continue writing for you guys! you can find my masterlist here!

rules!

here are some things as well as kinds of people i absolutely would not want on my blog, so please do not interact if you are:

homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic etc..

fem aligned or fem identifying.. respectfully, please do not read my works.

under 15. yes i check every interaction 😭

about requests!

these are some of my personal preferences along with things i don't/wouldn't write, either because they make me uncomfortable or simply because i don't want to offend anyone by writing it incorrectly. also, i will most likely just rewrite your ask onto the request, so if you end up venting at some point of the request, i crop it out so you would have at least some anonymity, even if you request as an anon :)

things i don't write:

huge agegaps (ex. minor & adult, even if 17 and 19)

weird kinks (for smut nd for anything, actually)

fem reader or fem aligned (sorry ladies im a m!reader blog)

character x oc

character x character

furry stuff/pet play

any other weird kinks tbh (like i said ^^ just ask if u have one in particular ur not sure if i would write)

piss kink

things i do write!

angst

fluff

hurt/comfort

smut/suggestive themes

any trope (please ask if u wanna know any specifics)

headcanons

drabbles

characters/shows

here are some things i write for,, if you want to request something different, please inquire in my dms :)

kpop groups/kbands:

STRAY KIDS

NCT

P1HARMONY

XDINARY HEROES

TOMORROW X TOGETHER

ATEEZ

GOT7

SEVENTEEN

games/shows!

ALL OF US ARE DEAD

SWEET HOME

RESIDENT EVIL

COD

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date me? ;; stray kids x ftm! reader

requested once again by the wonderful @shirodleapier <3

warnings! angst, fluffy, stray kids being kids, reactions!!!!!, individual writings for each member, as always nothing physical is specified but reader identifies as male and presents as male :) also some of them (most) the members call reader hyung, but you can change this or think of it as an endearing term instead, it's just casual :) NOT EDITED 😭

request! stray kids x ftm reader. They always thought reader was born a boy. One day they ask reader to date them, and so reader felt the need to tell them he is trans. So like reader coming out to them. Some Angst since reader fears they wont accept him. But also fluff please!

summary! in which reader has nothing to worry about <3

notes! WHEEEW this took a long time to write but it was so fun :) this is in age order, so it starts with chan, and ends with innie. I LOVED WRITING THIS HWVDUAVSJ sorry please send me more requests 🙏🏻

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reblogs are appreciated! enjoy :)

bang chan:

"wanna go out? with me, i mean." chan asked, nervously, sweating a little bit. he had a crush on you since he first saw you, and maybe he didn't believe it himself until recently. it's not that you weren't attractive, god you were gorgeous. you were like the sun to his moon. chan was a man of action, always getting things done when they needed to be, but around you, he especially wanted to show off.

"ah, about that, i-" you started, and chan got even more nervous, but listened intently, not wanting to interrupt you.

"i need to tell you something. and i really need you to not freak out or hate me." you held his hand gently, and he nodded, confused, gently gripping your hand.

"you know i could never."

you sighed, taking a minute to yourself, before just spitting it out. "i'm not biologically a guy, i.. i was born a girl. it.. took a lot for me to get where i am now, the stares, the hateful comments, dysphoria- and even now, i still get dysphoric. i understand if you don't like me anymore, but-" you rambled, starting to tear up, and chan smiled fondly, before kissing your hand, tearing you away from your thoughts.

"hey, hey it's okay. i understand, and like i said, you could never drive me away from you or make me hate you. all i want is you, even if you come with problems or issues, i'll always be there for you," chan reassured, and you felt a huge weight lift from your chest.

"promise?" you held out your pinky.

"always and forever." chan smiled lovingly, locking his pinky with yours.

lee minho:

"let's go on a date." minho said, and you stiffened, unsure if you heard him right. then again, minho had always been bold around you. he wasn't too different from when he was with his members, but you could tell right away you were never going to get rid of him. like a cat, he was cuddly, kind of quiet, and really liked your attention. the both of you were like two matching puzzle pieces, just.. plus 7 other puzzle pieces, because there was always another member with you both. today however, oddly enough it was only you two alone.

"minho, i need to tell you something first," and alsmost as if on cue, dori, who always cuddled up to you, had jumped up onto your lap. it was almost as if dori noticed your distress, because he started rubbing his head against you.

minho cooed silently, but moved his eyes back to you, furrowing his brows in confusion. "what is it?"

"i'm transgender," you bit your lip nervously, keeping your eyes on dori, who had settled in your lap. "i wasn't born like how i look now. it took a lot of work and effort to get here. if it's too much, i understand why you wouldn't like me anymore."

"jagiya, why would you think i wouldn't like you anymore? i'm not pushed away so easily. even soonie, doongie, and dori love you, probably more than they love me." minho smiled, and stood up, wrapping his arms around you gently, kissing the top of your head, his fingers running through your hair gently.

"i just thought you should know, so if you did react badly, i would be able to get over you faster." you sniffled, laughing softly, wrapping an arm around his waist. you always loved minho's hugs, and honestly they felt safe. he made you feel like you had no problems.

"so, about that date.."

he was home.

seo changbin:

"sunbaenim! let's go get dinner together?" changbin smiled, peeking his head into your dressing room, and you raised your eyebrow. changbin had the fattest crush on you since he saw you perform on the stage after his performance, and he's even collaborated on a song with you once or twice. he loved the fact that you were comfortable being yourself, and were never afraid to show anyone that you weren't easily driven away. he was almost envious of your confidence.

"binnie! you can come in, you know." you smiled. he nodded, and went inside the room, shutting the door gently. you had only half changed out of your stage clothes, and damn the stylist for putting so many accessories on you. you finally took off your shirt, and changbin noticed the light scars on your chest.

"ah, sunbae.. if you don't mind me asking," changbin spoke softly, "what happened there? did you get into an accident?" and you looked down at your chest. you made a face, and gently ran your fingers along the scars.

"ah, these? i'll tell you, but you have to keep it a secret, okay?" you smiled, but internally you were freaking out. how could you let him see these? i mean, better now than later, i guess, but this is less than ideal. you finally got to hear him ask you out, and you forgot to change your shirt first.

changbin nodded, unaware of your internal conflict, and you took a deep breath. "i'm trans. i wasn't born a male, i was born a girl."

"ah, i know someone who is trans too! hyung, have you met..." changbin smiled, and you sighed in relief. changbin didn't judge you, and for that, you definitely swooned. he may as well have stolen your heart, because you knew as soon as he smiled comfortingly, you knew you were in deep. you put your shirt on, listening to him, giving him your own responses.

"changbin-ah, thank you. i was nervous that you wouldn't accept me. i think i really wouldn't have been able to take it if you weren't as understanding as you are." you smiled, offering your hand to help him stand up, and he put his hand into yours. he gently wrapped his arms around you, his face buried into your neck. you weren't tall, but you were taller than changbin.

"you already know me, hyung. i'm weak in the knees for you already. nothing can change the way i feel about you."

you smiled softly, kissing his cheek. "now, what were you saying about dinner earlier?"

hwang hyunjin:

"hyung," hyunjin started, and you turned your head over to him.

"what is it, hyun?"

"do you.. are you single?" hyunjin asked, somewhat bluntly. hyunjin was usually straight to the point, but you had a feeling this was nerve-wracking for him, and it was.

"yeah, i'm single. why do you ask?" you raised a brow slightly, and hyunjin flushed a bit, avoiding your eyes.

"well, it's just.. i like you. i understand if you don't like me back, but i just wanted you to know." hyunjin kept his gaze on his hands, and your breath hitched. you wish that at this moment that at least chan was home, but he and changbin were out at the gym, whilst you and hyunjin had opted to stay home.

"hyunjin, i.. i need to tell you something." you pursed your lips, and hyunjin visibly slouched, ready to get rejected, and he simply looked away.

"if you don't feel the same, i get it. i'm not your type, right? you're not interested in guys, are you?" hyunjin had asked, biting his lip as he kept his gaze onto the floor, holding back tears.

"that's not it! i.. i really like you, but i need you to know something about me. i'm transgender," you blurted, and trailed off softly, picking at your fingers nervously. "i just.. thought you should know.."

hyunjin put his hand over yours, and offered you a small smile. "hyung-ah, you're very brave for telling me. thank you for being you."

"you.. you still like me after..?" hyunjin nodded, smiling a toothy grin, before tackling you gently, wrapping his arms around you as he layed on your chest.

"you're my favorite hyung, y'know. nothing could make me stay away from you. i'm proud of you for having the courage to tell me this." hyunjin murmured, his face buried into your neck, before he leaned up and kissed your jaw gently.

"hyunjin-ah, thank you." you smiled, wrapping your arms around him, and he settled onto your chest, listening to your heartbeat.

han jisung:

"hyung-ah, do you have a boyfriend?" jisung had a crush on you, and didn't know howto ask you out, so he kept practicing to himself in his bedroom. he shook his head, "ah, no that was too direct. hm..."

"jisung-ah, can i come in?" jisung PANICKED. he looked around his room, and shook his head, thinking you could see him, and facepalmed, before tidying up a bit, throwing clothes into the laundry hamper.

"ah, one sec, hyung! don't come in, i'm... naked?" jisung had told you, although it sounded more like a question, and you nodded nonetheless, moreso to yourself.

"okay. i'll just wait outside the door. with this fried chicken i bought for you." you teased. you knew he couldn't resist, since he had just gotten off of a diet where he wasn't allowed to eat fried foods. jisung's eyes widened and he dropped everything and went to the door, takibg a second to catch his breath, before opening the door, smiling.

"you said chicken? marry me, hyung." jisung said, and you swear he had heart eyes for you in that moment. jisung flushed, not meaning to tell you that, and quickly tried to save himself.

"i mean, not yet, anyway, i have to at least take you out on a date first and then we can get married if it goes well for a long time but-" jisung covered his mouth, his eyes wide as he just stared at you in embarrassment. your eyes were slightly widened, as you blinked, unsure of what jisung was rambling about. all you had heard was 'date' and it excited you but also freaked you out a bit too.

jisung whispered, albeit a bit muffled, "too much?" you shook your head, slowly processing what he said, and simply handed him the chicken, blinking in disbelief.

"wait, so you aren't against going on a date with me?" jisung realized after a moment, smiling, looking at you. you shook your head, you honestly had no problem with it.

"no, actually.. except i need to tell you something first." you had said, and jisung immediately felt nervous. he almost wanted to cry and he didn't know if it was out of happiness or confusion, but he simply tilted his head, urging you to go on.

"i'm.. i was born a girl. but i don't identify as one anymore." your voice cracked at the end, as you attempted to blink away your growing tears, unable to look at jisung in fear that he had a disgusted look on his face. jisung groaned, almost relieved, but proud that you had the courage to tell him this.

"ah, hyung! you know i'm okay with that, you scared me! i thought you were gonna say something else!" jisung scolded, pulling you into a hug, kissing your cheek gently, and you laughed, your voice raspy from almost crying

"i just thought it was better that you knew, sung. thank you for accepting me." you mumbled, burying your face into the crook of his neck. he giggled softly, feeling your hair tickle his neck, but simply nodded.

"of course, hyung," jisung grinned, before guiding you into his room. "let's eat before it gets cold, yeah?"

lee felix:

"pretty boy, let's bake together? i promise to let you have the first taste of the batter." felix grinned, clinging onto you, his arms around your waist. felix was always flirty with you, and you honestly hoped it was because he liked you, but he was like this with the other members, too.

"sure!" you agreed, grinning back softly. you had asked what he wanted to bake, and he simply chirped out, 'cake!' so you decided to help him bake the cake.

after about two hours and your promised first taste of the batter, you finally finished the cake that felix had wanted to bake. when he was frosting it, he wanted it to be a surprise, so he made you sit in the living room. he called you back in after 30 minutes, and you looked at the cake in awe. he had decorated the cake really prettily, with all kinds of purples, greens, and pinks. he had made two frogs on the same lily pad, and what you noticed the most was the writing he had neatly frosted underneath them.

'be my boyfriend?' it had read, and you looked over at him, as he smiled nervously. "so...?"

"lix, i-" you had begun, unsure of what to say. of course you wanted to be his boyfriend, but what would he say once he's found out? obviously he won't freak out over it, but some people don't date trans men. that was your biggest worry, is that you'll push him away from you, and your friendship would never be the same.

felix was freaking out, you had this constipated look on your face, and he was checking his pulse right about now. yup, his heart was beating really fast, and he was afraid he scared you off. he thought you felt the same way, but hey, if you reject him, at least he gets to eat his sadness away with the cake.

"hyung..?" you snapped out of your thoughts, looking into felix's eyes. "if you don't feel the same-"

"no, i do! it's just.. i haven't been completely honest with you. about me. i know you wont freak out about itandhatemebutidon'twantthingstochangesoi'mreallyscaredyouwon'tlikemeanymoreandi-" felix covered your mouth, stopping you from rambling any further. he smiled reassuringly at you, also feeling a bit of relief at the fact that you liked him back, and that he wouldn't have to eat this cake by himself.

"hyung, it's okay. calm down. slowly, okay?" felix said, uncovering your mouth and fixing your hair.

you nodded, sighing, before taking a deep breathe. "i'm trans. i wasn't born a male." you finally spit it out, and felix nodded, understandingly.

"it's okay, you're still and always will be my pretty boy." felix was such an understanding and caring person. your lips quirked up into a smile, and you grinned, burying your face into his neck, pulling him into a hug, your arms wrapped around his waist.

"thank you, lix."

kim seungmin:

"hyung, wanna go out together?" seungmin walked into your room, not bothering to knock on the door. he already knew you were fine with it, anyways. you looked up from your canvas, and saw seungmin shyly looking away, and you could already tell this time was different.

"seung-ie, what'd you have in mind?" you asked, and he simply looked away, face flushed as he mumbled words of encouragement to himself, before telling you where he wanted to go.

"namsan tower..? i wanted to go and put our own locks together." seungmin replied nervously, and your eyes widened slightly in surprise.

"like- like a date?" you tilted your head softly, and he looked at you hopefully, nodding.

"yeah, like.. like a date.. it's okay if you don't wanna go with me-"

"no! no i wanna go, it's just.. i didn't tell you something, and i was really hoping that i wouldn't have to tell you because i was scared it would change the way you see me.." you explained, and seungmin tilted his head. if you weren't so anxious at the moment, you would've cooed because of how much he reminded you of a puppy.

"seungmin-ah, i'm a trans male," you spoke, after a moment, and you swear you could hear your heart beating in your ears. seungmin blinked, somewhat in shock, and you bit your lip, not wanting to freak out or anything too soon, but the silence was killing you. "if, if it's too much, i can give you a minute-"

"no! no i just.. you're so handsome, i had to soak it all in for a minute. you're really pretty, like extremely good looking." and with seungmin's words you knew he understood, he just didn't know how to express it otherwise.

"...so, namsan tower it is?" you smiled, and seungmin nodded, taking your hand in his. you felt him shiver, your hands had always been warm, while his hands were always cold, even if he wasn't.

yang jeongin:

"wanna go to a cafe with me?" jeongin asked, showing you the picture on his phone, and you noticed it was a couples cafe. he tilted his head, looking at you, seemingly unaware of your inner conflicts. you want to go with him, but you had yet to come out to him. you don't wanna hide something that big from him, because what if he wasn't okay with it?

"innie, you know it's a popular couples cafe, right?" you played it safe. maybe he didn't know, and wanted to just go and get coffee. it wasn't unusual for the both of you to go and get coffee together, but this might've been different.

"mhm! there's a first date discount too, by the way." jeongin mentioned, smiling softly, and you had the urge to poke his dimples, but stopped yourself from doing so.

"ah, i see.. are you wanting to go for the discount..?" you asked, and he shrugged.

"eh, for the discount, and i want to take you out on a date. there's really good strawberry shortcake here, i've heard." jeongin completely blew past the part where he had basically asked you out on a date, and you felt yourself heat up, your back stiffening. you sat up on the couch, and looked over at him.

"i need to come out with something.. i haven't told you this because i didn't know how you'd react.." you began, and jeongin immediately thought it was bad. had he gone too far? maybe you were already in a relationship? did you not like him the same way he liked you? were you straight? god he hoped he hadn't messed up everything.

"what is it?... is it something bad?" jeongin asked, and you felt your heart crack a bit, with the way his eyes showed you everything.

"no! no it's nothing like that, i.. i just need to tell you before anything, okay?" he nodded.

"i'm transgender. i wasn't born the way i am now. i just.. i really wanted you to know." you said, and jeongin let out a breath he didn't know he was holding in.

"hyung.. you were always like this. maybe not physically, but you were meant to be a man. i still like you, if you're worried about things like that. you can't get rid of me easily." jeongin grinned, and you hugged him, to which he returned.

"thanks, innie. for being a good person," you murmured, and he laughed softly, running his hand through your hair reassuringly, before kissing the tip of your nose gently.

"thank you, hyung. for being who you are." jeongin replied, smiling, holding your face gently.

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tired ㅡ h.js

summary! in which actions have consequences.

request! "Hi, so I wanted to request a Han Jisung x ftm reader, where reader is a member of stray kids. He gets a lot of hate from "fans" (but nonetheless he always pretends that everything is OK and always smiles) and because of that he constantly overbinds. So one day after a concert he faints because of that" ㅡ @shirodleapier

warnings! overbinding, fainting (pleasr don't do either of these if you can help it), kind of angsty but towards the end its pretty much all fluff omg kicking my feet as i was writing this tbh, can be romantic or platonic,, i tried to write it where it could be read as both but idk

reblogs are appreciated! enjoy :)

you definitely expected this to happen. there was no way you didn't, right? i mean, one second, you're bowing and bidding your fans goodnight with your group members, and the next second you're laying down, while jisung is the first one you see, while everyone else is crowded around you backstage.

it's closing night, and you're feeling tired. your ribs are in serious pain, but all you care about is making your fans happy. it's the end of the night, and you're taking the last bow of the concert. you walk around stage, waving to fans, and posing for pictures. you even took someone's phone and took a picture with chan, grinning, before handing it back, laughing at the fan's reaction.

you get called to finally leave, and you being you, you decide to go down second to last, making sure chan is behind you. you blow kisses, and give hearts, before walking all the way down, and chatting with your group members for a little while, packing up to go.

suddenly, everything went dark. it felt almost surreal, like it didn't just happen. for jisung, it was scary. none of the group members knew what exactly had happened, until chan had caught you before you fell on the floor, luckily. chan was the closest to you when it happened, and just so happened to notice it when you first stumbled.

your vision had gone blurry, as you faded in and out of consciousness, your brows furrowed in confusion. you could hear that the members had been trying to talk to you, but you couldn't make out what they had been saying. you just knew your head was pounding, your chest burned with every breath you took, and your legs were sore. it felt as if you had woken up after an immense work out, except it was usually never this quiet.

heaving, you furrowed your brows and tried to get back up, only to have jisung shake his head, gently pushing you back down onto the couch. you hadn't even noticed who was holding your hand, but you squeezed gently, a weak attempt to reassure whoever it was that you were alright.

jisung's mind was all over the place. he was definitely not thinking about what could've caused you to collapse, no, he was just hoping you were gonna be okay. the medics made their way to you after what felt like forever, and chan had to pull jisung away for him to actually let go of your hand.

it was a day later that you had woken up. your brows furrowed as you opened your eyes slowly, white light fading in and out. you groaned, catching the attention of a certain quokka featured member who had been by your side the whole time. he perked up a bit, unsure if you were conscious, before sighing in relief.

"you scared me, you know! i was so worried about you, chan hyung had to pull me away!" jisung scolded, his eyes slightly red, probably from crying.

"sorry, sungie." you rasped in apology, your throat dry as you gripped his hand gently. you and he both knew he couldn't stay mad at you for long, and he sniffled, making a mad face at you.

"seriously, we were all worried about you! what happened?" jisung asked, still holding your hand, his brows furrowed softly. you shrugged, taking a cup of water from the bedside table and drinking it.

"nothing, i must've forgot to eat yesterday, i guess." you replied, and opened your mouth once more, before jisung interrupted you.

"yah, don't lie to me, hyung. we ate together yesterday. the doctor said you passed out from lack of oxygen and your ribs are bruised. are you overbinding again?" jisung frowned, upset. you bit your lip and looked away guiltily, saying nothing.

"hyung, i'm here for you if you need to talk. we're all here for you." jisung reminded, his thumb running over your knuckles gently, and your eyes watered slightly.

"i know." you nodded, trying to blink the tears away, your voice cracking a bit.

jisung said nothing, but you knew he understood. the fans didn't know yet, and you're sure they would never know. in your mind, they would never understand if they found out. jisung knew that maybe not all of the fans would understand, but if they're really true stays, they would accept you anyways.

"no matter what i think, they always linger in my mind. they won't go away, even if i try to read only good comments or look at only good contents from the fans, they're always in my mind, and i don't know how to not think about them." jisung listened intently, nodding, as he frowned, holding your hand close in between his own hands.

"hyung.. ah, i'm not good at this kind of thing," he laughed, his own eyes watering, feeling a bit useless in this kind of situation. "channie hyung is really good at this, but you just have to let the comments go. the little things matter, yeah, but if it affects you this much that you overbind, then you can't let them affect you so much. you have to at least try to let them go."

"even sometimes i can't let some of the insults go, there's a couple that really stick to me like they're glued, but i try to only focus on the good ones, because those are the ones that matter." jisung told you, his thumb running over your knuckles gently.

the next day, you were finally released, and were thankful that for once, the paparazzi weren't about to horde you with questions and take pictures. you kept thinking about jisung's words. could you really just let it go? after these couple years, could you really let go of the words that affected you more than anything else?

you could try. afterall, jisung was right, and after a thorough scolding by chan and your manager, you decided to try and open up more, and not let certain things affect you too much. you continued with the tour per usual, with the occasional checking-in from jisung and hyunjin, but you were halfway done, and now flying to australia.

"hey my baby~" you heard jisung, and turned your head, having to look up at him from your seat. you grinned, and greeted him back.

"hi, ji. sitting with me for this flight?" you smiled, and jisung swore he was going to faint, but played it off, nodding.

"of course! don't tell hyunjin hyung, but you're my favorite." jisung replied smoothly, and you laughed softly.

"don't worry, your secret is safe with me."

to jisung, everything felt normal again, save for being able to hear his heart beating in his ears. to you, you felt like your heart was going to explode too. little did you both know, you felt the same way about eachother, and that you never wanted to be apart.

ON GOD I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO END THIS WHICH IS WHY ITS SO LONG BUT OMF THANK YOU FOR READING

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slow mornings ㅡ h.hj

summary! in which you decide to have five more minutes.

warnings! fluffy. relationship established. sleepy!hyune.

reblogs are appreciated! enjoy :)

waking up early was not on your agenda. usually hyunjin would be the one to wake you up, laying on top of you and attacking you with kisses as he complained about being bored, but this morning you were blinded awake.

cursing in your head, you turned your body towards the blonde, ready to scold him for leaving the curtains open last night.

...but you stopped yourself. his face looked peaceful, a small smile on his lips, his hair sticking out in various directions. the sun shined on his face just right, not enough to blind him awake like it had with you, but just enough to dress him with a morning glow.

you smiled to yourself, before wrapping your arm around his waist, getting comfortable into the bed once more. he sleepily draped his leg over yours, before laying on your chest, sighing softly as you ran your fingers through his messy hair.

he had been awake before you, but decided to give you five more minutes before waking you up. good thing he hadn't, because otherwise he'd have missed the way your skin shined in the sunlight, and the way your eyelashes fluttered open when you woke up, only to scrunch your face up at the bright light.

he pretended to be asleep, before peeking his eye open and tilting his head up to look at you. he smiled lazily, to which you returned.

"you forgot to close the curtains, hyun."

"did i? or did i do that on purpose..?"

"hyunjin."

he laughed, nodding his head, kissing the corner of your lips in apology.

"sorry, jagi."

"i can kick your butt later. let's have five more minutes before then." you smiled playfully, gently playing with his hair, as he nodded.

maybe five more minutes would be alright.

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[inarizqkis]

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

[inarizqkis]

cherry kisses ;; roy mustang x transmasc! reader

requested by the lovely @everlastingsteampunk

summary! eating cherries can lead to... other things.. ;) unless you get interrupted.

warnings! suggestive but not smut. (maybe?) ooc roy. kind of short imo. im not used to writing on tumblr so it might be a little funky ㅠㅠ . roy is kind of babygirl in this but it was completely unintended i swear!!! gender is specified, but pronouns are not. looks are also not specified, except for (slight) freckles. NOT EDITED!

notes! didn't know what to title this until chungha started playing and it motivated me to finish writing this lolz.

reblogs are appreciated! enjoy! :)

roy sighed, sitting at his desk. he really should've been at home right now with his husband. unfortunately, he was interrupted by a blonde half pint, in the middle of some... things. roy really didn't mean to, but he let his mind wander back to his gorgeous lover, completely forgetting about the paperwork on his desk.

"roy..? you alright there?" you had asked, watching him space out for around ten minutes or so before saying something.

he hummed, before looking at you, a small smile on his face as he nodded. "yeah, yeah i'm fine."

you raised a brow, unconvinced, but nodded nonetheless. roy usually would tell you later on if something had been bothering him, so you ignored it for the moment. continuing, you reached into the container of washed cherries, biting into the red fruit while reading your book, shortly spitting out the seed.

roy had now turned his attention on you, while you had been completely focused onto the book, a cherry stem hanging from your lips limply. roy's mind wandered, and so did his eyes. he couldn't tear his eyes from your lips, which had been slightly stained from the cherries you had previously eaten.

you had always been roy's favorite view, no matter what you were doing. he could sit and stare at you for hours and not get bored. the way your hair framed your face, the few freckles dusted onto your cheeks, just you. roy especially loved the way your eyes looked in the light. to him, you were ethereal.

you tensed slightly, feeling roy wrap his arms around your waist, burying his face into the nape of your neck, before smiling softly, and wrapping your arms around him, relaxing. you continued reading your book, getting slightly distracted as roy began pressing soft kisses on your neck, his lips ghosting over your skin lightly.

"hm? what's this?" you asked, feeling a bit warmer than before, gently running your fingers through roy's hair. he groaned softly, nearly becoming mush in your arms. he was a sucker for you, especially when you played with his hair.

"nothing, just missed you.." roy admitted, his own cheeks flushing as he slightly adjusted himself, now sitting on your thigh as he kept his face hidden into your neck, embarrassed.

"oh? is that right?" you'd replied, teasingly, as your hands made their way under his shirt, your wedding band cold against his warm skin, and he shivered. he simply nodded, too distracted to say anything else.

"words, love." you reminded gently, pushing him back just enough to see his flushed face, as he averted his eyes away subconsciously, before looking at you.

"yeah," he blushed darker, the tips of his ears bright red as well, before he looked into your eyes, his hands on your shoulders gently. his onyx eyes clouded slightly as he glanced down at your red stained lips.

you grinned slightly at him, before leaning up and pressing your lips against his as he grunted, closing his eyes. he felt your hands gently glide up and down his torso teasingly, and he bucked his hips into your thigh slightly.

you groaned softly, your fingers sliding below the waistband of his pants slowly, your cherry flavored lips staining his own lips slightly, now swollen as he pulled away, panting softly.

"did i ever tell you i can tie a cherry stem with my tongue..?" you asked, raising a brow. roy's eyes widened a fraction, as he felt his pants tighten slightly.

"n-no.. you didn't." he said, face flushed once more as you picked up the stem from earlier, tying it in seconds, sticking your tongue out to show him. your hands slowly moved down further, as he groaned.

suddenly, there was banging on the door, and a certain blonde was heard from the other side, along with metal thumping on the floor outside. roy groaned exasperatedly, annoyed, and you smiled softly, patting his hips, and gently moving him off of your lap.

"it's okay, love. we can do this another time, hm?" you had reassured, and roy nodded, sighing. you got up and began walking to the door, while roy had quickly walked to the bathroom to go.. splash water on his face.

"hey, colonel! i know your lazy ass is home! you're late, you know-"

"he'll be out soon. i'm assuming you're edward, and that's alphonse, right? roy talks a lot about you."

roy shook his head, sighing once more in annoyance, putting on his uniform and combing his hair quickly, before making his way out to the living room. his eye twitched at the sight of edward, and he began putting his boots on. he kissed your cheek and bid you goodbye, before making his way to the office.

which is where he was now. sitting at his desk, looking at the same papers from the other day, listening to edward rant about the same things, while alphonse listened as well.

roy should really invest in some earplugs.

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[inarizqkis]

how am I supposed to kiss kiss fall in love in these conditions

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in my defense your honor i just got out of the shower and my hair is so soft. come feel this its so soft. yes i did kill him though sorry. is that bad