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Darth Vader 💫

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I got bored

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please reblog this it took me 12 hours 😥 #forbiddenlove #agegap #boyxgirl #amygdala

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“Food crimes are dumb but I know I’m a sinner” is a banger of a line OP.

The whole pineapple on pizza hate is stupid but if the two sides ever went to war I would be executed immediately because I like to smash the pineapple juice into the pizza and then discard what’s left of the whole fruit. Like, food crimes are dumb but I know I’m a sinner

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Anna’s cover version of “Love like you” inspired me to do a music video on Padme and Anakin’s ending in ROTS

I have a lot of feelings about Star Wars prequels

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I'm not going to wade into a debate about Bix, and if you want to be shitty, do it on your own post, because this is not an appropriate venue.

Here's the thing.

I have PTSD (regular and extra spicy). I don't talk about it much on main—that's what sideblogs, therapists, and Journals of Horrors are for—but if you've read my stories, you probably could tell. And speaking as someone who regularly wakes up everyone in my house screaming from nightmares, seeing a character like Bix end up happy and healthy and safe and alive and whole was fucking great, actually.

There are so many stories out there where characters with trauma just get more and more traumatized, and worse things keep happening to them as they spiral deeper into darkness, until they end in a tragedy that is depicted as inevitable. And after seeing how atrocious the "resolution" of Crosshair's C-PTSD story arc was in The Bad Batch, I was bracing myself for yet another hopeless, damaging narrative.

And instead, we got... Hope? In MY Star Wars?! It's more likely than you think!

Are there legitimate criticisms of how Bix's arc was handled? Absolutely. But damn, it was nice to see a character like me get some happiness and peace for a change.

Maybe there's hope for me, too.

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i don't know if he was successful or not

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I dunno if anyone is reading the World Between Worlds sequence like I am, but as someone with PTSD its giving me so many feelings about the process of ‘recovering’ from war trauma.

How Anakin has being watching over her and seeing her become stagnant and sick and emotionless and pushing people who care away. Pushing away her identity and responsibility to train the future because of this weight on her. She’s just going through the motions of being a Jedi.

And as soon as he has an opportunity he intercepts her. He knows how she’s been doing. But she sees him and immediately starts deflecting and putting on a mask. Reverting back to a teen and giving a cocky little comment about successfully hitting him. And he’s like oh you’re so powerful and put together? Let’s shake it up then.

And then she’s right where she’s always been, but now it’s literal. Trapped in time in the war. Years and years have passed but she’s still that little girl. No matter what she does she can’t move past this point. She’s never been able to leave. She sees the wounded and dead clones like she always sees them, and she feels so much guilt.

But Spirit Anakin isn’t there to feed into that. He’s here to get her to wake up. So he teases her. Ahsoka gets angry. HOW can he be so callous? How can he not care? Doesn’t he realize this terrible thing happened? And Anakin basically responds with brutal honesty. What the fuck is me being serious going to change? It wont take away the mistakes. But they were mistakes. You didn’t cause harm deliberately.

But Ahsoka isn’t getting it. She’s so tired. She asks him, what if I don’t want to fight my guilt anymore? And he’s honest again. Then you’ll be dead. Fight it or die by it.

And then they’re on Mandalore. And Anakin tries again to get her to see she’s more than this terrible thing that happened. But she’s still stuck and not ready to listen. She turns the blame on him. And Anakin is like oh this is what it’s about? You want to give up because of me? You say you’re like this because of me? Fight what you think I am then. Why don’t you just let Vader kill you then. Fight or die.

And as Vader beats at her it finally clicks. She won’t let Vader win. She won’t let the terrible thing win. She wants to live! There’s still a spark of fight left in her.

And Anakin can finally let her go because he knows she’ll be alright.

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Cassian getting K-2SO after Bix leaves is the equivalent of a guy adopting a dog after his girlfriend breaks up with him.

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when the political meets the thriller in your political thriller.

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Andor has me screaming crying throwing up!!!!!!!

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I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety

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✨ HAPPY STAR WARS DAY ✨

Have a Kanera

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2 completely normal jedi

Happy May the 4th ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

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*SPOILERS*

fellow dark disciple stans…. we used to pray for times like these.

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Tales of the Underworld spoilers

I need six seasons and movie of Ventress and Lyco because this dynamic for her is amazing