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slowly chipping away at the commissions i owe folks! this one belongs to @isofluresence! thanks again for being so patient while i recover! <3

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You're not grown until you know how to communicate, apologize, be truthful and accept accountability without blaming someone else.

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visited my dad [his grave] for fathers day <3 if you have a good dad appreciate him while hes here, and if not, take the day to appreciate yourself instead

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reblogging this again because i had to replace my laptop recently and thus money is so dry and drained even MORE than usual for a few months…. any support is very appreciated right now <3

i think its about time i made the post I've been meaning to make. i just want it out of the way.

my father passed june 27th. it was sudden, a motorcycle accident that was not his fault in the slightest. my mother was also in the accident, but survived. however, she lost a leg, among having other injuries. she will be in hospitals/rehabilitation for a long time. I'm a disabled person, as you may know as I've talked about my coma in 2022 from autoimmune encephilitis, and my many autoimmune diseases. life is both very hard right now, and has me very anxious. in the future, there will be a gofundme for my mothers needs medically, and insurance wise. my fathers job was our families insurance... and on top of her own medical expenses, I need steroids and insulin and all of my other medication to stay alive and care for her. for now, Im linking my ko-fi, as a way to get any sort of income right now. donations are very VERY appreciated right now. i also sell stickers there, and will be selling more stuff soon, so keep an eye out for posts about new stuff ! thank you very much. please share and reblog this, I'm trying my best to just be.. okay, right now.

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reminiscing over something, but what… ❤️‍🩹💊🦅🪦

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thought about Mishio Isshiki recently… i personally think he doesn’t care whether he wins or loses and rather wants to see someone sentenced to death on either side so he can be weird about it

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OH RIGHT I FORGOT i did a little screenshot edit ppl were doing on twt w oren <3

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DOODLED A @kamimint SHUU RECENTLY so fun 🦅💜🥼

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little jthm comic redraw w bacon & eggs…. (hiyoko design here based on @tgwdlmreprised ‘s design yay)

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been trying to make my own version of shuu lately.. a very jthm esc inspired version of him…. not sure if i’ve settled on anything design wise but slowly…

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i tried some of my own takes on some of the hatoful kids….. 💙🩵💛💚

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i gotta just post whatever doodles i have lying around… hm

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worst episode in your fav anime ?? 👀

or instead,, best episode in your fav anime :3

theres only one correct answer to this.... and even then its love hate relationship............

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How are you doing?

i. dont know

ITS A GOOD QUESTION ... overall im doing good with improving my self esteem and self worth, working on it with my therapist and my meds help a ton !

buuuut.. things are still kinda. all over I suppose

working on figuring out possible diagnoses (psych and me think there's possible bpd or ocd or something along those lines)

had hand surgery [released tendons in left arm] and doing hand therapy 2-3 times a week

hhoo.... uhm. first anniversary of my dads death is coming up a little too quickly ?

my mom, with ONE LEG, got denied disability so now we have to do that all over again,

money in general is getting scarily tight...

talk of moving in the next year due to money issues and taxes heavily raised in the area

Ig im still dealing with losing some friendships and stuff but its hard to be to held up on that when all of the above is so so heavy

sooo uhm. YEAH im doing as good as i can ! i have good people that I love dearly that I can talk to abt it and also just spend time with that makes the struggle worth it <3 im staying headstrong best I can ! ill also try to be more active... it is difficult with so much on my mind but id love to be active it'll help me

ill also link my ko-fi just bc I mentioned my financial issues again and any help is always appreciated !

that being said , thank you for asking <3

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favorite ships in media? can be canon, fanon, oc x canon, etc.

ooouh god

I HAVE SO MANY... i will say though, i dont have any otps- i like multishipping waaay too much to only ship one (good example is all the shuu ships I enjoy; kazshuu, kanshuu, iwaiwa, koashuu, ykyk)

ALL OF THOSE ABOVE ARE SOME FAVS... i have a lot of oc x canon I also enjoy, like oren x stan and shake x coffee (which. oh my god doing this I realize I haven't posted most of the oc x canon stuff here... maybe a master post for each is in order ooo) and everyone's seen the javascript at this point im sure.... id hope..............

i also LOVE steinmarie... but also love steindusa......... but also love steinspirit SEE I CANT JUST PICK ONE also all of them poly ??? possibilities are endless...

i love canon shipping, oc x canon shipping, poly shipping, shipping characters from different medias, crackships-- I am eating it ALLLLL up <3

it should go w/o saying that any proship ships I don't fuck with but u never know how people will interpret things so no I don't fuck with that

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who are your favorite characters and why? and do you have any favorite ocs of yours? ^^

favorite CHARACTERS.... i have so many, but if u want a decent list of characters I kin and characters I just love I do have that !

a simpler answer for just my CURRENT character fixations... id say obviously shuu iwamine, professor franken stein, and then less obviously stan pines and master shake. seems I love S named characters right now..

MY FAVORITE OCS... i love all of my ocs so deeply and dearly, but id say my STAPLE characters are Flare and T ! they've been around since the very beginning and are so important to me... as for the character im currently playing toys with / developing the most right now would probably be Chiryo due to the hatoful fixations <3

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i think its about time i made the post I've been meaning to make. i just want it out of the way.

my father passed june 27th. it was sudden, a motorcycle accident that was not his fault in the slightest. my mother was also in the accident, but survived. however, she lost a leg, among having other injuries. she will be in hospitals/rehabilitation for a long time. I'm a disabled person, as you may know as I've talked about my coma in 2022 from autoimmune encephilitis, and my many autoimmune diseases. life is both very hard right now, and has me very anxious. in the future, there will be a gofundme for my mothers needs medically, and insurance wise. my fathers job was our families insurance... and on top of her own medical expenses, I need steroids and insulin and all of my other medication to stay alive and care for her. for now, Im linking my ko-fi, as a way to get any sort of income right now. donations are very VERY appreciated right now. i also sell stickers there, and will be selling more stuff soon, so keep an eye out for posts about new stuff ! thank you very much. please share and reblog this, I'm trying my best to just be.. okay, right now.