itsallokayokay

[itsallokayokay]

When i wake up please just don't ask me questions

my brain doesn't work for like half n hour

[itsallokayokay]

When i wake up please just don’t ask me questions my brain doesn’t work for like half n hour🗣

[itsallokayokay]

I think I’m all about love. I really do wish sometimes what if, I haven’t had fallen in love at early age. I would have so different.

[itsallokayokay]

I’m dying for you and you can’t even live with me.

[itsallokayokay]

Agar tumara durr hona etna dard deta hai toh

Toh sochti hu pass hona ketna dega

Esleye jaane dena chahti hun tume aur yeh duriyon ko

[itsallokayokay]

I just look fine sometimes, sometimes, every time but I’m just dead inside. Its really getting hard to breathe

[itsallokayokay]

You make me feel like I’m nothing.

[itsallokayokay]

Sometimes you’ve to let go ‘cause you deserve peace

[itsallokayokay]

I saw you happy and i can break my heart every time to see that smile even tho I’m not the reason anymore

[itsallokayokay]

You make me so sad and you’re only one right now who makes me happy and I don’t know what’s right for me anymore.

[itsallokayokay]

Sometimes people just want good for them and you’re not a kind of person who gets in a way.

[itsallokayokay]

The only reason i need to let him go is he seems happy, happier in fact.

[itsallokayokay]

I have been waiting for years for what idk even though everything was so clear and simple i was just messing it more maybe i just don’t wanted to clear it up. I wanted to be in that mess forever, his mess, his, no, mess that i created. Then i knew he was with another and still I don’t wanted to believe it until i saw him i saw him happy. Happily talking to be like i was nobody but a stranger to whom he was asking a way. That was a day i knew i lost him. I lost him forever but to be honest at first place he was never mine. I wasn’t ever there. I never lose him. Its was just a story about me. About my mess. Me all alone waiting.

[itsallokayokay]

For so people things can be so easy just like “yes I don’t love you anymore” and the other who just suffers and every little thing just like breathing feels so hard. Hard as saying “i love you”.

[itsallokayokay]

How can someone just disappoint you every time and for secs they just create so much negativity in you, so much hate and anger and you just ignore the fact that it’s toxic. You just don’t want to except it because you know, when you will know you have to leave, it will end, everything will be just over. So you just hung over there and end up loving them every fucking time by putting yourself down. Idk i guess i can never understand this, i can never understand this feeling.

[itsallokayokay]

It just so beautiful to even think you’ll be never gone. You’re just late but you’ll be right here any second. It brings so much peace to think this but the reality is so heartbreaking, you’ll never return you’ll never come back and now it so hard to believe that actually peace does exist.

[itsallokayokay]

It took to much time to be okay to finally make self believe things will be fine, its time now and you can’t feel what you feeling rn for rest of your life it was what it was and then all of the sudden its him again staring at you like you weren’t died, you were breathing all those days like he was breathing for you or something and then it took no second to change it. It is what it is, you are feeling this still, you’re still here you have always been here, you aren’t fine. And then it takes years to make self believe again it was just your dream, he was never here, it has always been you, here all lone and its the last time you’re here.