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All my bones are turning to dust

My skin is just an old and dark picture

lost in time

I'm falling apart

I'm collapsing

I'm just a dot in space

I'm like a broken mirror trying to pick the pieces together

I'm lost and confused

I'm falling apart

Alone and aimlessly

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Really you think I need you?

You really think that everything resolves around you?

Let me tell you

I’m better

So better, do you think you know about me

I’m not

I’m not

Your toy

Respect me

Really. Really think

Who can have me ?

I’m too much for you

My love

Ah my love

I already loved too much

I was left behind

My soul is old

Really think you can control me ?

I was a puppet a long time ago

Do really think your lies wald be written no my skin like a poem?

Oh baby you so dumb

I’m better for this

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i am has lost in the dark i think in very much things and i now see everything but he is going for the sky I never sayed for how i live you

i never sayed for how i love you

you stayed in my front

i look in you brown eyes but I didnt have the courage

when i crie, you were here

when i smiled, you were here

when i needed, you always here

my dearly, my angel

i miss you

I try give my best to you

but it doesnt matter anymore

because she is in your heart

i am tired of being forgotten by you

i am has lost in the dark i think in very much things maybe it's all my fault

you go away

maybe I should have said all the things I felt

but maybe it's too late because

i am has lost in the dark

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I try, but I always come out wrong, my anger is just an emotion of what I am not, but which I no longer have control to control. My this head is a mess I can't fix, and every time I try to explain they still says it's my fault. I'm tired, the fake smile is no longer helping. And they say it's all in my head. I don't want to blame anyone, I'm begging for help but no one is listening to me. I can't control my feelings anymore, my emotions are under control, I'm like a tsuname. I don't know how to be half, I just know how to be whole. They do not understand. I blame myself, maybe I really deserve to die. It's all in my head. Like a robot, and they need me to keep smiling like a clown. maybe i'm just a joke…

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An empty mind once said to me: - There is no being on earth capable of understanding the pains of existence and their beauty and consequently there will not be a thousand years from now, capable of such an act of humility. I had not understood or even crossed such a symbolic sentence until that moment.

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A phrase you said before the person died / the same phrase after: If I knew that that was the last hug, I would have hugged you a lot more.

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One. Two. Three. Four Tied up on all fours Five. Six. Seven. Eight Sweat running, skins burning Nine. Ten. Eleven. Twelve Pulling my hair. Wild as fire....

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You don't see everyone is watching your lies And all you tell me is to keep believing Touching my skin gently No i don't fall for it anymore You are not worth it Baby I'm like a lion But you don't see Drowning in lies My body in your bed won't erase the memories Everyone is seeing who you really are I do not care anymore I won't be here when you wake up Liar You are just a liar Yes I want to see you begging to have me undressed But baby I won't stay for coffee Because I learned to treat people as they are Now you say " lie" but I just play as you play And everyone is watching, you're drowning in lies Is a shame But you never will feel that emotion again 'Cause I'll just leave a one word in your mind before I leave Only thinking about yourself I've had enough of it this time I know what you say about me I hope that it makes you happy So you can lie I've had enough of it this time goodbye

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You are my dream, but not my reality

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World is a very stranger and beautiful. So many peoples in war destroying each other Not, the world not a fault but something happenede in heart of people. Hatred and greed took shape devastating all those around you When did the beauty of life become worth money? When did the world stop being colored to live a gray concrete wall? When do we forget what it is to be human? When will we learn to turn wars into peace. No, the world is not to blame, but people are

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For my eternal four-legged companion: My heart is broken now My soul is with you I'm broken now, like I've never been before. I tried everything, and in every way to help you. See everything we live, everything we dream Now you're in heaven, miles away Shining brighter than the sun You became an angel and I stayed here Waiting for you to come back My heart is broken My soul is with you If I knew that hug would be the last Would have hugged you more and more I never would have let you go The "I love you" hurts now when I remember your brown eyes looking at me Each particle of yours is glued to my memories My heart is broken And I'm standing in the rain feeling the water drain with my tears While you are there looking at me without being able to see it I wish you wouldn't be happy without me But you'll be forever engraved on me like a poem in my heart

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Said he would never lie to me and now we're broken

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A love shallow: You came into my life messing up everything, took away the sadness making me believe in everything I never imagined with such beautiful words and attitudes What I didn't expect was the slip that you would give me. Because inside that black pencil case, there are one heart clips that you gave me, and looking back it all looked like a movie and you made me think I made it up in my head Now you're so far away even though you're close. My skin is missing in every part, your touch still burns and your kiss would be the best medicine. Everything I never asked for You did it to get what you wanted, I fell like a frightened rabbit trapped by its claws. A love shallow And then she arrived arresting you like I never could, and you look happy even though you tell me you miss me I wanted to believe that your skin misses mine, but my heart blocked you Because everything you told me before choosing her, hammered so deep into my soul I realized that you don't even know what it's like to love Maybe I don't know either

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Lost in the world begging for help I will never be like them, they will never be like me Life is so precious, so why think about giving up? See the ocean, contemplate the sunset and for a one secund shout the loudest as you can. We are all lost trying to find our victory Lost in the world trying to find me i'm just human

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