jebigaurr

[jebigaurr]

Teared 🩹🩸

🪖👱🏻‍♂️🪝💀👻🔪 (if you know you know)

Had inspo from @cloudofbutterflies92

abt this “fallen angel” painting 💖🫶

Happy Halloween !!!🎃 ����

[jebigaurr]

I engage with fiction in a normal way. don’t look at my blog

[jebigaurr]

I really like this one particular look

i know it's a very highschool basketball skateboard dude kind of vibe but yeah

[jebigaurr]

hi im newbie

[jebigaurr]

thinking about ghost who only cries when he’s furious; tears of frustration and the shame that follows after. he knows his guilt will not purify him, he is not his father but the anger rings out the same. ghost is not his father but he carries the man through clenched fists and tunnel vision on a target he yearns to sink his teeth into. there’s no where for him to put the anger without becoming his father. he thinks the tears might be his mothers.

[jebigaurr]

soap, somewhere in the base: "CAPTAIN GARRICK IN THE HOUSE!!!"

[jebigaurr]

I've been neglecting my other OC Jelly...so here...hehe

[jebigaurr]

summer in croatia, 2024

[jebigaurr]

A conspiracy theory if you will

[jebigaurr]

stinky man

[jebigaurr]

Private Debrief

Ref

[jebigaurr]

eating him

[jebigaurr]

~2k words of pain

“ROACH!” Soap screams his lungs out in the mic. “GHOST!”

Soap struggles in Price’s bear hug from behind, trying to break free. He is ready to kill every single one of Shepherd’s men and the anger pumping through his veins will be his body’s raw fuel. Years spent together, training, laughing, living, failing… All experiences accumulated by a human being, all gone in a second. Soap felt he was finally cracking Ghost open, getting to really know him. Hasn’t Ghost suffered enough on this shitty earth? He felt that he was nailing down being Roach’s mentor and friend… or even brother, his most important attempt at leadership. All that effort and what does he have to show for it now? He failed miserably in all aspects.

“Let me go! I will murder the son of a bitch!” Price’s grip gets only stronger against Soap’s protests. At this point, Price lifts him a bit off the ground trying to get him inside the exfil helicopter.

“There is nothing we can do here! We have to go!” With ungodly strength, he flips Soap inside the aircraft. The Scot tries to rise immediately but Price pulls him against his chest. Soap keeps struggling, screaming incoherent swears and names. Ghost, Roach, Shepherd… Ghost, Roach, Shepherd… Sometimes, Gaz can be heard too.

“I know, I know, love…” Price’s voice cracks with emotion and hurt… He is suffering loss as well, but Soap lost so much more today. He tries whispering sweet nothings, kissing the top of Soap’s head and keeping the hug tight. Price knows the pain of losing people in one’s command far too well. How he wished to take away all the pain. How he wished for his lover to never have to go through this. "I know, I know..."

Soap’s angry screams slowly transition to sobs, at which point he accepts the hug and places his arms around the Captain. He hides his face in the crook of his neck, and with it, his failures, disappointments and pathetic tears.

“They are all dead… they are all dead…”

“Shh… We will get the son of a bitch. I swear it on my fucking life. We will fix it.” Price rubs small circles on Soap’s back. “Shh… I’ve got you…”

Facing loss is instrumental in becoming a leader. Thus, another step has been taken towards Soap becoming Price. Another step has been taken towards leadership.

[jebigaurr]

big fan of characters who have it all under control when theyre put in situations but no idea how to be like a regular guy doing regular stuff when all is said and done.

[jebigaurr]

[no content]

[jebigaurr]

eepy || nika “bruin” marič

happy bisexuality awareness day to her

[jebigaurr]

just needed to map out his scars for science reasons, I promise...