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oh hey...I moved to here! I am currently moving all of my crap so please bear with me :) Same name, different blog!

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To my knowledge daisy and yara have both posted about the situation.

Since they have me blocked I can’t view them but friends have sent me screenshots so I can see what’s going on.

In regards to Yara’s post, I never agreed it wasn’t bullying. I firmly believe it is. Secondary, she mentions me giving evidence for a plagiarism claim. I’m not sure what she means. I literally have no idea at all what she is talking about. Perhaps she’s gotten confused with someone else.

In regards to the bullying thing, I think I see what comment she is talking about:

This is my reply to her pm. I say ‘I’m also not claiming the trash can was made just to bully me’

I say this because I know that it was originally made to discuss several issues. However I do still firmly believe this is bullying. I do not revoke that in any way.

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Disgusting. I actually followed some of these authors and used to be an avid reader. Not anymore.

n**, da***, br***, me***, and y*** bullied you behind your back. Everytime you spoke they were referring to you as names they made up for you, making fun of you, etc. i wouldnt go to them and ask, they'd just smile in your face and deny while sending ss to their group of friends while laughing about it , watch out

To anyone reading this, you may not recognise these names. I do. Nix, Daisy, Brina, Megan and Yara ( @jeongi @httpjeon @yoonquk @hoseokiehopie and @junqkook respectively) were five admins on the old btssmutclub net that I was an author of.

I tried to get in contact with them before posting this to get their side. No such luck. Two of them I can’t message because they don’t follow me and the other two have me blocked. Why would they block me when I’ve never once pm-Ed them before or held a conversation? I tried contacting the fifth girl too, Brina, but she’s deleted her tumblr completely.

To be honest with you, apart from being accepted as an author, I haven’t really had a single proper conversation with these girls. We were on the bsc server together but that’s it. So when I got this anon I was very confused. I reached out to two other prior bsc admins I trusted.

This admin told me they were in fact bullying me, calling names.

This one then mentioned they had their own group chat.

I posted on my blog asking for the anon to clarify what they meant, because I didn’t want to get ahead of myself if it wasn’t actually that big of a deal.

This is what they said (the anon is one of the five girls in the chat. For their personal safety they’ve asked that I don’t reveal their identity. They have however given me permission to share these anon asks):

So as you can see, in this separate group chat of theirs they were making fun of everything I was saying.

Not only that, but since those two admins above weren’t even in their special groupchat, clearly it was going on in the main admin chat too.

It’s unbelievably hurtful that people know about this bullying happening and only one person inside this chat is anonymously telling me what’s going on. Additionally, I actually really used to look up to these authors so it feels really upsetting that they’re picking on me like this. I’d said to other authors in the past that Daisy in particular was like the Namjoon to my Jungkook because I started writing because of her. And now i guess she’s hated me this whole time.

I feel so stupid. I often chatted in different nets about how I felt really blessed as an author because I never got anon hate. I guess I didn’t need to, because they’d gone ahead and made a whole server for it.

The anon that is in the chat hasn’t given me permission to screenshot our conversation but just so these five girls know I’m being truthful, the chat was called the Trash Can and apparently one of your nicknames for me was sofa (for authors that’s not very creative.)

Now, to anyone still reading, I ask that you don’t send them hate. They don’t need it and I don’t want anybody thinking that’s okay in any context. It’s not. But I do ask that you reconsider giving them your blind support. In the past couple of days as I’ve agonised over what to do, I’ve heard the stories of several people who have felt attacked by one or several of these five girls. People have completely deactivated their tumblrs because of it. And nobody said anything, I guess because people fear the backlash. I understand these are beloved authors. Trust me, I understand. I also know that makes me probably a huge target for hate now. I dont particularly care if I get hate because I’m not doing this for me. I’m doing this in the hopes that people can be aware so they’re not fucked around with like I was. And I’m doing this for all of the people who have been too scared to.

I hope you give me a chance rather than lashing out, and I hope you don’t take this as an opportunity to exact revenge. I don’t support anyone sending them hate. This is about bringing an issue to light that’s been left to fester for so long.

I’ll do my best to keep writing on this blog because I love it and I love writing. I don’t want to be just another person who’s mental health is so affected that they have to leave completely. But if that’s the price so be it.

I love you all,

Sora.

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Her

pairing: taehyung x oc(reader)

genre: fluff, angst, drabble

synopsis:  Taehyung hates commitment after his girlfriend of six years ran off with her boss to God-knows-where. You were simply afraid of getting attached. So, you decided not to. A chance meeting between the two of you may leave Taehyung in deep water

word count: 1.9 k

notes: this is unedited because I’m ugly. Also i listened to Her by Chase Atlantic while writing this

The dark interior of the nightclub was nothing new to you. The powerful bass of this month’s popular song vibrated throughout the place as you sipped the drink in front of you. Dark eyes scanning the club, you found your next…target. He sat across the club, swirling his drink in his left hand. As if he felt hour eyes on him, he glanced up, meeting your eyes. However, you didn’t look away, you continued your unabashed staring. His dark, smoldering gaze left your rooted in your spot at the bar.

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Her

pairing: taehyung x oc(reader)

genre: fluff, angst, drabble

synopsis:  Taehyung hates commitment after his girlfriend of six years ran off with her boss to God-knows-where. You were simply afraid of getting attached. So, you decided not to. A chance meeting between the two of you may leave Taehyung in deep water

word count: 1.9 k

notes: this is unedited because I’m ugly. Also i listened to Her by Chase Atlantic while writing this

The dark interior of the nightclub was nothing new to you. The powerful bass of this month’s popular song vibrated throughout the place as you sipped the drink in front of you. Dark eyes scanning the club, you found your next...target. He sat across the club, swirling his drink in his left hand. As if he felt hour eyes on him, he glanced up, meeting your eyes. However, you didn’t look away, you continued your unabashed staring. His dark, smoldering gaze left your rooted in your spot at the bar.

“______.” The sound of your friend’s voice caused you to tear your eyes away from the mysterious stranger.

“Hmm?”

“Don’t ‘hmm’ me. I’ve been trying to get your attention for a good minute now.” Sana sighed. “Where’s your mind tonight?”

You shifted your eyes to the stranger only to find his spot empty. You couldn’t help but to look around, hoping to spot him again.

“My mind is how it always is.” You mumbled, finally answering Sana’s question.

“So you’re still sober? I’m genuinely surprised.”

“Shut the fuck up. You’re making me sound like an alcoholic.” You exclaimed, shoving her shoulder.

You threw back the rest of your drink before turning to face the crowd once more. Among the sea of gyrating bodies, you spot a person obviously owning the dance floor. He seemed to be in his own world as he moved to the beat. The DJ switched to to a more slower and sensual song.

“Who is that?” You asked Sana, never taking your eyes off of the dancer.

She followed your eyes and sighed.

“That’s Jung Hoseok. I’m surprised you’ve never spotted him before. He’s here every time we are.”

“I guess I never paid that much attention.” You mumbled. 

“Good luck trying to talk to him. I’ve already tried.” Sana sighed.

You finally take your eyes off this Hoseok guy to look at your friend. She had pulled out her phone and was now texting someone.

“Order me another drink. I’ll be back.” You told her before rising from your bar stool.

You ignored the calls of your name as you stalked towards the dance floor. Hoseok was still there in his own world, but the song was coming to an end. You waited for the last beat to play before deciding to say walk up to him.

“Hey! Hoseok, right?” You asked, catching him before he walked away.

You could feel Sana’s stare burning the back of your head. You ignored her and focused on the task at hand. Hoseok turned to look down at you.

“I’m sorry. Do I know you?” Hoseok inquired.

You were slightly taken aback, but you didn’t give up.

“Actually you don’t, but we could get to know each other.” You laughed flirtatiously.

Hoseok stared at you for a few moments before opening his mouth to speak. Unfortunately, you two were interrupted.

“Hyung.” A deep voice called. Hoseok looked past you and nodded.

“What’s up? He asked.

“Jungkook is drunk off his ass. You know how much of a lightweight he is and Jimin doesn’t feel comfortable leaving him by himself.” The deep voice explained.

You turned your head to see the source of the rich voice. It was the mysterious stranger. You hadn’t realized you were staring until he shifted his eyes to make eye contact with you. You immediately snatched your eyes away from his and looked towards Hoseok.

"I-I can see your about to leave, so I don't want to hold you-"

"Are you coming or what?" The deep-voiced stranger interrupted.

"Yeah. I'll catch up with you." Hoseok replied.

The stranger nodded and walked away.

"Sorry about Taehyung. He's always been rather blunt."

"No worries. You're about to leave?" You said, feeling much more at ease now that Taehyung was gone.

"Yeah. My friend doesn't know how to handle his liquor." Hoseok joked.

"Well, why don't I give you my number so that we can get to know each other?" You asked.

Hoseok seemed to think about it for a few moments before nodding. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone. You took it from him and added your number, including a hear emojis by your name. You gave him back his phone before giving him a small smile.

"Call me sometime, okay?" You exclaimed.

You walked back to your seat next to a smirking Sana.

"That was a shit show." She said.

"But it worked out didn't it?.

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The next time you see Taehyung is at university. You spotted him sitting in the back row with his headphones on. Strange. You have never seen him here before. You had quickly sat down before he could spot you. You spotted Sana in the sea of students and waved her over.

"Hey. I didn't bring you any coffee today. I get paid next week and-"

"Don't look now but I recognize that boy in the far back. He was at the nightclub the night I got Hoseok's number." You whispered to her.

Sana turned around and spotted Taehyung.

"You mean Taehyung? We've always shared a class. Jesus ______, you need to start paying more attention." You glanced behind you to see Taehyung staring directly at you. You whipped your head back around so fast you almost for whiplash.

"He's looking!" You whisper-yelled to Sana.

Sana turned back around and raised her hand to give a small wave to him.

"Sana!"

"What? He waved back." Sana mumbled.

You were just about to slam your head into the table.

"Taehyung!" An enthusiastic voice shouted from the front of the lecture hall.

You turned your head to see Hoseok stride in.

Why hast thou forsaken me?

He spotted you and his eyes widened.

"______! Oh shit I didn't know you were in this class! Why are you sitting in the front? You and your friend can come sit in the back with us." Hoseok exclaimed.

You gawked at Hoseok as Sana started to gather her things.

"What are you doing?"

"Going to go sit with them. She stated as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

You stared at her back as she walked up the stairs to the back row.

You begrudgingly followed her. The only available seat was next to Taehyung, who was staring at you the whole time. You plopped down in the seat and pulled out your laptop. You could feel Taehyung staring at you.

You were on edge the whole lesson. You were entirely too aware of Taehyung's presence next to you. Before you knew it, the lesson was over and everyone was packing up to leave. You placed your laptop back in you bag and stood up.

"You wanna catch lunch with my friends and I? My treat." Hoseok asked you and Sana.

"Sorry, we have to go and-"

"We would love to." Sana interrupted.

She grabbed your hand and dragged you with her as she followed Hoseok.

The rest of Hoseok friends sat in a booth at a restaurant nearby. Hoseok introduced you to everyone before all of you ordered. You were pretty sure you got everyone down. Namjoon is the smart lit major, Jimin the affectionate dance major, Jungkook the baseball player, Jin the culinary arts major, Yoongi the music major, Taehyung the fine arts major, and Hoseok also the dance major.

So ______, tell us about yourself." Jin spoke suddenly, making you freeze.

"Um, well, there's not much to tell." You mumbled.

"Everyone has a story to tell." Jin replied.

"Well, I was born in a small town and raised by my mom. I never knew my dad because he left when I was three." I muttered.

Everyone's face slowly morphed into an expression of pity.

"Please. There was never any pain to begin with. Seeing my mom do everything she can to raise me inspired me to always try my best and to succeed." You finished.

"I respect that." Taehyung said.

You were taken aback, considering this is the first thing he said to you.

"Thank you." You blurted.

"Wow. That's amazing. What about you, Sana?" Jin replied.

You continued to eat you food in silence, looking up every once in a while. The sixth time you looked up, you caught Taehyung staring at you. When you made eye contact, he didn't look away. A slow smirk crawled onto his face.

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Over the next few months, you formed a good friendship with everyone. Especially between you and Taehyung. You and him started hanging out without the others and studying together. Overtime you started looking forward to seeing Taehyung. Don't go falling in love. 

"______! Are you ready?" You heard Sana call from her location.

"Just about!" You called back.

Tonight was a party in a frat house you had never heard of, but Sana as well as the boys were going to be there.

A honk from outside notified you that the boys had arrived.

"Sane, the boys are here!" You called to her. You walked outside to Hoseok's car and slid into the backseat next to Taehyung. He smiled at you as you became situated. As soon as Sana was in the car, you guys were en route to the party.

Within ten minutes of arriving, half of your group was buzzed. Hoseok, being the extrovert he is, suggested body shots that everyone agreed to. You were perfectly fine with watching everyone grope each other, but Sana and Jin dragged you into it. Taehyung stood behind them holding a bottle of Tequila and lime slice.

"You in, ______?" He asked.

"Bring it on, Kim." You challenged.

You raised you shirt just enough for Taehyung to drag his tongue along your abdomen. He sprinkled a bit of salt along the path his tongue had just took. He placed the slice of inside of you mouth before throwing back his shot of tequila. He immediately licked the salt trail on your stomach. He placed his lips on yours and bit down on the lime. He pulled back with the lime still in his mouth. You hadn't realized you wrapped your legs around his waist until he tapped your thigh. You heard the cheering of your group as well as the rest of the party as you and Taehyung separated. Taehyung gave you a lazy smirk.

"Fun, right?" He asked.

Eventually the party calmed down and everyone was doing their own thing. Sana and Jungkook had disappeared somewhere, Jin and Yoongi were playing beer pong, Jimin and Hoseok were doing a dance battle with these two random people, and last but not least, you and Taehyung were cuddled up together on a couch.

"You really know how to please a crowd." You muttered.

"Only with you by my side." Taehyung responded.

You looked up to see Taehyung already looking down at you. He slowly started to lean in and you closed your eyes. He gently placed his lips on yours. This time there was no screaming crowd. This moment was solely yours. However, it was over before you knew it.

"I didn't think I would get attached to someone like this again." Taehyung spoke softly.

You nodded, staring intently into his eyes.

"I never thought that I would fall for a boy this hard." You responded.

Taehyung sighed and placed his head on top of yours.

"I can love forever and a day with you." He said.

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Her

Pairing: taehyung x oc (reader)

Genre: Lil bit of fluff, whole lotta angst

Synopsis: Taehyung hates commitment after his girlfriend of six years ran off with her boss to God-knows-where. You were simply afraid of getting attached. So, you decided not to. A chance meeting between the two of you may leave Taehyung in deep water.

"I can live forever and a day with her."

Release date: September 10, 2019

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Her

Pairing: taehyung x oc (reader)

Genre: Lil bit of fluff, whole lotta angst

Synopsis: Taehyung hates commitment after his girlfriend of six years ran off with her boss to God-knows-where. You were simply afraid of getting attached. So, you decided not to. A chance meeting between the two of you may leave Taehyung in deep water.

"I can live forever and a day with her."

Release date: September 10, 2019

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[10:42] You swore this wouldn't happen again. It wasn't supposed to, but seeing Taehyung again after a year brought up feelings that you were sure had died a long time ago.

You heard Taehyung inhale deeply before pulling you closer to his chest. You peeked your eyes open to see his eyes already closed. Please let him still be asleep. You attempted to remove yourself from Taehyung's vice grip around you waist, but you froze when he started to stir. When you were sure he wasn't going to wake, you tried again, this time succeeding.

You looked around your room trying to spot your clothes and shoes. You spotted your dress and slipped it on, trying to be as quiet as possible. You grabbed your sandals, your purse, and finally your phone, then headed for the door.

However a deep, hoarse voice from behind you made you freeze.

"______?"

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[8:02] This was your favorite part of the day. Both you and Hoseok sat across from each other in the dingy fast food restaurant. You both laughed at nothing in particular, just enjoying each others company. He reached across the table and pulled the string perched on each side of your head, making you hood close around your face. You heard Hoseok chuckle as you reached up to pull the cloth away from your face. Of course this was your favorite part of they day. You were with you favorite person in the whole world, and there was no place you would rather be.

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y’all

a mutual of mine

suddenly has posts on their blog

with links to “find women to have sex with”

my mutual is NOT POSTING THESE

tumblr just got even worse

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Getting real tired of Namjoon just showing off his thighs instead of suffocating me with them

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"If you cant handle me at my worst then you don't deserve me at my best" said the consistently unlikable person

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How to spot signs and symptoms of Breast Cancer 

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pt 1

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