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livres lus, septembre-décembre 2023

- Le Rire du grand blessé, Cécile Coulon ☆ ☆ ☆

- Les Oiseaux du temps, Amal El-Mohtar & Max Gladstone ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Clôture de l'amour, Pascal Rambert ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Au Bonheur des ogres, Daniel Pennac ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- La Fée carabine, Daniel Pennac ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Fourth Wing, Rebecca Yarros ☆ ☆ ☆

- Le prieuré de l'oranger (partie 2), Samantha Shannon ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Silo Origines, Hugh Howey ☆ ☆ ☆

- A Court of thornes and roses, Sarah J. Maas ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Le Dieu venu du Centaure, Philip K. Dick ☆☆☆☆

- La Petite marchande de prose, Daniel Pennac, ☆☆☆

- The Well of Loneliness, Radclyffe Hall, ☆☆☆☆

- A Court of mist and fury, Sarah J. Maas ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- A Court of wings and ruin, Sarah J. Maas ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- A Court of frost and starlight, Sarah J. Maas ☆ ☆ ☆

- Les Jours, Les Mois, Les Années, Yian Lianke ☆ ☆ ☆

- A Court of silver flames, Sarah J. Maas ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Mon maître et mon vainqueur, François-Henri Désérable ☆ ☆ ☆

- Plasmas, Céline Minard ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

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livres lus, avril-août 2023

- L'Architecte du sultan, Elif Shafak ☆ ☆

- After® , Auriane Velten ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- High Wire Darlings, Kalyn Roseanne Livernois ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Le prieuré de l'oranger (partie 1), Samantha Shannon ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Ubik, Philip K. Dick ☆ ☆ ☆

- Un chat à trois pattes, Camille Islert ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- La Mare au diable, George Sand ☆ ☆ ☆

- Une bête au paradis, Cécile Coulon ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

- Mes chats écrivent des haïkus, Minami Shinbô (hors catégorie, cadeau de mon amoureuse)

- Silo Origines, Hugh Howey ☆ ☆ ☆

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livres lus, mars 2023

- Un psaume pour les recyclés sauvages, Becky Chambers ☆ ☆ ☆

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Paris, Jardin des plantes, hiver 2022 ©

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“What a strange sadness, to be done with the woman who’d made you”

— Rivers Solomon, Sorrowland

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Pendants made from broken china by MaroonedJewelry.

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livres lus, février 2023

- Emma, Jane Austen ☆ ☆

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🕺 vía esnysivan

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the fact that being a woman and not wearing makeup is considered subversive in many places... Girl I am literally just alive. This is my face

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the "came back wrong" trope except like... they didnt. like this mad scientists wife died, and so he studied necromancy, brought her back, and she came back and it all worked. like she came back exactly the same as she was before with literally no difference. but the scientist guy is like "oh no... what have i done.... shes Different now!!!! she came back Wrong!!!!" and shes just like. chilling. reading a book. cooking dinner. shes just so so normal but in the guys mind hes like "oh shes soooo weird" but shes just normal

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ZLIBRARY IS BACK

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Accepting identities I don't understand is actually extremely easy because I just go "this isn't about me" and move on with my life unbothered by someone else's identity, it's truly that simple.

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Sorry, I could never be a capitalist, I suffer from “wanting humans to have their basic needs met” disorder, where I care about people who aren’t me.

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11 octobre 2022, soir

Je t'ai rangée dans un coin de ma tête

que n'éclairent pas mes pensées

Dans ce coin de mon cœur

que je te donne (je n'en veux plus)

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worst thing people did was turn the incredibly personal experience of being lgbt into strict definitions and rules and then ridicule and harass others who don't fit into their neat boxes, as if that isn't what we were trying to run away from this whole time.

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Mercredi 21 septembre 2022, notes de téléphone, minuit

Penser à mon papa, avoir envie d’avoir le temps

d’aller dormir chez lui, rentrée chez moi

Lui dire papa y a rien qui va

pleurer dans ses bras

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Melody

I believed you were one of my soulmates

Endgame like you say

My poetry’s bad

Hope yours is better

You write about me, right ?

I think of you in anger

You got my heart broken

I thought we’d made it

I probably did, or will

But not with you

Love you always

Hate you, a bit

I would trade a lake for you if you loved me better

Guess I’ll stay by the water

Songs in my head that you’ll never dislike

That’s the way, that’s the way love goes