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The reputation tour with my best friend, I can't even believe how perfect this tour was. Bae is phenomenal with every performance and transformation. I adore her.

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The many candid faces of my baby.

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Little bumble, so humble.

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Lemme tell ya bout my ride or die. The only mammal to have my absolute back in any situation. The love is unconditional and pure. I'm always so grateful for this beautiful soul. 🐶 #mowglidoog #dogsofinstagram #dogloversofinstagram #doggo #dog #doggy #puppylove #dogowner #doglover #selfie #pets

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I'm so in love with you.

I can't imagine home being with another

You're the one who makes my heart flutter

A thousand butterflies take flight

When we lock eyes

And kiss

And moan

At midnight.

Julia B

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I'm so glad my son discovered the world of reading! As a child I was always behind books and I love the fact that he can get lost in a book for over an hour. #theboynamedelliott #ninjago #reading #bookstore #middletown #bookworm #children #chapterbooks #makeamericareadagain #converse #myson #mybaby (at Wesleyan RJ Julia Bookstore)

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E. Lockhart / We Were Liars

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Bempton Cliffs, England - by Dan Silcock

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"He's Gone, Julie"

And suddenly just like that,

We are only left with memories

And words we should have spoken

Company we should have kept

And flowers that never blossomed.

9pm

Julia B.

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Jeff, I don't even know what to say. I didn't want this end for you at all. I can't believe this happened to you it's so unfair. Since I first met you when we were younger, you were blunt and funny and had very little concern about what came out of your mouth. I remember getting into some arguments at parties back in the day and you apologizing... eventually. Lol. I was a wall flower and every time you'd see me you'd force me to talk or make me laugh. I hadn't seen you for YEARS after that until this year and so much had changed.... I wanted desperately for you to be able to reverse this. Thank you so much for becoming my friend. This year was super hard for me and just having someone to talk to randomly about non-related things wound up being beneficial for both of us. You had a big heart, despite your wall that you tried to act like you had, you were sweet and sensitive. We never got to watch the Goonies or most of the movies you and Nate quoted by heart, that I "shockingly" had never seen in my life. I'm sorry I wasn't always the best conversationalist or available to hangout most of the time, but I cared a lot. I did. I'm truly heartbroken for both you and your family. I'm so so very sorry. #resteasy #rip #sad #babies #death

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Life is full of interesting plants.

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Life is a fucking lotto.

Chances are completely random

and you have very little control

I hope you win.

Julia B.

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Hell

Am I born into this hell, just to watch those I love suffer one by one until there is only me?

What can I do to help?

Why is nothing working?

I can't help.

I can't change.

I can't redirect.

I can't force.

I can't impose.

I can't.

What kind of sad existence is this?

Julia B.