justanotherqueerpagan

[justanotherqueerpagan]

I didn’t realize how sensitive my ( . ) ( . ) were until I had a couple cute girls sucking on them. When I’m playing with them by myself it’s meh but when someone else does it WOW!!

[justanotherqueerpagan]

I’ve been lead to share. I was instructed by An Morrigan to dedicate myself to Her on Samhain. I was told to go out to the lake I was baptized in and dip myself three times, once for each sister. It was so clear I could see the stars in the water. It was cold but it was invigorating. Each time I came up out of the freezing water I was gasping from the chill. It was a rejection of my former baptism that I was too young to really consent to, a dedication to my new faith, and a show of my willingness to do something uncomfortable in Her name. I’m so greatful for the experience.

[justanotherqueerpagan]

Made the mistake of giving a fundie Christian the benefit of the doubt as a nonbinary, bisexual, pagan. I’ll probably do it again because I don’t learn my lesson and I want to see the best in people, but it won’t be any time soon.

No, not all Christians are the same. That’s why I gave him a chance in the first place. That’s why I let myself be burned again. He was exactly the same. The same shit I’ve been hurt by. The same shit I’ve heard all my life presented as new information. Being told I’m an abomination. Being told that I’m going to hell. Being told that his god is the only way.

Sorry for the vent I had to get it out.

[justanotherqueerpagan]

Saw some gorgeous pairs of 80085 last night

[justanotherqueerpagan]

“Don’t work with The Morrigan.” “The Morrigan is scary.” “The Morrigan will make you sick and k¡ll your loved ones.”

The Morrigan made me get up early this morning to shower because if I’m going to represent her I’m going to be presentable.

I struggle with depression so sometimes it’s hard to take care of myself and she gave me the kick in the ass I needed to get moving.

In my experience she’s stern, not needlessly cruel.

[justanotherqueerpagan]

Hot girl just vaped into my mouth. It’s a good night.

[justanotherqueerpagan]

I keep doing readings and using my pendulum to see if the thing I’m manifesting is coming to me soon and the answer keeps being yes. I believe it’s coming. I really do. I’m even seeing physical signs that it’s coming quickly so why is there this little voice in the back of my head telling me it’s going to take forever?

[justanotherqueerpagan]

I did a guided meditation last night. I met with The Three Morrigna: An Morrigan, Macha, and Badb Catha. They placed their hands on me. A jolt of energy went through my body. Being in the presence of their power is exhilarating. An Morrigan told me to dedicate myself to her on Samhain, but she also said that I need to let go of the assumption that our relationship will be the same as other people I see online. She said she will be like a mother but not like I’ve experienced before. She’s going to be a mother who pushes her child to achieve their goals and never back down. 18 days away.