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Jason pov

*Phone messages *

Justin: Is this Jason Mccan ?"

  

Me: I wish I wasn't, and I wish I wasn't texting you right now"

Justin: Come on, let the past behind bro. The reason I texted you is that I'm in Canada with my wife for a while and I wanted to see you. Our parents want to see you too of course. Tonight at 8 P.M, don't be late

Me: Pff, after 6 years y'all have some guts to text me. I'll see if I can come but don't expect me to show up ... Bieber.

They have some guts to invite me to a 'family' reunion or what that shit is. They didn't call or text me for 6 years because they don't want me to close to them since the 'Bieber' is known in every corner in this world and me, Jason Mccan I will destroy their good image or reputation.

Five years ago I made a huge mistake and I killed someone and the only place that came through my mind was their house and I run to their house in the dark with the police searching for me all around the country. When I arrived at their house they wanted to kick me out at first but then they said I can hide in the basement and I did. After half an hour, I heard sirens and I knew they find me. I didn't know what to do and I was tired of running and hiding from the police and they caught me

I've been arrested for 2 years, actually, they had to be 20 years but I made myself some friends who helped me. Of course, this had a price and I had to join a Gang when got out of the prison and steal and kill for them. At first, I didn't want to do those stuff but then again it was way better than being in prison.

After one year I had more money than I ever had and the boss of the Gang died and I was the one to continue this job as the boss of the "Masked Men". With me as a boss, we became to biggest and evil Gang around the world and everyone knows about this Gang, but they don't know how we look. Well, they know me but I didn't kill anyone, well at least no one they find out about.

We had to make a business with another big Gang. We had to give them some money and they said they don't need the money because they have something with no price. Something or someone that can't be bought with money. After that, we find out it's about a girl. Her name was Y/n and they wanted us to kill her because she was found in the woods where they had a War house and they were afraid she will tell the police. 

As a good man I was, I took the girl for me not wanting to kill her ...at first, I wanted her to be my hoe but than she was way too beautiful to be a hoe, so I made her my fiancée. Of course, no feelings because I can't love anyone. No one showed me what love is, so I can't love anyone.

She is a beautiful and kind girl, but I can't love her. At least not for now.

They said I won't succeed in life, that I will be a no one, that I will be alone forever with no one by my side who will support me at mt good and at my worst. I guess its time for me to show them who I became and who I have next to me.

I am someone.  I am the best at what I do.  And no one, not even my family can tell me what to do anymore.  I am Jason Mccann, I've become this monster everyone is afraid of and heck I love how they are scared of me.

*Phone messages*

Me: Get ready, I will be home in an hour.

Y/n: Where are we going?

Me: You will find out, just put a dress on and I will wait for you in front of the house. Now obey and don't ask questions anymore.

After I texted Y/n I parked the car in front of my War house and walked in seeing everyone working on something. Some of them made some new guns and infrared wipers for the mission we will have in a few weeks.

I walked in the office and took care of some files and video cameras and after an hour I finished and drove home waiting for Y/n. She didn't come out so I decided to go and see if she is ready or not.

I opened the door and walked in seeing she cleaned the house and she made dinner for us. I walked into the kitchen and pour red wine in a glass and walked upstairs in our shared room seeing her in an orange dress above her knees

"Change that dress," I said making her jump. "You don't like it ?" She asked and I shook my head "No, it's ugly" I said and she looked at me with sad eyes. I didn't want to make her sad I just don't like the dress. She opened the closet door and looked at a few dresses and she showed me every single one of them.

"What should I wear then?" She asked and crossed her arms under her chest. Oh my... "Something else y/n, you have a lot of clothes there," I said and she sighs "Clothes, like pants and jeans, hoodies and T-shirts, this is all the dresses I have," she said and sat on the bed

"Go alone," she said and I looked at her with wide eyes "Nope," I said and put the glass on the nightstand and walked to her closet and looked into it and found a dress behind all of others clothes. It was long and beautiful. I didn't want her to dress like a hoe, plus she had a great body and it's all mine.

"Take this one," I said and she looked at me "I didn't know I still have it" she whispered and took the dress her finger brushing over mine. She is so soft. Even tho I don't love her and I look like a dominant man I didn't push her to do things she didn't want to do even tho I have my needs.

But didn't cheated on her either. Sometimes we had a little make-out session but she said she couldn't go any farther and I get it. I mean I never showed her I care about her or anything like that. Sometimes I'm gone from home 3 weeks or even more and I didn't text her once to see if she is ok or if she needs something.

But I have pictures with her on my phone and look at her once or twice, I don't know if this is love or I'm just attached to her, but I feel good when I know she is here, even tho she is downstairs and I'm in my office. I don't know my feelings are messed up

"I'm ready to go," she said and looked at me "Good," I said and didn't say anything about her dress or how she good she looks in that and she makes up.

"Jason, what's up man ?" Justin said and shook my hand "Good thanks" i said and wrapped my left hand around Y/n's waist "This is my fiancée Y/n, Y/n this is my twin brother Justin Bieber" I said and they shook hands "I bet she knows who I am" Justin said looking at Y/n

"I don't actually," she said and Justin looked at me "Yeah well, I'll see you two later," he said and walked away. I like her

"So how is your gang doing ?" My dad asked when the guest left and we were just a few, like my parents, Justin with his wife Hailey and me with Y/n

"I'm not here to talk about me and my business Jeremy, you should know I don't make the same mistake twice," I said and she nods "How did you meet you two ?" Pattie asked and looked at y/n waiting for an answer. Damn what should I say

"We met in New York when I was in college," Y/n said placing her hand on my left knee. "Oh really? What did you study?" My dad asked looking interested in her life. Surprising

"When I was in high school I study a lot about business and then at college about Law and public administration," she said and my dad looked impressed. Did she or she is just going with the game? "And why didn't you continue and left everything for him ?" My dad asked looking at her

"Love those things you never knew you're capable of  Mr. Bieber," she said and my dad nod again. Damn, she is sexy like this. "You are so serious, you two are great for each other" Justin said and Hailey smiled "He is like a criminal and this girl learned about the law, this is like a movie," Hailey said looking at us. She is smart but not too smart. She should think before open that mouth.

"Did you told them the truth? Or you lied ?" I asked when we were driving back home "I don't lie Jason, and you should've known that by now," she said without looking at me. "Do you want to continue that profile or you don't?" I said and she looked at me

"I never studied because I wanted, I was forced to study and learn all those stuff," she said getting a little more comfortable in the car seat. "How is that ?" I asked "My dad had this Gang as you know already, and he said it would be better if I would be an in Law so I can help him. And my mom.. she didn't care about me, actually she cared just about my sister who is a little famous now " she said and looked out of the window

"Let me help you with that," I said and unzipped her dress from behind "Thank you," she said and walked into the bathroom. "Do you want to eat ?" I asked and she opened the door "Eat what ?" She asked looking at me "The food you made for us" I said and she looked at me surprised.

"Sure, but I have to heat the food before," she said and wanted to walk downstairs when I grabbed her hand. "Promise me something," I said and placed my hands around her waist "Promise you what ?" She asked looking at "Try to know each other, talk to each other, stuff like married people know about each other. And like go out and go on vacations."

"You and I, both, had a horrible life and horrible family who didn't care about us at all. And we should stay together and keep company to eatchother. Maybe I don't know what love is, and I can't give you the love you need, but I ... we can learn to love each other in time. " I said and she nods

"As long as you won't judge or leave me after that," she said looking at me "I won't leave or judge you. You're the only one for you.  And I'm the only one for you" I said kissing her forehead. Damn, I'm soft for her...