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People hate on Rody x Vincent saying it's toxic and then ship Rody x Manon as if that isn't toxic as well

I think I need to say this because some people don't understand criticism;

This is NOT a Manon/Manon x Rody hate post. I think the ship is cute even if I don't personally ship it myself.

Rodent (Rody x Vincent) is clearly toxic, and I ship Rodent in my own personal AU where it's not, since shipping toxic ships is fucking weird, but many Rody x Manon shippers don't even acknowledge that their ship is ALSO toxic. Just because they loved each other doesn't mean it wasn't, Rody was clearly obsessed with Manon to the point that Manon left him because she knew he was ruining himself because of the relationship. And, obviously, if someone says, "But what if I ship Manon x Rody in my AU where it's not toxic?" Same goes for Rodent shippers. Don't assume that others haven't made their AUs, too

Let's be honest, no Dead Plate ship would canonically be good. Can we agree on that?

Moral of the story: Neither ships are canonically healthy and shouldn't be shipped outside of an AU.

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I played Eloquent Countenance yesterday aaand I'm gonna rant

Here's a sketch for anyone who doesn't wanna read, lol

Looks goofy. I'll fix it later (will probably finish it on my ipad)

Anyway.

Spoilers obvi

I loooved this game way too much. It's the most disturbing out of all the other Studio Investigrave games, in my opinion. The congregation, the nun, the sacrifice, Forcas' true form.. it all scared me to my CORE

I got a genuine jumpscare when I started to count the chrysanthemums, I didn't think the people would look like that lmfao

And when the nun jumpscared me with the eyes, eughh

And the sacrifice smiling.. ewww, anyway

Forcas is Angelica's guardian angel, right? He mentioned he was a guardian angel but that he wasn't there for Angelica, though I'm pretty sure he meant the Fallen Angel (half) possessing her, riight? I don't think he'd mention he's a guardian angel for no reason, but it doesn't really matter to me either way.

I love Studio Investigrave, I can't wait for more games!!

I NEED Studio Investigrave fans to be my friends PLEASE

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Why are people shipping Manon x Vincent (sometimes also x Rody)? Vincent is canonically gay 😭

I don't mind Rody x Manon, obviously, but if I see one more person ship Manon and Vincent, I'm gonna DIE.

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The fact that some people try to use the fact I'm confident in my gender identity and I wear skirts and makeup and look feminine as a trans guy against me is really funny. I can feel completely comfortable not looking masculine. If a cis man can look and feel good being feminine, why can't i?

I mean, I want to look masculine, it would help with people and them referring to me how I want them to, but if I can't be masculine, if I won't look that good masculine, why not be happy how I am until I try some different things and see how they work out?

Why do I need to not like my body to be trans? Why do I have to be sad about my femininity to be trans? Simple answer, I don't, and I won't.

Nobody other than me can say if I'm trans.

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Some Banana Fish rants lol

I think it's very funny when people say that Ash and Eiji weren't in love because they weren't sexually involved.

In my opinion, Ash wouldn't want to be sexually involved with anyone. I see him as asexual which is kinda not related since I do think he'd just not want to be sexually involved with anyone because of his trauma, so I guess it'd be more relevant saying he could be celibate.

Either way, it's canon they were soulmates, so I don't know what some people are blabbering about

Since the anime ending is left for interpretation, I just imagine a happy ending with Ash and Eiji, but the manga ending is so sad. Homophobia, I think

I know the creator said something along the lines,

"What makes people think Ash will be happy in Japan?"

A lot. I think it would take him a long time to recover from the stuff that happened, but I'm sure he'd feel happier not having to deal with gang stuff and just healing with Eiji. He isn't going to forget everything, obviously, but it's better than having to deal with your emotions, past, trauma, etc, while also having to deal with the harsh present.

I'd rewatch, but I think I've had enough of sad gays. Listening to Prayer X rn

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I need more Banana Fish content I am DYING.

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Banana Fish

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Seeing a transphobic queer person is so confusing to me because the second conservatives are done with transgender people, they're coming right back at you

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I loev Lethal Company 💞

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Watched the Ramshackle pilot right when it came out, had a dream I turned into a biblically accurate angel in front of my praying, non-christian, classmates.

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Funny thing, today I got mad because she kept laughing at me not knowing stuff in school, but then I remembered atleast my parents are not fucking psychopaths and my entire personality is not being a Muslim while I judge others and commit sins. Hypocrite lmao

Ex best friend walks past me and says, "dot dot dot" because I'm eating and not fasting. Everyone in my school is a Muslim and I had told her some time ago I didn't believe in God but then she became super religious a couple months ago, dropped me, and started making up rumors about me and my best friend, pretty obsessed ngl.

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YOU'RE MINE (DAGames) but brainrot

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Dude, I can't stop thinking about Vincent x Rody. Fuck the angsty shit, Dead Plate never happened, they're actually happily married and in a HEALTHY relationship. Idk, man. I think they're very adorable, and it has so much potential to be an amazing relationship. But wrong place and wrong time, ugh.

They're number 1 in my ship list, which contains like 4 ships, and I love them very much, and in my head, they're husbands. I feel like I need to thank Studio Investigrave for giving me permission to even gaze upon these beautifully well written characters and stories..

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Me trying to live, but if Vincent had never met Rody, he would've died not finding love, and on May 17th, 2013, which was the day before gay marriage was legalized in France.

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I spent 2 hours on this lmao

The reason why the colors are very dimmed is because bright lights and colors hurt my eyes

I really goddamn tried to do something with Baldi, but I couldn't, so I just gave up and drew him goofy. I had so much trouble drawing Miss Circle's hair. I died, but I think it turned out good. I tried to mostly match the art styles to the og, since that's just how I do stuff, lol.

Anyway, I drew this because Baldi and Miss Circle are such best friends, and they'd team up to beat the living shit out of me because of my grades.

Can you tell where the background is from?

I'm sorry Baldi.

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I was listening to Basics in Behavior, blue ver, and I don't know if it's just something I never noticed, but in the chorus, you hear Baldi????? Listening very closely, there's a voice resembling Baldi's, but or3o's voice is very louder and clearer. I went to an acapella version, and it's there, too. It just sounds like a distorted effect on or3o's voice, but it's definitely edited to mimic Baldi.

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I'm gonna be, like, so genuine here. People hate Fundamental Paper Education for absolutely no reason at all.

But I think a big factor of it is because it has a different art style. I don't know what's the trend of hating different and non anime art styles, but it's becoming so annoying. Jojo's is a good series, and yet someone always complains about the art style.

It probably also has something to do with the creator of FPE using a Baldi fansong as the background, but they're obviously not gonna make a full song themselves. They said they felt inspired by it. And the fact that people say they.. copied? Copied what? It's their characters, a sadistic teacher that kills students with bad grades is not something unheard of.

I thought it was some game or series that was really bad, but it's one singular animation. And it's a very good one, too.

I love Baldi, I think the game is great, I played it when it came out, but just because someone used a Baldi fansong in their animation doesn't mean they're trying to copy.