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Whenever the ego has doubts, fears and anxiety, who is the voice that answers "your doubts are not real"?

I was sitting in self enquiry and this question came up. This guiding voice still isn't "I" because it has a voice, because it speaks. Ofcourse, this voice is more gentle, calm and not desperate unlike the ego. I'll call this "the parent voice"

The parent voice is not seperate from awareness either, its only a level deeper and perhaps the final veil before ultimate freedom. This voice is still a part of the dream but it's lucid, it knows that nothing is real.

The parent voice knows that there is only the appearance of unfolding, it doesn't believe in time. This isn't to be mistaken by thinking there is a separation because there isn't, think of the iceberg analogy, it's one ultimately.

The real self is behind the ego and parent voices, it's the silence behind those.

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have a question is it possible to completely erase things that happened in the past is it really possible to completely erase the past in my current reality physically instantly I really wonder?

Yes it is

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I really need to make somethings clear about Void.

The void is not a state to enter it never will be because the void IS you. I have gotten a lot of DMs, asks regarding the same topic because it's human to be curious and to seek answers so I'm going to explain it thoroughly here because I have identified with that mentality before.

Void is simply stripping of identity. It's pure awareness and even the moment I join "It" as a subject behind pure awareness, it becomes an object which it never was. Calling it void "state" turns it into another projection of your mind. The void IS you (x100)

Void. Tao. Nirvana. Moksha. Mukti. God. All. The. Same.

I'm in the void even as I'm typing because it is simply absence of identification. You do not have to necessarily blank out, silence all thoughts or fall into the infamous blackness to know void. You are still giving it labels by "trying to achieve the void state". Sure, you can choose to have this dramatic collapse of form but that is not the essence of pure being. You can be stuck in traffic and still be in the void.

Void, Tao, I AM, God is knowing that none of it is real. The entire world, what you see can still appear (or not if that is what you choose). It is being a spectator, and knowing everything is malleable, nothing touches you because you're not in it.

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Hiii! I really hope you’re doing alright. I have a huge emergency. I did something really bad (not breaking the law bad🌚) but bad enough to make my mom upset and worrying abt money. I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEEED to get into the void. I’ve been close but I always fall asleep. And regarding loa, I’ve manifested stuff(like for example I saw a cute perfume on Pinterest that looked like it smelled good and I said “I kinda want it, it’s looks cute” cuz of the scent it showed. I kid you not 1-2 days later my mom comes back with the same perfume in her words “I saw it and I thought you’d like it” mind you we barely talk and she doesn’t know stuff I like, like that so that surprised me) but other stuff haven’t been working. I know begging is embarrassing but this is actually a crisis and I need to fix this ASAP (and before the incident happened I really tried to affirm the opposite of what was actually happening but that flunked so). I feel absolutely horrible. Again you’re not obligated to help, I wouldn’t want to do that, but if you have advice that’d be really appreciated. And honestly I also need to induce pure consciousness so that I can get away from my mom cuz she’s not the best🌚

Hope you have a really good day/night and thanks for taking the time to read this.

Dear Dreamer,

I truly understand your concern but you have to know that it's already done. I'm sure you have gotten the same piece of advice from everyone else too and it feels like war but this is a fact. You do not have to be embarrassed, we all have been on this journey.

However, you are pure consciousness, you are merely inhabiting this body, void is nothing but detachment from ego. It's not a state you enter, the void IS you. The reason why the perfume was "easier to manifest" is because your ego thinks it's easy to bring into existence. Please start thinking beyond your ego, this is the only thing I can tell you

Do not identify with the fact that you don't have money, you can be anyone you want, you are not your body and you're definitely not your circumstances, which means time is not real either.

Lester Levenson said "Let go and let god" God is your consciousness, the ego will make you think there is something to do when there isn't. It's already there.

I will link down a meditation that might help you.

https://youtu.be/_b8o5h7QsOM?si=Zj1E6JalWhNuIUBG

Good luck 🩷

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Hi, when you said "Realize that you are not the ego and you will be in the void" how do I realize that I am not the ego?

Non Dualism : no glue no borax, the ultimate guide (no clickbait!)

Dear Dreamer, I wanted to give you a thought out answer, thus it took so long.

A small thought experiment:

When you look at a flower and take away all it's traits, properties, (colour, texture, shape, scent, biological categorisation) what remains? Is it still a flower when you take away all these things? What is it beyond that?

Now that you have done this little experiment, you know that there is something beyond sense perception, also called as consciousness or awareness.

Non-dualism or Advaita Vedanta claims that there is only awareness and everything else a projection of that awareness. Everything already is present and there is nothing to do because because it is only a matter of shifting awareness. There is nothing but being and oneness because awareness is all there is. A limitless being

Why is there no duality?

Firstly, when we say there are two different things, we are creating a distinction that is not based on fundamental principles of reality. It is arbitrary. A stone vs. A human being, both are conceptualisations, projections in consciousness, the human is not more real than the stone; it is just denser, more detailed and tighter as a dream. It seems more alive because it claims to think, feel, act but this aliveness is not a property of the form, it is borrowed from awareness just like the stone. A more scientific example is that of the brain. It is constantly changing, new neurons are created and old neurons die every second, every day and the catch is, this constant change in the brain also shows that it is not you. Just how the waves are named different but they still belong to the ocean.

How is physicality a faulty argument against non-dualism?

Because consciousness is the only constant thing, when you are awake, asleep, dreaming and physicality does not have clear answers to where this comes from which means it is not what the reality is. You are aware of your dreams but as soon as you are not aware of them (waking up) they are gone. It's like an inception, you are dreaming of the "real world" too. If you feel confused, that entanglement is just conditioning.

If we apply the same thought experiment to self, it becomes a stripping down of identity, or ego.

Ego is nothing but what you believe yourself to be. Your body, mind, thoughts, emotions, fears, desires, wants, needs, your past, your relationships, your sense of time, your memories, your experiences. It is a story that you identify with but it is not you.

"But how do I realise, I'm not the ego?"

Through negation of everything that you believe yourself to be. Your ego does exist but it is not you, it is a mechanical script running under the illusion of ownership. The answer is always there in plain sight beneath the question itself, you are making an assumption that there is you who could be the ego but it is not a thing you are, it is a temporary set of beliefs you have claimed. You just have to stop believing the ego is you, don't identify with it because you were never it to begin with.

“Your ideas about yourself change from day to day and from moment to moment. Your self image is the most changeful thing you have. It is utterly vulnerable, at the mercy of a passerby. A bereavement, the loss of a job, an insult, and your image of yourself, which you call your person, changes deeply. To know what you are, you must first investigate and know what you are not. And to know what you are not, you must watch yourself carefully, rejecting all that does not necessarily go with the basic fact: “I am.” Our usual attitude is of “I am this.” Consistently and perseveringly separate the “I am” from “this” or “that” and try to feel what it means to be, without being “this” or “that.” All our habits go against it and the task of fighting them is long and hard sometimes, but clear understanding helps significantly. The more clearly you understand that on the level of the mind you can be described in negative terms only, the more quickly you will come to the end of your search and realize your limitless being.” ― Nisargadatta Maharaj, I Am That: Talks with Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj

Then how to do I get into the void state?

The "void state" is not a special state you enter, it is what remains when egoic activity is absent. It is not trance, not a blackout, not numbness, it is how the mind interprets the not doing and not being someone, it tries to interpret the absence of itself as a "state" or "a thing happening. It is still considered a state to achieve or to go into which means...it is still within a dream and the void is not the self because the self is not an experience. It is simply recognising the spaciousness between the ego and the self, a detachment from the ego.

Freedom is realising that no state defines you.

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Hello, how do I know I'm not the ego?

How do you know you're not the people around you? You're just not, the ego is the same.

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Notes from Lester Levenson.

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have u enterd void and manifested

I have everything I desire :)

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Welcome, dear dreamer...

I'm Kami | 20+ | they/them

My blog diary is focused on non dualism or advaita vedanta.

All are welcome. ॐ

Remember...the dream and the dreamer are one.

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Masterlist

Growing out of law of assumption

Non-dualism summarized

How to make the ego stop?

About the void

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hello! i’m the same person who asked about the void. what do u mean by “you are the void”? i thought that it is a state u enter. can you explain more please?

can i be 🚀 anon?

Welcome, 🚀dreamer!

I'm assuming you are someone who follows law of assumption, deducing it from your last ask.

I'm not a law of assumption blog anymore, I only follow and talk about non-dualism or advaita vedanta. I will make a more detailed post about loa and non dualism in the future but to keep it concise here:

Nondualism means “Not two”, and that is a way of saying that the automatic way we perceive the world, to be a collection of elements that are entirely distinct and separate from each other, is not the actual true nature of things meaning all is one.

By understanding non-dualism we are saying that everything is our creation because everything is us! The soil you see is you, the clouds you see is you, the trees, the stars, everything is within your awareness and therefore everything is you.

In law of assumption void state is seen as something to be achieved and there is nothing wrong with that, nondualism only goes one step ahead and says "You are the void" because there never was a seperation, there is nothing to achieve. It's only a matter of awareness. The void state is when ego is no longer present.

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heyy! i have tried to enter the void many times but have failed. i’ve tried just regular affirming and the distraction technique. they both haven’t worked. any tips?

You are the void my love, you don't need a technique.

The void is not a mystical concept or a place, it's pure awareness. It's just when the ego sheds itself. Realise that you're not the ego and you'll be in the void.

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Hi, what can I do to ignore my ego when it tells me I can't? Is there a technique? I've tried ignoring it when it tells me I can't, but it's difficult because it's already caused me an emotion.

Dear Dreamer,

It only feels difficult because you're trying to ignore something after it has already been believed. I also just made a post about the ego shouting, i suggest you read it

Although..once emotion is present it means the thought wasn't just heard, it was claimed by the ego, and it is not letting it go. Because that's the ego's job, to not let go, to not surrender, to fight, to debate, to doubt, to feel discomfort.

There is no such technique I can tell you, but there are things to help gain clarity.

1. You don't have to ignore the ego, see it instead

By ignoring, you're kinda still giving it weight and importance, you're saying "this is a bad thing and I must avoid it at all costs" but instead you as awareness must realise that the ego is not you and when you observe someone in distress, you surely can feel empathically, feel sympathy but their pain doesn't become yours, you're only experiencing it vicariously. If fear, anxiety are the emotions you're feeling look straight ahead at the thought, let it speak "You can't" but then counter it by asking "who can't?" Who is it arguing against really? The ego will lose it's anchor once it realises that it's awareness that it's arguing with.

2. Let the emotion come fully and then release it

It's okay to feel emotions, feel it and don't resist it's a sign of you being alive. Remember that your emotion is not evidence and that emotion is not you, it's not awareness. It doesn't have to mean anything, just let it flow like rain pouring on your window. It only means something when you identify it as such.

3. Again, do not ignore it, become indifferent.

Your ego, and the emotions, beliefs, thoughts stemming from it are like a...spam mail. Do you care about spam mail? No. You don't care about them, you're indifferent about their existence because you know they're not important, and because they're not important, you do not respond.

4. Identification vs content

The content, "you can't" is all noise if you observe that it's not thrown at you, but at the mind. Do not identify with the mind (the neurons firing and doing their job) and it becomes meaningless :)

The ego only bites when you try to stop it. But if you don’t believe it, don’t resist it, don’t argue with it it has no place to live.

All the love 🩷

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How to make the ego stop when it says "no that's not how it works?"

Don’t argue. Don’t explain. Don’t fix. Don’t even answer. The ego only survives through debate. It throws a thought like a bait. “No, that’s not how it works” and watches to see if you bite. The moment you try to reason with it, you’ve already stepped into it's frame, a trap. You're trying to convince what was never real to begin with.

Instead, treat it like background noise. Not because you're avoiding it, but because you see it has no authority. Just how a passing car doesn’t need your attention. Neither does a thought.

You don’t stop ego by suppressing it. You stop feeding it by not being interested. It can yell “that’s not how it works!” all day long and so what? Who is it talking to? Who believes it? It's a screaming child begging for attention.

When you know it’s not you, it loses its grip. Silence is the only reply it can’t survive. Not forced silence just indifference. No hook, no story, no identity claimed.

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"The 3D/4D-"

"Mental Diet"

"Affirm and Persist"

Yes these concepts make sense but non dualism feels like you're freed from the need to seperate (that's literally what it is, NON dual, no 2). Simply sharing my experience. My ego has gone quiet, I haven't felt this peaceful in the entirety of time I've inhabited this body. Nothing is everything in the best way possible and it's beautiful and freeing.

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When you get into non-dualism, law of assumption literally falls apart, crumbles into dust because I AM is all there is. When you really observe that you are not your ego, your thoughts, desires, beliefs, body or anything. The ego stops chattering and submits, the ego sheds itself like a snake's skin. There is a profound sense of knowing that you are already your desires, there is no seperation. There are only illusions. All is you and you are all.