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Boy boy is getting radiographs Thursday, see how things are healing/how his other knee is :/

Becca emailed them about our idea that he's hyper aware of the stuff in his leg to help the healing and if it's bugging him. Which I'd bet MONEY ON watching him now. He's moving just as weird as when he had stitches, and when he had his other FHO he was up and CONFIDENTLY JUMPING at 6 weeks.

So, if they decide we're right, they'll look at it in another fucking month to probably remove stuff once everything is'healed' but my concern is his hip healing funny because once that heals, it's an impossible process to do much to if it heals funky.

Thanks for everyone's patience with me in this hell of a fucking year. I'M.... doing my best, but I'm sorry to make y'all wait since my computer and shit is uh off limits while we deal with my son boy brat cst. 😔

We're starting to wonder if Hannibal can feel the wire and pin in his leg and that's why he's not walking right.

Given how he was with his stitches.... I'm wondering. But that's insane. I'm so tired.

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We're starting to wonder if Hannibal can feel the wire and pin in his leg and that's why he's not walking right.

Given how he was with his stitches.... I'm wondering. But that's insane. I'm so tired.

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Ok, loves, so we've all got the message that joking about suicide is bad for your mental health. Now we need to get on "joking that the planet/all of humanity has no future" is bad for societal health/encouraging resistance to bad shit."

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I make them kiss because I can

+ random study

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that poll is about the dragon pet site flight rising that broke containment lol

Oh I assumed that by the second option honestly, but I've never in my own life seen anyone abbreviate it. Probably for this very comment tbh lol

That first option makes zero sense even in context to me omg....

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Okay you guys.

IF YOU PRIMARILY DO NOT SPEAK ENGLISH reply with what you mentally call it, if you have a nickname for it or something

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Feel free to elaborate on what kind of pet you have!

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I will forever be profoundly unimpressed with people who take pride in their unkindness to others

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I'm so burnt out waiting for Hannibal to be done recovering in the office so I can use my computer again...

I want to do artwork, I want to balance my checkbook, I want to draw comfortably.... I want my mind to be quiet about the upended state of my apartment and how that's setting all the bells and whistles of disquiet off in my mind....

The mental unrest is INSANE, man!!! I can't even get to my book case to put books away, so I have a GROWING STACK ON MY COFFEE TABLE....

I feel bad even using tumblr these days like, Hi I haven't forgotten about commissions, I just can't fucking do them right now because this situation and it makes me feel terrible!!! and I'm trying to keep my spirits up in the mean time!!! Which is just obsessively reading comics like I'm 22 again on here lmao!! I'm angry and sorry and I know everyone has been really cool but the mental illness is going INSANE ABOUT DA GUILT AHHHHHH.

I appreciate everyone I just also wanna fight god about my baby kitty, and scream viscerally until my throat bleeds these days.

ACTUAL PHOTO OF ME.

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goat fight. non-negotiable.

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@slingbees

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wash

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I do the opposite of gatekeeping, I’m not going to shut up until you like this thing as much as I do

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It is simply not fulfilling to enjoy media in the height of its popularity. You need to show up so late to the party that everybody else is gone and the hosts are asleep so you can rummage through their trash for chip dip and stale hors d’oeurves to eat alone in the dark like a dirty little raccoon secret

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Yelena Belova + falling