kermitgardel17

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hi I'm not dead

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Nyx is the cutest, he’s my favourite ngl (he’s just my perfect little angel)

The "perfect little angel" in question:

Also

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You can also crush them

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Why are people like this T_T

I hope you get better soon LivingSlime, thanks for all the gorgeous art

Hello everyone

A lot has happened over the past few days, and after some reflection, I've decided to take a step back. I’ll be pausing all creative work for the time being.

For those who are not aware of what has happened, please read these two threads:

TLDR: I was falsely accused of using AI art, which led to targeted harassment. Everything felt so sad and overwhelming

This wasn’t how I pictured my launch would be. I was actually really looking forward to it

I’ll be saying goodbye for now Thank you to the few who reached out with kindness and support here on Tumblr, it truly made a world of a difference 🥹

Until then, take care of yourselves💙

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Kills you and serves you tea

(⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡ @ichigosan

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Omg yandere men playing as women go brr brrr 😍😍

Your personal maid, who is actually an assassin, but instead of killing you, decides to play the role of a maid to be very close to you.

Since childhood, he had an effeminate appearance, for which he was often bullied, but then over the years, being an orphan, he followed a dark path and became the perfect killer, until one day he meets you. In the beginning, he hates you, because you are from the nobility, but when he sees your kindness, he kills the customer and stays with you, still playing the role of a girl and your maid. But he still works as a mercenary from time to time.

A master of disguise, he is actually quite tall and muscular, his height is about 190. He also likes to wear heels. His skin is delicate and his hair is quite silky.

He loves helping you change clothes or take a bath, but more often he watches you sleep and guards you. It's better not to know what he's doing to your bed sheet…

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AAAAAAA AAAAAAAA

omgg you did him so prettyy, let me kiss your hands...(⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡

Looks into the soul, oh no…

@kermitgardel17 hehehe hellooooo))

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yan healer, but with a Mc who is destined to be the demon lord

How he deal with that?

Villian x healer grr.

WELL...Depends if that happens when 1. he first saw your soul as Thanatos or 2. later in your first reincarnation as Alyseos when he realizes that instead of an innocent adventurer you're showing sadistic tendencies (assuming all demon lords are evil lmao) oor 3. You've directly reincarnated as the demon lord

In 1° case, if he sees your soul tainted, he wouldn't intervene and instead just guide you to the Underworld, as your brightness was what caught his attention in the first place. If you become a demon lord in a part of the Underworld, he would be pretty much indifferent to it as he's just busy with his job and kinda works like a minion to his superiors, UNLESS you show some kind of favoritism to him.

In 2° case personally I think it's the most interesting one because corruption, angst and character development wow. At first he'd be a bit alarmed to see you sometimes not acting like yourself, thinking something's off. But after some time, if you just genuinely enjoy suffering, killing, etc, then he'd just give you all the reason in the world and still worship like a total god. He wasn't even in the best mindset to begin with and he's rather easy to manipulate, so for him your word is absolute. He'll gladly be your minion and help you with your sins if it means just being by your side a little more. He was considered a sinner for eternity, after all.

Then case 3°, similar to the second option but he'd be more hesitant. Even as he's kind of a psycho, unlike Nyx, he DOES still have some kind of moral compass, so you killing children or old people just for fun might tick him off a bit. Might require more convincing from your side, but for the most part he'll be trying to guide you back to a more 'healthy' path, trying to reshape you in the brightness you were and marked him.

Or case 4° you keep him as your laboral and sexual slave

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Alyseos is the kinda guy to fuss over you when you get a paper cut, but when another person needs healing because of a broken arm or something he just look at them with disgust. Like...."is it that bad?😐"

Anon have you spied my brain or something?

But HE'S TOTALLY LIKE THAT yes. He's pretty much obsessed with Darling's body that even just a slight bruise or paper cut would mean the same as him using the best of his abilities to heal it until there's not even a skin shell left, and if Darling were to ever get very injured while he's there, he'd NEVER be able to forgive himself

Your teammates don't share that privilege tho 😔

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holy shit you listen to System of a Down fr???

damn you’re made of fire wtf

(⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠) thanks anon...

I think it's one of the few metal bands I listen to regularly lol My current favorite is Revenga, the solo it's so addictive. Also like Radio/Video, Bounce and the guitar in Roulette

Honestly idk much about the context of the group because I started listening to it bc of a friend but Serj Tankian is such a character really

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Yes chef publish traditional drawings

yummy speedpaint and even yummier context thank you chef

chat did i cook?

I just realized I don't really have very recent decent drawings because it's been a while since I drew on paper lmao so I'll sell you my dignity and put on here the most decent old sketches I found 🥲 Also excuse my ass illumination

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holy shit you draw on your phone??? on IBIS PAINT??????

how do you do it??? It’s so damn impressive and your art is delicious like howwwww

But honestly thank so much for using those amazing tastebuds of your and cooking straight fire 😭

AWWW thanks nonie!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Honestly, I think I've been drawing on phone since uh I was 10 I think? And on Sketch...lmao they looked pretty deformed obviously so instead I first drew a more detailed drawing on paper and then trace it on digital if that helps, or use EasyPose as a base

It's funny because I do have a wacom they gifted me long ago but it doesn't have a screen and I'm a phone person...T_T srry don't hate me it's just that I'm uncomfortable drawing on an ass big screen that everyone could see xd

But I'm still not satisfied with my lineart. Also using this as an excuse to put a crappy speedpaint

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Ehem...sorry I love pathetic worshipful masochist yanderes

Lmao this is a concept I had in mind for a while now and idk if I developed it well but here we gooo

Warning: Cringe and inaccurate Greek Mythology. Fans of mythology pls don't kill me, i tried </3 Also wrote this at 4AM. More under the cut

• Death was lonely and depressing—Thanatos knew that better than anyone. It was his job, after all

• But out of all the souls he guided, why did yours catch his attention? The only one that glowed among all the dull ones

• He was supposed to bring you to the underworld—he knew that. But after seeing into your soul, so pure it touched even his almost non-existent one, he couldn’t understand why you deserved that fate. The thought of you reincarnating as some insect made him...sick

• Thanatos could barely remember the moment he broke the divine laws for the first time, sailing your soul to a safe place where you could reincarnate in peace. He knew Hades would be pissed off, but did he really care at this point?

• So when he was condemned to cease to exist, to be replaced, he reached to where the souls in the Underworld were kept. And, in his last moments, he didn't doubt to break the divine laws twice. Thanatos saw the most alive chance, Asclepius' soul, and ate it hoping to survive the divine punishment

• The other gods were disgusted at his actions, more so that he dared survive and defy them yet again

• So...they banished him to the mortal plane, cutting off his wings and cursing him with immortality

• He lost his identity, his purpose, his place, everything he knew...After his sins, was he even the same person from before?

• He doesn't even remember when his obsession started, only the deep loneliness and longing that enveloped him for the next 1200 years. Even then, he swears your brightness was the only light he could see

• So when his prayers of finally meeting you again were answered, he didn't wait any longer

• Apparently, you were now an adventurer and made a good living out of it. He didn't hesitate to take use of his abilities and disguise himself as a healer. Alyseos alredy had some reputation in town for being able to heal the deepest injuries and even revive the death. Your guild, though hesitant, took him in

• You didn't understand why the others seemed so...intimidated? By him? But he was such a gentle sweetheart with you! Always making sure you eat your three meals and patching up your exhausted body...he may be worse than your mom

• Or, well, at least that's your impression ignoring the literal shrine and detailed anatomy studies of your body he's dedicated you in his room...

• Don't worry if you notice some of your teammates suffering weird pests or acting like zombies after a certain brain surgery...

• Did he mention he loves euthanasia? He could end your friends' suffering if it was too bad <3

• Just never get out of his sight...he might as well go crazy if he has to suffer another millennium without his god

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hi kermit ^-^ how you doing?

Hihiii thx for worrying. I'm doing fine actually AHAHH and I hope you are too ^^

Srry I know I'm being inactive but it's because my ass got too lazy... I'm still working on the new yan tho, I already have the drawings, I just have to draw them to digital and edit them...(The most annoying part actually)

Meanwhile have this lazy drawing as apologies :P

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WIP

My lazy ass finally started cooking again

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I didn't even do the main quest yet but I got the dead nerd twink making a Jojo pose

Also got lucky and got his lightcone so I'm gonna flex bc why not

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I'm scared what if we get constipation after eating Nyx??? 😨

Sometimes one in life has to make hard decisions, anon...You want to be able to breathe through both nostrils while you sleep, right? You know everyone would stay away from you if you went to work/college sick...right?

Or that's what he'll try to convince you of, at least