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i hate to be the asshole but a lot of people are misdiagnosing themselves as anorexic while they're bulimic. For example, starving all week long and binging on weekends is actually bulimia not anorexia.

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He keeps talking about how beautiful his model ex was. Guess it's anorexia time. I've never felt so ugly and disgusting before.

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I want to eat my feelings away but I have to lose weight

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Started fasting for as long as I can, can't wait for my hair to fall off! 🤪

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Just go study 24/7 at your local library so you don't have any option but to starve yourself, that's what I'm doing and it's working. Both an academic weapon and a skinny bitch? 😩

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I got an emotional support bunny so I don't kms💕

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Does anyone else ever forget that people can actually read your blogs like tf you mean this isnt my diary

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I'd rather high restrict and lose weight slower but more steadily than low restrict, lose a bunch of weight and then binge and gain back even more. Like losing even 1kg of fat per week is really significant. More is not always better. And the thing is that the less you weigh, the more difficult it becomes for you to lose weight. Trying to be as logical as you can, and having realistic standards is going to benefit you a lot in the long run. I'm not going to get my body again to the stage of being nearly bald and having my skin peel off. Eat your protein. An egg is 80 calories. Even if you low restrict you can fit 2 eggs into your diet plan. Also, shrimp is great. Don't waste your calories on white carbs. Also TAKE MULTIVITAMINS. It will help with your hair, skin and nails, with your immunity, with your mental performance. There is no point in getting skinny and looking like a wreck. You want to be pretty. You want to be desirable. You don't want to end up looking like a starved rat. Take care of yourselves.

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✨️it never gets old✨️

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one of the things that stresses me out the most is that in order to get breast implants when your breasts are different sizes you have to stay at a regular weight for the rest of your life. i dont know what is the perfect weight for me and how i would see myself if i didnt have body dismorphia. so either i postpone my boob job, as im doing, or i decide that im never getting them done. the thing is that the idea of cutting my body doesnt seem that good. so maybe thats for the better

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uh, excuse me, you’re not allowed to look at me until i reach my gw, thanks 💕

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2024 is my year

- I will be skinny

- I will have control

- I will be beautiful

- I will reach my ugw

- I will have everything I want

🩷🩷🩷

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Why do the guys that flirt with me look like Rockstar models and the guys that I think I deserve look like fuckinh teratomas? Wish I had some self-worth

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im so in love lately with Mikayla Geier. i wish i could be half as preety and as talented as she. she just is the kind of girl who is the main character, like she comes from a rom com or a novel. just the way she dances, she dresses, she expresses, everything about her feels so magical. i wish i could be half as perfect as her

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im just excited to return home to restrict in my peace and quiet. i want to get so tiny and beautiful. i want to look fragile in his arms, i want him to be able to throw me around like a feather

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Oh how I love being a borderline