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Tired of people. Tired of… just tired.

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Why is it so hard to just say, “Hey, I’m in like with you.”

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hi. its been a while.

Thoughts have been swirling and overwhelming my head. I figured Id type them out so that maybe theyll go away.

Lately I’ve been so tired of other people. It used to take a lot to make me feel “tired”. Now I literally have no tolerance. I’m usually a giving person. I love to give. I love seeing how people react and that smile when they get something but... I feel like its slipping away to annoyance? Is this what aging does? I’m a bit worried. It feels like something I love, and something that is a part of me is slipping away. Kinda makes me sad.

tldr; I used to love people... now I’m starting to hate people.

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★ ネヴァ | ハーモニー ☆ ⊳ syaoran and sakura ✔ republished w/permission

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Art by:  眠狼

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rei子  -  http://www.uchor.com/U/1000745  -  http://www.poocg.com/rei17/index

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Haven't posted in a while...

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Day [ TWO ] So yesterday I didn't finish a whole bar like I was suppose to.... I did eat maybe 3 spoonfuls everytime I was hungry. I couldn't get over the "fat" taste at the end...I did however drink a lot of water. More then I ever have before haha. Today's a bit easier... I think I'm just hungry but the cream cheese actually starting to taste good... I can't wait to eat bacon. I'm pretty tired today also... Probably from the lack of food. . . . . . . #weightlossjourney #weight #keto #ketodiet #coffee #fatfast #healthy #healthymind #health #koukie #learning #creamcheese #tired

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Day [ ONE ] And so it begins! I'm determined this time ! I'm starting with a 3 day fat fast then straight into a keto diet. . . . . . . #weightlossjourney #weight #keto #ketodiet #coffee #fatfast #healthy #healthymind #health #koukie

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It's been so hot these past couple of days!!! It's not even summer yet... Makes me wonder what actual summer is going to be like... Stay hydrated and with sunscreen everyone!!! . . . . #travel #dreamer #photography #health #learning #healthymind #healthy #wish #journey #koukie #away #awaytravel #nature #peace #mentality #depression #weightlossjourney #wellness #summer #waterfall #spring #swimming #summer

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After years of just sitting, I went hiking with my sisters yesterday. This was an actual "easy" 2 mile hike... For me it was super hard. I felt like my head was going to explode. It was totally worth it at the end though. . . . . #travel #dreamer #photography #sunset #health #learning #healthymind #healthy #wish #journey #koukie #away #awaytravel #nature #peace #mentality #depression #weightlossjourney #wellness #summer #bridge #water (at Hemlock Falls)

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The yearning to go far away grows more as I get older. The paitience for everything has almost completely flow out the window also. My head is more in the clouds lately then on my shoulders. Is this normal at my age? . . . . . #travel #dreamer #photography #sunset #health #learning #healthymind #healthy #wish #journey #koukie #away #awaytravel #nature #peace #mentality #depression #weightlossjourney #wellness #summer #clouds #architecture

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Nothing like being stuck in that ATL traffic...yes all those lights on the ground are cars... Yes there are people in all the cars around me...lol . . . . . #travel #dreamer #photography #atlanta #health #learning #healthymind #healthy #wish #journey #koukie #away #awaytravel #mentality #depression #weightlossjourney #wellness #summer #traffic #stars (at Turner Field)

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With Summer right around the corner, are you excited? For some reason this year I am a bit more excited the usual. But I don't really like sand... Nor salt water lol so I wonder what has me feeling excited? . . . . . #travel #dreamer #photography #bahamas #health #learning #healthymind #healthy #wish #journey #koukie #away #awaytravel #nature #peace #mentality #depression #weightlossjourney #wellness #summer #bluewater #clouds (at The Bahamas)

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This past year I forgot how nice it was outside...Today made me remember that I should explore and go on journeys more, even if they're just a couple miles from home. You dont need to go to another country to simply enjoy being in the sun. . . . . . #travel #dreamer #photography #park #health #learning #healthymind #healthy #wish #journey #koukie #away #awaytravel #nature #peace #mentality (at Little Mulberry Park)

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Lately I've been wanting to get away...I've been dreaming of far away places so much, maybe it's a sign that I should hop on the next plane out of here to anywhere... . . . . . #travel #dreamer #photography #plane #delta #wish #journey #koukie #away #awaytravel

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So... $40 later, I hopped on that pink juice bandwagon... . . . This stuff is suppose to be amazing~ . . . . #glow #watermelon #pink #pinkjuice #glowrecipe #korean #skincare #bandwagon #sephora #moisturizer