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bobby nash dead, chenford broken up, no garvez, no buddie

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Possible Spoilers!!!

A few opinions I have while I watch Criminal Minds:

-I ship Aaron and Emily, not JJ and Emily

-JJ and Reid could have been cute if they had started dating in the earlier seasons, now it’s too late

-Penelope and Derek would have dated if she was “conventionally attractive”

-That being said, in some aspects, I like that they remained just friends

-Garvez needs to happen ASAP

-Will hate is so forced, JJ loved that man and he loved her!

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he seems fine most of the time (forcing smiles and neverminds)

“You are telling me that you didn't know I was homeless?”

“I mean we knew you left home but none of your stories ever indicated that you were homeless.”

Buck let out a soft, humorless laugh. “I was a nineteen year old runaway who didn't have anything but an old jeep and a change of clothes. I went days without eating, barely had gas to keep the engine running, let alone heat. I slept in that car. And when even that didn’t work... I did what I had to.”

He looked down at his hands, like he was remembering the feel of it all – cold nights, empty stomach, silence. “I rented my jeep so I could get money to buy something to eat. I had sex with various people, so I could sleep in a bed for once in a while. I spent days starving to some point that I couldn't feel hungry. I was so weak people would drag me around and force their power over me. So yeah,” He added quietly, his voice raw. “Eventually you learn how to cope. You stop calling it what it was and start calling it a choice. Because if you don’t, it breaks you.”

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What started as Chimney's question about body counts led Buck to reveal something about his past that nobody knew.

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RIP Evan Buckley, you would've loved Natalie Goodman.

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I watched the new Next to Normal ... I'd rather get shot and in the head and be buried in the middle of nothingness.

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Just a lil something I'm writing. Yes this is sad.

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I'm reading a fanfiction where Buck and Eddie read fanfiction about themselves SO FUCKING GOOD

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Do you think that Buddie just gravitate to the bathroom together while at the station and just pee standing right next to each other and try so fucking hard not to take a peak . They just . Keep following each other to the bathroom and piss together and in the end Eddie's the one who . Looks . Just for a fraction of a second but Buck notices and tucks himself back in very slowly . Watching him in the mirror as they wash their hands and head back to work .

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oliver: *speaks* ryan: blah blah blah proper name place name backstory stuff

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how it started vs. how it's going

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I would never fall (unless it's you I fall into)

Eddie finally looked up. “I saw your face. In that video. I heard you scream my name like it was the only word you knew.”

Buck’s jaw clenched. “You were under the ground, Eddie.”

“I know,” Eddie said gently. “But it wasn’t just that. You were ready to dig until your hands gave out. Bobby had to pull you off the dirt, Buck. And you didn’t stop crying.”

Buck blinked, and for a second, his eyes glistened with something Eddie couldn't name yet. “So?”

“So,” Eddie said after a moment. “I think that’s what love looks like.”

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Christopher finds the video from the day the well collapsed, showing Buck digging through the earth to reach Eddie, and when he shows it to his dad, it sparks something that leads Eddie and Buck to finally confess their love.

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I need Eddie to be needy when him and Buck get together. I need him to know that it's okay to want Buck, it's okay to need him. Need him there, need him close, need him in every way, 24/7. I want him to realize the reason why he wasn't so keen in his past relationships isn't that they were with women. It's because they weren't Buck. (Bonus points if he's really horny when it comes to Buck.)

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I have such a bad buddie withdrawal, I cried at Buddie x Larry parallels. Send help.

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Buck thinks he can’t have the thing he wants. Eddie thinks he can’t want the thing he has. Except they both want to have the same thing they both already have.

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When someone asks me what my favorite trope is:

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never felt like this before (are we friends or are we more?)

Buck swallowed, taking a step forward. “So what are you saying?”

“I’m saying I want to stop dancing around it,” Eddie said, voice steady. “I want you. All of you. Not just as my best friend. I want to be the person who gets to come home to you– Wait, no that’s not it. I already come home to you.”

Buck smiled, a little crooked and a lot tender. “Eddie,” He slinged an arm around Eddie’s waist and pulled him closer. “Don't you realize? You already come home to me.”

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Buck wants. He wants someone to chase after him, his movie scene in the pouring rain, sunflowers because they're his favorite, someone to show up at his house unannounced, hands held, love letters, songs sung together, to watch sunset at the beach, stargazing, to be missed when they've spent too long apart, nights in together, nights out together, planned futures, playful fights over whose eye color their baby would have, pictures of them laughing, the last slice of toast because it’s his favorite, the right side of the bed, “I love you”s traced on his back, someone who can’t take their eyes off him in a crowd, he wants to be made to feel special—he just wants someone to love him. And at the end of the day, he gets what he wants.

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this is how i view them 👍