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#IDK its like this numbing pain#it feels like cold water#i think its beimg completely HOPELESS#like w anything else its like at least i still have myself#but i dont#i just lost myself#i know i did#but im praying i didnt#i hope w rverything in me that ill be okay#and that#i can do better#i was just so caught up in all the good things#that i got lazy in being there for myself#and i CRASHED#and it hurts all over#please#i hope ill be okay
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#i dont wanna manifest things but i want to prepare for the worst u know#and if this is it#:(#idkidk idk what ill do#its killing me#its so bizarre#ive never felt a pain like this before#everything seems so small#now#like my future being destroyed by my own self#is killing me#in that#any heartbreak#any betrayal#feels so small now if i couldnt even take care of myself#any people problem#feels tiny compared to this#and its killing me#idk
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physically, I am in 2021, but mentally, I am still at the restaurant, still sitting in a corner I haunt, cross legged in the dim light everything was just right, I swear you could hear a hair pin drop, right when I felt the moment stop glass shattered on the white cloth everybody moved on
#i think#its possible to no longer have love for someone#no longer be attracted in anyway to them#but still associate them with the pain they left u#how do i put it in words#like im over the break up but maybe if i saw her id cry#just bc id be reminded of a painful partin my life#or maybe i wouldnt care#but when#i feel pain#abt this#its no longer persona#personal
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#a girl ghosted me and i feel like peepeepoopoo#>:/#y did she kiss me if she didnt wanna see me again#like#wtf#why so dry what happenef#we had so much chemistry but she ghosted the day before the second date#😐#😩#i feel dumb for being upset but like :/ idk i thought the connection was there#im gross ig#wHY DID SHE KISS ME#CUS I WAS GHINKIN ABT IT#NOWI GOTTA GO THRU ANOTHER TALKING STAGE FUCK NOOOOOO#gonna b a ho ig
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she didnt talk to me in math class
or in science, or at lunch
it wasnt hard to notice
she didnt like math very much
she drew us together
when i sat beside her in english
and when that semester ended
the journey felt unfinished
i guess i was hoping
the world we created would last
but when the final bell rang
i started to feel like her math class
#i wrote a poem#poem#poetry#its just for fun no need to tell me all the flaws#lesbian poem#lesbian#about the girl i sat next to in english in high school and just annoy tf outta her#bc she gave the same energy back#and idk ig i thought we'd be good friends after#and ig i liked her#but yeah that was it#it was just something that existed in that english class in that specific period of time
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i hate wealthy bourgeoisie gay people so unbelievably much
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They're not lesbians!!
idk what this is referring to but yes they are
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the creator of the lesbian flag is a LesbiEm
didn’t the original pink lesbian flag get “cancelled” or something and now the orange lesbian flag is the “official” one? i’m not up to date on all of this
There isn’t really an “official” lesbian flag, but the orange one seems to be the most commonly used one now as far as I’m aware.
I don’t have her callout or whatever, but the creator of the lipstick lesbian flag was a big ol’ racist, I think transmisogynistic as well (IDR specifics but IIRC she really didn’t like GNC women and that’s quite the indicator), and also likely ripped her design from the cougar pride flag created 2 years prior (a picture of them side-by-side).
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Hanging out with straight ppl who just do not get gay humour is so exhausting…
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