liberalbubbles

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ok here we go again

just putting this out there in the great void of the internet, where does the candle wax go? does anyone know? it doesnt evaporate right? i burn enough candles that if they evaporate my lungs are a candle now ok? can the wax just stay where it is?

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crime brain

i just started criminal minds.

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alright bethesda punks

look, your games are neat ok? i like them. (ahem, understatement of the year) well like, im not going to spell out my lack of nerves of steel. i am a very brave lowlife. fallout 3... good game, i like it, you like it, some random guy named spencer probably likes it, I just... tiny little tweak i would make. let me out of the damn metro tunnels, holy shit. you chastise me for leaving my pip-boi light on then you chuck me into unavoidable gremlin tunnels full of spooky decrepit monster men. its not super cash or money.

sincerely; please hug me im scared

(bet you didnt think you'd see a reference to that series in 2021)

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adding some spunky pals

how many of you guys would understand if i talked about random ADHD thoughts that show up and wont go away? lets be real, if you are on tumblr you probably do... im going to name them Clive. also if i bring up anyone named Beth, thats my therapist. my point is that Clive is currently on a rant about "bringing a shotgun to the other side of a building" and getting set on fire.

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animal crossing fellows?

does anyone want to start a campaign with me to be allowed to change our character's name? i was a dumb kid last year we all make mistakes please save me.

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its only the worst of times

in my house we rotate the kitchen chores each week to a new person and it sounds fair and orderly but picture how you like to arrange the kitchen. pretty simple. love it, nice (i can see your kitchen while you are reading this do not question me) ok but now your vibey roommate inherits the kitchen and now there are sporks in the spatula drawer and you dont even own sporks. your neighbors come knocking on your door saying they found your medium frying pan boarding elon musk's new space rocket bound straight into the center of the sun and that they want their toolbag back which you find in a secret space in the floorboards which wasnt there when you gave up the kitchen. i know its not just me but i also know that maybe in roommate applications we should add a question making sure they only send the small frying pan to space. dear diary, if i find another soap pod inside of a coffee mug im going on that spaceship instead of the frypan

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i guess we're talking about english teachers again

i know this was my last topic i just have more thinks and i have no idea how long these should be.

ill get this out of the way now, we all know there are only two types of them, the amazing parental figure ones who you never want to leave and the crazy ones who have no idea they are talking to an audience of sentient beings.

my school has two main english teachers and those two each fall into one of the classic types but today im focusing on the good one. def my favorite teacher not just because he is the only teacher who likes me. as a super cool person with many pogs in the chat, its important to note that at a school with mostly youngish teachers, its not just the kids that care who is popular and thus here is i. strange gremlin child with strange gremlin friends and strange gremlin humor accented by strange gremlin mental illnesses making me an all around, strange gremlin. based on the stuff the cool kids think is funny, i am very ok with not being in their group but maybe being liked by a few teachers would be nice. enter stage left mr english teacher. a very cool dude who's job is to be a nerd meaning the gremlin children are actually the favorites and wow is there a difference in class when you like a teacher and they like you. the quality spike in ones schoolwork alone is the coolest thing ever. the most important lesson i took away from that class was to do all my work as if it wasn't for grumpy mrs math teacher or biased mr history teacher, i now pretend all my work is for someone who doesnt roll their eyes when they see my name on the class list but instead goes out of their way to make comments about the fun extra things you put in your work. i cant make my teachers like me but i can make myself more confident in my own work which is a pretty cool upgrade to my introverted software.

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english teachers

to be fair, if there is one teacher that can make you come out of your five star military base secure shell it is going to be the english teacher and thus begins my journey into tumblr blogging. i guess what im trying to say is that if you need someone to blame for this atrocity of a page then you know where to start. i warned him that blogging would probably be classified as some sort of crime once i started but nope. so here we are. i never should have become comfortable with another human being i was a fool to thing this was a good thing to do oh no. dear diary, human scary no thanks

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context

i suppose i should just get this post out of the way as soon as possible so here is some context about me for anything i say about mental non-health issues. my diagnosis chart includes fan favorites such as depression, anxiety, and adhd and of course the classic borderline personality disorder (BPD) or how i prefer referencing it, dysregulation disorder, which better relates what it is about. these have all been diagnosed by professional psych doctor people and as much as i would like to pretend that im faking them,... well im sure some of you get it. my thoughts go out to everyone suffering from any mental illnesses. i was told it gets better, lets find out together

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spooky intro post

my understanding of a blog is that its a journal but without the hiding it in a unbreakable safe in a fbi dead zone which may end up being for the best because maybe its better that they dont think im up to something this time.

who am i? yeah no idea. specs: white female. as a warning, my topics will range from mental illness/health, politics, video games and movies, and other random stuff like that.

if anyone wants me to talk about something specific send me stuff through the "ask" thing there and there is a pretty good chance ill take your suggestions cuz i have no idea what im doing.

as terrible an intro as that was, im keeping it as my decrepit computer deleted my last one meaning ive had more than my fill of intro writting today.