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फूलों की लाशों में ताजगी चाहता है,

आदमी चूतिया है, कुछ भी चाहता है

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"Sometimes you look out at the world and you see nothing worth liking. Sometimes I look at myself and see nothing worth liking."

-Elisa lam

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"The outside world must be ten times bigger than inside the walls!"

"The burning water..."

"The plains of ice..."

"The ocean..."

"And the fields of sands..."

"Eren, someday I hope we get to explore the outside world."

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where one plant falls, another grows.

A picture captured by my very good friend Akshara.

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In order to get better at something, you have to do it everyday.

Unfortunately I am not good at that. I am impatient and want to be better instantly and then give up once the results aren't instantaneous. 

I firmly believe my follies are all due to my inability to practice something everyday. 

Scratch that. I can do something everyday but only the things I feel like doing.

If I could just develop a routine, I wouldn't keep falling into the same trap of sleeping in bed for days and not leaving the house. If I could just develop a routine, I wouldn't keep falling into the same trap of sleeping in bed for days and not leaving the house. 

If I could be less lazy and commit I could do a run everyday. 

It is so simple to say this to another person but I can't apply it to myself. 

-Elisa lam

I relate to you the most, dearest Elisa.

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“We used hate. We raised hate. Believed hate to be our savior… We left all the problems we created on the “island of devils”… And as a result… That Devil was born… To return all the hate we ever gave it…”

- an oppressor's realization

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"The world seems to exist just to make you feel inadequate. In the universe, you are but a speck. In history you are insignificant anonymous person, another person who dies because of greater forces outside of our control which decide things."

-elisa lam

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yesterday was extremely draining and made me question my entire existence just like any other day. It really sucks because its almost as if everything bad is destined to be a part of only my fate. I slept a lot and didn't do anything productive. All my three pairs of shorts are ripped and unusable now thanks to the dog that lives in the same house as me and for some reason it makes me feel very uneasy( the shorts incident). Its just three pairs of clothing though. I have so many more clothes that I can wear. So, then why do I feel like this? books were distributed and a math class took place the day I skipped school and now I feel very behind my classmates.

well maybe one wholesome thing out of all the not very wholesome things that happened as of lately was the appearance of the one and only big bro of the jujutsu kaisen universe, Choso kamo in my dream yesterday during my morning nap.

the description of what happened in my dream

ok so in this dream I was itadori and I and choso were in this amusement park and there was this tunnel thingy that we had to get through. Choso being the big brotherest big brother that he is tried to help me out even though I didn't really need it and we both got out and that's it. I know it really isn't much but I guess what makes it special is the fact that this is the first time I ever dreamed of an anime character.

yayyyyyyyyyy!!

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I think Louise is such a pretty name