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Why do everyone like the night

Is it because its beautiful

Isn't the day beautiful too

Maybe it's because in that darkness

We can easily hide from the person beside

Never truly show ourselves

Only the far off lights is seen

Beauty from afar not the raw truth

A time of blur

When every person is alike yet not

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I've been alone so long

I've been caged so long

I've been sad so long

That's it's a normal state of mine

But there are days when it gets the better of me

Those are the days I break a little more

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What was once beautiful is not beautiful anymore

Who was once happy is not happy anymore

What was once perfect is not perfect anymore

The person I once loved is now nothing more than a stranger

Nothing lasts but the emotion that remains after everything is over

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I made up my mind

To go separate ways

When I see you again

But will it be possible

Come to me again

So I can find out

Even though I know deep down

What I'll do

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I want everything

The filtered mythical love

And the unfiltered raw disappointments

But both with you

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I wrote poems when I was with her

I didn't when I was not

Only when I realised that

Every piece I ever wrote was because

Of what she made feel

Was I able to write in her absence as well

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Its okay to cry

Let every sadness out

As the sky does

With every drop that falls.

Cry your heart out

For every piece it is in

Out of joy, despair, hope and pain

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I held onto a jersey,

She held onto a scarf,

We love them,

we cry over them

And found comfort in each others arms

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Tears,

A captivating hell

Love,

Both its cause and comfort

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For your wings to be shredded

For your heart to be broken

All you need to do is fall in love

It reminds you that nothing lasts

But the emotions you felt

They stay with you forever

It doesn't fade

It only becomes bearable with time

You remember it with tears in your eyes and a smile on your lips

A bittersweet memory

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I will love you forever no matter what, I always will

No matter who chains me up for it I'll break it so i can love you and choose you over and over again

I'm not going to say we are gong to stick together forever

All I'm trying to say is that no matter how many times we part

I'll choose you over anybody else in this world despite what it might cost me

Even if it means i have to be destroyed, for my heart is yours to do with as you wish

Break it if you want a million times over if it means you will stay by my side.

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Its too difficult to let people in, even my family. The anger is all just a mask to push people away. My dreams are more like a fantasy in my head that might never come true. The attitude covers my fear but I really don't know the reason for it. I am scared of being alone forever but I am more afraid of ending up broken, of that pain of losing someone you love because no matter what you are always going to find yourself at the end of the road.

Why does it have to be so hard?

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Hopeless passion #love #hoplessromantic #thoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/CNl11f3n1id/?igshid=2dd006viqjca

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Is it hard to enjoy

The clichés

The flaws

The dramatics

The unrealistic

To feel more deeply than the others????

It never is if you truly look into your heart

At least it isn't for me

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Finding something to love in everyboy

Be it in reality, in books or movies

There is something deep about every character

A truth to every soul that most people don't seem to find

Loving the simplest things seeing everything differently or just as a cliché

Thats me even when I don't show it

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Nothing is ever going to change the fact that my heart is still aching

I know love will find me again and will come in a different form that I might not recognize

But that doesn't soothe my aching heart make me stop loving her for now

It feels like its going to be broken forever the pain the love it all feels like forever but its time I find a way to move on

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Overthink

Over love

Thats me