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Well, shocker. Things ain’t going great with the guy. I still love him but he’s kind of a dick. God I sound like a 16 year old.

Are people ever really satisfied in relationships? Like, is that a real thing? Is there such a thing as the perfect relationship?

Part of me thinks I’m crazy and part of me thinks men just suck. Who knows though! 😂

02/26/2024

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Well, I’m really bad at this. I think I just have so much in my head it’s hard to take the time to write it all out. I had the same trouble with journaling. I thought if I could do it from my phone it would be easier.

But, I met a guy. We’ll call him MP. I mean technically we met years ago. And then reconnected via tinder. And then talked online for a while. But he asked me on a date for New Year’s Eve. He made me dinner, and we went for drinks, and then I went home with him and didn’t leave his place til the 3rd lol. He’s sexy and handsome and sweet. Or at least he was…more on that to come. He wants to be exclusive so, now I have a boyfriend. It’s early but I’m so in love with him lol. The last 3 weeks have had me feeling so happy and content. I hope things go back to that again. Guess we’ll see.

Watch me look back at this in a month and laugh at myself. At least I’m trying though right? Still hopeful. Idk.

02/03/2024

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How do people ever have any luck with dating? lol

Even though I always specify before meeting that I am looking for a relationship and I’m not just interested in sex, we meet and then they tell me they’re not really looking for a relationship. They always wanna see me again, conversation is always great, sexual chemistry/attraction is great so I’m assuming it’s not just that they’re just not attracted to me lol. I don’t get it?? People confuse me.

11/11/2023

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Do you think it’s normal for really good friends to get in arguments often? Or is this just a sign of an unhealthy relationship? Serious question

09/03/23

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Okay, AITA?

My best friend and I never have the same day off. I’m starting a new job so only working a few days a week, and now we finally had a day off together and one where I was off all day and he was off early. I said I had these days off and if he wanted to hang out to let me know. He said okay. Then he never said anything else.

I got annoyed and just told him that in the future if he didn’t wanna hang out that’s fine but if he could let me know that he was busy those days or whatever to let me know (this way I’m not just waiting around to see if he wants to hang out and I can make other plans if he doesn’t).

When I said this he told me I was being unfair. I’m mad now because I feel like that’s a really fair request? Seriously though am I wrong?? I think that’s fair. I’m just tryna make plans. What’s wrong with that lol. He also knows I like to try and plan my life outside of work.

08/20/23

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I’ve been in a really good mood lately. Got a job I hate which I am leaving for a job I will hopefully love. The woman who interviewed me seemed amazing, I really loved her energy and it gives good vibes. Feeling very hopeful and excited about this. Can’t wait to start!! And it’s as a server in a restaurant. I was working as a hostess in one of my last jobs and left because I’d work as a server occasionally but my boss wouldn’t promote me to server even though I was already doing it and so was clearly capable. Now I got hired as a server and I’m gonna hopefully be making more money. 🥳😍

Just typing this rn is making me happy and giddy lol

08/08/23

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I did something new last night and I’m very proud of myself.

I have really bad social anxiety. I hate going out by myself and meeting new people without a “security blanket friend”, ie one friend I already know and feel comfortable around so that at least there’s one person I know I can talk to. I recently met a girl through my friend A, and she invited me out to her birthday party. A told me that he would come with me but when the time came to go, I couldn’t get ahold of him. Normally if this happened I would just cancel and tell the person something came up and I couldn’t make it or something along those lines.

But I went! By myself!! And met new people. And surprisingly I didn’t feel uncomfortable or weird. So, I’m really happy today. That probably doesn’t seem like a big deal to a lot of people but it’s a big deal to me.

My friend A ended up coming later, turns out he fell asleep lol. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Sometimes (maybe not always) it’s good to get out of your comfort zone and do something that makes you uncomfortable.

07/23/23

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I seem to have broken my vibrator in the best way, a way I didn’t think possible. The button on it stopped working properly, and I thought it was gonna crap out. Instead it started functioning again, and now…I haven’t charged it in weeks and I use it almost daily and it still works! I’m kinda worried it’s gonna explode or burst into flames or give me radiation poisoning or something, but until then I’ll just enjoy the ride, so to speak lol

07/12/23

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Do you ever have one of those people in your life you just can’t resist? Someone you keep coming back to somehow and keep making bad decisions with? Lol

I’ve got one guy in my life, we’ll call him…Z. I’ve known him for years. The first time we met we did it on a picnic table. 😂 We keep trying to be friends and finding it very difficult to just do that. Tonight we hung out and had some drinks at his place, we reconnected recently and said we were just going to be friends as he’s trying to pursue other things but of course it didn’t end that way. How do you say no to something when you know you should say no, but it’s just so hard?

I’ve never been good at saying no. Life’s too short, right? I don’t know..

Somehow these posts never come out how I mean for them to. I always feel like I’ve got more to say until I get here. I swear I’ve got more in my brain than this lol

07/12/23

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I’ve been unemployed for over a month now. I quit my last job as a store manager because the owner told me I had to fire all the ESL staff and then sent me an email swearing at me because one of the staff got a customer complaint.

Why is it so hard to find a job rn? I’ve got good experience, a good resume, and a great personality lol. Also, humbly, I’m cute af.

So many places are posting job listings on indeed, and somehow I can’t even get an interview. Kim said no one wants to work anymore and I can guarantee you this is not correct. I want to work! I’m losing my mind with boredom, and I’m almost out of money. People say being unemployed should be great and fun and whatever. It’s not. It’s boring. It’s only great if you’re rich and can afford whatever you want without working. I’m restless and antsy. Someone find me a sugar daddy please 😂

07/11/23

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I have a friend. My best friend. We’ll call him A. I’ve only known him for about 9 months, but we just got on amazingly right from the start. We’re really close and spend so much time together. He’s very mature and understanding, he’s been in therapy, he’s great. We’ll spend days together just hanging out and doing nothing, cuddling on the couch and watching movies or going for drinks (just giving a little context in case anyone ever reads this lol). But it’s not enough for me. And no, I don’t mean I want to date him or that I want more in that way. But he’s my favourite, my person. I want to spend all my time with him. I get upset when he wants to hang out with other people and never wants to invite me too. I don’t get upset at him, I just get sad. I just want someone who’s as obsessed with me as I am with them. Is this so much to ask for? I want to be my persons person. Does that make sense or am I crazy? Time to drink whiskey and contemplate my life.

07/09/23

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Well. First post. Where to start?

I don’t have a lot of friends or anyone to talk to, and a lot of thoughts (I know, typical, right? lol), so I figured I’d create a Tumblr and vent here. I don’t know how much I’ll post or how often or what I’ll say or if anyone will even read it, but here we go.

07/09/23