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okay i cant stop thinking ab like. aven, his fingers, his lil "ah-ah" LIKE god help me for so do i make a smut out of this.

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hsr gamer boys using their mouse scroll wheel but you're pent up and start wishing he was rubbing your clit or tip instead of the scroll wheel

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omg why tf does my header gif dissapear when i refresh it??? like it goes back to the old imagine lawl (ive tried changing it an aven gif so temporary header for now)

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im sorry for all my requests ab jy and blade hangin around but omg im gonna be having a aventurine smut spree if i dont get this DAMN HSR WALLPAPER OUT OF MY HEAD RIGHT NOW (its my lockscreen.)

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How would HSR men feel with their tiddies being sucked? Flustered? Flattered?

Or how does HSR men suck your chest (reader receiving).

I don’t care who’s doing it, I just need SOMEONE SUCKING TITS! (Sorry if this request is uncomfortable, you can ignore this if it is).

im going on a big rant about aventurine, hes been living in my head rent free for like since the day hes been leaked. he got me leakin too like?!??!?! im sorry it took so long omg

he'd like, die suckin ur tits. in a good way! hed stay there for hours just caring for them and massaging them. i think he focuses his mouth on one and uses his skillful hands (fingers, ahem,) on the other one.. he'd be so gentle but so mean! how can he be sosososososo caring but still tease you using his mouth filled with tit. hes either talking with his mouth full or hes using his mouth to tease you even more physically. either way! he teases u, and a LOT.

or suckin his tits lawl, like just pawing at them through his boob window first, sneaking ur hands under it :3 he whimpers, definitely. more if u tease him ! i feel like if you sucked his tits, hed pull you closer to them as if you werent close enough already

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im gonna take the 2 requests on my inbox and merge them tgt cuz they're all jing yuan:3 so YA!! idk how to notify u that ur req 8s out... so

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IM WORKING ON THE REQS I SWEAR IM SORRY IM WORKING ON MOVING COUNTRIES RN😭😭

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im working on the smut reqs.. theres like 2 and ive been thinking ab both of the ideas lately so itll take a while:3

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erm.. send hsr or gi smut requests w men pls:(

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blade x reader angsty comfort lolol

Cold.

Cold is what you felt. Without friends, without your lover, without anyone.

The more your tears fell, the more the rain did. Like everything was scripted. Just for you, all for you. But it wasn't a very pleasant scene for you, the actor.

Alone, alone, alone.

It's almost infuriating. The ubiquitous sight of families, friends, and lovers outside. You wished it would've been you in their place with your dearest Blade. But oh, Elio! He just had to send him on another mission...

You lie alone in bed holding onto your phone, you and Blade's texts flashing on the screen. Your eyes cradle the tears that were made, just begging to be released.

You take hold of a soft and long pillow, throwing it between your thighs. You hug the top with an arm, and the bottom with your legs. A blanket lies ontop of you, it's thick and warm. It makes you cry, it'll never be as warm as him.

You slowly use your free hand to type on the glowing screen, it illuminates your face and makes your gathered tears glow.

"i miss you"

the text reads. your vision is blurred. the tears, perhaps?

You know he won't see it, just not now. A text of desperation for contact, maybe.

You long for Blade, and he longs for you too.

You try to recreate the feeling of him. The feeling of his arms around you. The feeling of indulgence. Being in his proximity.

The cacophony outside does not let you notice the jingle of keys, the creek of wood and the thuds.

The door opens silently, a slight light revealing your figure wrapped in a fluffy blanket. A gentle pressure is felt on your back, a familliar one.

"You're home."

A subtle smile appears on your face.

"mm."

He hums, acknowledging your words.

His leave has a pernicious effect on you, or so you consider. But it hurts him to see you alone.

You hear a few "clangs!" before feeling the bed shift in Blade's presence, hearing the sound of shoes falling on the ground.

Blade wraps his arms around you, cradling you inbetween him. A hand cups your face, caressing the in-between of your cheeks and lips. A rough, yet soft texture.

"I missed you."

Blade whispers in your ear.

Your hand finds the one on your face.

"I missed you more."

You return. Your thumb and index playing with his pinky, shifting every now and then. He nuzzles against your shoulder, kissing it softly every now and then. It makes you feel safe. His legs intertwine with yours, making you one.

The rain crashes down, the walls of your now home muffling the sound.

Yes, a home. One with him.

He doesn't say a word, as you do. His touch says it all.

A silent I love you.

And you don't mind, you already know.

His leave will only be ephemeral, but his love for you will be eternal.

He will always come home.

Home, to you.

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all the time when i look for comfort fics and theres self harm included all i see is cutting and DOMT GET ME WRONG but its all i see nowadays.. so i might start writing fics of comfort after self harm with more diversity n not js cutting.. cuz idk if some of u guys relate but im too scared to cut myself, so i js starve myself🤷‍♂️

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i just realized i would be at jing yuans waist if he existed irl... since im around the same height as silver wolf☹️☹️ BYE THAYS SO HOT TF!

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; xx. wriothesley x gn!reader , modern au

imagine being in a mall youve never gone to before with your friends, so they know the place and you dont. they give you locations but you just cant memorize them all! you tell your friends youre going to the restroom, and they tell you directions to the restaurant theyre going to so you agree to meet up with them there. well.. when you step out- wait, what was the restaurant's name again?

you ponder for awhile, what is it? but then suddenly forget the directions they gave you. god, you just have to wing it.

well, wing it you didnt! you got lost, and didnt see any of your friends in the restaurants you walked pass. you look around for reliable looking people to ask, and there you see a man with black hair with a few gray streaks, with supeeeeerrrr light blue cute eyes! a few piercings and a wolfish appearance to him. you walk up to him and..

tap tap "hey.. uhm- do you know how to get to.." you say, embarassed. you literally just forgot the name!

aha! nevermind that, you just remembered!

"*******. ya, the restaurant? thats the one i think!"

you look like a lost dog!! infront of the most sculpted man youve ever seen aswell... hes so cute, you shouldve asked someone else for directions or your nose probably wouldve bled infront of him if you didnt keep your composture. especially infront of his friends! they looked so attractive too. long, white hair with blue streaks and a dark purplish blue type of hair color? god, youre surprised how such good looking people exist.

he turns to look at you the second you tap him, and now you realize just how tall he is the way he stares down at you!

"Well sure, but the buildings preeeettty big so you want me to escort you?"

wow.. his voice was super hot too. well- wait! nows not the time to dream!!!

you look at him and nod, too stunned at his appearance to speak. you watch him talk to his friends, hearing them but not listening. he then pats your shoulder, signalling your leave. huh.. maybe youll ask his number later.

you walk with him, a bit flustered at how tall he towers over you. should you engage in conversation, should you stay quiet? how do you avoid embarassing yourself infront of a gods creation?!?!

"so, whats your name?"

the man asks in the middle of your pondering, well atleast you dont have to think about that anymore. so.. you give him your name and ask his!

"well, it's [name]. how bout you?"

you sound pretty cool, but inside you arent!! he sounds so pretty, hes indeed a pretty boy..

"wriothesley." he says with a gentle smile, looking down at you with bright eyes. he seems fond of you, but you dont know that!

"rio- rizzley? wosley??" you try to pronounce the name, failing ultimately.

"wrio, for short." he chuckles, patting you on the back. whats up with all the physical affection its driving you mad!!!!!

you laugh slightly, smiling a bit too sweetly for your first interaction and, he notices. but he doesnt wanna scare you away.. youre just so cute!

you talk and talk with him, and hes the same level of talkative as you are! finally, someone who actually responds to your yapping! you just wish he could be your boyfriend right now.. waitwait. you guys just met no way!

its been about 5 or more minutes you guess, then you see him pull out a white card on his bag and write something on it with a pen. he puts the pen back and shoves the card into his pocket. you then speak up, pointing at a restaurant and asking him if its that one. he says yes, nodding as he does so.

"i can go there by myself now, thanks for the help wrio!"

but no, he disagrees.

"nah, i think ill just bring you there. you might get lost even if its just right there."

he smirks, mischievously at that. but.. its kinda cute not gonna lie. so you just nod and walk with him. his hand slides across your side, your hand then the bag you carry, it drives you insane how close you are!

you finally get there, smiling up at him. admiring his pretty face one more time before having to let the sight go.

"thank you really, for the help- I hope it wasnt a distraction to you and your friends hangout or something..."

a light red tint dusts over his cheeks, as he says a polite "your welcome" before walking away. you first fix your composture before entering, but then suddenly.. wait! you forgot to grab his number!!!

"wrio!" you scream, but hes too far to hear you so you just weep internally in vain, before entering the restaurant.

your friends scold you, its been like 20 minutes since they were there! little do they know you got a bit lost.. you sit down beside them, before noticing the pocket in the bag you carried had a little white card peeking out of it...

on the back of the card in the clearest space there is, you read..

i know its just a business card im sorry aha, pretty shit way to tell you my number yeah? but its all i have right now.

maybe you dont have to say goodbye to his pretty face after all.

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dan feng as your lover, past lover. to one day you wake up yet again without him by your side- but this time, hes no more. news reached your ears of his incarnation. then you see a figure, dan feng? no, dan heng. he has no more memory of you, just a slight feeling of deja vu around you. you walk up to him, greeting him with a gentle hi. oh, your lover as his past form. he returns your gentle voice with a confused, yet soft hi. he asks you,

"do i know you?"

such painful words to hear from someone you did know. did. everything with him was in the past, and it shall not be forever. you may have held him once, but now another shall as of the present. It hurts to see your lover go. but you may no longer call him "yours", as he did, and will never again belong to you.

After all, the joy in his heart consequences you with an ache in return.

Because his heart is no longer yours, but someone elses.

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ok yeah you've thought abt so much smut ideas, but have you ever thought of us getting married /j

yeah i did and we actually are cuz ur cute and pretty and and and andnanddnanandnaad ur so caring and i can go on

im writing jy angst btw where reader is super inlove w him, but jy cant know cuz it might break their friendship and reader is badly hurt by their own feelings for jy so they leave eventually on the astral express, never to come back again

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ONE ON THE BACK- NOTHA' ONE ON THE FRONT!

` think i need someone older . . . jingren x gn!reader <-

xx. tags; poly┊jing yuan┊blade┊jingren┊all of u are in an rs┊blade punishes u┊threesome┊oral┊edging┊overstimulation┊degradation┊praise┊full nelson┊rough sex┊hints of double penetration┊begging┊orgasm denial┊getting caught┊exhibitionism┊multiple orgasm┊cunnilingus┊pet names (mostly just darling or something)┊pussy drunk bladie and yuan┊they cant get enough of u!! dealer's note; this was written a month ago or maybee more before being posted, and yes this was SPECIFICALLY something ive been looking for, FOR A LONGM LONG TIME AGO!!!! i didnt find it ofc, so why not just write it myself :3 anyway, to that one anon who sent a platonic jing yuan work request ill do it soon if i got an idea on how to write it AYUBUASBUASDUBAD also love u guys omg my accounts growing fast :((

Who knows how you got into this position.. oh! You know.

You really just had to tease Blade during his important duties.. God, he was so frustrated. Your pretty face- pretty self, it made him insane. You just wanted to get into trouble huh? You know what you did, you really did know. He dragged you into your shared home afterwards, immediately ripping off those clothes you wore. It's okay, Jing Yuan could buy another set of outfits for you.

Blade got you all riled up and wet, but he never let you cum. You were so tired.. fingered, stretched out. His fingers scissored your insides to loosen you up for his giant cock. And when you were all messed up, crying for him, he finally let you.

Not before you say "Please" and take his cock though, he needs you all messed up first.

Unfortunately, (or fortunately, hm?) you came, just as you saw the sight of Jing Yuan entering the room. He looked so unfazed, so unbothered as he walked up to you and Blade.

"Jing Yuan, you're home early."

Blade spoke, spreading your legs wider for him as you had your back to his chest- sitting ontop of him.

"A lovely welcome, Blade."

Jing Yuan replied, walking over to you with a gentle.. mischievous smile. You and Blade were at the edge of the bed, giving Jing Yuan easy access to your greedy sex.

He flicked a finger on it, sweetly dragging it across your sensitive spot. But you just came! You were so sensitive.

You were too fucked out to notice what Blade was doing, till he laid down- dragging you with him.

"Jing Yuan, aren't they so welcoming?"

He asked Blade, slowly moving his hands down to your waist. Full nelson, such a vulnerable position for the both of you. Your legs spread even more, as Jing Yuan opened them.

You gasped as you felt Blade move again, his thrusts unforgiving. It felt so good.. but then Jing Yuan started to suckle on your throbbing little spot.

"Mmghn- J-Jing Yuan! S'too s-sensitive.. anghuuugh~~! S-Sho' good! D-Don't stooppnmhn!"

You moaned out, but Blade seemed to be speeding up his thrusts. He used a hand to caress your face, making you look at him, even though your vision was cloudy, and you couldn't look at him fully.

"Come on, don't you think you can get my name out of your mouth too? Ah, Jing Yuan, this is a punishment for them, they were a bit naughty during my work phase."

Blade spoke to the both of you, bucking his hips up harder.

"B-Blade! pleaseeenghuhnmnh!"

You moaned, asking for release. Jing Yuan then started sucking even more sloppily- he used his hands to gently part your legs even farther.

It was a heavenly mix of rough and gentle, you couldn't ask for more.

Yet- both of them had the power to make you ask for even more.

"N-Need to c-cumgnhn! P-Please! H-Haven't I been so g-goodmngh~?"

You begged them, yet they were so stern. Atleast Blade was, unlike Jing Yuan.

"Blade, don't you think we should let our little darling cum?"

Jing Yuan asked, trying to persuade Blade. He then licked a fat stripe up your sex, that sweet little spot that greedily throbbed for their attention.

"Hm.. I supposed they were good."

Blade said, before suddenly pulling out. Why? You thought, but then-

He slammed it back in with force, so hard. He continued slamming it back in and out, pulling it out all the way before thrusting it deep inside.

Jing Yuan on the other hand got the hint, suddenly speeding up his sucks and licks, he kneaded your thighs with his hands, trying to stimulate you even further. You looked at Jing Yuan, seeing him looking at you with a gentle smile, which didn't match his speed right now at all. Blade on the other hand, you could feel him smirking- licking your neck and biting.

"C-Close- mhaaangh!~ L-Love you two s-so much!"

The feeling was too much- and they both went so feral after the "I love you" you spat out at them. Moaning loudly as you came, you felt Blade's thrusts slow and Jing Yuan's mouth retract itself from you.

"Hahhng...."

You breath out, before gasping as you felt Blade move suddenly again. You look at Jing Yuan, silently pleading hm to stop- but not really, it felt all too good. But then you notice Jing Yuan take off his pants too..

"Ready to take both of us, darling?"

Jing Yuan said. God, you would be sore as fuck in the morning.

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soft sex w jing yuan when ur upset and he just puts you on the bed taking his time kissing and worshipping you till your tired of all the foreplay and wish to move on and then he starts fucking you with his fingers while holding you close to him then after that.. he doesnt wanna overstimulate u unless u want it so he pulls out when ur about to cum but tells u beforehand that he wants u to cum on his cock so u dont get mad... and then he puts it in at the pace you want him to go and all the while hes worshipping you and wiping all your tears away caressing ur tear stained cheekd from earlier and u cry from how affectionate he is whispering things like "shh, shh, let it all out my love.." while thrusting his hips slowly in and out cuz tonight is all ab u :((

first smut thought.. uhm i wrote smuts before this btw i just never posted them

lmk if u want me to post them!! cuz the last one i wrote was blade putting u on full nelson while jing yuan eats u out