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In need of comfort, but I already posses the power to feel it for myself, by myself. I desire to be known and loved, supported even. But, I have all of that inside of me. I am my keeper, I am my heart. I am there when you need me. Searching for more is searching within. My soul is bright, my heart complains anyways, she knocks on the door of my mind and asks for an answer. My mind bears the key, my heart has the way, and my soul has the answers. I’m here. I’m here. I’m here. He may not be, but he doesn’t have to be. And that’s the beauty of finding myself to be the one for me.

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I miss you.

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I just want you to know, I’m proud of you. Despite being reminded that you are no longer a source of my happiness, I know you’re making others happy and that makes me happy. I’m happy to know you and all the good work you’re doing. I support you in this life and in the next, and I hope you support me too. I love you.

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Milk and honey “Outlook”

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I loved you and loved you and loved you. And all you did was just love me. I wasn’t enough for you but I find myself to be more than enough, even with you gone. I remind myself everyday of what I have become. It will not be lost to time, as I’ll hold onto the goodness and spark you gave me to continue having my fun. I hope you live in sorrow with your decision, however, thank you for time and my renewed ambition. It hasn’t been easy for me, and I’ve mourned you so, one of these days it’ll leave me and I’ll be in another chapter, another timeline, another world, living a different version of myself, not bothered with who we were. I loved you and loved you and loved you, and I know I’ll love more again. To whomever is lucky to have me for life, here’s happiness to the end.

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I wonder if you think about me loving you too.

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Thank you so much for everything, Issa. For everything. Just for being you.

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I didn’t know I would miss you so much, you’ve always been special to me, and I never knew why, but I can’t shake how lucky I am to have met you.

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“You know I got you.” — Insecure (HBO, 2016–)

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Robyn & Rakim💘

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feeling again

this melody reignites the light within me

it so gracefully captures my attention in a whirlwind of colorful unknowns

everything is painted

everything feels so new

this is a mode of transport, from here to there

there, the highest cloud, a portal that sparkles

ive managed to arrive at moments of unfathomable beauty

there is no destination, discovery at no end

to feel this way is a way of knowing

i replay the boundless dream forever

forever into fading

awareness...an arrow wound

i realize this journey is a destination i long to travel to 

to lose myself in u feels like peace

but i cannot leave a piece of me with u 

souls intertwining but never losing where they came from

I know how to find you now

just put this song on again

i will drift into a timeline i call Ours

will This timeline be Ours?

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I love myself, more and more each day. Take care of yourself always, you’re lovely. 💌