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Permanent Nobara 2010 パーマネント野ばら

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feeling gay and lonely again *opens ao3*

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a man making me feel so much that i wrote “I love you so much that I choke and my heart only beats to sound of you saying my name.” is probably the highest and lowest point of my life tbh

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All I've wanted was someone to cling to... to be by my side

Berserk (1997)

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I see you

🎨 by Aki (@akistrike)

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cause i’m tired of you, still tied to me

and i’m tired of you, too tired to leave

-Hard Times; Ethel Cain

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“you can never tell the truth,

but you can tell something that sounds like it”

-happy news for sadness; Car Seat Headrest

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goddamn manchild, you fucked me so good that i almost said “i love you”

-Lana Del Ray, Norman Fucking Rockwell

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Picture : Pinterest

The one who loves the moon still loves it even when it isn't there in the sky.

I wish to be that moon for someone.

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i hate that i have a body

and i hate that it’s something people perceive

i hate that my stomach isn’t stuck to my back

so much that i cringe when i eat

i’ll never be a “real woman”

but i’ll be too much woman to be loved

when i shove my face into my pillow

ii can’t tell if i wanna cry or be smoth- ered

i’m so beautiful and i feel so deeply

but i live in a world of the gorgeous and empty

and i’m never first, second, or third pick

not until they need me

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“I've made my peace, I'm dead, I'm done

I watch you live to have my fun

I root for you, I love you”

Valentine- Fiona Apple

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am i depressed

or do i just need a nap

my heart is aching

and it’s racing

and i want to sleep

but the only thing eyes can do

is let tears run and fly

all over the place

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Mieko Kawakami, from 'Heaven'

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Anis Mojgani, “To the Sea”

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June Gehringer, “EARTH IS AN ANAGRAM FOR HEART, U FUCKING IDIOTS”

[Text ID: “I don’t want to talk about it. / I want to lie in what little grass remains / and try to fit your heart inside of mine.”]