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Real. I've lived my whole life being very aware that I had to either be skilled enough to get a job I love or be miserable for my entire life and it's only gotten more real as time has gone on. It's such an intense dread. Love arnold.

Arnold from Fnaf: Secret of the Mimic

Poor man needs a raise and some sleep.

I find fnaf to be compelling now as an adult in a different way than I did as a kid, with the horror aspects I find most intriguing being the existential dread of being extorted into dangerous situations by large corporations and knowing you are completely disposable to them. The security guard and the handyman are therefore more interesting than the animatronics to me :3

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Doodle of Horace and Alan from my Appalachian horror project :D Horace is the tall one and Alan is the depressed rat. Ignore the derpy ass deer above them jskskd

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Me when I've dealt a rune idk I've never played the game before

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Working on that god forsaken deer project a bit. We have some lore in the works. For example, this man's name is Alan Liddell :D here we seen Alan is waiting to be rescued by the national wildlife rangers. The old building he's found himself by has some goodies to indulge in to pass the time, though.

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If you want to hate watch stuff, pirate it! Then you're doubly hating on it by committing a crime!! Do NOT support these evil corporations because of "spite against them" you're only giving them reason to make more garbage (your money)

"im going to see lilo and stitch tomorrow at the cinema so i can see how bad it is and laugh at it"

YOU ARE STILL GIVING THEM MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Arnold from Fnaf: Secret of the Mimic

Poor man needs a raise and some sleep.

I find fnaf to be compelling now as an adult in a different way than I did as a kid, with the horror aspects I find most intriguing being the existential dread of being extorted into dangerous situations by large corporations and knowing you are completely disposable to them. The security guard and the handyman are therefore more interesting than the animatronics to me :3

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Dolly…….

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Saw some pots at the store. Turned em into lil guys.

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Been out for a couple years now and it's weird how a few days ago I was for the first time weirdly excited about pride month. Why now? Nothing's changed :0

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I hate how despite the years,

the smallest, unrelated words remind me of you,

and the shadow your absence casts upon my days,

and the hollow your apathy left in my heart,

and every single time I feel this hot, trembling pain bore a hole in my chest the size of my fist that makes me bleed,

Bleed out the joy I used to associate with your laughter like sickly sweet, rotten bile.

It hurts to miss you because I don't want to.

I made fast friends with the loneliness you left behind for me, but despite the peace of knowing you and I will never have to meet again,

I can't help but wonder if you still love me

The way I never stopped loving you.

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Doodle of them

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More concepts for my horror project thing. Genuine don't know where I'm going with this.

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Some tattoo design ideas for a friend :3

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Ademir 10 seconds before disaster

A shot from me short film project I hastily made before my demoreel project ":)

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Kablooey practice

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YEAAAAAAAAAAH