Hello, my name is Lucy and I obviously have no idea how to blog. I've been wanting to do this for awhile because I feel like I want to have my own story told. I'm just your everyday average person but I do want to talk about my own personal struggles and the adventures I go on. Even if no one ever follows me that's okay because I want to do this for myself. This is a story of me when I decided to start my life over and live for myself. Instagram: lusc1ouslucy YouTube: lusc1ouslucy (coming soon)
I don’t know why people give me such a hard time for staying in a hostel. Like bitch I’m poor but I want to travel too. And I’m never in the room anyways so why do I need a booshie ass hotel room when I’m never gonna be there. I do my research and read reviews before I book any place. So far I haven’t had any issues with the ones I’ve stayed at.
My roommate told me out of nowhere that she couldn’t do this anymore. We were supposed to be moving to our new place in less than a week. I took off a bunch of days off work for this move. We’d already signed a one year lease months ago. I’m like what the fuckk??? How could she all of a sudden change her mind like that. Now I’m stuck with no where to live. I can’t afford to live in Colorado by myself. Everywhere is expensive, doesn’t matter which city you are in. It’s so depressing to know that someone else can affect my life so much. It’s really frustrating. I wish I could afford my own place but I just truly can’t. I’m not sure what I’m going to do.
I’m really looking forward to going hiking again because it’s been awhile since I’ve gone. The thought of a cougar stalking me is still in the back of my mind so I’m slightly worried. Im also going to be buying some bear mace. I know the obvious choice would be to buy a gun but I’m too poor to be doing that right now.
It really sucks to know that I’m not happy with my current weight but I’m also not happy with dieting and exercise. I know it’s all a mental thing but I do suffer from a health condition that makes it hard to lose weight and it’s really frustrating. I know it’s 90% diet but for me personally I have to eat healthy AND work out. I also have to follow a certain diet to be able to lose weight. It’s just frustrating. Why can’t it be easier? Why can’t I be happy with eating healthy and working out?
St Mary’s Fall. Hell yeah I finally did this hike! The waterfall is pretty much all the way to the top. I think it took us around four and a half hours round trip
When I first moved to Colorado I was always sooooooo freaking annoyed with people being so hyped about hiking. It’s like anytime I talked to someone it was hiking, everyone on dating sites was like I go hiking every day. Blah blah. So annoying. But now I’m always going hiking. What happened?!?? I’ve turned into one of them 😱
- me trying to justify myself-
I like to go hiking now because it’s so refreshing and it’s FREEEEEEEE. I hate going to the super popular places so I always try to go to places that aren’t as well known. I think when there are so many people on the same trail it’s kind of weird.
Today I’m going BACK to St. Mary’s fall. I fucking swear if we get lost again I’ll fucking lose it.