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[maeblack]

“Falling for me, y/n?“

Paring: Draco Malfoy x reader

Warnings: mentions of alcohol, making out and sex (no smut)

also, English is not my first language and I’m doing my best, so please be patient with me and be warned :)

Wordcount: 4500

Summary: sometimes a party reveals more secrets than expected

Loud voices, high laughter, and the overwhelming bass from the music streamed through the door as it swung open. I felt the heavy beat in my belly, and for a moment, I just enjoyed the life of the party. I always loved the vibe our houseparties had. My gaze searched through the crowd of people in our commonroom.
The couches, which normally stood in the middle, were now standing along the walls to make room for the dance floor. On the head of the room, in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, stood long tables that built the bar with snacks and many drinks. Where else was I supposed to spot my friends?
„Heyy what are we drinking?“ I asked as I reached them. „Finally“ exclaimed Pansy. „What took you so long?“ muttered Daphne „you missed all the drama“. „What drama?“ I asked, the curiosity literally burning in my chest. „First, you need a drink“ announced Pansy and handed me grinning a blue cup. The firewhiskey tingled in my throat as I took a sip. Pansy lowered her voice, and I stepped closer. Nervously, I took a few more sips while Pansy started to report her observations. 
„No way“ a shocked laugher left my lips, „as if she got on her knees for him in the corridor“. Whereupon she nodded eagerly. „Maybe he had a very urgent need“ Daphne joked. „How did you know?“ I asked. „Theo and Draco were on their way, grabbing some snacks“ she responded grinning. „And caught them?“ „And caught them,“ she confirmed. „The moment they came back was hilarious“ Pansy laughed. „But I felt also a bit sorry for them“ Daphne confessed, “it was embarrassing“. „Yeah, kind of…“ Pansy shrugged.

„And where are the boys now?“ I asked innocently as my gaze flew around the room, not only to avoid Pansy's. In my eye corner I saw her expression changing like I expected. „Haven‘t seen him since then,“ she said. Suspicious. „What about your lover?“ I asked teasing as I gazed at Pansy, who raised her brows. „Which one do you mean?“ she grinned. She had a thing with a few boys, everyone knew that. Some were just kissing at a party, some were one-night stands, and then there was Blaise. The thing they had was a bit different. Not only the fact that the two of them shared the same friend group. Which means they see each other more often than anybody else. It’s also a bit weird that on some days they act like nothing has happened between them and on others they’re flirting nonstop. And it always ends with make-out sessions or sex.
I grinned as I answered, „the one you sneak away with later on“. „I haven’t decided yet“ she said innocently and looked around, as if she were checking her options for the night. „Oh, I think he already has“ Daphne interfered sweetly. Our gazes followed hers.
Blaise sat on one of the black couches with a few boys from our house and a girl, who clenched on him. Her fingertips traced his biceps as she brightly smiled at him. I suppressed laughter as Pansy uttered that she would go dancing. Her jealousy quickly turned into confidence. No ten seconds on her way, a boy from Ravenclaw, I think, was stuck to her.
If she wanted to make Blaise jealous, she was doing her thing well. Because the moment he noticed her dancing around the dark-haired boy in her short black dress, he pulled the girl into his lap. 

My gaze automatically flew around the room again, searching for the platinum-haired boy I'd waited to see the whole evening. And the moment I recognized him in the crowd, my heart jumped and a smile appeared on my lips. „I will be right back…“ I shortly said. „I will observe the incoming drama on the couch over there“ Daphne nodded mischievously before I made my way through the dancing people.
Just a few steps away, from hugging Draco from behind, I recognized the girl he was talking to. Astoria was standing right in front of him, laughing and playing with a stain of her dark hair. My face fell and the next moment I felt so dump for the smile that was stick to my face. Immediately, I slowed my steps down and stopped, not sure what to do now.
Draco had his back to me and Astoria was more than busy to stare at Draco. They wouldn‘t notice if I turned on my heel, I decided while already turning around.
„Heyyy“ Theo exclaimed cheerfully and wrapped his arm around my shoulders. „What‘s up?“ he asked and took the bottle of whiskey from his hand to his mouth. „Nothing… just Draco flirting with Astoria“ I uttered, but my answer got more and more swallowed by the cup of firewhiskey I pressed against my lips as I realized how honest my answer was. The firewhiskey burned in my throat as I took a sip.
„Mhm, I see“ he nodded as he followed my gaze. „But how can you tell?“ he asked concentrated, focusing the two of them. „Tell what?“ I questioned. „If he’s flirting with her… he has his back to us. Maybe he's super bored and wants us to save him…“ he explained amused.
„Mhm“ I hummed as I thought about his words.


„We will never know“ I shrugged and pushed the doubt a side, ready to take another sip from the drink in my hand. „Oh, if you like to know, we can find out“ Theo now suggested. Hundreds of possible ways flew through my mind. One's worse than the other. He must have interpreted my expression correctly because he started to explain his suggestion „first and easiest way: we can just go over and look what happens“. „Thats a horrible idea“ I groaned. „Okay, then whats yours?“ he countered, well known I had none. After a few seconds of thinking, I replied „You can just ask him“. „Wow, I see… Your idea is so much better“ he laughed sarcastically. „Why?“ I questioned. „Why the hell should he tell me?“ Theo said like it‘s the craziest shit he ever heard. „Because you’re one of his best mates?“ I said, not getting where exactly the problem was. „And what? You think we‘re sitting together in his bed after the party and talking about the hot girls we’ve seen and talked to?“ he asked laughing. „Yeah?“ I said, well knowing they do. „Okay, okay, you’re right… But Draco likes to keep some things for himself… like the thing with you… And you know that“ he explained, squeezing me in his grip. I felt blood rise to my cheeks at his words. ‚The thing with me‘? Do we were ‚a thing‘? And if that’s the case, are those Theo’s or Draco’s words?
The moment I'd found the right words to ask, Theo shook his head „ask him, not me“. I pursed my lips pouting. But Theo's face stayed straight. I looked over to where Draco and Astoria stood. The moment I did, Astoria laid her hands on Draco's shoulders and drew circles with her fingers on the skin of his neck. A shiver ran down my back and my mouth tasted bitterer than after the firewhiskey.


„I like that song… want to dance?“ Theo asked and a big grin appeared on his face. He didn‘t wait for my answer. I just managed to place my cup on one of the tables as he suddenly dragged me, with his arm still around my shoulders, deeper into the dancing crowd again. When we got there, he took his arm away to grab my hand. I giggled as he unexpectedly spinned me around. The firewhiskey obviously doing his thing as my head began to feel dizzy. For the next songs Theo and I were dancing, laughing and drinking. The last one mostly because Theo still had his bottle with firewhiskey.
As one of my favorite songs was played, Theo twirled me again. But this time I lost my balance and stumbled a few steps back. Theo tried laughing to catch me from falling over my own feet. But he horribly failed, thanks to the firewhiskey on this point. Still laughing, now mostly about Theo, I caught my balance again. As I was about to tell Theo how bad the combo of dancing and firewhiskey obviously was, someone bumped into me, which brought me down again. I tried to reach something I could hold on to, but I found nothing. Panic rushed through me, first slowly, but then it floated through my whole body. Seconds before I touched the ground, I felt someone grabbing me. My heavy breathing slowed down as I felt the grip tighten around my body. Feeling the safe ground under my feet again, I turned around.
Heat rose to my cheeks as I faced the one and only Draco Malfoy. His hands now resting on my waist, sending shivers through my body. His platinum-blond hair was a bit messier than usual. A few strands fell into his eyes, which held this beautiful blue gray that always reminded me of the deepest ocean. We stood so close, I could feel his smell of mint and apples surrounding me. It felt too perfect to be real. And as his lips formed a grin, I had to smile.


„Falling for me, y/n??“ he asked cocky. His voice raspy as he yelled over the music. If possible, my cheeks heated up even more. His words slowly reaching my mind. But before I could mouth an answer, I was interrupted by someone energetically clearing their throat. The magical moment passed. I blinked a few times before I realized it was Astoria who stood right beside us. Her tone overwhelming high as she raised her voice at Draco by calling his name. He turned his head to look at her, but his hands didn‘t move. His face unreadable. Astoria herself instead, was like an open book. She stood there staring at Draco, not saying a word. With her arms crossed while tapping her right foot on the ground, she looked like a pouting little child. „What?“ Draco snapped. His harsh tone surprised me. „Are you finished?“ she asked reproachfully. „With what?“ he asked, a touch of amusement in his voice now. „Flirting with other girls than me?“ she said uncomprehendingly. He slightly chuckled. And I nearly choked on my suppressed laughter. Her eyes now burning holes into Draco’s. But he made no moves to let go of me. So she addressed her speech to me: „We had a moment and if you don’t mind, I would like to go back dancing with Draco“. Her voice a mixture of anger and jealousy. „Oh, I see… I don’t want to stop you“ I said amused, rising my hands sarcastically in defense. Her eyes glared furiously. Softly, I pushed Dracos hands away from me.


A few seconds later, I realized what I was doing. I avoided the confrontation. I was scared of his decision. So I decided for him. Bravo y/n. The one time you had the chance to get your answer, you ran away. But now there was no going back to where his hands rested on my waist. The way he held me, I was about to melt in his grip. But at least Astoria was as jealous as I was.
Draco brought me back to reality as I caught a look at him. He stared at me as if I were the one shouting at him. I quickly looked away. „Enjoy your ‚moment,“ I announced sweetly while eyeing Astoria. I took a few steps back before I turned around to walk away. My checks burning from the heat.
Theo stood a little further away, waiting for me to pass before he followed me. I sat down on the couch beside daphne. Blaise had left. He stood at the bar. But one of the boys he was talking to now chatted with Daphne. Theo leaned against the couch across from me while he eyed me. The corner of his mouth twitched into a half-grin as he began „well…“. „Just say nothing,“ I groaned as I let my head fall back.

„Oh Merlin“ Blaise exclaimed as he let himself fall on the couch next to where Theo leaned. „Where’s your fangirl?“ Theo asked raising his eyebrows amused „did she have bedtime?“. „Ha ha“ Blaise said, „unfortunately not. She’s at the bar, grabbing some drinks“. „Or updating her bestie on how it’s going with you,“ I assumed as I watched her walking besides Astoria giggling.
Draco stood at the bar, emptying a few shots with two boys, I recognized as his quidditch mates. God, he looked so good. Not only the way he laughed as he joked around, but also his damn hot figure. How he leaned against the bar while he finished his drink. And as he walked by, I noticed under his rolled-up sleeves his muscles twitching as he played with the silver rings on his fingers. „Is it getting hot in here, or is it just me?“ Pansy joked as she reached us, her eyes rested knowingly on me. „Don’t know what you’re talking about,“ I said while straightening my back and tearing my gaze away from Draco. „Sure,“ she grinned. As she stumbled towards me, she accidentally threw an empty bottle from the desk between the couches. Slowly, she kneeled on the ground, grabbing the bottle and offering Blaise the perfect view of her ass. I rolled my eyes. „What a bad accident,“ I whispered sarcastically as she took her seat beside me. „Yes, I can’t explain it myself how that could happen,“ she whispered back, her smile innocent as she searched for my gaze. „Sure,“ I said, like she did earlier.

„Okay guys, let’s play truth or dare,“ Pansy announced cheerfully after her gaze fell on the empty bottle, which still rested in her hands.
A few mutters were the first thing heard, but as Pansy placed the bottle on the desk and started spinning it, more chatters went silent and the people around us turned their heads and joined us.
Even Astoria dragged Draco towards us and took a seat on one of the couches around the desk. Her friend, better known as ‚Blaise little girlfriend of the night’ was already on her way to set herself next to Blaise again as Theo suddenly jumped over the back of the couch and placed himself where she was about to sit down. "Sorry, Harper, right? This seat is already taken,“ he announced sugar sweet, earning a gaze from Blaise, which I interpreted as thankful? She growled slightly, but as she looked around and scanned every one of our faces, she swallowed her anger down and walked back to sit next to Astoria. The moment she sat down, the bottle came to a stop.


„Blaise, mate,“ Theo exclaimed as he padded him on the shoulder „it’s your turn“.
„Oh, hold on,“ Daphne suddenly interjected, as Blaise opened his mouth to give an answer. She took her wand out and mumbled a few words before the light of the candle on the desk in front of us went blue for a moment. I was amused, she did this trick to scare the people who were new to our game every single time. „And what was that for exactly?“ Astoria asked and locked eyes with her sister. „Oh, I forgot you never played with us before,“ Daphne teased before she started her explanation. „Shortly said: If you're not answering truthfully, the candle becomes blue again. So everyone knows when you’re lying or if you're answering the question wrong“. We all knew that Daphnes ‚spell‘ was just a trick, but anyone who was new to our game never wanted to risk finding out. „Aha,“ Astoria made thoughtfully, „and then?“. „Then you have to do a punishment“ Draco dared ominously. The way he dramatically raised his eyebrows made me grin. Astoria and Harper nodded quickly. „Good, then back to the game,“ Tracy announced, clapping her hands. „Truth or dare, Blaise?“ she smirked. „Truth“ he replied shortly.
„What about your little girlfriend?“ Pansy spoke while captivated him with her gaze „Will she get some dick tonight?“. Harper's face immediately took on a dark red shape.

„Is that your question or the question for the game?“ Blaise questioned back dryly. „Are you a shy first year, or will you answer the question?“ Daphne pointed it out. A few chuckles were heard and Blaise scoffed before he answered „Who knows?" „That’s your answer? Really mate?“ Draco taunted, leaning back into the pillows on the couch „I think that’s not enough for a game of truth and dare“. „Yes, for this answer, he deserves the first punishment,“ Gregory spoke up. „Okay“ Pansy nodded. „But the candle didn’t go blue“ Harper's overly high voice was merely heard through the other chatter. „The candle doesn’t decide everything in this game“ I verified, „it can only say if it’s the truth or not and not if it’s a real answer to the question he's been asked or not“. She nodded quickly. „Okay, silence now“ blustered Daphne „Pansy spun the bottle, so she decides“. Pansy smiled contentedly. „Maybe we just have to bring you two in the right mood so next time we get the right answer,“ she purred. Blaise was already rolling his eyes at her. „I think I will get multiple of chances that you will do what I want you to do tonight, but first of all, I think you want to take your shirt off,“ she explained her dare. Without complaints, Blaise stood up. His eyes burning holes into Pansy’s. As he was about to take off his shirt, she interrupted him again. "You don’t have to look at me. It’s her you want to attract. I’m dripping for you anyway“ she pointed out before she leaned back and crossed her legs. A murmur went around at her declaration. Blaise's mouth twitched for an imperceptible second. Then he turned around to face Harper while he took off his shirt. At the moment, her cheeks shone bright red again, but moments before, she was pearl white. Poor girl. But Pansy was not to be trifled with.

Theo whistled as Blaise took his seat again. „Shut the fuck up“ he growled. Theo grinned and wiggled his eyebrows at me as I looked over. „Okay, next!“ cheered Tracy. Blaise spun the bottle.
The next rounds disclosed that Tracy and Gregory had sex after our last party and that Gregory hadn’t kissed anyone since then. Because he had to make out with his last kiss and Tracey ended up sitting on his lap, snogging until Blaise and Astoria were done with the next two rounds. „I bet this party ends the same as the last one“ Daphne whispered towards me. I nodded grinning. „You two can stop now, the dare is over,“ Astoria taught as she leaned forward to spin the bottle again.

„Draco“ pansy drawled. „Truth or dare“ Astoria challenged. She nervously tapped her tiptoes on the ground as she smiled up at him. Her fingers traced down the muscles in his arm as she held his hand in her lap. With the other hand, Draco stroked his hair out of his eyes before he answered „dare“. „I want to give you the opportunity to kiss the person you desire the most,“ she offered, her voice was nearly melodically, probably from the shots she had to empty as her dare a few minutes ago. „I think it’s time for us to make it official now…“ Theo announced dramatically. Whereupon, Draco made a face toward him and Theo sent him an air kiss in respond. Astoria rolled her eyes at him. Before she mischievously glared up at Draco again. I swallowed hard. It's impossible that the bottle had to stop at Draco when it’s her turn. After a few seconds of silence, Draco cleared his throat and was about to stand up. With the fact that Astoria still clenched on his arm, she also got up. Her cheeks now a few shades darker than before. „Oh, I think you misinterpreted my gesture... You don’t have to get up, Astoria“ Draco informed her, his voice sweet. I blink a few times before I realize what he just said. A burst of laughter escaped Pansy’s throat.

Astoria seemed to need time to process the whole situation too, she still stood there, not knowing what to do. „Oh, that was an own goal“ remarked Theo grinning. Draco softly freed his arm and took a step away from the couch, while Astoria slowly took a seat. Her face emotionless and her gaze straight to the ground. The fact that Draco didn’t choose her consumed my mind. „Y/n“ Daphne whispered sharply and nudged me in the side. „Hm?“ I answered absently. As I looked up again, I met these beautiful ocean eyes. Draco stood right in front of me, holding his hand out. I hesitated. My mind felt dizzy. „Y/n…“ His voice reached my mind slowly. „If you don’t want to kiss me, that’s okay, but just say that... Otherwise, it will be a bit embarrassing if I stand here any longer“ Draco said cocky. Slowly, I let my fingers sink into his warm hand. Quickly, he pulled me to my stand. Because of the tight space between the couch and the desk, I already stood so close to him that his whole warm figure heated me up and his scent surrounded me again. I nearly forgot all the others around us as Draco stared down at me. One of his hands held my waist and pulled me even closer, the other one titling up my chin. Shivers running down my back as I got lost in the moment. Then he slowly leaned down. His lips crashed softly into mine. After a few seconds of just enjoying the butterflies in my belly, my hands slowly found their way into his soft hair. His slight curls were softer than I ever imagined. And the next moment, I could taste him. His tongue slipped into my mouth, curiously discovering everything, always demanding more. And suddenly, he was gone.

Slowly, I opened my eyes. Draco seemed to suppress his heavy breathing. He took a step back and let go of me. As if he had suddenly realized that we weren’t alone and that everything was part of the game. And if nothing had happened, he walked back to his seat. For a few moments, which felt like centuries, I just stood there, processing what just happened and why it ended so abruptly. Slowly, I slid down on the couch. Draco had already spun the bottle again and was now finishing his drink eagerly. „Wow,“ Pansy purred „I‘m correcting my supposition from before… That was hot“.

I was in trance. The overwhelming feeling of the kiss still rested on my lips and even heavier in my belly. The butterflies were going crazy in there. And my throat went drier and drier with every moment I thought about the kiss and especially why it ended so fast. „I need some air“ I announced, as I was already on my way. „But we’re playing,“ Tracy criticized. „But if you’re snogging most time of the game it’s okay?“ Pansy questioned, her voice snippy. Tracy muttered something about how it’s hard to control herself with alcohol rushing through her veins before she spun the bottle again.
A breeze of cold air surrounded my body as I stepped outside. The music, laughter, and chatter from the party died out as the door slammed shut. My gaze high up in the dark midnight sky while I leaned against the cold stones of the wall and slid down to sit on the ground.


„Y/n“ I frightened so heavy that my heart skipped a beat. „Fucking hell“ I cursed while turning my head around in shock. My hands still resting against my chest as I tried to calm my breathing. Draco closed the door and smiled apologetic, "Sorry, I didn’t want to scare you“. I nodded, not knowing what to do or say otherwise.
„Can I… sit with you?“ he asked. His voice a soft whisper. I nodded again before he placed himself next to me. While he did, his leg touched mine, cursing the butterflies in my belly to dance again. After the loss of warmth, my body was arching for his even more.


An oppressive silence fell over us while his last words hung in the air. Nervously, I fiddled with the rings on my fingers. My eyes searched up the stars in the sky as if I would find my answers in them. He did the same.
After minutes, which felt like hours, he scratched the back of his neck before he started to speak up again „Y/n I…“. „You don’t have to explain yourself." I  was surprised myself as I heard my voice „it was a game and just a game“. My voice sounded a bit snippier than I wanted. He parted his lips to say something, but closed them again. I inhaled deeply before I spoke: „I just wanted to declare it doesn’t have to mean anything. I understand if you’re just wanted to reject Astoria or whatever“. „Mhm… But what if I want it to mean something?“ he asked, a smile twitching in the corners of his lips as I looked over again. The butterflies in my belly danced heavily as his words reached my mind. And as he tore away his gaze from the sky to lock eyes with me, I realized how close we were as I discovered shades of blue I was never able to see in his eyes. His breath tickled the tip of my nose as he came almost unnoticeably closer. „Falling for me again, y/n?“ his voice not more than a bare whisper. And as if my body wanted to confirm this, I closed the distance between us and connected our lips again.

[maeblack]

„God, I love the way my name sounds, if you moan it like this, cara mia“

Paring: Theodore Nott x reader

Warnings: smut and a bit dominant Theo

also, English is not my first language and I’m doing my best, so please be patient with me and be warned :)

Word count: 2508

Summary: sometimes jealousy leads to hot shower sex and affirmations

„Theo?!“ my voice echoed from the walls like my steps. Which became even quicker as I neared myself to the boys change room. Where the hell was he? Without a knocking I swung the door open. A few curses were heard and every pair of eyes laid on me, as I passed the few still changing boys.

„Y/n, what gives us the honor to welcome you in our secret place of hottness?“ Draco purred as he leans against the wall near his locker. The black towel around his waist hung dangerously loosely. Which exposed his well trained body and didn’t left many space for imagination what’s underneath. As i didn’t respond, he spoke up again „you like what you see?“ he teased. „Unfortunately yes, but i‘m not here for you, Malfoy“ I explained sweetly.

While I snaked past him, I mocked: „sorry, I think you need to wait for the next pretty girl, who crosses your way, if you’re half naked, to suck the life out of your dick“. A few chuckles filled the moist air. „This beautiful case happens not as rare as you might think lovely y/n“ he responded as he turned around to face me. I had stopped in front of Theo’s open locker. „Sure Malfoy“ I muttered absent, as I scanned the things in front of me. The quidditch uniform hung on the open locker door. That meant he‘s not in the hospital wing. Good. So he doesn’t have to go there twice on a day when I’m done with him.

But his favorite black sweater also still hung in the locker. So he weren’t already back in his dorm. Or hers. Which was the actual reason I was here. „Where is he?“ i questioned snippy. „I don’t know who you talking about, if you have such an attitude“ Draco shrugged. I inhaled sharp. „my dearest friend Draco, it would be very nice, if you tell me where I can find Theodore“ I declared with a fake smile in my face, my voice still snippy. „Hm I don’t know, if I would be a good friend to him, if I tell you where he is, when you are that mad at him“ Draco explained while he pulled his shirt over his head. „I just want to know, if this whore is with him“ I revealed trough clenched teeth. Silence. „He‘s still in the shower“ he informed me grinning „I don’t know if he’s alone“. „Oh“ I said. My voice sounded more uncertain as intended. Draco chuckled. „Naw if you‘re scared to go in, you can still accept my offer“ he teased, while he fiddled on the towel around his waist. „No thanks“ I admitted quick „I’m already a big girl and I can handle my jealousy alone“. With this I turned on my heal and went straight into the shower room.

The moment I stepped in, the humidity increased immeasurably. The room was filled in steam fog, which enveloped Theo’s tall figure. He stood with his back to me under one of the showers in the back of the elongated room. He was alone. An indescribable burden fell from my heart. The stream of water washed around his body as I came closer. With one hand on the wall, he supported himself, while his dark brown curls hung into his closed eyes. My anger was floated away as my eyes scanned ever millimeter of his gorgeous body. No hickeys. Just his cute freckles all along his neck down to his shoulders. The butterflies in my belly did some flips as they went crazy. The muscles on his back twitching, as he lifted his head and stretched it towards the heated water. The space in between my tights already as wet as the air around us. „Do you want to keep staring at me or will you join me?“ Theo’s husky voice reached my brain. I nervously cleared my throat. He chuckled raspy, which send shivers down my spine. He would be the death of me, I already knew it. Why did I thought I would be able to yell at him while he‘s IN SHOWER? Only the thought about his body made me numb. And now I was more than able to see everything. God

A few moments must have passed since my voice was lastly heard, because now I was the one with a raspy whispering voice. „I was searching for you“. It sounded sweet. Merlin. I was pissed until I took the step inside the shower room. Since when did Theodore Nott made me that weak?

„Aha“ he made slowly, bringing me back to reality. „Then congratulations… you found me“ he purred while he let his head fell back. My body heated up even more. How could someone look that good? It was a curse and blessing together to have this beautiful sight of him. „Then what do you want from me, if it’s not joining me?“ he asked again. For a moment I was confused myself. „If you just wanted to know where I am, you could have asked somebody? You didn’t have to follow me into the shower…“ he added. „Oh yeah?“ I snipped. My voice had its force back. „Maybe your new fangirl could have told me where you are! But oh wait, I forgot, she left together with you“. With every word I talked myself back in anger again. For a few seconds the water streaming on the floor was the only thing heard. He chuckled quietly as he shook his head slightly.

Only as he turned around to face me, I noticed how close I stood. The water from his hair dropped on my face as I glanced up at him. My eyes still sparkled aggressively. But as I got lost in his deep brown hazel eyes, I felt my knees go weak again. My breath went hard. The anger still slightly cocking in my veins. But I got more and more distracted as my gaze followed the tiny watersprinkles which made their way down his face. It looked so magical.

„Is there someone jealous?“ he questioned after his eyes had searched along my whole face. His voice unfathomable, which made my heart twitch. I wasn’t sure what to say. Could I admit that I am jealous? Am I allowed to be jealous? Actually not. We weren’t together. He wasn’t mine. And I wasn’t his. God why am I even here then?

In the shower. While he‘s completely naked. And I’m fully dressed.

The second I thought about it, was the first moment I could feel the hot water streaming down at me, even though I stood like this for minutes. After this determination my eyes flew automatically down my soaked wet cloths. And with this, down his body too. His incredibly defined abs peaked out his upper body. I fought against the instinct to slid my fingertips along them. His cock already standing hard. Which made me bite my lower lip while I felt my mid already clenching.

„Y/n“ His voice brought my attention back to his lips. „Why are you here?“ he asked urgently. My voice trembled as I started to mouth an answer „I just had to make sure if you’re here. With her.“ „and then?“ he questioned darkly. I shivered. „What do you thought we would do here together?“ he continued his asking. „I -“ I started searching for the right words. „Go on little y/n“ he purred „tell me your naughty thoughts“. I swallowed hard against my dry throat. Why did he had such an effect on me? Even if it would be possible not to think about his hard cock. Which now slightly tipped against my mid as he came closer to tug my hair behind my ear. I melted under his touch and my whole body burned.

„Tell me what you thought we were doing in here“ he demanded.

I gathered all my courage as I spoke up. „After I saw how she undressed you with her looks on the pitch, I thought I would find her on her knees for you. Sucking your dick like you deserve after the good match“ I explained as I lifted my chin towards him. „Aha“ he hummed, his voice melodically. A grin drawn on his lips. „You think I deserve a naughty little whore who sucks my dick?“ he questioned. I nodded. „And why in this case you wanted to stop her?“ Theo asked taunting. „Because it’s my job“ I said, not knowing where his sudden confident came from. „Aha“ he repeated his answer from before. This time his grin grew even bigger.

„Then I won’t hold you back any longer… do what you’re here for“ Theo crooned. His left hand, which loosely hung in my hair after he tugged it behind, grabbed deeper in my strains and pushed me slightly down on my knees. My mouth milliliters away from his dick. I looked up through my lashes and locked eyes with him as I straddled his cock with my fingers. I admired the changing expression in his face as I licked his tip. He breathed in sharp as I took his hard cock in my mouth. His soft skin unter my tongue made me melt. And as his groans filled the air, my mid was dripping for him.

„Oh Merlin - y/n“ he groaned trough clenched teeth as I took him all in „you do your job fucking good“. As his muscle twitched he withdrew from my mouth and pulled me back to my stand. His hand still grabbed with full force in my hair as he brought me in front of his lips. Every inch of my body ached for him. „And now, amore mio? What happens next in your dirty little mind?“ Theo’s voice dagging deep into my brain. „I want to feel you“ I admit while locking eyes with him. His intense stare made my body melt in pure pleasure. And as his lips formed into a grin, I knew my deepest desire would come true. Slowly he closed the last gab between us and placed his soft lips demandingly on mine. Our lips moved so sync I thought I‘ve already kissed him a hundred times. His other hand found it’s place on my waist to pull me even closer, so every part of my body could feel his. And how I could feel his body. His cock pressed hard agains my belly while he pressed me against him and my back on the cold wall behind us. I wanted to melt together with him and stay like this forever.

But my aching mid reminded me of what I really needed. „Theo“ I managed to say under my heavy breathing „I want you inside of me“. His eyes sparkled furiously as he took a step back. „If you take off your cloths for me, I will do anything for you to make you feel as good as you made me feel, while my dick fucked your beautiful mouth“ he said and his voice sounded like honey. In trance I took of my all wet sweater. It fell to the ground with a muffled noice. Then I opened the zip of my skirt, which made it slid down my legs slowly. Never breaking eye contact with his beautiful hazel eyes. Patient he waited as I unclipsed my bra until I freed my breasts. Suddenly he was right in front of me. His lips on my neck, searching for my sweet spots, making me gasp. His hands all around me. His fingertips softly caressed my burning skin. And his tip pressing against my soaked panties. „So wet for me already, cara mia?“ he said sweetly „and I have barely touched you yet“. „Mhm“ I mumbled. I was about to melt in his hands. Only the nickname he called me made me weak.

And then there were his soft lips sucking on my neck, leaving marks, everyone could see the next day. But I don’t care. I wanted to be his. And I wanted everyone to see. Slowly he kissed himself down to my breasts. The moment he took my nipple in his mouth to play with his tongue, I know, I must be in heaven. I moaned out his name. His hands rooming my body and sliding down my panties. „Theo, please“ I pleaded. As he didn’t responded nor did anything else than before, the aching pain in my mid grew bigger. I whimpered again until he let go of my breast and looked deep in my eyes, while he came closer. Right in front of my lips he stopped and whispered: „I like it when you plead for my dick“. Then he closed the gap between us again and kissed me. This time his tongue become even more forceful than before and I could only bare imagine, how it would feel to have his tongue playing with my pearl. The moment I tought about it, I felt his thumb where I needed him the most. I gasped as he quickly rubbed against it. My whimpers became moans at the sudden intense feeling. And as the feeling in my stomach grew bigger and bigger I started to moan out his name again. Whereupon he locked eyes with me. „God, I love the way my name sounds, if you moan it like this, cara mia“ he whispered. Only his words were enough to push me over the edge.

But he didn’t give me time to ride out my orgasm. Instead he pressed his tip on my pulsating clit and cared it along my entrance before he spoke again: „and because you moaned my name so beautifully, I want to know how it sounds, if I give you a reason to scream it“. With this he pushed his tip deep inside of me. With one hand on the wall and the other around my throat, he supported himself as he drove deeper with every thrust, while he fucked me against the wall. And as he said, with the feeling of his hard dick pumping into me, he made me scream his name over and over again. As he pleased spots I never new even existed, he made me reach one high after the other.

One of my hands searching for support in his dark curls, while my finders played with his strains. The other one laid on his shoulder, digging my nails in his soft skin. As his trusts became harder, he broke the connection to my neck, where he drew a masterpiece of his affection. „Since I heard you scream my name, amore mio, I don’t want to hear anyone else say it like that ever again“ he confessed breathlessly between his trusts. The nickname and the affirmation pushed me over the edge again. I whimpered and clenched around him, which dragged him with me into his orgasm. „I‘ll moan it for you anytime… I‘m all yours Theodore“ I whispered trembling in his ear, which made him groan as he nestled his face between my neck and my hair.

[maeblack]

„Yeah love?

- some deep desire you want to tell me?“

Paring: young Sirius Black x reader

Warnings: includes smut –> teasing, kissing, sex and a very annoying James Potter

also, English is not my first language and I’m doing my best, so please be patient with me and be warned :)

Word count: 3643

Summary: while history of magic got a bit boring Sirius and you didn’t pay attention at all. So it leads to a bit teasing in class. But finally as class ended everything didn‘t work as planned.

My fingertips slide along his tights over to his lap. „Aw someone’s needy“ Sirius exclaimed smirking with a sugar sweet voice. He raised his hand to grab a strand of my y/h/c hair, so he could play with it. His eyes followed every single action his fingers did. I already knew what he was up to which made me breath in sharp. „You might not want to start something you can’t finish“ he said now looking directly into my eyes. I shivered as I hold my breath. This influence he had towards me was a curse and blessing together. „Who say I can’t finish this?“ I whispered as my glance travelled along his face. „Well- “ he smirked and put his distinctive Sirius Black look on. As professor Binns raised his voice again Sirius turned his gaze forward.

But I knew he didn’t pay attention. How could he? Slowly I guided my fingertips along his thighs and over to his mid again. A smile played around my lips as he took unnoticed a deep breath in, to control himself. Suddenly, as his fingers let go of my hair and traveled down to grab my thigh, I bite my lower lip. A well known feeling appeared in my stomach, as his hand traveled up even more. The teasing was amusing.

Until Sirius hand reached my mid. Now it was my turn to stay in control. I sighed slightly, at the loss of his touch while his hands traveled down at the inside of my thighs. He chuckled at my reaction. He played it cool, but I could see in his gaze how much my little teasing affected him, like his did me. As I got lost in my thoughts, my fingertips slid from his thighs over to his mid a bit to harsh. In the suddenly new action a moan escaped his throat. He bit his lower lip, the moment he released what happened. I suppressed a laugher. Than my gaze flew carefully around the classroom. Everybody seems to mind their own business. If somebody had heard us then the two in front of us.

James sat now, after he had to swap seats with me as a punishment last week, right in front of us, next to Lily. Professor Binns thought James and Sirius would be more concentrated if they wouldn’t sit next to each other. How wrong he was...

Neither James nor Sirius nor me were now paying attention in his class. The only one who did was Lily. But how could it be otherwise.

I exchanged a nervous gaze with Sirius. He looked a little bit shocked but now a mischievously grin appeared on this lips. Non of the two in front of us seemed to know what happen a seat behind them. Lily starred strait at the board where Professor Binns stud, every now and then she added something to her parchment. James leaned in his seat facing her, not paying attention to anything except her. I sighted in relief.

But the next moment a shiver ran down my back as I saw Peter staring at us. I nudged Sirius, who didn’t noticed the same I did. One of his hands already started to play with my hair again, the other tightened his grip around my thigh. „Hm?“ he asked thoughtlessly. Then his gaze followed mine. Peter sat next to Remus, a seat near Lily and James. „What?“ Sirius mouthed questioning as if nothing happened. Peter turned around to look at Professor Binns before he started to mouth an answer. „What the hell?“ I whispered confused „I literally didn’t understand one word“. „Me neighter“ Sirius hissed concentrated. I rolled my eyes not sure if he really hadn’t understood. „If you have it, give a word“ I uttered, while my fingertips travelled playfully up and down his thighs again. But now Sirius didn’t seem to care either, about what Peter had said. His eyes already searched up my face and followed every little move I made.

The moment professor Binns ended class, Sirius stud up abruptly. I looked up at him grinning. „Y/n, can we please go“ he than begged wispering as I didn’t move. The expression on my face got more amused. „Now“ he declared emphatically. „Sure“ I nodded as I took his reached out hand. „Hey, where are you two going?“ Remus asked interested as Sirius was about to hurry out the classroom. „I thought you said you would be learning after class...“ he mentioned. Sirius cleared his throat. „How are we supposed to do our essays without books, my dearest moony?“ he assured. Remus raised an eyebrow. „Actually I was talking to y/n...“ he than informed Sirius. I giggled. „But good for you if you do something too, pads“ he laughed „I don’t want to help you again, the evening before the essay has to be finished“. Sirius intertwined our fingers while waiting impatiently and searched for my glance. „Fine than Sirius and I will go upstairs and grab our books... we‘ll see you after in the common room, okay?“ I listed. Remus nodded. „Oh but I will join you a bit later, because I promised Professor McGonagall to tutor a few third years...“ he reminded. „Yeah me too“ Lily added. „Just the best of the best“ James joked appreciatively. Lily rolled her eyes annoyed. „Shut it Potter“ her voice nearly cold. I exchanged an amused gaze with the others. „Maybe James said more than enough this period of professor Binns class“ I speculated grinning. „Of course he did“ Peter confirmed. James made a face towards us visibly annoyed.

„Okay than see you later guys“ Sirius smirked as everyone of us went their own way in the hallways. Around the next corner he crashed his lips into mine and pinned me against the wall. His lips placing kisses along my jaw down my neck. „Sirius“ I managed to say „we can’t stay here“. I giggled while I pushed him away slightly.

Harshly he pulled me in for a kiss. His hungry lips crahed into mine. I sighted into his mouth as he pulled me closer and guided me on his lap, while he sat himself down on his bed. His hands cared along my back until they were placed on my waist. I could already feel the heat coming up in my stomach. My fingertips traveled along his chest enjoying every moment of it. Than they reached their well known place in Sirius soft hair. He broke the connection of our kiss breathlessly. „So needy today, hun?“ I asked mischievously. „Oh yeah“ he exclaimed grinning before he closed hungry the space between us again. Now slipping his tongue into my mouth. Both of us fought over dominance. But the moment my mid stoke against his, he sighted. Which let my take control for once. I laughed into the kiss. Yeah, he was really needy today. A miracle how he managed class like this. The moment I started unbuttoning his shirt, the door was opened. I winced by the sudden interruption. Sirius sighted at the loss of my touch. „Oi, did everything ends up with you two making out?“ James shouted over as he entered the dorm. Only now Sirius opened his eyes in confusion. He hadn’t realized that his best mate had entered the room, until his own moans were replaced with the joking voice of James Potter. I cleared my throat. „Is this a rhetorical question or do we have to answer this?“ I asked trying to sound amused. James laughed as he dropped himself on his bed. Sirius chuckled at my answer. „I thought you two just wanted to grab something... and I thought you didn’t meant an orgasm“ James joked. „Well... Luckily we don’t have to do it on our own, like other people in this room“ Sirius replied cocky. I chuckled. James just starred at us for a few seconds instead of answering. Then the room went silent, until Sirius raised his voice again. „What exactly are you doing here prongs?“ he questioned reproachful, now looking at James. „Oh nothing special... I just live here“ James answered while getting comfortable in his bed. It didn’t seemed as if he would leave soon. I sighted as I was about to get up from Sirius lap. But as he didn’t removed his hands from my waist I was forced to stay there. He bite his lower lip and growled slightly, as I bumped into his lap again.

„James, don’t you have to do something else than laying in bed? For example planning how to ask Lily out? Or by Merlin just doing your essays?“ I asked as I looked up at him. „No... to be honest“ James started and continued with a waterfall of words. But I didn’t listened. I couldn’t even manage to catch a clear thought. „Bloody hell, prongs just bugger off“ Sirius interrupted him annoyed. James looked at him in surprise.

„Okay, now that you two don’t want my company either“ he than said pouting while he was about to stand up from his bed. But suddenly he paused his doing. „But you know what? Only because you two where here first you can’t tell me not to be here“ he ended his sentence. „What?“ Sirius gasped. „Oh hell... bad day“ I uttered more to Sirius addressed than to James, who answered instead „Yeah even I have a bad day sometimes“. I sighted while covering my face with my palms. „I bet now comes the fucking story?“ Sirius barked. „Yes because you asked so nicely, padfoot...“ James assured grinning sarcastically. „What did I do to deserve this today??“ Sirius expressed dramatically. „Oh come on... I’m not that boring. Plus I will make it short for you“ James declared „but don’t be in such a bad mood pads, otherwise y/n will probably search for a new guy to have fun with...“. „Oh I want to see your mood, if you would lay in bed with lily, snogging and I would come in and tell a story nobody wants to here...“ Sirius mumbled aggressively, holding himself back. „If this will happen I‘ll remind you“ James challenged eyebrows raising. „For sure“ Sirius replied while letting his head sink back into the pillows „just continue with your story time so we can finish what we were up to“. James didn't have to be asked twice.

„Could you just sit still?“ Sirius hissed through clinched teeth. „Hm?“ I hummed questioning not getting what he wanted. „You’re sitting very comfortable on my dick“ he whispered „and if you‘re moving, it drives me this kind of crazy...“. He broke up his sentence. But he didn’t have to finish it, the heat in my stomach already started burning at his words. „And if you won’t stop I can’t hold myself back any longer... and than it might happen that I just don’t care about prongs on the bed next to us“ he declared while his voice got more and more mischievously. „I‘m sorry“ I said smirking with an excusing expression on my face. „But sitting still dives me crazy“ I admitted as I tried not to move. Now Sirius started grinning at me „I think you‘re very needy too“. „Maybe“ I whispered smirking. For a moment Sirius went quiet as he glared over to James, who gestured wildly while talking about this and that, lily here and lily there, quidditch and class and so on. „Slowly I begin to just don’t fucking care how bad his day was because he is just about to ruin my day too“ Sirius exclaimed growling. „As if you ever cared within the last ten minutes?“ I announced „He talked about I-don’t-know-what longer than I heard professor Binns today in class“. Sirius nodded. „how selfish...“ was the last thing I heard from him, than now James loudly started to plan a new idea about how I cloud help him with lily so that he would be the guy who is snogging in this dorm. And suddenly I heard myself raising my voice and interrupting them both. „James just shut the fuck up“ I shouted. It went silent and James looked at me in shock. „In the moment I really don’t care“ I growled „you know, I can handle much, okay? But this is clearly to much... you can’t just come in here while you saw us snogging and report how bad your day was while I have to sit on Sirius boner and have to listen to your bullshit“. Sirius opened his mouth but closed it again without admiring some of his sassy comments. James stared at me for a second and than just started laughing. My face fell. Now I was the one who stared at him in disbelief. „What’s your fucking problem today, prongs?“ Sirius questioned irritated. „Just get out of here... now“ he added growling while gestured wildly. James lifted himself up from his bed, still laughing, and walked over to the door. He slammed against the frame while he opened. „How long did I make it?“ he asked now. „What the fuck“ Sirius exclaimed as he sat himself up. Than Peters voice was heard „doesn’t matter. You won“. „Yesss“ James cheered. „What-“ I turned around to make sure I understand right what happened. A bit to fast, I noticed, as Sirius moaned slightly. I suppressed a laugher. „Ow you will get this back, believe me“ Sirius hissed towards me. „Yeah? Prove me“ I challenged. „I would love to“ Sirius smirked with a raspy voice. My stomach clinged at the tone of his voice.

For a second I totally forgot my anger until James addressed his speak to us. Again. „I clearly have to say sorry“ he announced. „What?“ I asked now in more than just disbelief. In James’ face no sign of sorry. „Wormy and I made a bet, as the two of you were in here for so long. That’s why I had to give you two my company as long as I could“ he explained mischievously. I raised my eyebrows at his explanation. Not able to find words for this. „I will kill you, Potter“ Sirius growled through clinched teeth „I will kill you both after this“. James grin disappeared but in his eyes a shine of amusement as he raised his eyebrows appreciative. „And that’s the moment where we have to leave“ he than announced and bowed „much fun you two“. „You deserve it“ Peter added grinning before he closed the door behind him. „Yeah better leave“ Sirius affirmed. „You own me your poisons essay, wormtail“ James informed Peter while their steps became more quiet in the hallway.

Still not sure what just happened, I turned back to face Sirius again. His expression relaxing while they formed a choky grin as he locked eyes with me. His eyes searching in mine while he stroked a strand of my hair behind my ear. I took a deep breath and felt my body began relaxing too. „What a pair of idiots“ I sighted nearly soft as I got lost in Sirius dark gray eyes. „Yeah“ he hummed. His face only millimeters away from mine. I closed the last space between us and pressed my lips against his. The kiss started soft but got more intense with every second. My hands at their so familiar place in Sirius hair. He let his tongue slid along my lips to beg silently for inlet. I opened my mouth as I sighed. Now welcoming his sweet taste. I adored it always, like it was the first time I could taste it. His hands disappeared under my shirt until they pulled it over my head. Then he began kissing down my jaw and neck as I unbuttoned his shirt and stroke it off. I moaned slightly as he nibbled on the sweet spot in my neck. I already knew tomorrow everyone would be able to see his work of art. But I didn’t care. Slowly I leaned into his chest which made him sank down into the mattress. The moment he felt the soft pillows in his back, he flipped me over, so he was on top. Sirius worked himself, with kisses and soft bites, down to my breasts. His hands traveled to the back of my bra as I arched my back. He freed my breast only to attack them with kisses and licks. I sighted enjoying. Now his eyes met mine. I swallowed hard against my dry throat. He hunched over me to connect our lips again. My hands around his neck while my fingers played with his hair. One of his hands slowly made the way down to my mid. The so long awaited touch made my whined. Sirius chuckled at my reaction. „Maybe now I can satisfy your desire“ he forewarned me. Before he slipped his hand underneath the fabric of my skirt and slip. I moaned out at the unexpected touch. His long fingers parted my folds and slided over my clit. „Already so wet for me, love?“ he asked while pulling back his hand only to get rid of my clothes. The sudden cold let me shiver. But with the bare touch on my tights, while he parted them, the heat in my stomach came up again. Then he began placing kisses from my breasts down to my mid. A few millimeters before he reached the place I needed him the most, he stopped. I sighed at the loss of touch, only to whined as he suddenly placed his thumb on my clit. „Sirius“ I whimpered as he didn’t move. „Yeah love?“ he asked innocently „some deep desire you want to tell me?“. My hips begann to move slightly. But this made him only press his thumb harder against me. I was about to say something as he suddenly rubbed his thumb at my clit. I moaned out at his fast movements, not able to form words. Nearly a moment before I thought I would reach a high he stopped and took a long, slow lick against my entrance and clit. I catch breath barely. „I promised you, you will pay for that sooner or later“ he admitted with a grin. „Sure“ I breathed out while I let my head fell back. But in the next moment he parted my folds again and licked along them. A moan escaped my throat. His licks got shorter with every moment. My hand traveled down and grabbed a handful of Sirius dark hair. The heat in my stomach grew bigger and bigger. But every time I was about to get over the high, Sirius stopped his doing and found something new to tease me with. Now without warning he slides his middlefinger into me. I moaned out his name, as he continued licking while his finger started bumping into me. He added a second finger which made me whine out even more. „You’re so tight as always“ he mumbled soft against me while he circled his fingers inside me.

„You think you can handle me already, love?“ he asked after a few more thrusts. I nodded, as he looked up to meet my eyes. I pulled his face up to mine for a kiss. The softness from his lips calmed my body down. I fiddled on his trousers until I pulled them and his boxers down. Slowly I tangled my fingers around his chock. While he started moaning into the kiss. After a few movements of mine, he broke the connection of our lips to take a deep breath. I smiled soft as I admired him while he moaned out my name. „Already showing me what your beautiful hands can do for me...“ he announced whispering. As I got a bit faster his breathing got shorter. But the moment before he could reach his high, he grabbed my wrist and guided my hand to his lips. Only to place a kiss to the back of my hand. Now he hunched over me, his face millimeters away from mine. Then his tip stroke against my entrance as he locked eyes with me. I whined out, the moment he gently bumped his first thrust into me, while he moaned a slow and raspy „fuck“. His rhythm became faster as the moans got louder. Sirius‘ hand traveled down my body until he reached my clit. I whined out as he began circling around it. I reached every few seconds a new high. Quickly his circles against my clit became rubs. Together with his thrusts, I was about to drove crazy. I arched my back while I felt the heat in my stomach grew overwhelming. „Sirius“ I whimpered „I- I‘m…“. „Shht it’s okay love“ he whispered in my ear „Come for me. Come all over me“. His words gave me the final push. I felt the heat floating through my whole body and my legs started trembling a bit. My mid clinched around him. Which made Sirius moan out my name while he sat his final thrust. His chest now sinking into mine and his face buried into the crock of my neck. His arms tangled around me, pulling me closer. While my hands placed in his hair, softly stroking through it. I closed my eyes enjoying while I catched breath again. His sweet scent all around me.

After a few moments Sirius rolled over to his back and pulled me with him. Now my head rested on his chest. With my eyes closed again I relished his calm breathing and his fingers which played with my hair. „Y/n?“ he softly asked. „Mhm?“ I hummed nearly half asleep. He chuckled slightly at my response. „I really love you“ Sirius admitted „I hope you know that“. I smiled and looked up to meet his eyes. „I know... and I love you even more, better keep that in mind“ I whispered.