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Omg you're alive and healthy thank god

Ahh I didn't mean to worry anyone !! I hope you're also healthy anon <33

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YAY! I’M GLAD TO KNOW YOU’RE STILL DOING WELL! :)

I hope you're all doing well too <333

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Daily reminder:

You’re cool as heck

NO U ANON

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oml it’s been so long. do you guys still ever look at this acc?

LOL I look at it from time to time, its nice to see that people still enjoy the writing we did :)

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I LOVE YOUUU

!?! I LOVE YOU TOOO ??? !!!

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Closed for Business

Hello ! We're officially closed for business. Thank you for the wild ride you've been on with us !

We'll leave the blog & old posts up for those who want to read them.

Please do not send any requests.

We're sorry we couldn't stand longer ! ❤

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Ndgr3 guys with a s/o who feels unworthy

Anonymous said:

hi there!! im so glad u guys are back bc i love your writing!! if its ok can i request the ndrv3 guys comforting their s/o because they admit that they dont feel like theyre worthy of/good enough for him? thank u so much!!

Oof. this is something I struggle with a lot too so don't worry hun. And sorry for being a little rusty! -Mod Katie

warnings: depressing thoughts, maybe some language and stuff

Shuichi Saihara

Shuichi had always known that you had self-esteem issues. it wasn't entirely uncommon in people your age, and lord knows shuichi himself had issues with confidence.

He always thought he had gotten lucky when he scored you. from the way you lit up his life, to the little things you did to show him you cared for him, it was like he was living in a dream.

He had begun to notice things, however. Like how after hanging with kaede and him you always seemed more demure and quiet. Or how you always seemed to flinch when Mui would (in typical Mui fashion) flirt with him.

He had finally had enough, however, when you started putting yourself down. it was little comments at first, stuff that might be played off as a joke with an awkward laugh, but it soon grew to completely serious arguments over petty stuff

it was after you had argued that he didn't need to spend money on things for you that he finally confronted you.

"why....Why are you saying such horrible things about yourself? is someone putting those things in your head?"

it was after you had fired back that no one but yourself was saying that stuff that he realized that this was more serious then he thought.

"Cant....Can't you see how much you mean to me? is this my fault? I thought that you knew how much you mean to me..." he felt guilty, that the fault was his own. like he had not loved you right.

you couldn't stand him thinking it was his fault. you tried to explain that it was always like this for you, ever since you had become aware of yourself you had felt....lacking. like you were the one klutzy performer in life's great circus.

You had felt unworthy of shuichi's great affection, of his unending patience whenever you (inevitably) messed up.

Both of you were crying now, you unable to stop as you poured every insecurity out before him. and him, crying because he had been so unaware of your suffering.

he reassured you as best he could, assuring you that you were more than worthy of him, of his love.

this feeling wouldn't go away with a few sweet words. it would take practice and patience from you both to heal these past wounds.

Rantaro Amami

It had started with you being quieter than usual.

you were one of those bright and glowing people, someone who included everyone, who always found time for everyone. the leader, the shoulder to cry on. That incredible magnetism is what drew him to you in the first place.

so when you started drawing into yourself around him, he could tell fairly easily.

in his mind, he didn't see any reason you might be wilting. he thought maybe it was just a phase. it soon became clear that it wasn't.

When he found you crying one day under a blanket he realized that it was more serious then he realized.

you had broken down, ugly sobs and snot all over your face. You had tried to leave, but he was determined to get answer out of you.

As he held you, shaking and crying, as you spilled your fears. Your fears of inadequacy, your fears of him finding someone better.

His sisters had never really come to him about this aspect of their relationships, so he was flying blind here.

He might not be the ultimate therapist, but he was damn sure he could talk his partner through insecurities. So with every shaking confession, he admitted his own fears. He was afraid of loosing you, of you getting hurt.

At least you weren't the only one crying at the end of it.

Korekiyo Shinguji

You and korekiyo were both the more quiet members of your group of friends, so you had latched onto each other fairly quickly. you felt like you could talk with him about anything and everything, and so you did. from the annoyances that plagued introverts like yourselves to the depression that seemed to follow you like a puppy.

You had assured him it was just one of those depressive episodes, the ones you were both too aware of.

So korekiyo did what he always did. He watched, he offered comfort, and he waited to see if it got worse. in the mean time however, he gave you little gifts and sat with you when silence became too much, giving little facts about inane things, telling fantastical stories.

While he didn't mean it, all of those little things only made you feel worse. You felt that if he wasn't weighed down by you, then he could be doing so much more. getting more done.

So when you finally cracked and asked him if he was sure he wanted to spend time with you again today, he was a little surprised

"I'm sorry if my presence has caused you any discomfort or annoyance, my dear"

When you explained that just wasn't what you meant, that you were sure he had better things to do then console a hot mess like you, that you weren't really worth his time,-

you were cut off by a stern look and a firm "there is nothing I'd rather do more than assure your happiness, my love."

and while it wasn't a permanent fix. it was nice to hear.

K1-B0

Kiibo didn't understand what you were saying. He had run the scans and done the math, you were a perfectly healthy and normal human being! why did you feel like you were anything less than anyone else?

hearing him call you normal made you wince. You asked him if he was really sure he was satisfied with 'normal'. after all, wouldn't he be like anyone else and prefer the better option?

He was a top of the line android, avid for equal rights for everything with awareness. he could cook, he could fly, hell, he wasn't bad in bed either.

and you, you just felt....plain.

Average height, average body. Average smile and average talent. Normal, average, plain.

He really just couldn't believe this. You were a prize being! you treated him like the human he felt he was, you were kind and you always were there to help someone out. Plenty of humans were ale to turn a blind eye to cruelty and unfairness, while you were one to always help people at a disadvantage, and to assure people were okay. in short, he thought you were an angel in disguise.

so to assure you of your greatness, he did what he understood best and compiled a firm argumenitive essay with cited resources (he had interviewed each of your friends personally, to their confusion) and with a chart comparing you to a average human.

you were touched to say the least.

Kokichi Ouma

You and kokichi communicated with each other all the time. you often told him what was troubling you and asked how his day went. you told each other of past traumas and how your father figure affected you in development.

Well, actually, you mostly just sent memes to each other. but it's the thought that counts

When he noticed that all of your memes had a central theme of insecurity and anxiety, he reasoned that there was one course of action to make you feel better.

he sent love memes to you. he posted them all around the house and pretended to not see them.

he was relentless.

when you finally confronted him (mostly to get him to stop wasting your printer ink jfc)

kokichi doesn't get serious often. but when he went from memelord to serious boyfriend in like .03 seconds, you had a sudden flash of "oh shit"

"look. I don't care if I have to print 1000 more of these things. I don't care if I spend a fortune on printer ink. I'm going to keep showing you all the love I can until it gets through your head that you deserve it all and more, okay?"

so now you keep this with you whenever you go somewhere as a reminder of how much he loves you. (and to keep him actually wasting more ink)

  Ryoma Hoshi

If anyone was going to be insecure in this relationship, he would have bet all his money on himself. so when it comes to light that it was you, he was baffled.

"How? I'm a despicable human being. I've killed people. and I don't show remorse at all. how are you the one who thinks they don't deserve me?"

Ryoma's not the best at reassuring people, and he damn sure can't lecture about self confidence without being a hypocrite.

And when you started telling him all about what made him a good person, he felt even more out of his depth.

"Look, kid. I'm not going to lecture you on how you need to stop being so down on yourself, but uh......You mean everything to me. You're my reason for going on, my reason I get up in the morning. I don't know if that makes you feel like you deserve me, but I know that without you I'd be a mess."

Yha, he's not really the best cheerleader, but at least you can tell for sure he means every word.

 Gonta Gokuhara

Gonta literally thinks you are the best thing on this earth. better than food, better than pictures and better than bugs.

So his attempt to cheer you up went something like this:

he took you to a local favorite of his, the same place you had your first date. the butterfly room in the local Zoo. And every time a butterfly would land on you, he would point out that the butterfly thought you were better than anyone else.

He would say silly things like "butterflies can't land on bad people" and "butterflies land on pretty flowers, so you must be the prettiest flower in here"

they weren't scientific facts, but that didn't matter to him.

anything to make you smile again.

most of the date with you consisted of more of that, "that zebra is looking at you because you're so pretty!"

He wouldn't really get it, but he would try his best to cheer you up.

 Kaito Mamota

For him, his top priority is going to be to boost your confidence. You think you don't deserve him? He doesn't deserve you.

You think you're ugly and fat? he's getting chubby to! so you'll start working out together.

You aren't smart? he'll swear that he has never read a single book in his life.

You aren't talented? he says his only talent is breaking the rules to get into the space program.

He starts complimenting you more, genuine compliments that notice little things about you.

he applauds everything you do, and praises you for doing stuff you don't like.

he's now your mental coach, too. he makes you say 5 things you like about yourself every time he hears you say something negative about yourself.

It's not really fun, and it's kind of a hassle, but eventually you start to feel better about yourself.

I'd like to apologize again for how off this may read. it's been a while since I wrote, but hopefully I'll get back into the swing soon.

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Merman! Shuichi head canons!

Hey guys, did I ever mention that I am always DTF monsters? Cuz I am always DTF monsters! -Mod Katie

Note!: the prompt originally asked for a specific merman shuichi design from another tumblr, but I couldn't find it. So! I just tried my best! 🍍

Warnings: none!

Note: I am so sorry for my inactivity! But life is doin' me dirty rn and I'm trying like HELL to beat off my depression with a stick! I'm trying to work through the prompts when I can, but I'm about to be done with school so >:) watch out!!

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Shuichi was taught to never go near humans. Humans were evil! They killed the fish and polluted the sea and destroyed the earth! Humans were also fabled to be violent, unpredictable creatures.

He stayed away because he didn't want to get hurt, or worse, captured.

That being said, he still went near the surface. ( he was curious, okay?)

He always watched from the distance, making sure to never let anyone know he was there.

Trips to the surface aside, shuichi was a normal murman. He had a dark blue fin, and sharp teeth.

Shuichi loves to sing. Its quiet, and you have to really listen to hear it , but it's there. He's not like some other mermaids, there's no power or magic in his voice, but it doesn't deter him.

He's very picky about what he eats, actually. Some mermaids will eat ANYTHING besides other mermaids, but shuichi is strictly fish based. (An occasional dolphin, maybe. And sometimes a seagull, if he's feeling particularly peckish.)

Shuichi loves to listen to stories the human fishermen will tell on the ships. Although its difficult to avoid the nets, he's gotten rather good at it! And he enjoys retelling the stories to his friends when the fishermen leave

Shuichi is really defensive of his friends. They always go out hunting together. (He actually killed a shark, once. He was hunting with himiko and the shark came out of nowhere and decided to make a snack out of her. It only managed to get a scratch on her tail fin before shuichi was clawing at it's eyes and gills. To this day, shuichi doesn't really remember the fight. All he has is a scar on his tummy from a stray bite attempt before the poor shark just gave up)

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SDR2 Boys react to a normally rude!S/O when tired, suddenly go soft upon seeing them

M o o d b y e ;;; ah trying to finish more requests.. ANYWAYS HI WE AREN’T DEAD(TM) 

I lowkey wanna open requests again but,, - Mod Hiro

warnings; Male cast, gender neutral pronouns, ultimate!reader

HINATA HAJIME

Hajime has dealt with tons of sassy or constantly insensitive people- so he knows what to and what not say

Though when he see’s you walk into the resturaunt with your head hung low, he freezes because he doesn’t know weather to ask “are you okay?” or leave you be

He was so busy thinking of a response that he didn’t realize you stood right in front of him till he feels his chair being pulled back

He looks up at your form, scooting back even more

He was about to stand up and ask if you were okay before you quickly sat in his lap, swung your legs over the side of his and hugged his neck

He had no idea wtf was happening

His ????? face was burning and all he could do was choke out “W-What’s up?”

When you reply that you’re simply tired, nuzzling into his neck he shuts up and holds you tight, rubbing your back soothingly

He quickly recovers and eventually pulls you to his room so you two can snuggle for  the rest of the day and nap

NAGITO KOMAEDA

No matter what you said or did, Nagito loved you so much he’d gladly take whatever you throw at him

When he sees you looking blank and tired he quickly offers his face as a punching bag

You never hurt him intentionally, and even if you do say something rude you apologise right away

so he was suprised when you looked up at him and stepped closer, pulling him close to you

He thought you were actually going to hit him so he gladly closed his eyes and waited

His eyes fluttered open when he felt yours peck him softly and he gives you a confused look

“I just.. want to be with you right now... okay?”

His heart is pounding and he takes you in his arms and nods

He’s never seen you so... soft. He loves both sides  of you even more now

NEKOMARU NIDAI

He likes your firey spirit, though he doesn’t think it’s good in a team

You pick fights quite often and never say exactly what you mean, so he always has to either read between the lines or ask straight up whats wrong

So when he sees you kicking a pole near the diner he thinks you’re about to go off on something or someone

He tries to approach you slowly and places a hand on your shoulder with his booming laugh

“How are you my love?? Practicing your kicks?”

When you turn to face him you motion for him to bend down so you can whisper in his ear

Hm? A piggyback ride?

He’s shocked- it takes him a bit to process what you’ve said before scooping you up and placing you on his back

You wrap your hands around his neck as much as you can and hold on, your eyes closing

you and him take a silent stroll on the beach before nighttime

TERUTERU HANAMURA

Whenever you seem tired, he tries to put the flirting and teasing to a minimum

but this time he didn’t notice you were stressed and exhausted

So when he started making dirty jokes and saying how his special friend missed you- he froze when you turned around with swollen eyes

He was worried of course- but also afraid

He knows how you can be when upset, s o he gulps and tries to tread carefully

When you turn around completely he sweats before melting into your embrace

you hugged him tightly and sighed, nuzzling against his cheek

“I’m sorry.. I just missed you...”

His heart and restraint are  melting

GUNDAM TANAKA

You knocked on his door softly and waited for him to open his door

when he did, he squinted and gave a smirk, introducing himself as he always does

“Can...I come in?”

He’s startled by your soft voice but nods and lets you in dramatically

The moment you stepped foot inside chum P wadled from the bed over to the edge where you sat yourself

Usually you didn’t really care to play with the “demonspawns” but they were just... so soft

You let chum p crawl into your palm and nuzzle against your cheek

You let out such an innocent giggle thaat gundam blinked, eyes widened

“You... what curse has been palced upon thee?!?!?”

KAZUICHI SOUDA

Kazuichi is around you almost 24/7 like a puppy

He just loves to be around you at all times

so when he doesn’t follow you around all day today, you’re a bit lonely

no scratch that

very lonely

The rest of the day was spent with you at his dorm in his lap while he played with your hair

you’ve  been really stressed and having him around helped keep everything together

and without him you’ve been a bit dazed

usually you have no chill when you were tired and sad but today you just wanted to be scream and cry

So you did just that- started yelling angrily at the airport, kicking the stupid clean white walls that confined you to the building

“Hey! Whatcha doing???”

His voice was  all you needed to spin around and jump into his arms

You stayed there, squeezing him tightly and smiling into his chest

You needed this, you needed him

FUYUHIKO KUZURYU

You and Fuyuhiko are both feisty when tired, so you both have pretty bad comforting skills when each other gets into a mood

But this time Fuyuhiko didnt realize you were tired and upset so he let himself into your room and kicked the wall lightly

He complained about how everyone on the island was dumb as bricks

You didnt respond till he was finished- then he let out a tiny squeak as you walked up and hugged him softly

"S/O-?? The.. Fucks gotten into you-" "Stay with me and nap."

You were clinging onto him so much that his face turned red but he nodded his head in agreement

"...Shit well I guess." He'd mutter into your hair as he gave the top of your head a smooch

He's not used to you being more... Calm. Apathetic? Chill ?? He didnt know the right term

But you know what hes pissed so he would gladly take a snuggle for an hour or two

He ends up sleeping over because neither of you want to let go

IMPOSTER TWOGAMI

He usually helps you manage your temper when you get upset, explaining that theres no point in being upset over the littlest of things

So when he heard from Mahiru that you werent feeling well he sighed

He left to find you before you broke something- or someone

instead he finds you in the library, pacing back and forth as if you were trying to figure out which shelf you should start reading from first

before he can even ask what was troubling you and how to help he saw a flash of your hair and felt your body collide against his

“Hold me, byakuya”

??? i A M C ONF U SION ??? - Imposter  Twogami 2k18

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Leon, Celestia, Kirumi, Gonta and Ryoma with an overworking FEM!S/O that faints from stress

Me, knowing very well I have skipped meals and sleep in order to study for upcoming exams; smh reader get some sleep - shutuphiro™

Contains: Ultimate!Reader, Female Pronouns, Fluff, Comfort, SCREAMING

LEON KUWATA

Leon never really understood why you worked so hard

Like have a little fun every now and then !!! Breaks are a thing, yanno?

He would probably pester you about taking a break and hanging out with him but if you refuse sternly he'll groan and leave you be

When you finally decide you've done enough, you try to stand but then your legs turn into jelly and you fall to the ground, head spinning

You hadn't had anything to eat or drink all day, and havent slept well in weeks

When Leon sees you fall down he has a "I told you so" moment right before picking you up and placing you in a bed or couch

He's salty as heck because he told you to chill but you're too stubborn

When you awaken he's asleep, curled up beside you

You also notice the cold washcloth on your forehead and smiled to yourself when you notice it has a baseball pattern

How lucky are you to have such a goofball boyfriend

CELESTIA LUDENBERG

Nu uh

No sir

You will NOT overwork yourself and stress yourself out

Celeste will make sure of that

She'll order her man servents to bring you snacks and drinks and meals and if you don't eat them she dragd you away with her

She's an amazing liar but not an amazing compromiser

The moment she sees you fall from stress she has a whole lecture for you planned out in her head

"Seriously... What did I say about taking breaks? It is vital you take care of yourself, my love."

At this point she's making you a warm relaxing cup of tea and asked Kirumi to help prepare some treats for you

She may not seem like it, but she'd both angry and worried for your health

KIRUMI TOJO

Okay in all honesty she wouldn't let you collapse

Like she's a maid, she'll do everything for you to begin life

Though if you start stressing so much to the point of breaking down she'll be right there holding you in her arms

She's placing you in bed, grabbing your favorite things, making you a light yet amazing meal, water, etc !

"I worry about your mental well being as well as your physical health dear.. Remember if you need someone to lean on, I'm here for you.."

GONTA GOKUHARA

He's a carefree soul with a heart of gold so he doesn't understand if you're working yourself to the bone

He sees you trying so hard he might accidentally encourage it

"Gonta so proud of you !!!" "S/O is amazing at what she does !!!!!"

When you pass out though he panics

He's running around yelling for the others to help

When you're finally resting in a comfortable place and sleeping peacefully he starts to cry

He was so scared, he cant lose you

"S/O all I have... Gonta no mean to pressure... Gonta was just proud..."

Pls reassure this bby you'll take care of yourself he almost died from worry

RYOUMA HOSHI

He doesn't believe he has a right to tell you what to do or when to chill so he doesn't comment on your stress

Not until you pass out

He's shaking, hoping you aren't dead

When he sees you're breathing he runs to Tsumiki for help

She manages to help take your temp, blood pressure, etc

Your physical health was poor, caused by lack of eating and hydration

Your mental state was far worse, she could see the stress on your face as soon as she noticed your work area

Ryoma sits by you all night, cursing himself for not doing more or saying anything before

He blames himself and actually might distance away from everyone

Or at least attempt to

The first person you ask for when you wake up is Hoshi, and he comes running to your arms

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Ndr3 boys with a S/O who gets them into a video game.

desireeanime said: how about the ndrv3 boys' s/o introducing them to a new videogame that they end up absolutely adoring and get super into?

I loved this!!!!!!! (and I know that it said video game, but I litrally can't imagine Ryoma being interested in any other game lol) mod Katie-<3

Warnings: (memes)

Shuichi Saihara

undertale

When you explain it, he's really happy that you can play through without killing anything.

he falls in love with the quirky characters.

he's kind of horrified that there's a playable 'genocide' route. (and he's kind of upset that you've played it.)

but when you explain that the genocide route's the only way you can get some of the plot, he forgives you. (they're only fictional characters, after all)

Kaito Mamtota

overwatch

Kaito's competitive streak is very happy with this game. He loves the strategy, and he loves the character's diversity.

He usually mains Reaper or McCree. (but his guilty pleasure is Pharah)

he gets really into it. (sometimes you have to drag him away)

He loves discussing character's backstory with other players! (He was 100% excited when tracer got a girlfriend)

He and Maki are usually a force to be reckoned with (she mains widowmaker)

But all three of you? unstoppable. (you main Brigitte, support FTW!!!)

Kii-bo

Minecraft

He says he like the Zen of it

(he also cries when zombies attack him)

The boy is literally here 2 farm. He builds really elaborate houses, too. He masters potion brewing after a while, too.

He likes the music of it, too.

And when he discovers creative mode? oh my god.

he does some of those wool pixel art things, too.

he likes when you two go on together in survival. He likes to be a house robot, while you go out and hunt.

Kokichi Ouma

fortnight (I am so sorry)

He gathers literally all 10,000 members, and they flood the fortnight servers.

Absolute douchiest player. You know what I mean.

(he posts his fortnight wins)

He gathers all his members and they all build giant bases in the center of the map.

You actually try to play with him, a few times. (he shows no mercy)

You promptly stop playing with him.

(he's definitely the type to dance on graves)

Ryoma Hoshi

N E K O A T S U M E: K I T T Y C O L L E C T E R!!

He loves the calm. The quiet. The cats.

He likes the fact that it fits on his phone, and he can take his cats with him wherever he goes.

you both start over and have a competition. (who can get all the momentos first?)

When you show him you can re-name the cats, he is ecstatic.

(he starts naming the cats after his friends)

 Gonta Gokuhara

stardew valley

This boy wants to marry everyone. He wants to have the best farm. He wants to be best friends with everyone

(a wholesome game for a wholesome boy)

He literally gets full friendship with everyone in town.

you leave this boy for two days and he's already married.

(you don't judge him though, bc you always marry Abigail)

He loves the wizard

Korekiyo Shinguji

subnautica

He likes the sheer beauty of it. He likes the beauty of human survival, even on a  foreign planet.

He is scared shitless the first time he sees a reaper. and a warper.... and a Emperor....(this boy Is scared shitless by the monsters)

He likes the resource management aspect of it.

You two can't play together, but you will watch the other play, and point out things to them. ('why did I come here again?" "you need quartz" "Thanks, hon!")

He builds a huge base, really fucking big.

(he fangirls over all the logs and over all the cool zoology info... His anthropologist side is so happy)

Rantaro Amami

Don't Starve.

Resource management 101-

He LOVES the art style. really, he loves the gothic horror.

He loves the quirky humor and he loves the characters unique personalities.

He loves playing as Willow, the lighter is really useful.

He loves playing don't starve together with you. You both build custom worlds, and you bicker back and forth over witch one to use. (you argue that bees are a pain in the ass, but he loves them. He argues that Catcoons are stupid, But you think they are the Greatest thing ever invented.)

The music is a plus for both of you

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Gonta's S/O faced with a 'kill or Gonta Dies' situation.

Anonymous said: So... That request where the S/O is given a "kill or [guy's name] dies motive and commits suicide? Could I request that with Gonta and his S/O please?

My bby noooo I love gonta......

but I also love angst soo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ -mod Katie  

Warnings- Suicide, language.

You couldn't believe what you were reading.

You couldn't think, and your hands were shaking. your head hurt and you couldn't stop crying.

You held a note in your hand, fists clenched tight. you could hardly process the words you were seeing. and the picture..god, the picture. It sent shivers down your spine.

you had received a harassing letter sometime last night, only noticing it this morning. If you had only known what lay waiting for you, you would have never bothered to wake up.

no, no you couldn't think like that. you had to save him. "him" being your loving boyfriend Gonta. the very man who was pictured in these horrible photos attached to the letter, detailing very specific instructions. If you wanted your boyfriend to live, you had to end someone's life.

It took everything you had to not start hopelessly wailing. everything in your world seemed to be crumbling down, all at once.

It was an exchange of the worst kind. you would have to sacrifice you morality and kill another person, or loose your love. And how could you live with yourself after? even if it was to save the love of your life, you would just be taking away someone else's. You would be killing someone's child. someone's lover. And in the end, wasn't that just the same thing someone was threatening to do to you?

No. You wouldn't become a monster.

it terrified you, what you were about to do. It scared you beyond belief. you didn't know what waited for you on the other side, but you weren't about to risk someone else's life, nor were you about to risk gonta's.

But it was okay. Gonta would survive, and he would move past this. but the poor boy, he would need time to recover. you weren't about to leave him blind, either. You wrote him a note, explaining the situation, and telling him how much you loved him.

You were shaking while you tied the noose. And you were numb as you hung it up. And the only thing you felt when you kicked the chair out from under you, was the hope that Gonta could forgive you.

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Rantaro, Kokichi, Tenko, and Shuichi noticing a fem! S/O self harming.

Anonymous said: Um could I get Rantaro, Kokichi, Tenko, and Shuichi reacting to their female s/o committing suicide or just self harming so often that the characters requested finally notice one day..? Thank you

Warnings: depression, angst, mentions of suicide, suicidal thoughts, self harm, but it gets better.... I can't stand to leave a sad ending, not like this. not about this. - Mod Katie.

Dear Anon: It hurts. it Always does. so many things are going through my head right now that I want to say to you. I know it hurts, to have this pain and evil inside of you that feels so obvious, so blatant, calling out, crying out for someone to save you. it hurts, to go day by day as the weight of this horrible creature hangs over you. I get it. you aren't alone.

But you can't wait for someone to save you.

It might feel like it's hopeless, and it might feel impossible, but you have to realize: if you were underwater, and you needed to breathe, would you wait for someone to throw you a floater? or would you swim up for air? In this day, people are always busy, and often don't notice what's right in front of them. It will hurt, and it will break your soul. it will make you feel like you are insignificant and like you're a bother. but you're not. you are wonderful and beautiful and worthy of love. But you can't wait for someone to tell you that.

You have to teach yourself that.

You have to save yourself.

Rantaro

Rantaro knew you had depression. you had skirted around the topic before, before sheepishly admitting to your depression. Rantaro, being the loving and supportive boyfriend he was, immediately reassured you that you could always talk to him about it, he was here for you!

...While you appreciated the sentiment, hell would freeze over before you actually voiced your feelings to another living soul, especially one who's opinion meant so much to you .

So you did what you always did, and suffered in silence. when it got too much, you released tension onto your wrists.

The more you did it the deeper into depression you fell.

The world felt heavy, and living seemed to be more and more of a challenge.

You moped around, and could barely get up in the morning. You rarely ate, and you just stared off into nothing, watching TV and only leaving your house when absolutely necessary.

Rantaro wasn't blind. he knew something was up, but he didn't want to pry. he figured, if you wanted to talk, you would talk. That didn't stop him from worrying, however.

Deciding he wanted to talk to you, He had offered to bring you your favorite take out, in hopes to bring your spirits up. when you had failed to reply to his texts, he thought your phone might just be dead, and he went to your house anyway.

He had reached your apartment, and receiving no answer, decided to come in anyway. It's not like you would get out of bed anyway.

setting the food down in your kitchen, rantaro decided to go wake you up, before your food got cold, so you could both eat. Crossing the house and reaching your bedroom door, he paused. Were you... crying? Swinging open the door, desperate to comfort you-

...

you were sitting there, face ashamed as you held a knife in one hand, and bandages in the other. He couldn't tear his eyes away from your arm. littered with cuts in uniform size, some old and some new, your arm looked red and angry.

Your mouth flutterd open and close, uselessly trying to form words that would explain this, explain how alone you felt, how this was the only way you felt like you could get some release...

Rantaro walked over to you, hesitantly, as if you were a wild animal. when he got near enough to you, he pried the knife out of your hands. he threw it to the floor and gathered you into his arms.

Both of you, shaking, sobbing, and holding each other. You told him that you were sorry for not being honest. That just started an avalanche of apologies out of both of you. Rantaro, apologizing for not noticing, for not being there. You, hearing this, claimed it all was on you. Both of you sat there for the better part of an hour, just crying, holding the other close, and trying to piece back together pieces of your broken heart.

It was the day of your wedding, and you couldn't be happier. you were standing at the alter with the man you loved, you were surrounded by friends and family, and most importantly, you were 2 years clean.

It wasn't easy. there had been days when you found yourself peering down the rabbit hole of depression, ready to dive back in...

but you had gotten help. With rantaro to support you, you had sought help from professionals. It didn't mean you were cured, far from it. But now you took medicine to keep the thoughts from piling on you, and you had techniques for when things got too gloomy. Every day was another fight, but as of recent, they were getting easier and easier to win. You held on to hope that maybe someday, you wouldn't need to fight at all.

"There are good days and bad days. (sometimes more bad than good) But that's ok. (you are okay) this is part of getting better."

 Kokichi

Kokichi had known from day one that you had depression. How, when something happened, you would quite down and curl in on yourself. how you seemed to distance yourself and shut yourself away from everyone.

he wasn't an idiot.

He tried his best to keep you occupied, to keep your mind off of more depressing things. He wasn't one to get all touchy feely, but he tried his best to be there for you.

He thought it would be enough.

He noticed when you started wearing long sleeves, no matter the weather. How you would get jumpy whenever someone would look at your sleeves for more than a second, how you would avoid all physical contact when someone tried to touch you.

Kokichi was a master of lies, and he could quite plainly see through yours.

Really, if he didn't have more pressing matters to talk to you about, he would sit you down and give you lessons in lying like a pro. 

 He wasn't about to sit by and let his partner in crime hurt themselves.

At least one of the perks of having over 10,000 members in his organization meant he could gather enough people for an intervention at a moment's notice.

when you came home from work that day, you were surprised at the small circle of chairs surrounding the door. Thinking it was a prank, you weakly chuckled and waved at the people with a shaky smile on your face. When kokichi came to you with a serious look on his face, however, your smile fell from your face.

 It wasn't pretty. there were tears, a little bit of yelling, and denial.... but kokichi and you finally had the heart to heart you needed. (after he sent all those ridiculous people in clown masks home)

Kokichi could not be prouder of you. You were 5 years strong, and with a little girl on the way, you and kokichi were building a life together. 

After your encounter that fateful day, you and him had set up some precautions from then on. code words for when you needed something, but were embarrassed to ask. Weekly 'recharge' sessions where you both talked about what was troubling you. Kokichi had realized that if he wanted you to be completely honest with him, he had to start being earnest with you, too.

it was hard for him to open up at first. (years of building up walls and lying defenses don't just go away) but with your help, he had learned to stop bottling things up.

He watched, amused, as you fawned over a cute little baby on TV, subconsciously holding your stomach. He sometimes wondered, how it might have gone had he not confronted you. Every possible outcome seemed grimmer than the last.

But he was so happy to have you here. a few years ago, the idea of having a baby would have sent you into a panic attack, or even a depressive spiral. he knew that the baby would have made you so afraid, so terrified.....

But now, you and him both looked forward to a future together with a little girl in between the both of you.

"Hold on tight, this ride is a wild one.

Make no mistake, the day will come when you can't cover up what you've done."

Tenko

You tried not to be a bother. Honest, you did. you felt bad asking for attention, and felt ashamed asking for validation. You didn't want your girlfriend, or anyone, finding out how sick you were.

You figured that if Tenko found out how messed up you were, how broken you felt, she would leave you. You were afraid of being too needy, to difficult.

You were afraid that she would leave.

So, you bottled it all up and prayed no one would find out.

As time went on, the worse you felt. It got to the point where your mind was like a bully. Any shred of hope or joy you felt, your mind quickly turned it for the worse, or ruined the mood. you sometimes just considered ending it all, stopping this weight on your chest, stopping these terrible thoughts.

You started doing more and more stupid things. you were carless. When you got a headache, instead of taking 2 painkillers, you took 4. then 6, then 8. You started cutting yourself to focus on something besides the god-awful voice in your head. you slept all day and rarely left the house. you rarely ate, too.

you thought that this torment would go on forever.

One day after an intense aikido session, Tenko came home bruised and sweaty. Her arms were killing her, and the bruises from her sparring practice hurt like hell. She went to go take some painkillers, only to find that the bottle was nearly empty.

"Hey hon, where did all the painkillers go?" tenko called, walking to your shared bedroom.

When a muffled 'I took them' came out from under the covers, tenko stopped short. 

"what do you mean you took them? why?" tenko asked, fearful.

when you popped your head out from under the covers, that fear decreased subsided a little

"I've had really bad headaches as of recent, I took a few" you said, monotonously.

Tenko felt the fear she had been fighting come back and rear its ugly head at her. She tried to remain calm, however.

"Hon.... I bought this bottle, like, 4 days ago...It's a hundred count" tenko said, coming over to you, slowly.

Cold apprehension spiked through your heart at those words

'How could you be so careless?! Now she'll know!!' the voice in your head screamed.

When tenko saw the look of fear on your face, she felt her stomach drop. Quickly grabbing the phone, she called for an ambulance.

You sat by, frozen in shock as your mind twisted everything she was doing

'She's calling the nut house!! she's going to lock you up!~'

you tried to get up, to go to her to convince her you were fine, but your movements felt groggy, and slow. After you got up, the room started to spin, lurching to the side and then-

B L A C K

...

You woke in the hospital with a weeping Tenko by your side. Seeing her like this, your heart broke. You couldn't believe that you were the cause of those desperate cries.

You and tenko had trouble after that. She was hurt that you woulden't talk to her, she was hurt that you would do all of those horrible things to yourself.

You and her had a long talk after that, and when you were finished, you came to the conclusion that you and Tenko wouldn't break up.... But you had to sign up for Rehab.

Rehab was long and it was tough. it seemed pointless and patronizing, at times. But with tenko visiting you every day, you carried on.

It was 6 years later, and Tenko had just won the National championship tournament for MMA in America. You were there, screaming and cheering your head off, waving a banner and hugging her tight. the press surrounded both of you, snapping pictures and recording live.

Tenko pulled away from the tight embrace, and at your confused look, she gave a smile.

Then in front of every major news network in America, she got down on one knee.

 (you said yes)

 "And the hardest part of living is just taking the breaths to stay

Cuz I know i'm good for something, I just haven't found it yet.

And I need it,"

 Shuichi

Shuichi knew what you were struggling with. He wasn't the ultimate detective for nothing, after all.

He constantly tried to get you to open up to him, to share some of the burden that plagued your mind.

What he didn't know, however, was the extent to which you were fighting.

How, every night, you would succumb to the evil treachery in your mind, carving away at yourself until you hurt more on the outside than you did on the inside.

Shuichi didn't necessarily catch you, but he did catch you throwing away bloody bandages. trusting his instincts, he immediately made you go to the hospital with him.

It turns out, it was a good thing he made you go with him, despite the fact that you insisted that he was over reacting. you had just cut your finger! that was all! (he hadn't actually seen your arms yet. but he knew.)

It turns out, the cuts you had were badly infected. Some of them even required stiches for them to heal properly.

Shuichi, who had been sent outside during the exam, came in to see your arms wrapped up like a mummies'.

neither of you said anything as he came to sit by you.

nether of you said anything when the nurse came back into the room to tell you that you had been placed on suicide watch.

...

You had spent the next 3 months in rehab. after that, you had spent a year in therapy. And through it all, shuichi was there to offer support.

It was time.

You and shuichi were about to take a big step in your relationship

you were getting a dog.

more specifically, you were getting a therapy dog.

your therapist had recommend you get a live-in therapy dog, and shuichi was more than happy to accommodate.

you were getting better. slowly, day by day. sometimes it was hard,  and sometimes you didn't even need help.

but every day you took your meds, and then every day you cuddled with rex and shuichi and everyday, you enjoyed your life.

 "Share one more drink with me, smile even though you're sad I'm walking the long road, watching the sky fall The lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live?"

[maki-and-sushi]

NDR3 Boys meeting their crush irl after they die in the game.

Anonymous said: If it's not too much could I request NDRV3 guys reacting to meeting their crush alive? Like the killing game was like (SPOILERS) DR2 in virtual reality, and their s/o died in it. Basically a non-despair au sort of thing.

So this was a really interesting prompt! Actually, DR2 is my favorite game (over all, I still feel like NDR3 had the best setting, and ryoma and kokichi will forever hold a place in my heart, but I really like the dynamic of the characters, and I love their interactions. I just really love DR2 okay) IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW ALREADY: This basically is just one big spoiler for the twist ending of DR2. (and also the ending of ngr3)

Warnings: Language, Angst >:)

EDIT: for ryoma, I put that kirigiri killed him... and unless kirigiri can suddenly time travel, that didn't happen... lol! I ment to put kirumi, but I guess I was thinking about another prompt. Thank you for pointing it out!

Also: feel free to call me on my bullshit! - mod katie

Shuichi Saihara

When you first died, he was devastated. the only thing that kept him going was the fact that people needed him, they needed him to carry on. the only way that they could get out of this alive was him. He needed to do it. He needed to do it for you. your death would not be meaningless.

the stress was too much, sometimes. but he carried on. it was all he could do.

In the end, they stopped it. They stopped it all. No more killing game. Danganronpa would end in it's 53rd season. he would gladly accept punishment if it meant that this would all end. if it meant there would be no more people who died. sacrifice one for the majority, right?

He remembers that feeling of relief, when it all faded to black.

But then woke up.

He was confused, to say the least. He woke up in this.. Pod, of sorts. he remembers thinking it was like something out of a sci-fi movie. His wasn't the only pod, either. He watched as one by one, as the pods all around him started to open, revealing people he never though he'd see again.

there was himiko, and there was Kaito! Kii-bo, maki, Everyone! everyone besides Tsumugi was there!

And as that thought struck him, he searched frantically for the one person he had yet to see. Spinning around, he saw your confused face as you looked around. confusion that quickly turned to joy as you spotted him. Dodging teary reunions and embracing forms of the people who were reunited at last, he ran to you and embraced you.

holy crap, he feared it was a dream. he feared that if he squeezed to hard, or if he looked away for even a second, that you would disappear and he would wake up, cold and alone, back in that hellish game.

he felt your shaking form as you cried, sobbing for joy, sobbing from relief. you held him in a bone-crushing grip, as if you and him shared the same fear.

suddenly, more and more people joined in on the hug, some crying, some not. they joined until everyone was huddled together in a big, comforting embrace. Sure, there would be hell to pay for people who had killed, just as there would be trauma for those who died. they had gone through so much, it had unmistakably changed each and every one of them.

but right now, they were all here, and they were all alive. they would make it through this. together.

 Kaito Mamota

Kaito didn't want you to worry about his condition. he didn't know what suddenly brought it on, but he was stronger than whatever this was. he would beat it.

at least that's what he told himself.

he remembers when you saw him cough up blood for the first time. how shocked and afraid for him you were.

he remembers your face, when kokichi picked him up in the exisal. how horrified you were.

he remembers you crying throughout the class trial while he hid in the red exisal.

he remembers it all. up until the last moment, the thought of you being freed, being able to leave this place, even at the cost of his own life..... it kept him going. He was going to be a hero! and you.... you would be safe.

Darkness. he remembers the darkness. the floating lights that danced like stars behind his eyelids, through his mind. he felt weightless. he thought this must be what space was like, vast ... cold.... Suffocating. For the first time he could remember, he hated this space.

Then, he heard a voice. your voice. You, sobbing.... It didn't feel right.

Next, he felt the sharp pains in his head, taletell throbbing of a migraine as suddenly the entire world rushed into his skull. All of a sudden, as if he had been struck by lighting.... He was awake.

with a gasp of breath, drawing air into aching lungs.. he briefly felt the phantom pain of his rasping cough.

but that didn't matter. because you were there, above him, staring at him like you had just been granted your one true wish. With a pained cry, you enveloped him in a bone-crushing hug, burrowing your face into his shirt. sobbing, shaking, you refused to let him go.

he... he was alive.

He drew you impossibly closer into his arms, letting a few tears of his own escape. he was here, you were here, and with a start, he realized that everyone was here.

he didn't know how it happened. he didn't really care to, either. he had been given a second chance and he was not going to look a gift horse in the mouth.

 Korekiyo Shinguji

You and Korekiyo had admired each other from afar for so long. the subtle compliments, the cautious glances. you both knew what kind of situation you were in. you also found that your heart didn't particularly give a fuck what kind of situation you were in. you found him lovely.

His vast knowledge of seemingly everything astounded and entranced you. his love for humanity was admirable to you, and his comforting words (often directed only to you, you would never find out) made you feel safe. safe in his arms, safe from the horrible situation you were in.

maybe that was why you liked him. as the ultimate Psychologist, you often found yourself pondering this killing game. On darker days, you would ponder motives for killings, chances of survival. It was a relief when you found yourself on the lighter topic of love. You mused that in a terrible situation such as this, that it might be his ability to provide comfort, or his willingness to forgive small mistakes, such as emotional out lashes, that drew you to him.

 Whatever the reason, your heart refused to acknowledge just how ridiculous this crush was. You also refused to make a move, believing yourself foolish.

one of your biggest regrets was not saying anything before you died.

When you awoke, you didn't quite know what to do with yourself. you observed some of the tearful reunions of the the classmates around you (participating in a few of them yourself), reflecting on your death. you had unfinished business.

With steely determination like that of a hunting cat, you gathered your with and went to korekiyo.

You had been given a second chance, you weren't about to throw it away.

...

nope you couldn't do it.

you stopped just short of reaching korekiyo, intent to turn around and do it another time, but before you could run away you felt yourself being stopped by two lanky arms hugging you from behind.

Turns out you didn't need to confess. Korekiyo beat you to it. he was intent on never letting you go. You found that you didn't seem to mind.

 Rantaro Amami

You had the biggest crush on him. it wasn't hard to fall for him, really. kind... sweet.... calm and collected... he was your hero in this dire time.

it made you mad when he died. why would anyone kill him? he hadn't done anything to anybody! you had often found yourself seeking comfort from him, talking about anything and everything to keep your mind off of this depressing reality. you remember him talking about his sisters, with such affection in his eyes. you had jokingly suggested that he might be the 'ultimate brother' with how he talked about them. he had rolled his eyes at you, and shoved you in a playful manner. you remembered that day fondly, joking in the library

the very library he had been found dead in.

you couldn't help but let a few tears out. tears for this boy, who had been so hopeful for the future, for his ultimate talent. This man who has assured you that everything would be fine.

you wouldn't forgive whoever did this. You couldn't forgive them.

...

After that trial, you couldn't really bring yourself to have much hope for the future. You wouldn't be burdened with the weight of living much longer, however.... Because of someone's selfish reason, you had to die. you hoped your killer got what was coming to them.

...

Waking up after was almost like a dream. You found yourself having a hard time believing that all of that... all the pain and emotion you felt... wasn't real.

You were grateful, though. because if you had awaken, that meant...

Rantaro

Rantaro was there, helping people out of the pods they had awoken in. helping, he was always helping 

Noticing you, however, he stopped trying to help a (rather confused) kirigiri, and after a quick goodbye, was at your side.

with gentle hands he helped you out of your pod, making sure you were steady on your feet before drawing you into a hug.

In that moment, you felt like you could take anything the world threw at you.

 Gonta Gokuhara

Gonta thought you were the nicest person he had ever met. You had been there to comfort him during class trials, you had shared his passion for bugs, and let him talk about bugs for hours on end, and better yet, you actually listened!

it didn't hurt that gonta thought you were the prettiest person he had ever seen.

when you were found dead, it broke his heart. you and him had been sweethearts for a week before this horrible game had ripped you away. Gonta had never cried so hard.

he was never the same after that. His words felt hollow, and there wasn't a day he didn't think of you. And when it came down to it, he all too willingly accepted his death.

When gonta woke up and saw you above him, he thought he was in heaven. when you smiled down at him and kissed his cheek, he decided that you must be his guardian angel.

You had started to cry when he said that, tears of joy falling down your face. you started laughing and kissing his face all over again. You kept telling him that he was safe, that you were all safe at last.

Gonta suddenly got serious, however. he vowed to you that he would never let anything happen to you, ever again. You stopped sniffling for a moment and told him with a fierce expression that you were going to protect him too!

And with that, you and gonta started crying all over again.

 Ryoma Hoshi

 Ryoma had treasured you. you always seemed to be positive, pulling him out of his funk whenever he got too far gone. you made him hope for the future, you made him wish he could be a better man.

he knew how he felt about you, and he knew how you felt about him. but regardless, he wasn't going to make a move. Someone like him, be with someone like you? Even if you both weren't trapped in a crazy killing game, He knew that you would eventually get tired of him, or even worse, you would see him for what he really was.

it hurt, really. To see you try so hard to try to confess, and him playing dumb at every turn. How he wanted to just accept your feelings, to tell you he felt the same....

no.

no, being with him was a weakness In this environment. and you would never be able to stand a criminal like him anyway.

so, he made peace with being your oblivious close friend. but oh, how he longed for more.

...

He had accepted death rather easily. he was ashamed actually, with how easy he gave up. he knew you would be disappointed.

...

'-oma'

'ryoma'

Ryoma awoke to someone saying his name. he was confused, because the last thing he remembered was kirumi about to kill him.... had she...not been successful?

Ryoma opened his eyes.

Huh... no he was probably dead. that was the only possible explination for seeing kaede above him... kaede, who had been killed in the last trial. kaede, who had made a grave mistake.

Which surprised him, because he thought for sure he was going to hell. unless kaede was in hell with him...?

While he was having this dilemma, kaede looked at him, waiting for some kind of response.

'sorry.. did you say something?' ryoma asked, hesitant.

"I just said that if you needed help getting out of your pod, I'd help you."

...pod?

noticing his confused look, kaede gave him a quick rundown of what happened

".... and apparently, it was all just a simulation. that's what shuichi told me."

shuichi, huh? maybe he should go get the full version from him. After nodding to kaede signaling that he did need help, he got to the floor and looked around. sure enough, everyone around him was hugging and crying and having a big reunion.

before he could stop himself, his eyes locked on you.

you were smiling and hugging angie, and were none the wiser about his eyes on you. he figured that was for the best, after all, if he pushed you away enough then you would eventually stop coming back. maybe then you would move on and you wouldn't waste time on a criminal like him. he turned and walked away, too lost in his own depression to notice you running to him.

With a sudden lurch, he found himself buried in somebody's arms, his face in their neck. He was tense and uncomfortable, until he heard your sobbing voice say his name.

"ryoma"

Suddenly, he was boneless and hugging you back just as hard. he tried soothing you by petting your hair, trying to calm you down, to quiet your sobs.

You told him through your tears how glad you were that he was alive, that you were here with him. you then did something that baffled him.

You apologized.

You apologized for not being there to protect him, not being there to save him. When he heard this, he started to cry with you. He apologized for giving up, for succumbing to his darkness.

he took your face in his hands and pressed his forehead to yours.

He had died, once. seeing you now, knowing how it must have hurt you... no. he wasn't going to let you go another day. he wasn't going to give you up. He was going to be incredibly selfish.

Looking deep into your eyes, he said the words he thought he would never get to say again.

"I love you"

and with that, you kissed him.

 Kokichi Ouma

You would never forgive yourself. out of all people, at all times, you chose Kokichi Ouma, in the middle of a Killing Game, to have a crush.

You could practically kick yourself at how obvious you were. you giggled whenever he caused mischief, you gave googoo eyes whenever he was in the room. Whenever you two would banter back and forth, you always felt heat chasing up your neck and onto your cheeks. And from that smirk, that little smirk, he always gave you ...the little fucker knew. he just liked to see you flustered.

you hated how easily you could be manipulated by him... while you wouldn't bow to his every whim, all he had to do was start to flirt or get in your personal bubble for you to cave to his demands.

It was often your crush that got you into trouble with the others. you were often the first to defend kokichi, trying to give reason to some of his more nonsensical actions. trying to make him less like the bad guy. it wasn't your fault that you saw a softer side of him sometimes, and it wasn't your fault that you wanted the others to stop persecuting him for every little thing...

You knew you were biased. you knew.

...Gonta had been too far. you know what the others thought of him now but... It had been gonta's decision.... you knew kokichi probably manipulated him but.... but the raw, unadulterated pain and emotion in his eyes when he explained to gonta....

You were confused. and a little hurt. but god, your feelings didn't waver.

if anything you just wanted to help heal this broken boy.

And after the trial... You knew he was lying. He wasn't the mastermind. and that wasn't your bias. This was obvious, out of all his lies, this was the most obvious one of them all....

so why did they fucking believe him?!?

you, true to your intentions, still tried to find holes in his logic. still tried to clear his name. You didn't notice the looks maki was giving you.

...

When you woke up, it was as if the entire fucking sun was shining in your eyes, with a migraine the size of Russia to match.

with a groan and a dozen or so curses, you sat up and stepped out of the-

holy fuck were you in a pod or some shit?!?

you jumped out of the pod thing, trying to separate yourself from the machinery that was foreign to you... and immediately cursed, louder this time, as vertigo and your migraine came back to bite you in the ass. you swayed, about to fall, when all of a sudden, arms were around you, holding you to someone.

"don't you ever fucking do that again, you dipshit. Don't ever put your life on the line for me ever again, you got it?! Don't.....Don't you .... fucking..." and with that, Kokichi started to cry.

You were shocked why kokichi, big bad, supreme leader kokichi was crying.

 When you asked him as much, he looked at you like you were an idiot.

"because I care about you, you stupid idiot!" he said, trying to dry his tears.

Gathering you close and holding you tight, he whispered to you

"please don't leave me again.."

You couldn't tear yourself away, even if you tried.

Kii-Bo

You were always the one to defend him, when the others were being robophobic. when they treated him like nothing more than a hunk of metal.

you and him would talk for hours and hours, you explaining what it would be like to do certain things as a human..him, sharing his experiences as a robot. you called it a 'culture exchange'

the more the two of you shared, the more k1-bo felt like he needed to protect you, like he needed to comfort you, to keep you safe.

when the final trial came around, you were so tired. tired of the death, the destruction, everything. He wanted to shield you from this torment, to put a smile on your face.

He wasn't really aware of what he was doing in the last part of the trial. all he remembers is the voice in his head...louder, louder, until..

s i l e n c e

...

When he .... Awoke? was that the right word? Well, when he finished rebooting, he realized he was plugged into a machine. the next thing he realized was that you were in front of him, making sure he was all right.

When he reported that he was perfectly fine, you weakly smiled and paused.

'Do.... Do you remember anything, kiibo?" you asked, trying to keep your voice light. When he responded with what he last remembered, you looked like you were about to cry.

"are, are you alright? Do I need to go get some bandages?" kiibo asked, trying to see if he could fix what was wrong. You let out a choked sob and hugged kiibo tight.

"don't you scare me, don't you do that to me again, kiibo... I was so worried.."

when he asked what he had done to make you so worried, you weakly told him that it didn't matter, that you would tell him later.

And it was the very concept of later, that implied you would be around for a while, that made him absolutely hum in delight.

When you felt the vibrations, you giggled through your tears and kissed him on the cheek.

You would be all right, you both would be.

[maki-and-sushi]

NDR3 Boys reacting to a peeking (fem)S/O~

I AM SO SORRY I'VE BEEN ABSENT!!! I've been going through an audiotion process that took up a lot of my time....and I didn't get in. but on the bright side, I can get back to doing what I love! I've enjoyed making your meal! - Mod Katie.

Warnings: slight perv (nothing too nsfw, sorry ;) ), language, and awkward tension

K1-bo

it was a complete accident, you walking in on him. You had hoped to surprise your boyfriend with a visit, so you decided to drop by his dorm unannounced. At the time, you didn't think much of it.

You arrived to his dorm, and opened it using the spare key he gave you. when you opened the door, and didn't immediately see him, you were confused. the dorm wasn't that big, and you had thought he would be home, because you didn't recall him having any classes today. (it was kiibo's idea to memorize each other's schedule... so something like this wouldn't happen)

deciding to make sure he wasn't home for sure before calling the trip a bust, you walked over to his bathroom and pushed open the door.

....You weren't really sure what you were seeing?

There was kiibo, in front of a mirror.... Was he flexing?.... Yes. he was indeed flexing. You had to stifle a giggle at your boyfriend's antics, and had to stifle it even harder when you saw there was a towel wrapped around his hips. Try as you might, a shrieking giggle escaped you.

Kiibo, finally taking notice of you, did what any sensible robot (with no observable genitalia) would do. he shrieked, and tried to cover himself.

"S/O! please! avert your eyes and close the door!"

with an eye roll and a good-natured apology, you shut the door and smiled to yourself. Whatever that silly robot was doing, he obviously wanted his privacy. you guessed you would just have to wait for him to open the door.

Gonta Gokuhara

You had just finished up your classes for the day, on your way to your boyfriends house, when you spotted it.

'It' being the cutest little lizard you had ever seen! while gonta's passion may have been with bugs, you loved reptiles with all your heart. From the little noses of snakes, to the little claws of lizards, you loved them all.

your boyfriend, the loving, kind, supportive man that he was, was always excited to see your latest catch. So, you decided to hurry along and show him your beautiful little buddy!

You finally reached his house and opened the door, careful not to jostle the little baby in your hands (you named it Hummus). This wasn't the first time you had brought a live specimen into gonta's house (and it wouldn't be the last) so you went towards the bedroom to put Hummus in the little tank you kept here for circumstances just like this.

Upon entering the bedroom, however, you realized a few things. Like, how you forgot to tell gonta you were home. And also, how good your boyfriend looked without a shirt.

.....Damn.

"AH! Gonta not hear you come in! Gonta sorry! Just finishing getting dressed!" and with that, he finished pulling the shirt over his head. ...You were kind of sad to see it go.

However, when gonta noticed the little lizard in your hands (Hummus had started squirming at the sudden stop of motion), he looked at you with a smile and asked what you brought home now.

At that, all thoughts of gonta's well- formed physique left your head, and you stared eagerly telling him about little baby Hummus. As this happened, you realized a few more things. Like how nice it was to hear Gonta refer to his house as your shared home. And just how lucky you were.

Kaito Mamota

You and Kaito had just finished 'training' for the day (mostly you, with kaito providing moral support) and you both had come back sweaty and gross with a desire to take a hot shower. Kaito, ever the gentleman, (under the threat of no home-cooked meals for a week) let you go first.

After a few Disney musical numbers (starring, directed, and choreographed by you), you got out and wrapped yourself in the fluffy towel on the door. Wrapping it tight around your body, you cracked open the bathroom door. seeing no one, you sprinted to your bedroom. before shutting the door all the way, you called for kaito to take his turn in the shower.

After an encore getting dressed, you noticed the towel laying on your floor and realized you had forgot to get kaito a towel. thinking very well that you coulden't get a proper shower without a towel, you grabbed a clean towel from the hall closet and knocked on the bathroom door.

Ignoring the startled yelp, you shouted to kaito that you had brought him a towel. hearing the muffled 'coming', you stepped back from the door and waited for him to crack open the door. What you did not expect, however, was for him to throw open the door.

swiftly covering your eyes, you quickly asked what the hell was wrong with him.

"Relax! did you really think I'd come out naked?! what kind of man do you think I am?!"

peeking from between your fingers, you saw that he had put on his old pants (ew, you thought), and you also saw he had failed to put on a shirt.

you weren't a religious person, but you thought you ought to thank somebody for this sight before you. Hell, you might even get on your knees to do it. Water was still dripping down his chest from his wet hair, Which hung to his shoulders without his usual gel to hold it up.

as you watched one particularly heavy drop slide past his nipple, you were snapped out of your trance by a thwap on the head with a dirty shirt.

"if you're going to stand there all day and stare like a pervert, the least you could do is hand me the towel!"

with a newfound sense of shame, you handed him a towel and scurried away, hearing him chuckle all the way.

 Korekiyo Shinguji

You two had only been dating for 2 months, but you were dying.

Not like, actually, but in a dramatic way.

You were dying to see what your boyfriend looked like under his mask. you had talked to him about it before, and while he said he was comfortable enough around you that he could show you, every time it was about to happen, life got in the way. sometimes 'life' was an obnoxious ringtone that broke the mood, sometimes it was an annoying asshole (named kokichi) that broke the mood.

Regardless, you were dying from curiosity, and you decided to take matters into your own hands!

You knew he was in his bedroom right now, probably finding a book to read, but you were going to march right in there and tell him that you wanted, no, needed to see his face or you would absolutely die.

And with that, you barged right in his room!

Well, at least you saw his face...along with the rest of him.

nice butt

After a tense pause, you apologized and closed the door and stepped out. hiding your face in shame, you went back to dying, this time from embarrassment.

After what felt like a year (it was like, 5 mins tops) Korekiyo opened the door and was stopped by your form, on the floor....curled up in a ball?

When you saw him, you immediately started apologizing and trying to explain yourself. After explaining that you had only meant to ask to see his face, he laughed.

"well, you certainly saw my face, what did you think?" and with an embarrassed blush, you told him you didn't really get a good look.

At that, he reached back and took off his mask. With a smile he asked you what you thought now.

you were struck by how handsome he was, and you told him as much.

Kokichi Ouma

 it was a perfectly normal day. really, you just wanted to go get a book to read while your husband was out plotting and running around with his organization.

when you opened the door to the bedroom, trying to go pick up the book you had started earlier, you paused at the sight of kokichi, naked, trying to towel-dry his hair. however, you only paused, and then continued to the bookshelf next to the door, bypassing the naked man.

That didn't spare you, however.

"Ni-shishishi~ Wow, S/O, you're such a dirty perv! watching me naked, like this.."

"Kokichi, my back is literally facing you right now. I'm just getting a book."

"Oh~ Woe is me! How will I ever be a good wife now? My virtue, ruined! I am an impure maiden, a tainted bride!" kokichi wailed, throwing himself on the bed.

"kokichi, we've been married for about 4 years. And you're a guy."

"Ni-shishishi! But, Honey! think of my virtue! You'll just have to make an honest bride out of me!"

At that, you turned around, and stared at him. He had moved into what was a comically over-done sexy pose. At the sight of you facing him, he started trying to beckon you closer.

with a straight face, you grabbed your book and left with a deadpan "No".

You couldn't keep your poker-face forever, though, and broke out into a secret grin at the sight of kokichi's obnoxious whining echoing through the house. Man, you loved your husband.

Rantaro Amami

 You had just walked in after a long day at work. you were tired, emotionally, physically, and mentally. you wanted to go and get well acquainted with your bed. maybe get a few cuddles from your boyfriend rantaro. whatever.

You just trudged through the apartment, shucking off your coat and shoes on your way to your bed. (you could hear it calling)

you got to the bedroom door, and paused upon hearing your boyfriends voice inside. was he... talking to himself? you waited for a response to his voice, but all you got was more one-sided dialog.

you quietly peeked open the door, not wanting to startle whatever was happening inside. 

But you couldn't help yourself, because the second you saw rantaro trying to take a shirtless mirror selfie, you lost it.

You burst out laughing as you saw rantaro,one of the most down- to- earth guys you knew, trying to angle a phone in a mirror, all while mumbling about his abs.

rantaro nearly had a heart attack from your booming laughter. noticing the situation, he quickly tried to put on a shirt. While he didn't appreciate you laughing at his secret photo session, he understood that it was kind of funny.

After you had finished laughing until it felt like you had abs of your own (hearing yourself say this, you started laughing all over again, much to rantaro's embarrassment.), you thanked him for making your day.

While he wasn't a fan of being laughed at, he was glad he could cheer you up.

Ryoma Hoshi

Ryoma is one of the most privet guys you know. it took him a long time for him to open up to you and confess to you. It took him even longer to feel safe enough with you to pursue a relationship.

You love your boyfriend, he's one of the most precious and kind people you know. A broken shell with a golden heart, you liked to tell him when he got too down on himself.

that being said, When you found him in venerable moments, you did your best to make him feel safe and loved.

so when you walked by the open door and saw him staring at himself with a look on his face ( a look you knew all too well), you didn't hesitate to walk up to him and give him a big hug.

he had been looking at his arms. his scars from prison, and his scars from tennis. When he had played tennis, he had really given it his all. you remember seeing clips and being amazed at how he could move. But he had told you that those scars had come from times when he over- exerted himself, when he had fractured an arm, fell to the ground, got skid by an insanely fast tennis ball, ect. Those times where he was happy, where he had a passion for life and a love of tennis.

The scars from prison however, told a darker story. how sometimes he had to fight to survive, how sometimes he had to get a message across that he wasn't someone to fuck with. Those times where he only lived because he needed to repent.

He got that look sometimes, like he didn't know what to do with himself. like he wasn't someone who could function anymore.

you were always there to ground him. and this time wasn't any different.

 Shuichi Saihara.

You were in the middle of folding laundry when you first heard it. it was quiet first, but it soon became louder.

upon further investigation you noticed that it seemed to be coming from the bathroom.

when you crept closer, you started to make out the words.

"You gotta diiig a little deeper-"

Was shuichi really singing the princess and the frog?!? This was too good! You had only recently watched the movie with the boy, but it seems he liked it more than he let on.

You really couldn't resist. on the next line of the song you took over the song.

"Dig down deep inside yourself,

You'll find out what you need

Blue skies and sunshine guaranteed!" You sang out happily, swinging open the door to the bathroom as you did.

with a manly yelp, shuichi promptly turned a shade of red and dropped the hairbrush he was using a microphone.

"s/O! what are you doing here?!?!"

 "no time for that, 'Ichi! it's time for the next chorus!

Prince Froggy is a rich little boy,

You wanna be rich again!"

With an eyeroll and a weak grin, he picked up the hairbrush, and you two continued to jam out to the song.

[maki-and-sushi]

Gonta seeing his FEM!S/O wearing his jacket and nothing else

"S/O Have you seen Gonta jacket? I can’t find it an-”

His face is on fire

He looks at your innocent smirk and playful glint in your eyes and wow he’s gone

GONTA GENTLEMAN GONTA GENTLEMAN GON-

Gonta might be a gentleman but his little buddy sure isn’t

He’s all stuttering and blushy when he sees you, quickly covering his eyes

“S-S-S-S/O W-WHY ARE YOU WEARING GONTA JACKET- WHY YOU NO WEAR CLOTHES U-UND-”

You looked down as if you didn’t realize the coat open, your clevage showing and lack of under garments

“Oh~? Whoopsie~!”

He just runs out of the room- the house- the country- the universe

rip gonta