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had a dream where a special forces team had to kill the sorce of a zombie outbreak lot randomness happened there was this huge farm house they fought through 3 of the 4 died but we're able to talk to the last guy from death but then the dream switched over to the unit I was in and we were in this ladies house the wife of the husband who was on the zombies side who the special forces team killed and we were pocketing all his cigars

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I was playing 2v2 basketball in my dream, my teammate started being useless and I was like ' you gotta quit sucking dick before your mom's jaw fall off' and someone walked by did some like nursery level rhyme and then my team mate did another one and I just kept battle rapping was wild

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had a dream about meeting a girl her name was jeina (idk how I knew it's spelling and maybe that's wrong) she like flannels I went to her house she had a super cool basement room and a pretty big family 2 older brothers a set of twin brothers her grand parents and aunt and uncle live there, her dad was super into base ball had his own man cave in the basement but apparently we went to the same school ( I dream about going to school alot) and during this class there was a whole movie we watched but it was very close to the even that I had gone through in the dream but it was all a lead up to how the voodoo ranger beer company got there mascot it was crazy weird but a good little movie in the dream I wish I could remember all the details , so the big part of this sequence jeina had broken up with the main character of the dream the guy who I witnessed everything through (like right at the height of this cool movie)

the movie turned the coolest way the main character of the movie the regular dude who turning into the voodoo ranger started walking off into this lava field that was rocky and the lava was kinda like water and as he walked deeper and deeper into this field his skin just started to fall off(not gorey just like fall off like he was turning into a magic skeleton that sells beer) then it's pains away into a city out in this waste land and it pans to a ruin house but in the top of this house was the voodoo ranger in all his garb sitting at a desk then the movie ends and immediately goes into a game play trailer of the game for the movie and it looked pretty cool

then it pans back out into the class room and that's the end of the class jeinas brother were in there and her older brother was in the next class it was awkward and I still wanted to talk to her one brother cause I had figured out he like star wars and the movie was kinda cool like start wars so I did so, then I pulled out a cigarette and went to leave the class room and at this point I hadn't seen the girl since she broke up with me so I was still a tad hurt, I was on the way to the cafeteria and there was lines of kids all in the same shirt lining the outside of the cafeteria (this places was super new aged city eske but I couldn't see passed this very thin patio that opened up on each in into like sitting areas) so I followed this line all the way to the end where the smallest children were where I'd usually smoke my cigarettes (I had smoked once before in this dream very early on its where I met the girl but it escalated quickly to the part where we went into her house and sat and talked then sat with her family [ sub story; I just remembered about laughing with joy as I watch the chaos that was her family and that's what lead directly into the voodoo ranger movie like a transition I came back out in the classroom in this situation prior] but he spot where I usually smoked was under construction now)

so I had reach the end of this line of children there was a few police officers in this like of children for there protection they carried mace and so I had lit my cigarette watching the end of this line as this little girl walked toward some ruble on the ground like broken block and concrete and said 'oo hey bread I can have this' and it was absolutely covered in concrete and as I approached her to say hey no that's bad she had scooped up two pieces and was upset that I yelled at her the cop that was at the end of the line supposed to be watching her was leaned back against the wall dozing off and I woke him and go his attention and I pointed out that that kid just ate concrete dust bread and one of the actual custodians came down and was like dude that's messed up that is your fault(being his fault and not mine that the kid be eating concrete dust soaked bread) and he started to get up set with me so he called the next cop up in line to come down to start some crap with me I don't exactly remember what I had said but the second cop said 'you wanna get sprayed with this' and he pulls out his mace waves it a few times and I said something snippy and defiant and let's out a good spray of it and I dodge it a very little touches the side of my face and I'm yet to feel the burn then the first guy says something I replied to and the situation got more tense then he sprayed at me with mace as well this time it got closer to my eye hitting just on the side of my face and at this point I can feel the burn so I slipped out through the window they had missing in the construction ( typical store front rectangular widow that got about 3 foot then a bar that splits of the window but it was all missing the glass ) and was running across the cafeteria away from this cop that I had lost in the crowd when I see jeinas table with her and her friend and I was tired so I casually sat down because I know id still be accepted as a friend (they all say on one side of the table like her 4 primary friends on each side of her and then maybe like 4 random people but all on one side of the table I left me to be the only one on my side) and as I begin to talk the cop that was chasing me lundge toward me I was able to dodge and out him inlock a hock lock like over his shoulder under his arms like he was bent toward me and my arms were below the back side of his arms and I could see his hunched back with his spine and bones poking up from under his shirt (I didn't mention earlier I didn't figure it was important but then I became important and I lacked the context now but this cop was a black dude) as he stuggled to get lose he started turning into a ravenous dog jet black so I shuck loose and back up he had turning a jacked crazy looking hound and that's where I woke up

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Today I painted this

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I can do nothing but swallow it I've moved on but it still hurts falling in love really hurts falling out is endless

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this is where I live cost me $100 and this is what I drive cost me $1200 I put 40k miles on it in two years for a grand total of 180k

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It's like the fire of life has been snatched from my breast,

Like a weight had be lifted, only to be put right back in.

as ten days came and went, the 11th followed and the 12th,

Many days, and the pain just grows.

only if she knew..

Or maybe she does but I will not know till it comes one day,

till then I hope time really does heal this void or I die before it's really to much.

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If she wasn't mother nature, she was damn near close to it or her best friend the way she walked with life.

And I miss her everyday, but as nature does I had to let her go with the wind.

And she lives her life now without worrying about me , but she's always got a grasp on my thoughts in my heart and as the days go on it doesn't get better

Even tho she was never really mine but we were so close ,

Sometimes I wish I could of never met her and maybe I'd never feel this pain but all I can do is keep going.

She's honestly my Jenny to Forest Gump , and I hope one day we can come together again but I almost hope we don't

Because to hold someone like that someone so great and so free would feel wrong like holding a birds wings.

It was absolute heaven while it lasted.

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I'd love to live in the city

Oh the city

Where the streets are lined with gold

And all the lovers have a hand to hold

But you won't have me back

And I certainly dont have the time for that

You were the one to let me go

But I was the one don't you know

Oh the city , oh the city

Where the times were always shitty

Everyone lived so fast, what a pity.

Oh what a pity,

But I'll find someone for you

Under a light of a new moon

And like a flower it will bloom

Impromptu song , that's as much as I could think of if I can think of more I'll edit it in .

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Why do I have dreams about a girl I never met before, about being in love . Makes me hurt to wake up.

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avenuel may ‘17

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Galia Lahav // Haute Couture - Spring 2017

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This fight truly shows how skilled obi wan could be , he was able to watch maul long enough to know how to fight him longer than qui gon could , he knew that the dark side clouded mauls vision that at one point he would let his guard down and he could capatalize

Star Wars: The Phantom Menace (1999)

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Gpa nearly got up out of his chair

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You can really see how devastated that one trooper is

Darth “bitch-i-don’t-have-time-for-this” Vader in The Empire Strikes Back deleted scene

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Ventresss 😍😍😍😍