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231124 - namjoon attends wkorea's event

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JUST JUNGKOOK GETTING OUT OF THE SHOWER

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angel ♡

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This is such Crashing On Crush!JK 😌 (ps: I'm in love)

not jungkook asking who wants to help wash him up lmao BYE (trans. cr. btsmemeories)

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Jackson Wang during #Wonderland photoshoot

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Champagne Confetti. JJK [M]

boyfriend!JK x camgirl!reader (Female)

Genre : smut (basically a porn with a plot); drabble

Words : 6.1k

Synopsis : Your boyfriend loves watching you on live but his whole mood changes when he reads one specific comment from one of your fans

Warnings (be ready) 🥵 : rough sex; Jk has a thick cock; sex cam (obviously); unprotected sex; fingering; face riding; oral (f. receiving); spanking; squirting (waterfall olympics y'all); use of 'slut' and 'whore'; kind of a dirty kinky (Jk loves to remain oc that she is making a mess); multiple orgasms (idk how oc is still alive)

I wrote it quite fast but I like the story. Maybe I'll write another drabble about this couple. I think oc is nice in cam girl character and JK is real wiped for her lol

Drabble 2 (Coming very soon)

Jungkook is enjoying the show. How can he not when his girlfriend has her legs wide open and enters her dripping pussy with two fingers. The pleasure makes you loudly moan and your eyes roll back. You smile brightly, looking straight with lustful eyes. You are definitely hot right now, you know it. And if you didn’t, the hundred of comments in the chat would inform you. 

Someone is complimenting the pink leds’ reflection on your skin, another one wishes you could use the dildo you’ve showed a few days ago, and a new comment praises you for being ‘a sweet good girl’. You smile instantly at it because you know damn well that it comes from your boyfriend. To please him, you enhance the pace of your digits entering you and pinch your hard nipple just like he likes. You’re one second away from moaning his name but you know you can’t, so you settle for:

"I’m playing with my little pussy just for you"

Even if Jungkook is in his couch, a few miles away from your place, he gets that you are talking to him and his hard cock twitches in his pants. He is mindlessly caressing himself through his sweatpants. You’ve told him a hundred of times that he could stay at your place when you work but he has declined every single time. Your boyfriend knows he doesn’t have the strength to hear you pleasuring yourself a few feet away without storming in and fucking you rough. You wouldn’t mind but, after a long conversation with him, you have learnt that he doesn’t want to appear on camera. And you totally get it, even though you would love him to fuck you on camera. 

You know that your job is not a common one and that some people are very judgmental. However, you love sex and you get paid for it. You turn on your camera, use your fingers or toys to make you cum and that’s it. You know that you also please other people, so what’s wrong with that? And one of the things you love the most about Jungkook is that he has never judged you. He loves you just the way you are, with all the things that come with you — including your cam girl occupation. 

When you turn on your vibrator, a beautiful toy in a baby blue color, you think about Jungkook — especially since he is the one who gave it to you. You place it on your sensitive clit and your groans get louder. You are very close to cum and you know that the way you get choked up by pleasure is enjoyed by your audience because the cash is flowing. 

Your boyfriend smirks from the other side of the screen. You are so fucking beautiful when your face is torn by pleasure. He absolutely loves seeing your juices dripping down your ass and land on your bed, drawing a wet spot on it. It’s so fucking hot. Jungkook loves how your head rolls back when you are close to cum. But that’s also why you don’t see the comment that makes Jungkook’s heart stop: ‘I can fuck you better than your loser of a boyfriend’. 

———

"Baby, what’s wrong?"

Your worry is well noticeable on your face. Jungkook, despite being as sweet as ever, has grown a little… distant. At first, you thought you were imagining things but now you have no doubt. During your usual movie date at your place — you have a much bigger screen than Jungkook —, you were trying to switch your cuddling into something… else. But Jungkook has stopped your hands from reaching his crotch area. You wouldn’t be surprised if he didn’t want sex because men don’t always want sex. But he doesn’t even let you touch him and that has never happened during the eight months you have been together. 

You are feeling stressed and sad. Did you do something wrong? Or is he leaving you like your exes because, despite Jungkook saying he is okay with your job, he might not be at the end of the day? 

"Is it me?" You lowly ask, pain and unsureness in your voice

Jungkook’s head immediately snaps toward you and he cups your face. He doesn’t want you to be hurt just because his little ego has been bruised. It’s not your fault, not at all. 

"No, of course not!" He exclaims and it soothes your heart a little 

"Then, tell me"

Jungkook sighs. Is it even worth saying? It’s so stupid. Your boyfriend shouldn’t feel threatened by a stranger on the Internet but he can’t help it. 

"I… There was a comment on your chat the other day" He starts and you tilt your head out of curiosity "It said that they could fuck you better than me"

You bust into laugh but quickly stop when you see no sign of humour in your boyfriend’s dark eyes. 

"They just talk, they feel brave behind a screen. I’m sure the guy wouldn’t even make me cum. Baby, you know it’s not true" You argue and settle a gentle kiss on his cheek

"No, I don’t" Jungkook replies with a harsh and hurt tone, his jaws clenched

You’re taken aback. You stay silent for a minute, wondering how could you make Jungkook understand that he is the best sex you’ve ever had. But there is not a hundred solutions. You tell him to wait until you call him. 

You go to your bedroom, light up your pink leds, change your clothes for Jungkook’s favorite underwear — a matching black lacy bra and thong — and prep everything for him. When everything is neat, you sit on your bed covered with pink silk sheets and call him. 

Surprise is painting his face. He gulps when he notices how powerful and sexy you look right now. You pat the spot next to you on the bed to urge your boyfriend to sit, which he does. You immediately capture his lips with yours. 

The kiss gets heated. You lick his rings in the corner of his lower lip and then slide your tongue into his mouth. You are quick to change position to sit on his lap and deepen the kiss. You have always loved how his tongue felt soft against you. 

You grab his hands to place them on your ass and you smirk when they squeeze it. It’s just a reflex, Jungkook can’t control it. Neither can he control his hardening dick. You grind on it, pressing your already wet pussy against the bulge forming on his black sweatpants and rolling your hips at a sensual pace. You rest a hand on his large shoulder while the other one tugs on his black locks. 

"Babe—" Jungkook tries to argue but you prevent him from talking with a bite on his lower lip, making it swollen and red

You grab the hem of his t-shirt and lift it up until you can take it off from your boyfriend’s hot body. You glance at his brawny torso and run your index on the ink darkening his arm. You have always loved the tattoo on his shoulder. Your hand reaches up again to caress it before going South to his abs. You smile when you notice that your caresses cut Jungkook’s breathe. 

You attack his throat with your lips, settling wet kisses and bitting his thin skin. You suck on it to mark him because the purple hickeys always look so good on him. You know that you just have to tease him a little more for Jungkook to go wild, that’s why you poke out your tongue and take a fat lap from his collarbone to his ear. You gently bite the lobe between two earrings and whisper :

"I want you to fuck me so hard I won’t be able to walk tomorrow" 

The low growl coming from Jungkook makes you shiver with horniness and you know you’re going to get what you wanted. You instantly feel him spanking harshly the soft flesh of your asscheeks. You moan at the burn but you don’t have time to appreciate it because Jungkook lands another slap on your left cheek. It tickles so fucking good that you have to bite on his neck to prevent a long scream of pleasure. Your pussy is so, so wet that it’s staining your boyfriend’s pants. 

He digs his fingers so deep into the flesh of your ass that his knuckles turn white and that it’ll leave bruises on your flesh. He uses his grip to spread your asscheeks and gets a full view on your two glistening holes in the mirror placed in front of your bed. Even with the dimmed light, he clearly sees how your arousal is smeared all over your cunt. 

"You messy girl. Do you see how dirty you are?" He lowly growls 

He doesn’t wait for an answer and slaps your — already red and abused — ass. The sound of the spank echoes in your bedroom, the same way it’s followed by your choked moan. How can Jungkook doubt about how good he makes you feel? 

You sneak a hand on your back to undo your bra and offer a great view on your tits. You press your breasts against Jungkook’s face and you feel the vibration more than you hear his moan. He leaves messy kisses everywhere on your boobs, sucking the flesh from time to time. Your head rolls back and you arch your back when he captures a hard nipple between his teeth. He is chewing on it and a pool of arousal leaks from your clenching pussy. He then roughly sucks on it, just like he would do if he wanted to suckle on a bottle. 

One of his hand appears to grab your other tit, slightly slapping it too. The air gets kicked off your lungs when Jungkook suddenly bites the nipple he had in his mouth, provoking a loud whine from you. The pain mix with pleasure when he rolls his tongue around it to soothe you. 

You push him on the bed so he rests his back on your mellow mattress and swiftly place your knees on both sides of his handsome face. You give him a last smile before you sit down on his face. 

You feel his tongue pressing against your covered clit and you can’t help but roll your hips. With a precise movement, Jungkook’s inked fingers hook your thong and push it aside so he can directly access your cunt. His tongue slides up and down your slick folds and his nose bumps onto your clit. Your moans are filling your room and you have no choice but to grab your boyfriend’s hair to steady yourself. You are glad that he still has long locks and only cut short the sides. 

"Fuck, baby, it’s so good" You groan but you get choked up when he suddenly suck on your clit "Oh my fucking god!"

Jungkook smirks against your pussy while your juices are leaking down all over his face. He grabs your ass and makes you grind on his face at a fast pace. Your brain gets froggy at the feeling of his expert tongue and nose bumping against your bud of nerves and sliding onto your vulva. You press deeper to feel more, not caring if you’re suffocating Jungkook. You are too deep into pleasure to care and you know he has enough strength to push you away if he needs to. His tongue teases your entrance but never gets in, preferring rolling around your clit instead to drive you crazy. 

"Fuck, I’m gonna cum" You inform him and you get closer when Jungkook digs his fingers deeper into the flesh of your ass

"Make me drink that potion" He teases against your wetness 

Your arousal gets the grinding real smooth on your boyfriend's ruined face and it’s fucking hot. He even jiggles his head from left to right at a quick pace to reach all the spots of your pussy, filling your bedroom with sloppy and oh so hot sounds, and you explode. You’re cumming hard and the spasms of your body have rarely been so strong. You don’t even have the strength to keep your upper body up and fall miserably on your bed with a goofy grin. 

"Good girl" He praises 

With a predator eye, Jungkook pokes his tongue out and licks your juices on his lips. It does little to clean him up because there are traces of your arousal on his chin, cheeks and nose. All his lower face is glistening with your wetness that it’s fucking hot. He grabs his former t-shirt that was abandoned on your bed and wipes off his face. 

"You’re beautiful" You whisper, making Jungkook smile and his eyes get more affectionate 

"You are more, baby" He replies and prevents you from arguing by capturing yours lips

You taste your cum on his tongue and moan in the kiss. Your hands work on his pants to push it down, along with his briefs. He is so hard right now that his cock twitches instantly when you grab it. You love how thick he is, he always stretches you well. 

"I want to feel you in me" You tell him

Jungkook only replies with a nod and scoots over just the time to completely peel him naked. Your eyes travel through his perfect body, from his shoulders to his strong thighs passing through his abs. However, it’s his dick that attracts you the most. You bite your lower lip and open your legs wider for your boyfriend. 

You’re surprised when two of his digits enter your pussy without warning. Your eyes shut of pleasure and your moans gets unsteady because of the depth and velocity of his fingering. He is shaking your whole body through your poor cunt. You are still very sensitive from your first orgasm and Jungkook is screwing deep and roughly. You can only grab your sheets and your toes curl up when Jungkook curves his fingers to pump on your g-spot. 

He goes so harshly on you that you can’t think anymore. You are not even aware of your screams and cum in a record time, squirting all over your boyfriend — for his greatest pleasure. You even splash your sheets and his abs. 

"You are so dirty" He purrs in your ear but he is the only driving you crazy when he spreads the juices of his soaked hand on his member as he is jerking himself off 

You can’t believe you have cummed this hard in such a little time. It’s not the first time Jungkook makes you squirt but usually it takes way more time and only appears at the end of your fuck when you have already reached your high a couple of times. 

"They should see how fucked up you get when you’re with me" He cockily says, referring to your viewers "You are such a little slut for me. Do you even cum with other men?"

His question is backed up with a pinch on your nipple. 

"You’re the only one" You reply in a whine

Your answer satisfies your boyfriend and he bends over to kiss you, way tender now. He takes place between your legs and the mess you’ve done allows him to enter you in a swift motion, all the way until his balls are pressed against your ass. Your moan is longer as the pleasure is traveling through your entire body. Your walls are so stretched that you wonder how you are not split in half already. 

"I should fuck you on live to make this motherfucker shut his fucking mouth" He growls in your ear as he gives you the first dick strokes — deep and slow to enhance the sensuality

"You should, baby" You whisper and your walls clench around his fat cock because the idea is really arousing

As he starts thrusting into you with a quicker pace, you manage to reach his throat and suck hickeys. Jungkook intertwines his fingers with yours with one of his hands while the other one roughly cups your face to give you a messy kiss, full of tongues and saliva. The way Jungkook is rolling his hips allows him to reach all the right spots inside you. Your eyes roll in the back of your head as you groan his name — groan that is immediately swallowed by his mouth. Your arousal is coating his length but you have so much more that it’s rolling down his balls. 

He fucks you with so much force that your bed cracks but it’s a problem for later. You can’t think about anything else than him when he kisses the thin skin of your throat, biting it from time to time. Your legs wrap around his tiny waist to keep him close and prevent him from stopping, even through he is not planning to.

Jungkook slightly lifts up so he can see your tits bouncing in rhythm. It’s so hot that he fuck you rougher just to enhance the movement and pinch a hard nipple with his fingertips. He is fucking so rawly that sweat is coving his body and is making his black strands of hair stick to his forehead. Sounds of your clapping skins fill your bedroom, creating a beautiful music for his ears, especially with your whined moans. A fun idea lightens up in his head and he wraps a hand around your throat, choking you perfectly. Your poor cunt throbs around him. Why does he have to be so fucking good? He knows you so well. 

"Scream how much you love when I fuck you" He teases you but tightens the grip around your neck 

It gets hard to breathe, yet along to fulfill his demand. 

"Hm? Tell me, baby. I can’t hear you" He smirks "Be a good girl and let everyone knows how good I fuck you" 

You want to say it desperately but you can’t. Only chocked moans escape your lips. But all of a sudden, Jungkook takes off his hand and gives you a particularly rough dick stroke. The oxygen rushing to your brain and the air being kicked out of your lungs make you so high on sex. 

"I love it!" You scream "No one can fuck me better" 

"Who’s whore are you?" He cockily asks 

"Yours!" You moan

"Louder" He growls, his hand settling back on your throat but not tightening too much 

"I’m your whore!" You whine as you feel your walls clenching around his cock 

"Good" He gives you a harsh pounding "Fucking" Another one "Girl" And another one 

You love it so much that your smaller hand lands on his to urge him to squeeze your throat. Your boyfriend does it but suddenly pulls off of your throbbing dripping cunt. 

"Kook!" You whine but he shhhes you and rolls his fingers hard and fast around your clit 

It’s so sudden and intense that your breathe gets cut and that you giggle to escape the unbearable pleasure. However, the fist around your neck prevents you from running away from his ministrations. You’re wet, soaked even, and Jungkook’s fingers can roll smoothly on your bud. It doesn’t stop your boyfriend from spitting on it, just to make your cunt messier. Your pussy is clenching around nothing but you’re close again. You have asked Jungkook to fuck you rough, and he is giving what you wanted. 

His frenetic pace on your clit plays with the border of pain and you can’t hold on anymore. You squirm and your body is experiencing spasms from another powerful orgasm. You grab his forearm to stop his abuse on your poor throbbing clit when the overstimulation becomes too much to handle. 

"Fuck, baby" Jungkook whispers is awe, amazed by how beautiful you are when you reach cloud nine 

You are panting and your brain feels like wax. You need time to recover from the intensity of the three past orgasms. You close your eyes and rest your head on a fluffy pillow. 

"I’m not done with you, baby" Jungkook murmurs as he caresses your skin with the tip of his fingers, drawing goosebumps all over your body 

"I need a minute" You confess as you are trying to steady your breathing "You fuck me too good"

Your boyfriend chuckles and lands a multitude of pecks on your cheek, your throat, your shoulder, your boobs and pretty much everywhere. However, you are way too much into the bliss of your post-orgasmic state to notice how your boyfriend’s pierced lips are traveling South. It’s only when his mouth kisses your oversensitive clit that you jolt and squeak. 

His vicious tongue pokes out and slyly licks the arousal leaking from your pussy. He looks like a cat licking its milk but you know he is as lethal as a lion. You throw a — what you want to be — death stare but Jungkook smirks because, deep into your eyes, he sees your lust. You can’t deny that the sight of Jungkook between your legs is sinful and perfect. But shivers run through your body when his tongue takes another lap of your ruined cunt. 

"I need to clean up my little dirty girl" He purrs and swallows a little bit more of your juices "Taste so sweet, baby" 

"Fuck" You moan and you instinctively open your legs a little bit wider

Thankfully, Jungkook goes gentle on you — otherwise, you are not sure you would survive. 

"You don’t know how much I love eating your little juicy pussy" He teases you and an airy laugh escapes your lips 

"I do know, you tell me every time you do it" You explain, tenderness noticeable in your voice

Jungkook and you exchange a knowing glance, right before he buries his handsome face in your folds. 

"Those guys can comment all they want" He growls against your dripping pussy, slightly nodding his head toward your set up "They’ll never know how you taste"

The possessiveness in his raspy voice is arousing. You love when your boyfriend claims you over other men. He is not the jealous kind — he cannot be when you’re a cam girl — but he also manages to remind you that you are his in the most perfect way: fucking. 

You cup his chin with your hand to force Jungkook to look at you. Seriousness paints your face when you tell him:

"I don’t want anyone else than you. Do you understand?"

Jungkook nods and happiness fills up his chest, spurring him to capture your lips — the upper ones this time. You both smile in the kiss but your sneaky hand finds its way to Jungkook’s cock. You jerk him off slowly, appreciating his velvety — yet sticky with your juices — skin. 

"Get on your knees" He commands against your swollen lips 

You get on all fours and arch your back like you know Jungkook loves it and swing your ass from side to side. Your boyfriend gets to see how wet you still are despite his little cleaning. He lands a rough slap on your ass and squeeze your cheeks. 

He then wraps his hand at the base of his hard and thick cock and guides it to your entrance. He teases a little, hooking his tip in your hole just to poke it out. He does it a couple of times, hoaxing a begging from you to finally fill you up. 

You gasp when he enters you all the way. You can feel him so deep when he fucks you from behind. It’s like his fat cock is stretching you even better. Jungkook digs his fingers into the flesh of your asscheeks and spreads them to fully admire how your little cunt takes his dick, coated it with your arousal at the same time. 

"Fuck, baby…" He hisses in bliss 

His dick strokes are not gentle, making you jolt at each single one of them. You burry your face in your sheets to mitigate as well as you can your loud moans. Drool is leaking from your open mouth and you realize that your boyfriend is fucking you dumb. The thought is so pleasant that you clench around him. 

"You pussy is so tight" He growls and he accompanies his words with a spank on your already red and bruised ass

Jungkook goes further in sins when he lifts up his thumb to his mouth to coat it with spit and smudges it on your pucker hole. You gasp and feel a wave of arousal when he pushes his digit into it. Fuck, it’s so hot… The intrusion is so fucking good, making your pussy even wetter — it’s now just a big pool of your juices. Your walls clench sporadically around him, notifying him how much you love it. It’s no secret anyway, Jungkook has already fucked your ass in the past.  

You love hearing how his sweaty skin is clapping against yours, and you love feeling your ass getting slapped by his lap at each pounding. Your boyfriend has to hold you tight to prevent you from falling on your bed. Your arousal creates some sticky threads connecting your two bodies, disappearing when he bottoms up and drawing new ones when he pulls off to the tip. Jungkook curses when he looks at it. It’s fucking hot…

"You make me do all the work, you little slut" He complains 

He halts his movements. You know what he wants but you also know that his order is arousing so you wait for it. 

"Come on, fuck yourself on my cock like the good girl you are" He whispers lowly but his cockiness pierces in his voice "Show me how much you want it"

Jungkook feels your walls clenching and it paints a smirk on his lips. He watches you pushing your ass back to swallow his dick and then moving forward to the tip, just to push back again. Your pace is rough and you make sure to harshly hit his pelvis when you take his member deep into you. You look like a maniac, empaling yourself on his thick cock, but you can’t think about it because you love it too much. Your cunt is throbbing from the past orgasms and is sensitive from all the poundings and yet, you want more. 

Your boyfriend knows you way too well. He sneaks his inked hand in your hair and harshly tugs on it, forcing you to lift up your upper body and rest your back against his brawny chest. Your scalp hurts in the most delicious way and your tits bounce when Jungkook takes control of the thrustings. You look up and smirk when you notice your set up in front on you. This insane, animalistic and perfect fuck all began because of this… You should thank your fans because Jungkook has never fucked you this good. 

He buries his face in the crook of your neck and sucks more hickeys on your already redden and purple skin. The hand that was in your hair travels down to wrap your throat while the other one, sly, reaches your clit. You gasp when Jungkook starts circle motions on your bud. 

"Oh my god, I’m gonna cum!" You say in a breathe when you feel your cunt clenching 

Despite the tightening of your walls, you are so aroused that your juices are dripping down in your inner thighs, making a mess of Jungkook’s cock too. 

"You are such a good fucking whore for me" He whispers in your ear, biting your lobe too 

Your hands try to handle on his strong forearm as your sloppy pussy gets ruined by your boyfriend’s poundings and his raw pace. Your eyes roll in the back of your head, your mouth falls open, your cunt throbs and your breathe gets cut off as his expert fingers on your clit drive you closer to the edge. You are so close, you know it and Jungkook knows it too. That’s why he fucks you even rougher, earning some whines from you, and bites your neck, marking you in all the possible ways. 

You almost passed out when you cum as white dots paints your vision. 

"Baby!" You moan, scream or whisper — you can’t know 

Thankfully, Jungkook firmly holds you against him, otherwise you would be falling miserably on your bed since your forces abandon you at the same time the wave of pleasure washes over you. Your walls throb and your lower stomach contracts as you squirt again, ruining your silk pink sheets and Jungkook’s cock. Your whole body is shaken by spasms due to the power of your orgasm. Why does you boyfriend love so much pushing your limits? Because he knows that you love it just as much. 

"Such a dirty girl" He purrs in your ear but you barely register it since you are still in the frog "Look at the mess you have made" 

To accentuate his words, he lifts up the hand that was on your clit at the level of your face and shakes it. Drops of your cumming fly all around. 

"Rain, rain, rain" He laughs lowly, not thrusting anymore but keeping his hard cock deep inside you "You can’t fake it"

You want to reply something, like that you would never do it and that Jungkook really does fuck you good, but you have cotton mouth. 

"Look at how fucked up you are!" He mocks you "And this motherfucker thinks he can fuck you better?" His low laugh is full of cockiness but it’s the truth

His wet fingers caress your lips and you part them out of instinct. Jungkook takes the opportunity to fill your mouth with his digits and watches in awe how well you suck on them. You hum at your taste and appreciate being able to drink something. 

"My sweet good girl" He says gentler, kissing your cheek 

"Baby, I don’t know if I can take it anymore" You confess, turning your head to look at his handsome face 

You can spot the affection in his doe eyes. 

"Just one last time and I’m gonna fill your little pussy up. I promise" 

His words are raw but his tone is soft, just like the kiss he settles on your lips. You nod and his big palm comes up to caress your cheek. It soothes you and allows you a moment of peace before the big finale. 

Jungkook circles your frame with his strong arms and falls on his back with you. The surprise makes you squeak and you could laugh if his cock buried in your cunt wasn’t making you moan instead. 

You dig your feet in the mattress on both sides of his thighs, takes supported on his pecs with your hands and start some ups and downs on his length. His tip is perfectly hitting your g-spot and if Jungkook wasn’t helping you to settle a quick pace with his hands on your hips, you know that your legs would crash down because of the pleasure. 

It feels so good to have him this deep inside you. Your tits bounce and your moans get lost in your bedroom. Your boyfriend turns his head to the side to get a peak at you fucking yourself on his fat cock in the mirror. 

"Fuck, baby, you’re so hot" He praises you and you thank him with a squeeze of your cunt 

His thumbs caress your skin at the same time. The movement is slight but you manage to feel it. It does some weird tricks in your chest and you quicken your pace. The only problem is that the marathon of orgasms Jungkook’s put you through seriously decreases your stamina. It’s getting very hard for you to jump on his cock, even though you absolute love the way he is filling you. 

"Baby…" You whisper in a breathe "Need you…" 

You don’t have to finish your sentence because Jungkook understands. 

"I got you" He reassures you

He makes you rest your back on his chest, wraps arms under the back of knees to get a full access to your cunt — making you tighter in the process as your thighs are pressed against each other — and firmly plants his feet on your bed. His poundings are so harsh that your head rolls back and no sounds escape your open mouth. You almost faint because of the pleasure provided by his dick strokes in your tight and swollen cunt. 

"Fuuuuck" You whine

Tears are gathering at the corners of your eyes. Jungkook is fucking you too good for your own sanity. The way his thrustings are accompanied by loud skin clapping sounds is fucking arousing. Your juices are dripping down your ass to create a mess on your boyfriend’s balls. 

"Oh my god!" You moan when rough slap hits the side of your ass 

Your toes curl and your brain gets froggy: you know you are close. There have been too many orgasms for you to count and you have now no strength to delay them. Jungkook has turned into a fuck-machine, leaving no rest for your poor pussy. You are amazed by his stamina.

"Are you going to tell them who fucks you good?" He purrs 

"You fuck me good! So fucking good, baby" You exclaim in a state of euphoria 

Your voice is even shaking because of his poundings — that’s how much he is ruining you. You sob at his raw dick strokes, you are way more sensitive than usual. 

"I’m gonna fuck you on live and everyone will know who’s little slut you are. Isn’t it that right, baby? Do you want me to ruin you in front of the whole Internet?" He teases you 

"Oh, fuck yes!" 

"Good girl" He praises, quickly pecking your shoulder

"Kook, I’m gonna… I’m gonna…"

You can’t finish your sentence that you explode once again. Only this time, Jungkook enhances his pace which makes you squirt for some long seconds and you wonder if you will ever gonna stop. 

"Don’t stop!" You urge him while you are sobbing

Your boyfriend swipes your pussy at a rapid pace with his hand to extend your cumming and to make a bigger mess with your juices splashing everywhere. You can’t hold back your scream of pleasure. You have never cummed so hard and God knows that you know what you are talking about. 

"Champagne confetti" Jungkook laughs when the waterfall ends 

"Please, cum" You beg him

The tiredness is noticeable in your voice. You can’t take it anymore and his poundings are painful despite the remaining pleasure. 

"I’m close, baby, just hold on a little bit more" 

Jungkook frees your legs and you rest your feet on his strong thighs helping him to ruin you. His inked hand cups your face and turn it to his. He captures your lips in a messy kiss, swallowing your moans. You are so lost in pleasure that you don’t know what is reality anymore. The only thing you are sure about is him. 

"Fill me up" You whisper against his pierced lips 

You can only feel him nod and, with a last powerful dick stroke, he buries his cock deep inside you and releases his seeds inside you. You sigh in content and Jungkook whispers some soothing compliments. He hugs you tight but you are too tired to do anything. 

Your sheets, just like your cunt, are ruined and soaked with your juices. You roll on your side and Jungkook’s cock pulling off your pussy causes his white cum to leak. You don’t really care anyway. 

"Are you okay? Was I too much?" Jungkook worries as he witnesses your exhausted state 

"It was good, baby" You reassure him but keep your eyes closed 

You sneak against him and hug him as tight as you can with a weak body. You hear his beating heart in his chest as you rest your head on it. You hum, so happy to have him in your life. Your boyfriend kisses the top of your head. 

"I have to tell you something" You murmur "Promise you won’t be mad"

"I promise" 

"Before I called you, I turned on a live… So everyone did see us fucking" You confess, hoping that Jungkook won’t feel betrayed or anything 

"I know. I saw the red light of your camera" 

You lift up your head and witness some playfulness in his eyes. You offer him a bright smile and kiss him passionately. Fuck, you are so lucky to have Jungkook. His hands land on your bruised ass. You scoot over and turn to the camera. You look fucked up — and you are indeed. A smirk paints your lips and you look straight into the camera lens.

"No one can fuck me better than him" You announce and end up the live 

Drabble 2 (Coming very soon)

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HE'S INSANE

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JUNGKOOK — 3D Concept Photo - 1D

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— 📼 slow dancing (2023) !

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Friendly Marriage. JJK (m)

best friend!Jungkook x reader

Genre : smut, romance (kind of domestic), bestfriend!Jungkook, babydaddy/exhusband!Jungkook (non-idol Jungkook)

Words : 19k 😳

Synopsis : No one can really understand your relationship with your best friend. You are not in love but you did get married and you did have a son. It was just a friendly marriage, wasn't it?

Warnings : oral sex (f. & m. receiving); unprotected sex; kinda pregnant/mommy kink; car sex; ass slap (once); JK being husband material for sure; In The Soop 2 Jungkook 😍

Honestly, I didn't think that I would write this much for this story but I'm actually glad about how it turned out. As usual, we thank Mathilde for fixing my grammar mistakes ☺️

You can’t believe Junghee is already three. It feels like he was born yesterday and yet, the big red ‘Three’ decorating his birthday cake tells otherwise. You want to keep him a baby all his life because he is so freaking cute! Sometimes you wish he’d look more like you but you’re actually glad he looks just like his dad: that means he’ll be really, really handsome. To be true, Jungkook is the most attractive man you know with his raven hair and his doe eyes. And let’s not talk about his body… so damn hot with perfect muscles and a full tattooed sleeve. However, he is your best friend, not your husband. Or not anymore to be precise. 

Things with Jungkook have always been weird for other people. You have been best friends since you were eight and your parents and friends were convinced that you two could end up together. Maybe the fact that you got married sent them mixed signals… But it was just for fun, there was no love involved. No romantic love. Sure, you love Jungkook and he loves you but not like that. No one can really understand how you feel for each other because it’s way more than a four letter word. 

You’ve always felt safe with your best friend. You know that if everyone around abandons you, Jungkook won’t. Ever. And you’re sure that you can’t love someone more than him, except your cute little son of course. 

So, at twenty-two, getting married together seemed fun. You were joking around about some friends asking you for the millionth times if you were dating and then, Jungkook said ‘Let’s get married’. You laughed and said yes. And you got married. It was just you and him and it was perfect. You remember Jungkook saying his vows ‘You are supposed to marry the person you love the most, and it’s you Y/N’. You could understand what he meant because you felt just the same. 

And living together was nice too. Especially because you were already roommates. Nothing really changed between you, despite the rings on your fingers. But your family and friends were completely lost: you were married but not dating. You weren’t even kissing! The only time your lips touched was at your wedding and you couldn’t stop laughing. 

After one year of a happy friendly marriage, Jungkook asked you if you wanted to have kids. You told him that you sure wanted to but you were not sure to meet someone as loving and caring as him to be the father of your baby. And there came the other craziest idea of your best friend: having a baby together. Which meant confusing your family and friends even more. 

The baby making process was so weird. It was the first time you saw each other naked, even though you got peaks of Jungkook’s perfect chest and abs a lot of times. Just like your first kiss, you didn’t stop laughing, resulting in Jungkook scolding you: ‘Could you stop laughing? I’m trying to concentrate here!’. And you laughed even more. He did make you cum though, so it was not so bad. 

And then, your beautiful baby boy arrived. You couldn’t dream of a more perfect family. Jungkook is the best person you know and your kid was made out of love, even if it’s an unconventional one. Jungkook and you felt in love with Junghee the very first second you saw his puffy face and tiny fingers. The fact that he looks just like Jungkook makes you happy because he is such a great father. Honestly, he is the perfect man, except he is not your man. 

You decided to get divorced one year ago without a real reason. It was just about time to end the joke and to confuse your loved ones one more time. Things haven’t changed so much though. Jungkook still spends most of his time with Junghee and you. Well, maybe things have changed a little since Harin, Jungkook’s girlfriend. Your best friend has to split his free time now but Harin is really nice. Junghee seems to like her too so it’s all what matter to you. 

"Daddy!" Junghee screams when Jungkook appears in the park where your family and a few friends have gathered 

Jungkook immediately takes his son into his arms and hugs him. 

"Wow, you looks so big! How old are you? Twelve already?" Jungkook jokes, making Junghee proud because your son is always trying to look older — unfortunately for you

"No! Three" Junghee replies, holding two fingers up 

"Where’s mama?"

"With grandma, I think she is baking the cake"

Junghee hides his face in Jungkook’s neck. He missed his dad. He is not used to be without him for more than three days. 

"Baking the cake in the park?" Jungkook chuckles before grabbing Harin’s hand, still holding his son with one arm 

Jungkook’s smile brightens when he sees you. The simple jeans and white top you’re wearing look perfect on you. You are indeed with your mother and you do have a cake next to you, but it’s already baked. His son was right about most things. 

Your mother’s eyes leaving you to stare at something behind you make you curious. When you turn around and witness your son in his father’s arms, your heart melts. It’s such a perfect picture. There is so much love between the three of you that you could cry. 

"Kook!" You greet him before waving at Harin 

"Hi, baby mama!" He gives you a bunny smile but it fades a little bit when he notices the picnic blanket with so many food on it already set up "You should have called me to help you"

"She shouldn’t have to ask, Jungkook" Your mother replies 

You give her some strong look to ask her to stop. Your parents do love Jungkook, especially because he gave you the most perfect son. But it’s true that something’s changed since you mentioned your best friend having a girlfriend. Maybe they don’t believe you when you tell them that you weren’t in love and that you’re happy for him. Or maybe they’re a little annoyed that Jungkook has less time for Junghee. 

"It’s okay, Kook, it was not very hard to do. I’m glad you two came" You reassure him 

"I want to play" Your son speaks up when he notices some of his friends coming closer 

Jungkook drops him down and Junghee is running so fast that some dirt flies up. You watch your son hugging his friends and you wave at one of the dads. He is actually your colleague too and your sons go to the same kindergarten. It’s not rare that Yoongi and you have lunch together and talk about your children. He is a nice guy, even though he doesn’t talk much — you do much of the talking. He surprises you when he walks to you. You know that he is not a social butterfly. 

"Hi, Y/N, how are you?" He asks you softly 

"I’m fine" You answer with a sweet smile "Do you want to stay for the cake?" 

"I’d love that" He replies, a little bit embarrassed, with a slight blush on his white cheeks 

"Hi" Jungkook steps in the conversation "I’m Jungkook, Junghee’s father"

Your best friend reaches out for Yoongi’s hand and you can’t help noticing how much alike and different they are. They have the same black hair and the same natural attractive aura. But they’re so different for everything else. Jungkook is taller and brawnier while Yoongi is thiner and more delicate. His skin is pure white, even more when his veiny hand is close to Jungkook’s inked skin. 

"Yoongi. I work with Y/N" 

Jungkook seems surprised but he doesn’t have time to say anything because he can feel something squeezing his other hand. He now remembers that Harin is standing next to him. 

"This is Harin, my girlfriend" Jungkook explains and Yoongi nods 

Your colleague and you exchange a well intended look. You’ve talked about Harin before. You didn’t say anything bad about her, of course, but you did mention that she was pretty and a little younger than you. In Yoongi’s head, he just can’t understand how Jungkook could prefer Harin to you. You’re kind, smart and funny. You’re a great mother. Yes, he just can’t understand… But he is glad though. 

"Daddy! Come push me" Seung asks Yoongi

"Mama, me too" Your son steps in 

You chuckle and start walking to the swings. Yoongi and you make sure to bring your sons high in order to hear more of their happy cheers. 

"Jungkook seems to be a nice guy. Good handshake, too" Yoongi says 

"Sorry" You wince, clearly understanding that your best friend might have crashed your colleague’s hand "He is just protective. But he is great. I hope you’ll get to know each other" 

You look into Yoongi’s intense and dark eyes and you both know what your words mean. Yoongi is a great guy and spending time with him made you develop a little crush on him. You know he is not married and that the relationship with his ex-wife is a little complicated — not everyone has the chance to have Jungkook as an ex — so you don’t want to make things harder for him. But you do hope that things evolve between you. You haven’t been with a man since before you got married and it’s been a long time since you felt those butterflies in your stomach. 

"Me too" He replies simply, no other words are necessary to say what you want to say 

A few hours later, everyone is around your son to sing the Happy Birthday song. He claps his tiny hands with enthusiasm and laughs. It makes you so happy to see Junghee happy. You love your son so, so much that your eyes water. He is growing up so fast and you’re scared to miss some moments of it. 

"Don’t cry, mama" Jungkook teases you, pulling you to his side, and then whispers into your ear "We can have another baby if you want" 

You gasp and smack his buff chest. 

"Let’s take a photo" He says "Yoongi, right? Can you?" 

Your best friend hands his phone to your colleague and you grab Junghee into your arms. You three pose next to the cake. You absolutely love taking photos of your family, it brings so many memories when you look at them later. Jungkook brings you closer and looks straight. Not into the camera but into Yoongi’s eyes. He paints a genuine smile on his face but his eyes are sparkling with challenge. 

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"You look so pretty, mama" 

"Aw, thanks baby" Your heart melts at the compliment

You apply at last layer of gloss on your lips and turn around to hug your son. You feel a little stressed: it’s the first date you have in almost five years. And you’re not used to wear such elegant clothes. But you really wanted to feel like a woman tonight and not only a mom. So you chose a tight but not too short black dress. The square cleavage and the thin straps makes it simple enough to feel comfortable. 

You take a last look in the mirror to fix a strand of hair that managed to escape your low ponytail. You look like an adult and it feels weird. However, you do like how you look. 

"I’m home!" A well-known voice comes from the entrance door 

Junghee jumps off your bed and rushes to hug his dad. You follow him and you notice that Jungkook’s jaw almost falls on the ground. You chuckle and make a turn. 

"What do you think?" You ask Jungkook with redden cheeks 

"You’re beautiful" 

Jungkook’s deep voice makes you shiver. You try to look into his doe eyes to detect any sign of teasing but there is not. There is only sincerity in them.

"So, you’re going out with Yoongi?" Jungkook asks, a little tensed

"Yeah. We’ll see. I haven’t been on a date for ages" You joke and bite on your lower lip

"It’s gonna be fine, Y/N" Your best friend reassures you "You’re gonna have fun and you can call me if you need anything" 

One of the reasons you love Jungkook so much is because of how supportive he is. You know he is as stressed as you are and that he is super protective toward you but he also roots for you. You give him a tender smile while your son is almost climbing on you because he wants to be held. 

"So, what’s up for you guys?" You ask, kissing Junghee’s chubby cheek and leaving a stain of gloss 

"There is a water show at Banpo Bridge so we’ll have fun too, right buddy?" Jungkook cheers with his big bunny grin and scrunched noise

Your son mimics him without even meaning to and suddenly you feel bad to miss a nice moment with your family. The truth is that you’re never happier than when you see your son smiling and having fun with his mom and dad. 

"Hey, don’t make that face" Jungkook tells you, rubbing your bare shoulder with his big and rough hand due to his boxing "We can go back another day with you" 

You nod, appreciating how well your best friend knows you. With heavy heart, you hug Junghee and kiss Jungkook on the cheek, and finally leave your apartment to meet Yoongi. 

Yoongi has chosen a fancy restaurant with a very sophisticated atmosphere. The place is really nice and the food is delicious. Yet, all you can think about is sitting on the grass on the Han River banks and watching a water show from a bridge. Yoongi’s hand patting yours brings you back to reality. 

"Are you okay?" 

"I’m sorry, I was thinking about Junghee. I’m not used to be away from him" You reply, head down in embarrassment  

Yoongi is very thoughtful and he is great company. You feel bad to make it look like he is not. 

"Don’t apologize. I know how you feel. I miss Seung every time he is staying at his mom’s" He reassures you "If you want to go, I won’t be mad" 

You smile at him. God, he is such a great guy. He is the kind of guy you want, the kind who would never blame you for putting your son first because he would do the same for Seung. The thought drives you a little crazy and you begin to fantasize about a future with him, Junghee and Seung. A house full of laughs from your boys. It’s a beautiful dream and it deserves a shot. Yoongi deserves a shot. 

"I’m sure he is fine for the night" You say with a shy smile, squeezing Yoongi’s hand a little and appreciating his cute gummy smile

"I miss mama" Junghee tells his father with watery eyes 

Jungkook brings him on his lap to soothe him. Actually, your best friend misses you too but you deserve to be taken on a date. You deserve the flowers, the fancy wine and all the attentions a man should have on a date with you. And Jungkook is happy for you. Ever since Junghee’s birth, all you have done was taking care of him. You’re a great mother but sometimes Jungkook is afraid that you give up on other parts of your identity. 

"I know, buddy" He gives his son a peck on his head "But look at show! Isn’t it great? Don’t you like the music and the water jets?" 

Junghee looks up and even if he is young, he appreciates the beautiful night view of Seoul reflecting in Han River. The atmosphere is cheerful with the music, the blue and purple spots illuminating Banpo Bridge. And Junghee loves water too so he does find the water jets cool. But it doesn’t prevent him from crying. Jungkook is trying to comfort him but your son just repeats that he wants you. Desperate, Jungkook pulls off his phone and dials your number. 

You answer at the first tone, worried. 

"Is everything okay?" 

"Yeah, yeah, Junghee just wants to talk to you" 

Jungkook feels bad for ruining your date — well, only a little bad. He gives his phone to his son and a shaky voice reaches your ear.

"I miss you mama"

Your heart squeezes painfully in your chest. Will you ever be able to spend a night without your son and not feel guilty? Especially now that you hear his cry.

"Oh, honey, I miss you too. I promise I’ll be there soon. And I’ll read you a story, okay?" You can’t see it but Junghee nods, wiping his big rounded tears from his cheeks "Try to enjoy the show with daddy, okay?" Once again, your son nods 

You hung up and look at Yoongi with sorry eyes. 

"It’s okay, Y/N. I told I wouldn’t be mad" Yoongi gives you a sweet smile and it makes you even more sorry

"Well, if you are really not mad, maybe we could do that again another time?" You attempt, shyness painting your cheeks red

"That would be great" 

Your last bold move of the night is a peck on Yoongi’s cheek, right before you jump in your car and drive to Banpo Bridge. You spot Jungkook and Junghee almost immediately. Well, it’s not very hard, you just have to follow the little whisperings of women who are commenting how hot your best friend looks, especially with a toddler in his arms. And you can only agree. His black oversized clothes, his eyebrow piercing and his tattoos make him look like a bad boy but the tenderness he is giving to Junghee is a dangerous weapon for hearts, including your weak one. 

You try to approach as discreetly as possible and jump in front of them while shouting ‘Surprise!’. Junghee chuckles and hugs you, so happy to finally see you. Jungkook’s big dark eyes seem to be illuminated with all the stars of the galaxy and his bunny smile is wide and genuine. 

"What are you doing here?" Jungkook asks, happily surprised, making some room for you next to him on the blanket

"I missed my boys" You simply answer

You shiver a little because of the light breeze and your best friend notices it. He wraps an arm around your shoulders and pulls you against his chest. You hum at his warmth. You are feeling so happy right now: Junghee is happy, Jungkook is happy and you are together. You can’t dream about something more perfect than that. 

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

Jungkook has just opened his eyes that he knows it’s going to be a long day. Not because he has a lot of things to do for his boxing school but because Harin has dropped a bomb and the conversation can only end badly. 

"Would you want to get married?" She asked 

And now, Jungkook doesn’t know how to answer. He means, they’ve only been dating for a few months. Isn’t it way too soon for this kind of commitment? Does he even want this kind of commitment, at all?

"I don’t think I’m ready" Jungkook chooses to settle with 

"But you already got married" Harin argues, crossing her arms on her chest, which makes Jungkook wince

"Yeah but it was like a joke"

He doesn’t add that the joke doesn’t mean it wasn’t serious or it didn’t involve love. He can’t say that, no one but you can understand what he means. It’s just like he said in his vows: you marry the person you love the most in the whole word and this person is you. He knows he can’t love someone more than you because you’re not his lover, you’re his best friend. The person who knows him better than anyone, the person who knows all his flaws and still wants him. And god, he loves you even more since you give birth to Junghee. You gave Jungkook the most beautiful thing in the whole world and nothing could overcomes that. 

"You had a kid, Jungkook" Harin spurs, reproach in her voice

And once again, it was serious. Junghee is truly a baby you wanted both and you conceived with love, maybe the purest love that exists. But he still can’t say that to Harin. All his girlfriend sees is the fact that you’ve slept together and pretend you’re not attracted to each other. Your best friend sighs, running his hand into his raven locks. God, it’s going to be a long day… 

"Listen, I got married with Y/N because we were young and foolish. I don’t think I’m husband material"

Harin scoffs. She knows damn well how good of a husband he was to you. All your friends talk about it when Jungkook and her are hanging out with them. Except that you were married only on paper and that what made Jungkook a good husband was that he was actually your best friend and not your husband. 

"Listen, babe" Jungkook tries to ease the tension "It’s just too soon and Junghee is still going through the whole process of me being in a relationship. And now, his mom is also setting into a relationship so I guess he is a little bit lo—" He is cut off by Harin sudden bright eyes 

"Wait! Y/N is dating?" She oddly sounds happy about it 

"Uhm… Yes? I think, I don’t know. But it’s not the point, the point is—"

"It’s okay!" Harin kisses him on the cheek "You’re right, we have time to think about marriage and kids" 

With that, she jumps off the bed, leaving Jungkook completely lost. When did they pass from marriage to having children? This is not good for Jungkook. He doesn’t even want to talk about that. Not with Harin, anyway. She is fun and cute but Jungkook doesn’t love her that much. He growls and puts a pillow upon his face wondering when his life went wrong. 

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

Junghee is drawing on your coffee table while you’re taking care of your laundry. It’s a very hot day and you’re so glad that Jungkook has insisted in setting an air conditioner at your place. Speaking of the devil, the door opens and lets appearing a very handsome black-haired man. A smile grows naturally on your face. Your best friends walks to Junghee to rub his hair and then comes to you. 

"Wow, is it Hot Moms Day?" He teases you, pecking your cheek 

Jungkook actually only half-jokes because he’s always had a soft spot for you wearing large loungewear pants and styling your hair in a bun secured with a hair grip. Maybe Jungkook has some kind of housewife or baby mama kink but he’s not sure because it only makes him horny when it’s you. Watching you taking care of Junghee makes him hard someway. Maybe it’s because the only time he fucked you was when you conceived your son. Not to mention that you were gorgeous when you were pregnant and seeing your big belly full of his baby provided a great feeling of pride in Jungkook’s chest.

"Don’t you have boxing classes today, baby daddy?" You tease back 

"Nope so…" Your best friend makes a dramatic pause to enhance your natural curiosity and it works, according to your questioning eye "I was thinking we could go to Busan. We could go to the beach and crash at my parent’s. Junghee hasn’t seen them in a long time"

"Yah!" Your son cheers, already running to you

You have no doubt that the word ‘beach’ attracted him. You’re kind of worry because Busan is far away but the smile on your son face is enough to convince you. Jungkook takes Junghee in his arms and you know damn well what they are trying to do. They are looking at you with their big doe eyes to charm you and it works every single time. 

"So, what do you say, baby mama?" 

"Okay, let’s go" You sigh, just for the appearance because deep down you feel pretty excited too 

After packing some clothes for the weekend, you three took Jungkook’s car and drove to Busan. Jungkook and Junghee sang so loud that you had to put your hands on your ears but you were actually happy. 

Despite your best friend’s exhaustion, he is cheerful while dining with his parents and you. It’s been a long time since you saw them and they are like your second parents. Moreover, Junghee is really excited. Especially since his grandparents spoil him with so many toys you’re not sure they’ll fit in the car. It just feels good to be around your family and spending simple moments that mean everything. 

Junghee is already asleep in Jungkook’s old room between you and his dad. Your best friend is looking at you in the dark while you’re patting your son’s black hair. It’s as smooth as his dad’s. 

"Are you happy?" He asks quietly 

"Yes, I am. Kook, I’m always happy when I’m with you and Junghee"

Jungkook rubs your cheek with his thumb. The softness of his gesture makes you hum and you grab his hand to kiss it. 

"I won’t ever love someone more than you. You and Junghee will always mean everything to me" He confesses

"You’re not really a good boyfriend" You joke, referring to Harin who obviously doesn’t have a lot of room in Jungkook’s life 

"I’m not" Jungkook agrees with a sigh "I’m too busy being a dad and your best friend. And before you argue, I don’t want to change that"

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

The next day, you go to Haeundae Beach with Jungkook and Junghee. As you has anticipated, you’re not the only one who wanted to enjoy the ocean on this hot weather. The beach is full of families, groups of friends or couples and your little family blends perfectly in the landscape. Your son has his bunny smile on his chubby face, which makes him so damn cute. Jungkook settles your beach towels and parasol while you’re applying sunscreen on Junghee. It doesn’t take long for him to beg Jungkook for a swim. You watch in awe your two men walking hand in hand towards the water. Your son looks so small next to Jungkook’s muscular body. However, you grow a little bitter when you notice some women looking at them too. You know damn well how hot your best friend is, especially at the beach where his brawny chest is at full display along with his sexy tattooed arm. But it makes you uneasy when women try to flirt with him in front of you. 

It’s a weird feeling. You’re jealous but an odd type of jealous. Jungkook is your best friend, but also the father of your son. When you think about him having another child with someone else, it really bothers you. However, you’re not fool enough to deny the possibility of it. And you have no doubt that Jungkook will always be there for Junghee but you can’t help wondering ‘what about me?’. Things won’t be the same if he gets married or has a child. You love your little family and, as selfish as it might be, you don’t want it to change, even if you won’t ever admit it out loud…

You sigh and decide to occupy your brain by applying sunscreen on your own body this time. When you look up, you see two black-haired boys close to the shore, building sandcastles. A tender smile appears naturally and grows wider when your son lifts up his head and waves at you. You wave back and pull out your phone to snap a photo. Jungkook notices it and waves at you too. 

"Isn’t mama so pretty?" He asks his son and Junghee vigorously nods

"I love mama" 

"I love mama too" Jungkook chuckles before bringing his attention back to his sand creation  

Your smile disappears in no time when a — you hate to say it — hot woman approaches Jungkook and Junghee. An unpleasant, yet familiar feeling fills up your chest: possessiveness. If you didn’t have to take care of your belongings, you would already be running towards them. You watch the woman shamelessly flirting with your best friend in front of your son! You scoff and roll your eyes. 

Jungkook, on the other hand, tries to be polite but he doesn’t really acknowledge the stranger’s beauty. For him, no one can compare to you. So he says a few words but his tone makes it clear that he is not interested. However, the young woman doesn’t seem to get the message so Jungkook, not so subtly, mentions you as his wife. God, he wishes he’d kept his ring… To hide the fact, he carefully keeps his left hand buried in the wet sand. Thankfully, the woman decides to leave and Jungkook releases a relieved sigh. Junghee is cheerfully clapping  at his castle and Jungkook smiles at him with tender eyes. His son is growing up so fast. Maybe he should have another baby, just like he teased you on Junghee’s birthday. 

"I want to drink apple juice" Junghee states with a confident voice, just like if he has make a life-changing decision  

He doesn’t wait for any respond and runs to you. You giggle at your son clumsily heading in your direction. He jumps on you, almost kicking the air out of your lungs: he is getting a little too big to jump on you without hurting you but you can’t care because the gesture is just full of love. Even more when he pecks your cheek. Jungkook loves witnessing these scenes. He joins you and grabs a brick of juice for your son before settling down on his own towel. 

"I’ll go for a swim" You notify them

As you’re mindlessly walking to the ocean, Jungkook’s fists clench a little when he sees some men eyeing at your perfect ass. Fuck, he knows how hot you are but he doesn’t like the way strangers are looking at you. How ironic that he is in the same place you were a few minutes ago. He strategically lays on his stomach to hide his boner. You look good in your navy bikini. Your bare thighs look inviting and your swinging butt is to die for. He quite praises himself for your full breasts because you took an extra bra cup after your son’s birth. Your whole body looks delicious with sexy curves. The thought of you being his baby mama clearly makes him horny. He loves being the one who got you pregnant — geez, him and his fucking weird kinks when it comes to you… Jungkook wishes he could mark your bare skin to keep men away but he knows he can’t. 

"Daddy, what does ‘slutty’ mean?" Junghee asks with his big innocent eyes

Your best friend almost chokes on his spit. What the hell?! 

"Where did you hear that?" He tries to shirk

"The man next to us said that mama was slutty" Your son explains, unaware of the anger building in his dad

"Which one?" He asks with gritted teeth 

Junghee points with his little finger a man, probably about the same age as Jungkook, hanging out with his friends, a beer in his hand. Jungkook pokes his tongue on his cheek before standing up and asking his son to stay here. 

"Having fun?" Jungkook asks with a harsh tone that matches his dark eyes 

The group of men lifts up their heads, quite surprised. 

"Yeah, it’s a nice day" The little fucker who called you ‘slutty’ answers with a proud smirk 

"Checking out hot chicks?" Jungkook hoaxes

"Yeah, why?" The same one replies, growing frustrated 

"You see the one with the navy swimsuit over there?" Jungkook points towards you with a head motion but doesn’t wait for any respond "That’s my wife. If you call her slutty again or anything at all, I can guarantee that you’ll not have fun anymore. You don’t talk about her, you don’t even look at her, is that clear?" He adds with a threatening tone, trying not to think about the fact that he has lied twice today by calling you his wife — in his defense, you actually were not so long ago

If the other men nod, the one who seems to be dumb has a big ego. He is not going to let someone speak to him like that. He stands up and gives a harsh eye to Jungkook. 

"What can I say? Your wife is slutty" He snaps back with a smirk, full of provocation 

Well, the provocation doesn’t set well with Jungkook since his fist meets the man’s face in no time. However, the stranger fights back and the mess going around catches people’s attention. On your way back, you see some people looking and gasping at something. You step closer and gasp when you see your best friend, panting, with bruised knuckles and death stare. He looks down at a man with a bloody face laying on the floor and growling of pain. 

You quickly check on your son before joining your baby daddy. 

"You need to stop, you could lose your boxing licence" You whisper in his ear 

Jungkook is looking at you and it takes him a few seconds to get rid off his harsh dark eyes as the anger slowly decreases. He nods and steps back, not without wrapping an arm around your waist in a protective and possessive manner. Jungkook is angry and maybe he is afraid of loosing you in someway so he needs to feel you close to him. You grab an ice block from your cooler and pull it on Jungkook’s hand. 

"What happened?" You ask 

You see Jungkook avoiding your eyes and you frown. 

"The man called you slutty, but I don’t know what it means" Your son answers 

Your mouth snaps open out of shock. Did Jungkook punch a guy for your honor? You don’t know if you want to yell at him or to hug him. 

"Kook! You shouldn’t have said anything!" You scold him 

"I can’t do that!" Jungkook defends himself "I can’t stay here when someone is disrespecting you. Wouldn’t you do the same if you were in my shoes?"

You look into his doe eyes and you find nothing to reply because it’s true: you would react if someone said horrible things about your best friend. 

"No more fighting, please. I don’t want you to get hurt" You end up saying 

"He didn’t punch me" Your best friend replies with a stupid cocky grin and you slap his shoulder 

"Daddy is like superman!" Junghee shouts, which makes you sigh 

Now, you’ll have to explain to your three-year son that he cannot beat people like his dad. 

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

In front of his parents’ house, Jungkook kneels in front of his son who is looking at him with a question mark in his big doe eyes. 

"Look, buddy, how about you keep secret about what happened at the beach? I don’t want grandpa and grandma Jeon to worry" He says, embarrassed 

You can only smile at this big and strong man being afraid to get scolded by his parents. But you understand. Jungkook’s parents are not big fan of their son’s job and being a mother yourself, you perfectly get how worry it makes them. You often wonder if Junghee will want to fight for a living and the thought of him getting hurt squeezes your heart in a painful way. 

"Okay!" Your son replies, not really understanding why his dad doesn’t want to say he is a hero "Pinky promise!"

"Pinky promise" Your best friend repeats with a sweet voice, wrapping his finger around Junghee’s tiny one

As you are applying a thin layer of mascara to get ready for diner in the backyard of Jungkook’s parents, your best friend enters his childhood bedroom. You’re surprised to see him wearing a black shirt, looking well dressed up for a casual diner at home. 

"Going somewhere?" You ask with a lifted eyebrow 

"Indeed, with you" He answers with a playful grin "It’s been a long time since we’ve spent time together, I mean just you and me. So, I asked my parents to watch out for Junghee and I booked at table for us" Jungkook proudly announces 

You are amazed by the place your best friend has chosen. It’s fancy yet cozy but above all, you really appreciate spending time with him. You’ve missed those moments with your best friend. You sip on your wine while chatting with Jungkook. As usual, the talk goes smoothly and it seems like you never run out of topics. However, Jungkook’s next line makes you freeze. 

"I would like another baby" 

You gulp with difficulty. You didn’t know that Harin and him were already at this stage. A weight is crushing on your chest and it’s hard to pretend like you’re not broken at the idea. Yes, you’re happy for your best friend and you know he’ll be a great dad for this second child but like you explained, things won’t be the same between the two of you. You’ll need time to get at the idea.

"Oh" Is all you manage to respond

You don’t even know what to say to him. 

"I know it’s quite sudden but Junghee is already three and this afternoon he asked me about a sibling… I don’t think it’s completely unimaginable" Jungkook explains

He is looking into your eyes to get an hint of your thoughts but you can’t understand them yourself. 

"So, what do you think?" He asks, stress making his heart beating fast in his chest 

"I-I think it’s great" You lie with a chocked throat that spurs you to finish your glass "It’ll definitely take your relationship with Harin on another level"

Jungkook frowns immediately. 

"No, I meant having another baby together, Y/N" He clarifies, gesturing between you and him

"Oh!" You say, once again, surprise more than noticeable on your features 

"I already told you, I can’t imagine having a family with someone other than you"

Your cheeks take a light pinkish color and you bite your lower lip. You also have thought about having another baby recently. And you can’t imagine someone other than Jungkook for the father but what about your friendship? Being a mom is the most beautiful gift in the world for you and to be honest, you miss being pregnant. You miss feeling your baby moving in your belly. You miss feeling Jungkook inside y— Wait, what? No, you don’t! You shake your head to get rid off this ridiculous thought. 

"I think I need time to think about it" You whisper, eyes down in shame of your filthy ideas 

"Sure, take your time. Don’t pressure yourself, it’s okay if you don’t want to, I won’t be less happy with Junghee and you" Jungkook reassures you, grabbing your hand

You are still a little bit lost when Jungkook parks his car in his parents’ garage. You wonder how your life would be if you decide to have a new little member in your family. You’d surely be beyond happy but how would be things with Jungkook? You had the feeling that your relationship was a little confusing when you were married and when you decided to have Junghee in someway. Now, you’re divorced, parents but still best friends. Things got back to normal. Having another child might rattle everything… 

If you stopped lying to yourself for one second, you’ll admit that it’s not having another baby that scares you. It’s being intimate with Jungkook again. He is so perfect, so caring. It’s quite hard to not fall for him. So far, you manage to avoid it by clearly delimited your relationship as friends. Things almost got out of control when you conceived Junghee and you can’t deny that your heart was doing some weird tricks in your chest for a few months — which you easily convinced yourself that it was the hormones talking. But now, there is no hormones and your heart does it again… 

"Hey, are you okay?" Jungkook softly asks you, cupping your face with one of his big and warm palm "You’ve been quiet all along"

"Yeah, I’m okay. I guess I was just deep in thoughts" You confess in a whisper

"Like I said, don’t pressure yourself. It was just an idea" Your best friend reassures you

God, he looks so handsome right now in the dimmed light, the room only lightens by the pale moon coming from the window. He looks unreal. His eyes are as shiny as ever, his cute bubble nose makes you smile and his lips… You should stop looking at them. It’s bad. It’s really bad. Jungkook is your best friend, he has a girlfriend and you have Yoongi — even though your relationship is quite undetermined — and most of all, he is Junghee’s father! Only bad things would follow if you let your desires control you. 

Wait a minute.  

What desires? You don’t have desire for Jungkook! You don’t! Impossible. That’s completely ridiculous and crazy and impossible. Not to mention impossible. Have you already say impossible? Because it is impossible for god’s sake. 

So why are you scooting closer to him and kiss him? Your brain is not responding to any of your pleas and your lips press deeper against Jungkook’s ones. It gets even crazier when he kisses you back! What in the world is happening? You can’t really think about it because it feels too good. 

The kiss is passionate, your hands making a mess in Jungkook’s black hair and his tongue is entering your mouth. Your moans are swallowed by him and your panties get soaked. It’s the first time you two share such an amazing kiss. The most amazing kiss ever. 

You clumsily reach his seat to sit on his lap. The lack of room makes the position quite awkward and you have no choice but to press your boobs against his firm chest. Your hands caress his biceps through the fabric of his shirt and your pussy clenches around nothing when you feel his muscles flexing underneath your touch. Jungkook’s hands don’t stay steady either: one goes up to grab your hair and pushes you deeper against his lips while the other one squeezes your ass through your dress. 

When he leaves your swollen lips to drift away to your throat, your hips start to grin on his crotch and you can feel his boner despite the layers of clothing. Your moans intensify and you have to secure your arm around Jungkook’s head not to fall into the abyss of pleasure. The friction applied on your covered clit is great but you need more. A sneaky hand finds its way between your bodies and starts unzipping his jeans. You whimper when you feel your best friend hard in his underwear. You caress him as well as you can despite the uneasy position and Jungkook lifts up your dress to get access at your bare ass skin. He growls when he roughly grabs your juicy flesh, sending a wave of arousal to your already wet cunt. 

You finally free him from his briefs and manage to push aside your soaked panties. You grab his thick length at the base and impaled yourself on his cock. Your wetness and his pre cum make it easy to enter, even with your tightness. You hide your face on his neck to mutter your loud moans caused by the stretching. Fuck, he is big. Especially since you haven’t had sex for years! But you’re too high on arousal to care about the slight pain and start riding him like a freak. Maybe the man from the beach was right, you are slutty with Jungkook right now. You don’t even recognize yourself. It’s even the first time you fuck somewhere other than a bed!

Jungkook helps you by placing his hands under your ass. The whole car is filled with moans from both sides. You kiss Jungkook’s throat messily, leaving wet stains of saliva on his thin skin. He runs one of his hands up and settles it in the back of your neck to make you take him deeper and harder. He is so deep inside you that you swear you can feel him in your stomach. Animalistic growls escape his lips and he urges you to kiss him again. Your groans mix with your tongues and salivas in a real messy and sloppy kiss. 

You can feel your orgasm building up in you despite the aching feeling growing in your legs. You’re out of breathe but you don’t seem to be able to stop. You’re completely controlled by your arousal and you wish you could fuck him all night. The way you’re riding Jungkook’s big cock tells enough about your desires. Your walls clench, making his dick throb inside you and you know that you are both close. A few more jumps are enough to feel his cum shots painting your walls, sending you on the edge too. His seeds mix with your juices, creating a pool of arousal between your legs.

You’re both panting and you rest your sticky forehead against Jungkook’s one. He is keeping you tight in his arms, gently caressing your back. You are slowly coming down from your high and your eyes snap open. What have you done?! You fucked Jungkook, your best friend! You have risked years of friendship for a quickie in his fucking car! While your son and his parents are sleeping in this very same house. Panic fills your body and you gasp at the realization. 

You jump out of the car, only pulling down your dress to cover the mess between your legs and run in shame. You lock yourself in the bathroom, unable to think straight. All you can do is crying for hours, despite Jungkook gently knocking on the door and asking you to open the door — which you never do. 

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

You ended up discreetly sneaking into Jungkook’s bedroom late in the night, praying for him to be asleep or at least pretend to be. You didn’t sleep at all and by the absence of light snoring, you know that Jungkook didn’t either. You don’t really know what to say to him despite you’re sorry: for having sex with him and for running away right after it. If the shoe was on the other foot, you know how hurt you would be. But you’re ashamed and embarrassed to face him just yet…

If Junghee is way too young to get the tensed air between his mom and dad, Jungkook’s parents can clearly feel it. And it does nothing to ease you. You try to focus on your son during breakfast, doing everything you can to avoid Jungkook’s eyes that you easily imagine on you. At some point, your best friend grows sick of it, sighs loudly and grabs his plate to escape the room. When his mom joins him in the kitchen, she can’t hold her worry and questions her son. 

"I told Y/N I wanted another child" Jungkook confesses with a low voice and a defeated look

His mom is not as surprised as he thought she would be. 

"How did she react?" She asks with a comforting hand on her son’s large shoulder 

"She said that she needed to think about it. I mean, I understand but just look at Junghee. We have been so happy since he was born, I don’t think another child would fuck things up between us" Jungkook growls in frustration, running his tattooed hand in his hair 

His mother doesn’t scolds him on his bad language and rather asks:

"Is that why things are tensed this morning?"

"Maybe. Actually… Something happened" Jungkook winces, embarrassed to talk about his sexual life with his mom "I didn’t see the problem before Y/N ran away. And now she doesn’t even look at me! I don’t know what to do"

"Do you regret it?"

Your best friend takes a few seconds to think. Does he? Maybe he wishes that your second time together were in a more romantic atmosphere but he doesn’t regret one bit. He missed your touch, he missed your body. He missed feeling physically connected to you. Sex with you is so different, way more powerful and emotional because he cares about you. He fucking loves you. And honestly, it breaks his heart that you shut him down after sharing a bed — or his car seat to be precise. 

"No. I mean, I wanted to but I don’t want to hurt her, you know?" Jungkook replies with blushed cheeks 

"Y/N has always had a special place in your life, Jungkook. You’ve known each other for a long time. Maybe the idea of things changing between you scares her. But never doubt her love for you. She deeply cares about you and you’ll always be the father of her child. I know you’ll figure things out" His mom reassures him with a tender smile but a hint of worry in her eyes

A little knock on the kitchen door drives Mrs. Jeon’s and Jungkook’s eyes on you. Your red cheeks clearly notify how embarrassed you are. Even quite mad — against you or him or anything else because he can’t quite decide —, your best friend finds you cute. 

"Can I talk to you?" You shyly ask him and he nods before leading you to his bedroom for privacy 

Your eye is everywhere except on him as you gather your courage to speak. 

"I’m so sorry, Kook" You apologize 

"For what?" His voice is a little bit cold but you can’t resent him

"For everything?" You try and sigh "I think I was a little overwhelmed about what happened but I want you to know that you didn’t do anything wrong, it was entirely my fault" 

Your eyes water and your chin is shaking in a dangerous way. Despite his hesitation, Jungkook pulls you into a hug. 

"I get it. Please, don’t cry. Let’s put that aside for now, okay? We can talk about it when you’re ready" Jungkook comforts you, pecking the top of your head

Fuck, why does your best friend have to be this great? He should be mad. You would in his shoes. But he is comforting you instead! And it makes you feel even worst. You keep repeating that you’re sorry while you’re crying in his arms. 

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

It has been one week since your trip to Busan and things have been back to normal. In appearance only but your mind is a real mess. You blush every time your best friend gets close to you and your heart beats heretically whenever he touches you. You feel like you’re going insane. You need you convince yourself that you don’t love Jungkook and that it’s just a side effect of your roll in the hay. 

That’s why you’ve called your mom to babysit Junghee and went on a date with Yoongi. After all, he is a fine man and he is available. You feel terrible when you think about Harin and you still don’t know how you’ll be able to look at her in the eyes… The thought makes you stress. You try not to think about it and concentrate on the movie you’re watching with Yoongi. 

Why don’t you feel any butterfly anymore when he grabs your hand? It’s not good for you or your heart. Yoongi is really great so why don’t you love him? You kind of like him and you find him attractive but he doesn’t fill your mind like Jungkook does. And it’s not fair for Yoongi. He deserves to be someone’s first choice, not some consolation. 

At the end of the movie, you tell the truth to Yoongi and you hope not to hurt him too much. He tells you that he understands and that he is a little bit sad because you’re a great woman — which makes you feel worst. You feel nothing like a great person lately, quite the opposite actually. 

In another part of Seoul, Harin has brought the marriage topic on the table. Again. Maybe she feels threatened after the weekend you’ve spent together. And Jungkook doesn’t know how to escape it because he really doesn’t want to marry Harin. Or any other woman but you. 

"I think it could be great to be a real family, you and me and our babies" Harin states, a dreamy smile on her face 

"Sorry to remind you but I have a family" Jungkook replies with irritation in his voice 

"Yeah, yeah, I know that Junghee will always be part of your life but he’ll get along with our children. Oh, and for the wedding, I was thinking about…"

Harin explains her theme and everything she wants to have for her big day but Jungkook stops listening. His mind drives him back to you. He remembers your wedding and how simple and perfect it was. Full of authenticity. It was a perfect day. His second best day after Junghee’s birth. Which leads him to remember it. How scared he was for you but also how impressed he was. How you grabbed and firmly squeezed his hand until hurting him — not that he cared anyway — when you were pushing. How he encouraged you and told how amazing you were. He remembers your tired yet wide smile when you held your son for the first time. He remembers how he felt when he held Junghee for the first time. His body was so small he was afraid to break it. And he remembers the promise he made to himself that day: to always protect you and your son and to love you even after his last breathe. Nothing could be stronger than the bound you share. Maybe it’s cruel but Harin would never compete against you. There is no choice to make because you are the only one for him. 

But judging how panicked you reacted one week ago, Jungkook doesn’t think he is even an option for you. So he lets his girlfriend blather on her fantasies of wedding and children. 

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

Jungkook is picking up Junghee at the kindergarten because you have a meeting for your job. While he is happy to spend time with his son, your best friend’s body tenses a little when he spots Yoongi in the crowd. Should he greet him? It’s so awkward because Jungkook fucked you while you are in some kind of relationship with the man. Did you tell him? Did you see him after that? Did you sleep with him? Gosh, he hopes not… He would rather get punched for having sex with you than having his heart broken for you having sex with someone else. He can’t help but feel hypocrite when he had sex with Harin this week even though he didn’t really want to. What reassures him a little is that he always wears condoms.

Wait a minute.

He hasn’t with you. Do you take the pill? He is pretty sure you don’t. Oh god, the whole situation is getting out of control. Yes, he wants a baby with you but he doesn’t want to trap you into the situation. Anxiety is eating him alive and he doesn’t even see Yoongi approaching until he is right in front of him. 

"Hi" The man greets him 

"Hi, how are you?" Jungkook tries to hide his panic and his guilt behind a smile 

"Fine" Yoongi lies, his heart is still a little broken but he doesn’t resent you — you can’t control your feelings and he knows it damn well "Seung’s birthday is next weekend and I’m checking on the parents to see who’ll come at the party. Can I count Junghee in?" 

"Sure, he’ll be more than happy" Jungkook releases a sigh, glad that he won’t be punched after all 

A little boy with black hair and a bunny smile runs to him, waiting for his dad to hold him in his arms. Jungkook’s heart melts at his son and he can’t help but wonder if Junghee will soon have a little sister or brother. He tries not to think too much about it and walks to his car. 

The drive to his boxing school doesn’t take long and he mentally thanks you for that: you have insisted for him to choose a building in a district close to all kinds of educative establishments, mainly because it’d be great for his business, but also because it’d be handier when he would be a dad. 

Junghee is always excited to see his dad boxing. He loves imitating him, throwing his little fists in the air. Your best friend has started giving him lessons and he loves the fact that he can deepen his relationship with his child this way. He also hopes that his son will be able to defend himself if he gets in trouble or defend you because you’re way to stubborn to listen to Jungkook and take boxing lessons… On the other hand, he pretty likes being the one to save you. 

Jungkook is kneeled down in front of Junghee and keeps his palms up so your son can punch them. Jungkook can’t help a chuckle at the cute pout adoring the toddler’s focused face. His son smiles proudly whenever Jungkook praises him. Your best friend has no doubt that you would look at them with awe eyes if you were there. 

However, the little lesson has to end when some students enter for their class. It’s not the first time Junghee sees them but he grows shy and hides behind his father’s leg. Surely, the little group of teenagers impresses him. Your best friend smiles tenderly at Junghee and rubs his tattooed hand into the sleek hair of his child to soothe him. He tells him to sit on the bench and grabs an apple juice for him before heading to his students and giving instructions. 

You rush out of the building to take your son home. You gasp when you see some teenage boys punching each others on the ring. You don’t like Junghee to see violence. You know that Jungkook couldn’t do otherwise but it doesn’t please you. Definitely, you had a long day… You’re sure Junghee will have nightmares tonight. 

"Hey, can I talk to you?" Jungkook asks when he spots you 

You nod, quite surprised by his embarrassment and follow him to his office. You frown when he closes the door. What’s so serious? 

"I need to ask you something’"Jungkook looks down a moment before returning his eyes into yours "Are you on the pill?"

Your eyes widen. You really didn’t expect this question. And it’s another reminder of how stupid it was to fuck your best friend. 

"I am" You answer

Now, it’s Jungkook’s turn to be surprised. He thought you weren’t. You always told him that you didn’t want to intoxicated your body with unnecessary doses of hormones if you’re not in a relationship. Does that mean that Yoongi and you have turned a corner? His heart is squeezing painfully in his chest. 

"Oh, okay then, I was worried about nothing" Your best friend says, his hand messing his hair up 

"About that…" You start, embarrassed too "I just wanted to say that I’m sorry about what happened" Jungkook opens his mouth to argue but you stop him "I shouldn’t have reacted like that, especially when I’m the one who initiated things. I feel terrible towards you and towards Harin. I really hope that I didn’t make things tensed between you" The idea of it makes you wince and you hide your face in your hands "God, I’m such a horrible person"

"Hey, don’t say that" Jungkook grabs your hands to look at your face with affection in his doe eyes "I could have stopped you and I didn’t because I wanted it too. Please, don’t blame yourself. To be honest, I liked it"

Jungkook’s words make you blush and you look away to prevent yourself from jumping on him once again. Your best friend pulls you to his side to hug you before letting you go. Jungkook kisses Junghee’s chubby cheek to tell him goodbye and you grab you son in your arms to bring him home. 

In his bed, after you’ve read him a book, your son surprises you. Or more like breaks your heart.

"What?" You say because maybe you haven’t heard well and gosh, you wish you haven’t

"Daddy and Harin are getting married" He repeats 

All blood leaves your face and you feel like your heart has stopped. 

"Why do you say that?" You ask with a white voice

"Harin told me" 

You might be completely broken at the news but you need to know how your son feels like because it’s the most important thing for you. 

"What do you feel about it?"

"I’m okay. I like Harin, she makes good pancakes" Junghee replies innocently 

You nod and kiss his forehead before escaping his room to cry in your bed. You made Jungkook cheat on his future wife! You’re so horrible! Worst, your heart is broken while you should be happy for your best friend. Why didn’t Jungkook tell you? Is it because you had sex? You knew that you’ve fucked things up! Now your best friend isn’t confiding to you anymore, even for something as important as a fucking wedding! You feel bad. Terrible. You’re the one who provoked what you absolutely wanted to avoid: things has changed between Jungkook and you.

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

Junghee is playing with the new toys his grandparents gave him in Busan. You look at him with a distracted look because your attention is set on the news channel. It’s not the first time Seoul has to go through a typhoon, however, you’re a little worried because the TV keeps repeating that this one is especially violent. You try to keep calm for Junghee but the dark sky and the pouring rain don’t help. It’s the first time you have to face such a weather condition without Jungkook. You mentally note the advises the anchors give: preparing some candles or flashlights in case of blackout, making sure to stay away from the windows and closing the blinds if possible. You sigh and join your son, innocent as usual, only caring about the little imaginary world he has created in his mind. It helps to soothe you, even though you wonder if your best friend is okay. 

"Where are you going?" Harin asks with an irritated tone when she witnesses Jungkook grabbing his car key

Jungkook stops his movements and looks at his girlfriend like it was evident. They have just listened to the same news as you and Jungkook immediately reached the entry of his apartment — where Harin seems to spend more and more time each day. 

"I’m worried about Junghee and Y/N" He explains 

"They’re fine!" Harin scoffs "And look outside, it’s pouring! You can’t go out"

Jungkook is growing frustrated. He is worried, he doesn’t want to leave you two alone. His heart is beating so fast in his chest because of the stress. His whole body is begging him to go and make sure you’re safe. Why can’t Harin understand that? You’re his family! Anger is starting to build inside him and he can’t help but yelling at Harin because she has been acting like a crazy woman lately and Jungkook is sick of it. 

"I can’t leave my kid and my wife alone!" 

"Your wife?!" Harin snaps "Really Jungkook?" Her voice is nothing sweet and it’s full of grudge

"You know what I mean" Jungkook replies with a roll of eyes 

"No, I don’t actually. You are not married! And I am your girlfriend" Harin reminds him 

It’s true. Jungkook knows it. But he can’t help feeling upset at that thought. He is still seeing himself as your husband, maybe because for him it’s complicated to separate that from being Junghee’s father. His instinct is always to protect you and your toddler. When he pictures his family, it’s you, Junghee and him. Harin is never in the picture to be honest. What he wants is to be with you. Right now, he can’t even remember why he agreed to sign those stupid divorce papers. 

"I need to go" Jungkook settles to say, his voice a little softer than before 

"If you pass that door, it’s over" Harin says with confidence, her arms crossed on her chest

Your best friend has never liked ultimatums and this one is by far the worst. He scoffs before opening the door and leaving. He doesn’t even give a last look to Harin. 

The rain might be pouring, the wind might be going wild, nothing could prevent Jungkook from reaching you. Actually, the hostile weather convinces him that being with you was the right decision. He just can’t imagine not being there for you while he knows that you are worried and alone with your son. He is not scared about the road but about leaving you alone. It’s all he can think about while driving toward you and Junghee. 

The door opening makes you jolt. The familiar face with soaked, dark hair appearing provokes a weird trick in your chest. 

"Kook?" The surprise is evident on your face and in your voice but everything disappears when your best friend gives you the most tender smile ever ‘What are you doing here? Are you crazy? You could have had an accident!’ You scold him even though you’re so glad he is here 

"I was worried about you" Jungkook simply replies

Your mouth mimics a silent ‘Thank you’ and Jungkook joins Junghee at the coffee table. Your son has given up his toys to get down on one of his favorite hobbies: drawing. He chuckles when he spots his dad and almost immediately tries to climb on him. It doesn’t take long for him to use his pens on Jungkook’s tattooed sleeves. From time to time, Junghee nods proudly at his art piece, filling with color some patterns of the tattoos or adding completely new drawings. 

"I want to have drawings on my arm like daddy" Your son suddenly states 

"Wow, not until eighteen, right mama?" Jungkook laughs, imagining his three-year old toddler with tattoos

"You mean not until at least forty" You correct him, half-joking half-panicking at your little boy covered in ink

Junghee pouts but focuses again on his pens. You and Jungkook are looking at him with love eyes. He is so cute! His doe eyes are wide open and his little mouth is slightly open. You love how immersed he gets when he is doing something. He doesn’t care one bit about the weather raging outside, he is in his little bubble and he has trapped your best friend and you in it. 

"Mama, come help me" 

You chuckle and grab a pen yourself. You scoot closer to Jungkook, feeling the warmth of his body. While Junghee is sitting on Jungkook’s lap, you’re against your best friend’s side. One hand rests on his shoulder to stay steady while you’re drawing a little flower on his hand. Jungkook hums at your touch. It feels good. The simple moment with his son and you fills up his chest with joy, he feels like he is the happiest and luckiest man on Earth. He can’t help himself and grabs your small hand in his, not caring about the pen between your fingers. You lift up your head in surprise, trying to understand why he has done that but you find yourself unable to say anything. 

Jungkook’s handsomeness and closeness just cut your breathe. He is so pretty and the way is looking at you, like you’re the most precious thing in his life, is destabilizing. You’re two seconds away from kissing his pulp lips that attract you. Thankfully, you get back to your senses, shake your head and remove your hand from his grip. 

"I, uhm, I’ll go take some milk for Junghee" You stutter, cheeks completely blushed

You escape as fast as you can and welcome the cold air coming from the fridge on your burning face. You need to focus. You need to stop thinking about your best friend this way. You hate how hot, handsome and caring he is right now. Last time you did something stupid, you almost ended up pregnant and destroy Jungkook’s future wedding. You have to stop! You need to keep your distance with Jungkook. He is only here for Junghee. 

Your baby had hidden in Jungkook’s arms when the typhoon was at its climax. Thankfully, your building was far enough not to suffer from big damages and the city went back to normal only a few hours later. All the emotions of the day pushed your son in a sound sleep. You watch in awe your best friend putting Junghee in his bed. You close the door as softly as you can and you face an embarrassing silence between Jungkook and you. 

"So, what’s the date?" You ask after clearing your throat

You hope that bringing the wedding topic with a light tone will spur Jungkook to see that you are still his confidant. You don’t want to let the incident in his car ruining your friendship. In fact, things have to be even smoother than before if you want your growing family to work. 

However, Jungkook is frowning and looking at you with a confused face. 

"The date for what?" 

"Kook" You sigh, a little hurt that he doesn’t trust you "You can tell me, it’s okay. Actually, I would have rather liked hearing it from you and from our three-year old son. But I get it, things have been… strange lately. Nevertheless, I want you to know that I am sincerely happy for you and Harin" You manage to give him a small smile 

"I’m sorry but I really don’t know what you are talking about" Jungkook replies, working his brain out to get a clue 

"Your wedding, Jungkook!" You clarify, frustration noticeable in your voice

"My what?!" Your best friend shouts, completely taken aback 

"Did you think that I wouldn’t know?" You ask, trying to make sense of his genuine incredulity 

"Y/N, I am not getting married! Don’t you think that I would tell you? Where did you get that idea?"

It’s your turn to frown. What’s going on? 

"Junghee told me that you were getting married… Maybe he didn’t get it right?"

"I’ve never told him anything like that, like never. I don’t want to marry Harin for fuck’s sake" Jungkook says 

You purse your lips because what you are thinking about is way too crazy to be the truth. Did Harin lie to your son? Why? That’s just horrible! It can’t be… 

"What?" Jungkook spurs you to speak up "What did you think about? And don’t lie, I know that face"

"I don’t want to create problems" You finally decide to say "Maybe… maybe you should talk to Harin and clarify the situation because I think it’s just a big misunderstanding"

Jungkook is feeling his anger growing inside his bones. What did Harin do? After promising he’ll be back soon, he drives back to his apartment. His fists are so tightly clenched around his wheel that his knuckles are white. He wants some explanations now. Did she dare messing up with his family? With his son? With you? Jungkook is fucking pissed. He storms in and hardly contains his wrath. 

"What did you say to Junghee?" 

His angry tone makes Harin jolt. Her eyes widen in fear because she has never seen him this angry. 

"I-I don’t know what you are talking about…" She lies

"Speak now!" Jungkook shouts, his eyes even darker than usual

"I, uhm, told him that we were talking about marriage?" She tries with a small voice and Jungkook almost looses it 

"You were talking about marriage!" He rectifies "Do you have any idea of what you’ve done?! Are you fucking insane? He is my son! You can’t tell him something like that! Don’t come near me or my family ever again. Now, get the fuck out!"

Witnessing Jungkook’s fury, Harin doesn’t argue and leaves as fast as she can. Jungkook needs a couple of minutes to calm down. He needs to let go of his anger and there is no better way than boxing for him. For the third time of the day, he steps in his car to head to his boxing school. He doesn’t even know how many hours he hits the punching bag. He can’t believe that Harin almost destroyed his relationship with his son and with you! He can’t imagine what was in your pretty head when you thought he was getting married while he told you hundred of times that you were the only one for him. He makes a pact with himself: he will put a ring on your and his fingers so no one will ever make you feel like you’re not the love of his life.

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It’s already three am and you still haven’t heard about Jungkook. You’re way too worried to sleep and you’re walking back and forth in your living room. You’ve tried to call him but gained no response. He told you he would be back but he hasn’t. And he left pretty pissed off. Furious, actually. You’re scared something has happened to him. Did he get into a fight with Harin? Did they make up? Did he have an accident? There are so many different scenarios possible and you don’t know which one is the truth. If you didn’t have to watch Junghee, you would already be in your car, looking all around Seoul for him. 

When you’re about to officially lose your sanity, the door opens. You run to Jungkook and hug him out of relief. Thank god, he is okay. You step back just enough to look at him: he is sweaty and tired and his clenched jaws are a clear sign of how tensed he is. 

eI was so worried" You whisper, not to wake up your son "Is everything okay? Did you talk to Harin?"

Your best friend scoffs at the name. He still feels angry but less since you’ve hugged him. Your touch has always had some kind of magical power when it comes to soothe him. 

"She told Junghee that we were getting married. I can’t believe she lied to our son. You don’t know how mad I am right now. I ended things with her"

You nod, trying to integrate the news. Despite being completely taken aback by Harin’s actions, you feel terrible to have doubted Jungkook. He is your best friend, your baby daddy, the man you trust the most in the entire world. You should have known that he would never hide something this huge. 

"I’m sorry" You tell him because there really are the words that sum up pretty much everything you want to say 

"Don’t be. I’m not sad because of her. But I am sad because I feel like I almost lost you" He explains with sincerity and it breaks your heart 

"Kook, you will never lose me" You put a delicate hand on his jaw "I love you so much, you have no idea. I’ll always be there for you. You’re an amazing man. An amazing dad and the best best friend ever and I don’t think you know it"

Emotion fills the air between you two. Jungkook’s heart melts at your words and you can see it in his eyes becoming tenderer. He deserves the whole world. And suddenly, an idea comes to your mind and your look changes. Jungkook must misinterpret it because there is no way you’re looking at him with lust right now. It must be the fatigue from his boxing. 

His heart stops and he gulps loudly when he watches you kneeling down. He wishes his dick wasn’t hardening by seeing you down in front of him and lifting up your pretty face to look into his eyes. The sight is sinful and he can’t let his fantasies controlling him because he would do unspeakable things to your mouth. However, he doesn’t have time to question you that your hands are already working on his sweatpants to take it down. You caress him through the fabric of his briefs and it makes his cock almost completely hard in no time. 

"Y/N" He whispers with a chocked and raspy voice "What are you doing?"

"I want to thank you for everything you’ve done for me. Don’t you want it?"

The innocence and insecurity in your voice mixed with the way your eyes seem bigger when you look up at him prevent him from thinking straight. He can only nod, waiting for your next move. A wave of arousal goes straight between your legs when you grab the hem of his underwear and push it down, freeing his hard cock. Your mouth waters at the sight and you realize that it’s the first time you get to really admire his dick. It’s thick and big and you know how much pleasure it brings. But you are a little worried at the size of it and you wonder if you’ll be able to take him entirely in your mouth. 

The drop of pre cum escaping his tip is way too tempting so you poke your tongue out to lick it. Both Jungkook and you moan. He tastes sweet and you want more. You rest your hand at his base while you start kissing and taking fat laps of his head. Jungkook can’t take his eyes off of you because it’s too good to be real. Your lips are soft against his velvet skin and the wet strains you leave with your mouth and tongue are driving him insane. He has to control him not to fuck your throat like a maniac. 

When his tip is glistening with a mix of your saliva and his pre cum, you open your mouth wide, stick your tongue out and take him in. It feels good to have Jungkook’s cock filling your mouth. You have never been fond of blowjobs and yet, sucking your best friend’s dick arouses you more than you want to admit. The sweet moans and growls from Jungkook spur you to fasten your pace. You take him quicker and deeper each time, creating some sloppy and sinful sounds. Your tongue caresses his vein and the sweet spot connecting his tip to his length. Your hand frees his base and heads south to cup his balls while you push deeper, making you gag when his tip hits the back of your throat. 

"Oh fuck" Jungkook moans in pure ecstasy "Your mouth is so fucking good" 

His praise makes you proud and you want to give him even more pleasure. Your free hand that was resting on his hip grabs his to put it in your hair. You look at him through your wet lashes and Jungkook gets the message. You’re so perfect, he thinks while he intertwine his fingers with your strands. You open your mouth a little wider and lets him settle the pace and the deepness of his thrusts. You can’t help a few tears when he deep-throats you but you actually love chocking on his cock. The wetness of your pussy is a clear sign of it. 

"Fuck, baby" He hisses when he pushes deep and rests a little to feel your throat contracting around his dick 

He pulls out to let you breathe and enjoys the line of saliva connecting your swollen lips to his member. You’re so fucking hot like that. He wishes he could take a picture of you right now to keep the memory because he knows it’s a once in a lifetime thing. 

"Cum in my mouth" You tell him with a oh-so-sweet voice and he can’t believe it’s true 

He rubs his soaked tip against the pillow of your lips, making a glistening mess that turns him on so bad and pushes his cock right back in. Your hand is deliciously cupping his heavy balls and Jungkook growls while throwing his head back with delight. Feeling your wet and warm mouth around him is really, really good. He fucks your mouth like there is no tomorrow, bringing more tears to your eyes. Your other hand caresses his firm abs and the flexing muscles underneath your fingertips provoke a sweet moan from you. It vibrates on Jungkook’s cock and he can feel how close he is. His thrusts are not soft but you know he tries to hold himself back. 

You pray for the sinful sounds not to wake up Junghee and you push your head further, your nose almost touching his pubic. 

"Oh shit, I’m gonna cum’"Jungkook informs you 

You hum to notify him that it’s okay and you feel his grab tightening in your hair. You think that Jungkook is going to go a little wilder but he surprises you when his other hand gently settles on your cheeks to caress you with his thumb. 

"Look at me" He asks but his voice is so weak that it’s more like a plea

You do as he says and meet your best friend’s frowning and fucked up face with a slight open mouth. He is damn hot. Your eyes are shiny because of your tears but you are so gorgeous. He can’t believe how lucky he is. You’re so fucking sexy and the fact that he is the one to see this side of you makes his dick throb. You’re usually his very sweet baby mama — which also makes him horny to be true — but right now, you are like a goddess coming straight from his wildest sexual dreams. You are looking at each other with your usual affection eye but there is a sparkle of lust too that sends him on the edge. He is fully focused on you: your tongue, your hands on him, the sleek of your hair tangled in his fist, your soft skin underneath his thumb and your fucking beautiful eyes that he would like to look at forever. Jungkook cums on your tongue with soft growls. 

Your cheeks are burning red when Jungkook steps in the bathroom to clean himself. You can’t believe you’ve just done that. However, it’s not panic that takes over you like the last time but a sweet feeling and a huge wave of arousal. It just felt right. Maybe the fact that you are both single eases you too. You sigh in content as you drop onto your couch, blushing when you replay the filthy scene that just took place in your living room. 

"Shit" Jungkook curses when he drops the towel down after washing his hands

He bends over to reach it but his eyes get attracted by something in your bathroom bin. His body freezes for a second and his hand is shaky when he grabs the little box. Carefully, he opens it and pulls out the pregnancy test. It’s negative. 

Jungkook doesn’t know if he is relieved or sad about it. But you’re on the pill so did you take the test just to be sure? Did you think you were pregnant? Is it after you had sex or is it because you’ve slept with Yoongi too? There are so many questions in his mind right now and the only way to answer them is to ask you directly. 

Your best friend finds you on the couch, a gentle smile on your face. The room is quite dark, only enlightens by the moon so you don’t see that Jungkook has the test in his hand. He sits next to you and he clears his throat. 

"I found this in your bin" He says as softly as he can 

He doesn’t want you to feel accused. He just wants to know and he knows you: you must have your reasons not to tell him. 

Your eyes widen and your heart starts beating fast. 

"It’s negative" You say with a chocked voice

"I know. Did you think you were pregnant?" Jungkook asks and you bite your lower lip — there is no point in lying since everything is fine 

"Maybe?" You reply "I wanted to be sure because, you know, you had sex" You explain with blushed cheeks 

"But you’re on the pill" Your best friend tries to understand 

"I… I’m not. I lied because I didn’t want you to panic and you were with Harin. I already felt so guilty. And then, the test came back negative so I didn’t see the point of telling you. I would have had if it were positive" You explain

"Is that weird that I wish it was positive?"

You look up at Jungkook and shake your head: you have wished too in someway. You know damn well that he is confessing that because you’ve come clear too. He always tells you a secret when you share one of yours. He has been doing that since you were eight and you love it. There are so many things you love about him actually. 

"Come here, baby daddy" You whisper, opening your arms for him to scoot closer 

You rest your head on his shoulder while he wraps you into his embrace. You both enjoy the peaceful silence and you close your eyes when Jungkook gently rubs your side. 

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

Jungkook is watching you getting ready for Yoongi’s son birthday party. He doesn’t know if he should enjoy how good you look in the dress he has bought you — an ankle-long tight black dress with long sleeves from the lounge wear collection of Skims that really pleases him because you’re like the perfect hot mom — or if he should grow grumpy because you might put efforts for another man. The way the dress hugs your curves is insane: your boobs and your ass are perfectly accentuated and you are fucking sexy. Jungkook can’t hold himself and hugs you from behind. Despite looking like one of your usual friend hugs, he presses his crotch a little further against your ass and you can’t deny that a wave of arousal washes over you. 

"You look good, baby mama" Jungkook says with a voice a little raspy 

"You do too, Kook" You reply with blushed cheeks as you’re eyeing his white shirt perfectly holding his buff chest and his strong thighs covered by his black jeans

You can feel your best friend’s inked hand slowly rubbing your stomach before going up and stopping right under your boobs. Your breathe is cut off and all you can think about is feeling Jungkook everywhere on your body. Your eyes cling on each other through the mirror. You notice how Jungkook’s eyes are even darker than usual and the way they look hungry. He tilts his head and lightly kisses the thin and sensitive skin straight below your earlobe, which makes you shiver. It’s so erotic how slowly and delicately yet sensually Jungkook moves. You press your thighs against each other because your panties are more than wet now, which causes a smirk on Jungkook’s face. His hand is about to finally grab your tit when a little boy jumps on your bed. 

You immediately put some distance between your bodies. 

"Come on, we’re gonna be late!" Junghee whines 

You know he has been waiting all day for his friend’s birthday. You pick him up in your arms and Jungkook takes care of the present and your bag. Your best friend smiles at the scene: you’re a beautiful family. A tender smile paints his face when he sees his son tightening his little arms around your neck to hug you. The amount of love he is feeling right now is indescribable. 

Your son is immediately running to Seung when you arrive at the party. You’re feeling a little embarrassed to face Yoongi after what happened. You have managed to avoid him at work but there is no way to escape now. Your colleague spots out and gives you a nod to which you reply with a smile. Jungkook is watching the interaction between you and he frowns. Why are you not talking to him? Why is the atmosphere tensed? He can’t say that he is not happy about it because to be honest, he was a little stressed to be the fifth wheel with Yoongi and you. It would have broke his heart to witness some sweet gestures between the two of you, especially since your best friend and you have been intimate. 

"What happened?" Jungkook discreetly asks in your ear, unable to keep his curiosity away any longer 

"Yoongi is really great" You start with a sigh and the compliment makes Jungkook jealous "But I just think that there is not enough place for another man in my life right now"

"Well, you know I’m the only man for you" Your best friend teases you, wrapping an arm around your waist to press you into his side with possessiveness 

"Actually, Junghee is the only man for me, he fills up all my dreams" You reply and stick out your tongue in a playful way 

"Then we have to make a little baby girl to be even" Jungkook says lowly, squeezing your flesh a little which makes you blush 

You are helping to set the food on the table while Jungkook is giving a spontaneous boxing lesson to the children after Junghee has bragged about his dad being a superhero, resulting in all the kids wanting to be one too. Your eyes are sparking with affection when you watch the scene. Jungkook is really good with kids and he is a great father to Junghee. The idea of having a baby hasn’t seemed too crazy lately. Having a little girl or a little boy with him fills your chest with happiness. Maybe you should do it. The only thing that holds you back is your relationship with Jungkook. You’re not sure you want to have a baby with your best friend anymore… You wish you could have a baby with your husband. You miss the ring on your finger, you miss Jungkook as your hubby. 

You’re not stupid enough to not have noticed that your relationship has slightly evolved recently but marriage is a big step. However, it’s the twenty-first century so if you want to be married, you don’t have to wait for the proposal: you can ask him yourself, for real this time. Perhaps, after all, your friends and family were right all along: you were bound to fall in love with your best friend. 

You don’t know when you fell in love with Jungkook. Was it after having Junghee? When you got married? Or have you actually being in love with him since you were eight? Maybe you didn’t know that your love for him was actually a romantic love because it’s all you’ve ever known. It doesn’t really matter though because now you know. You love him. As your best friend, as your baby daddy and as the best man you’ve ever met. You just love him, as a person, all of him.

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

Your son wanted to stay for Seung's sleepover so you went back home with Jungkook only. Your heart is beating like crazy. You try to imagine how your best friend will react when you ask him to marry and the stress is filling your whole body. You can’t look at him in the eyes. 

"I can’t believe Junghee is old enough to go to sleepovers" Jungkook jokes "He’ll soon have his first girlfriend"

"Don’t  you think it’s a little bit young for a girlfriend?" You say with a sigh because your baby can’t grow up so fast 

"I had my first one at three" He proudly informs you but you’re too tensed to laugh

You keep avoiding his glance and you fiddle with your fingers as the anxiety directs your blood to your feet to run away.

"Is everything okay?" Jungkook asks, worried 

"Yes. Can you… wait here please?" You reply, escaping the living room as fast as you can 

You breath deeply before looking into your nightstand. The sliver ring is immediately noticeable with the way it shines under the light. A light smile appears on your face when you remember putting the ring on your best friend’s finger a few years ago. After your divorce, you agreed on keeping Jungkook’s ring and him yours. It was a way to always have a small part of each other as spouses. You are so glad to have it right now, even though you can feel the stress filling up your body. Are you really going to ask him to marry you? Yes, you are. The thought could make you giggle if the possibility of rejection didn’t make you nauseous. 

When you enter the living room, you find Jungkook sitting patiently on the couch. He immediately stands up because he can sense your uneasiness. He frowns and opens his mouth to speak but you stop him by showing the ring. Confusion is clear on your best friend’s face. 

"I know that it might sound crazy" You start, gathering all your courage for your confession and grabbing his left hand at the same time, the contact of your skins smooths you a bit "But you and I have shared so many things. I’ve never been happier than when we were married. It took me years to finally notice that…" You gulp, the next words being the most important yet scary words "I love you, Kook. I truly, deeply love you. So, will you marry me? Again?" 

You end up your proposal with a hitch pitch tone that fakes chill while you’re going crazy because you have just opened your heart and you feel vulnerable. You look at him and the few seconds of silence are killing you. 

"No"

"No?" Your heart stops, breaks, burns or maybe everything at the same time 

You feel stupid. It was so stupid to think that Jungkook would marry you or love you the way you do. You agreed on being friends years ago, why did you think something has changed? Because of the few loving eyes you shared? Because you had sex? Because he said you were the only one for him? You can’t believe you’ve interpreted it all wrong. You want to cry but you fight the tears to maintain your dignity. And even if Jungkook doesn’t want to marry you, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you because you know he does. Maybe just not the same as you do. 

Jungkook starts to panic when he notices the hurt on your face. He steps closer and cups your face with his big palms.

"No, no, no, it’s not what I wanted to say!" He adds quickly "I want to marry you!" The confession makes your heart jumps in your chest "God, you don’t know how much I want it but you can’t ask me to marry you" Now, you’re the one confused and your heartbeats are going wild but you don’t even know why "You can’t ask me because I want to ask you. So your proposal is going to mess up all my plan to set up a very romantic diner with flowers and all that shit"

You can’t help a giggle. 

"I don’t care about that, Kook. Our wedding was perfect as simple as it was and I don’t need anything more than you and Junghee. So please, marry me?" You ask again, tears — of joy? — in your eyes

"Yes!" He exclaims, right before kissing you

The kiss is good. So damn good. You release all the stress you’ve accumulated and Jungkook’s lips have never felt so sweet. It’s addictive and you’re not sure you can live without them anymore. You pull away just enough to put the ring on his finger and it fits perfectly. Not only because it was his ring before but because it belongs here. His hand seems empty without it and his life is not complete without you as his wife. The strong emotion of the moment brings tears to your eyes: it’s so much love that it can’t contain in your body. 

"I love you" He whispers, his shiny doe eyes even brighter than usual

You are going to marry your best friend. Again. But this time, for real — but can you really say that the last time was not real? All these years, you were blind or maybe too afraid to notice that you actually were in love with him. It’s in fact impossible not to when Jungkook is perfect. He is your family and not only because he is your baby daddy. He feels like home. His strong arms are your shelter and gosh, you love him so much. 

"There is another thing I want to do with you" He announces, his voice deep and thick with emotion "I want to make love with you" Those words send delightful shivers down your spine "And I want another baby. Maybe not now if you’re not ready, but someday"

"I’m ready" You softly reply "I’ve been thinking about it for a few months now and I don’t want anyone else but you" 

Jungkook’s heart jumps in his chest and his euphoria takes control of his body. He wraps his arms around your waist and lifts you up. You gasp and laugh while you instinctively circles his hips with your legs. You put your lips on his again, craving for his touch everywhere on you. Butterflies fill your stomach when he walks to your bedroom. He delicately lands you on your bed and lifts up your dress to access your covered pussy. His eyes shines with lust and you bit your lower lip. He circles your clit with his thumb through the thin fabric, making your head roll back and your panties wetter. You wish he could just take if off already to feel him skin to skin. 

He places himself between your open legs and slowly drag down your underwear. He is amazed by your glistening cunt, so appetizing. He kisses your inner thighs, which causes you to jolt a little so your future husband has to hold your legs open for him — thinking about Jungkook as that creates a frog of delicious delirium around your brain, or maybe it’s just the way he touches you? 

"Can I taste you?" He asks with eagerness and you blush hard 

You nod and bit your lip with anticipation, and Jungkook doesn’t waste time. He takes a fat lap of your arousal and hums at your sweet taste. He then gives a quick and tender kiss on your clit before diving into it shamelessly. His expert tongue rolls around your sensitive bud and you can’t help tugging on his black hair. You moan, a harmonious melody to his ears. His mouth gets rougher, taking sinful gulps from your dripping pussy. 

Jungkook notices your walls clenching around nothing and rectifies it by entering you with his tongue. It feels so fucking good, especially when his nose bumps against your clit.

"Oh god!" You moan, your cunt throbbing around his wet muscle

Your back arches because you want to feel him more. It’s paradoxical because you don’t know if you can take any more pleasure. He settles his inked hand flat on your lower tummy, appreciating the softness of your skin and willing to protect the place where his second child will develop — he hopes — soon,  and takes it as an opportunity to rub your clit with his thumb. Your pussy is so wet with your arousal and his saliva that your fiancé’s mouth is making sloppy yet so arousing sounds. Jungkook’s hums echo into you, driving you completely crazy. 

"I want you" You groan as you tug on his hair to bring his handsome yet ruined face to yours

You kiss him passionately and you taste yourself on his tongue. It feels so sinful yet so arousing. To be honest, you could have cummed just with his tongue but you want to do it around his big fat cock. And now that you know that you’re going to spend the rest of your life with Jungkook, you know you can use his mouth on your cunt another time. Every time you want. 

Your hands impatiently grab the hem of his shirt, urging Jungkook to reveal his perfect body to you. And he does. Your breathe gets cut. He is gorgeous. His bare torso is even more beautiful in the sunset light coming from your window, or maybe it’s love that taints your vision. Your hand caresses his skin and you feel his muscles flexing under your touch. You run your hand on his biceps and abs and finally reach his own hand. You squeeze it tenderly and look at Jungkook in the eyes. The time seems to stop for a second. There is no words needed because you both know what you want to say: you love each other. 

Jungkook brings your hand to his lips and kisses it before helping you to take off your dress and your bra. It’s weird to be all naked in front of him because, even through it’s only the second time, you feel comfortable. And you know it’s because it’s him. You feel his doe eyes traveling on your body, making you blush. 

"You’re beautiful" He tells you 

"You’re beautiful, too" You whispers back 

Jungkook feels like he loves you even more. Every time he hears your sweet voice, every time he sees your face, every time he looks at Junghee, he loves you more. He wonders how it’s even possible since his love for you is already endless. 

He grabs a pillow and places it under your head to make you comfortable since he intends to make love to you all night long. His breathe aches when your hands unbutton his jeans. His own hands join yours to peel himself naked. Your thumb spreads a drop of pre cum on his tip, making Jungkook moans softly yet huskily. 

He brings your legs to your chest to admire your pussy once again. He can’t wait to enter you, especially when he sees your hole clenching. Fuck, it’s so hot, it’s like your cunt is craving for his cock. With two fingers, he penetrates you, just enough to gather enough of your juices to lube his hard length. 

When his dick is shining with your essence, he grabs the base of it and brings it closer to your pussy. He looks at you another time, silently asking you if it’s okay and you vigorously nod, owning a smirk from Jungkook. Your mouth falls open and your eyes shut close when the tip passes over your entrance. He goes slow, making you feel every single inch of his cock. It’s so big that it stretches you in the best way possible. When he is entirely in you, you let go the air you were keeping in your lungs. 

"Fuck, it’s big" You moan, filling Jungkook’s chest with pride 

You might have had sex not so long along, the position and the no-rush of the situation makes you feel him more. Last time, you didn’t really take time to appreciate how well he opens your cunt and how fucking good it feels. 

"You’re the one who makes me this hard" He teases but bends over to kiss you and soothes a little of your discomfort — which is not, it’s pure pleasure

You want to move your legs but the inked man has other plans. He keeps them close to your chest by holding the back of your knees and starts humping into you. His pelvis snaps against your pussy and ass, making your head froggy with delight. You have to put a hand on your mouth to cover your loud moans but Jungkook doesn’t like it. He frees your legs, which automatically wrap around his waist, and intertwines yours fingers with his, placing both hands next to your head. 

"Let me hear you" He cockily says and you immediately groan louder — you can’t really do otherwise when he is pounding harsher 

"Oh god, Kook!" 

You squeeze his hands harder to hold onto something, the pleasure way too big not to loose your sanity. Immediately, Jungkook’s eyes are attracted by your bare finger and he frowns. He doesn’t like it. With a swift move, he slides his own ring on your left forefinger. Despite the ring being too big for you, his chest is filled with happiness and pride. Your small hand adorned with his ring next to his tattooed skin is so beautiful and romantic and means everything to him that he wishes he could take a picture — he would if he wasn’t ball deep inside you right now. It feels right yet extraordinary. Loving you was never a choice he made but if he had to, he would. A hundred times, in a hundred different lives. 

"Look at me" He asks you gently, slowing his dick strokes a little 

His pace is more passionate and romantic now, rolling his hips deep against you. Your eyes are drawn into his black irises full of love. You free your right hand and cup his face. Jungkook presses his cheek against your palm and slightly turns his head to settle a soft kiss on it. The gesture is sweet and attacks your heart. 

"My beautiful man" You whisper, your eyes getting watery by the emotion even though it’s hard to believe that Jungkook is now yours because you can’t be this lucky

You can feel his tip brushing against your g-spot from time to time. Your fiancé gets a clue of it since your walls tighten around him. It’s so fucking good and your bouncing boobs are like a challenge for him: he wants to fuck you harder to make them jolt more. So he does, the low and deep pace long forgotten to set a quick yet still deep rhythm. He grabs one tit and pinches your nipple quite hard. 

"Kook!" You whine 

"Sorry, I couldn’t resist, I love your boobs" He apologies but still keeps his hand around your breasts 

He digs his knees firmly into the mattress and straightens up to pound into you harder. He places one of your legs on his shoulder and wraps his strong arms around it to keep you in place. The change of angle sends his cock directly to your sweet spot.

"Oh, god, right here! I’m gonna come!" You notify Jungkook and he nods

"Go on, baby, make me see your pretty fucked face" He replies with grinned teeth due to the effort

The sound of your clapping skins is hot and all your senses are filled by Jungkook. Your room even smells like sex. And what a great sex… You’ve never felt this good while fucking because it’s more than just the physical aspect, it’s also the emotional side. 

Your left hand reaches for one of his and your fiancé tenderly smiles at the silver band around your finger shining with the light. You feel real close to the edge. Your cunt becomes tight and Jungkook hisses with pleasure. He leads your hand to your pussy so he can use his thumb on your clit. It’s what you needed to feel the wave of arousal washing over you. You loudly moan his name while you’re cumming, creaming Jungkook’s fat cock. He helps you reach your high with his poundings and the delicious circles he draws on your sensitive bud. 

You’re out of breathe when you come back to Earth and the tattooed man has slowed down his pace but he hasn’t come yet. That’s something you need to fix. You push on his pec to make him rest on his back. You’re quick to sit on his lap, knees on both sides of his perfect and sexy body, especially with a thin layer of sweat and a heavily breathing chest. You hold his dick up to impale yourself on it. 

Jungkook settles his hands on your hips and guides you to find the good rhythm. You take support on his strong chest and smile at the ring. You can’t wait to have your own. 

You ride him like a maniac despite your exhaustion. Your hair sticks to your forehead and to the back of your neck but you don’t care. You take him deep, so deep that your clit brushes to his pelvis every time. 

"Fuck, baby, you feel so good" He growls, his eyes set on your bouncing tits 

He gives you a quick slap on his ass, provoking a squeak of surprise from you, soon replaced by arousal. There is a pool of mess between your legs and Jungkook can feel your juices dripping down his balls. 

"I want to fill you so bad" He continues "I can’t wait to see pregnant again"

His words make your heart jump and your pussy clench. Why does pregnancy turn you on so much? 

"My gorgeous baby mama" He whispers, more to himself than to you but you hear him nonetheless 

"If having a baby make you this hard, then we should have more than two kids" You tease him

"You make me hard and it’s having a baby with you that makes me happy" He rectifies, your cheeks taking a darker shade of red

The butterflies coming from his confession spur you to faster your pace. Your ass slaps against his thighs, filling the room with sinful sounds. Jungkook squeezes your asscheeks and controls your moves by pulling you harsher on his cock. 

"Fuck, you ride me so well, baby" 

Your moan are louder as you feel another orgasm approaching. Your moves get unsteady and Jungkook takes over by lifting his hips and thrusting into your throbbing cunt. Your head rolls back, making your groans raspier and your hands fitting into fists on his chest. 

"Kook.." You try to say between dick strokes "I’m close"

"Me too, baby" He growls

Your body shakes, your toes curl and you fall on his torso as you cum again. White dots paints your vision and you feel like in another world. Jungkook’s arms wraps around your frame to hold you in place as he chases his own high. You settle some kisses in his sweaty neck and your hands run through his black hair. 

"Cum inside me" You plea, driving your fiancé crazy 

"Oh, fuck…" He moans as he releases his hot shots of seeds 

You are both panting and none of you wants to move. So you stay like that, sweaty and exhausted but cuddling. You hum when he caresses your back and kisses your temple. 

"I love you" You whisper, your head beyond the clouds because of your orgasms and your happiness 

"I love you, too" He replies gently before jokingly adding "If that doesn’t make you pregnant, I’ll be happy to try again"

A tired laugh escapes your lips. You are happy. So, so happy right now in your best friend/baby daddy/fiancé’s arms. All the things he is for you reflect how much he means in your life. Now, you can’t wait to be married with him again and you add another baby to your family. Jungkook told you he wanted a girl and you find the idea very pleasing, even though a cute little boy like Junghee would be perfectly fine too. 

✧˖°⋆˚ ✿˖°

2 years later

You are stressed. More than stressed actually but you can’t show it to Junghee while he is so excited. You kneel in front of your five-year old — already — son. You make sure to fix his equipment again, not wanting him to get hurt. 

"Are you sure it’s not dangerous?" You ask your husband for the hundredth time, making him roll his eyes 

"Babe, it’s a children competition. They are not even allowed to hit each other except than on the chest protection" Jungkook tries to reassure you 

You nod but you don’t feel better. Why did you agree with your son taking boxing classes? Yeah, of course you remember: Junghee has begged you for it, wanting to be ‘as cool as his dad’. With heavy heart, you let him join his friends and you head to the coach corner where your husband gives the last instructions to his students. 

It’s quite funny to see your big and strong husband talking with such seriousness to a bunch of children. Especially when he has a baby-carrier on his chest with your baby girl in it. Your 15 month-old daughter seems calm, sucking on her pacifier while looking with big eyes at her dad. Her cuteness makes you slowly lose your sanity every day. You step closer, not even caring about the questioning look Jungkook is sending you and you kiss your daughter on her chubby cheeks, which makes her giggle. 

"Hum, babe, I’m trying to give important explanations here" He catches your attention and only then you realize that all the children are looking at you

"Oh, sorry" You apologies with blushed cheeks — but how could you resist your adorable baby?

You stay close to Jungkook the whole competition, cheering for his students. Your heart stops and you grab his hand when your son steps on the ring. He looks confident and the fierce in his eyes is similar to his dad’s one before a fight. It’s painful to watch Junghee getting hit, even if it’s just on his chest and if he has a whole equipment to protect his small body. 

When the bell rings and Junghee wins because he has given more hits than his opponent, you jump of joy — and relief. 

"Mommy!" Junghee exclaims, running to you with a big bunny smile

You take him in your arms and kiss his cheeks, even though you’re kissing his protection helmet more than his skin. 

"You did so good, baby!" You praise him

"Gaaaaaw!" Your daughter shouts against Jungkook’s chest

She certainly wants to congratulate her big brother.

"I won for you, Jiwon" Junghee proudly announces and your heart melts instantly 

"I see, now you can protect your sister and mama, right?" Jungkook asks and his son nods

"Can we have pizzas for diner, please?"

You can’t resist his big doe eyes. You can’t believe Junghee is already five. You can even less believe that Jiwon was born almost a year and a half ago. It’s just that happiness makes time pass quicker. You look at Jungkook and your smile grows wilder. You love the man, and you love even more the family he gave you. 

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NAMJOON PERFORMING STRANGE WITH YOONGI

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JUNGKOOK ON SUCHWITA TEASER

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Pretty baby. KNJ (m)

boyfriend!Namjoon x reader 🥵

Genre : smut; (former)sugar daddy/sugar baby ; established relationship

Words : 3.5k

Warnings 🌶 : use of the word 'daddy'; dom!namjoon; sub!reader; rough sex; oral sex (f. receiving); unprotected sex; fingering; namjoon is huge; namjoon is an ass guy; praising kink; unexpected pregnancy; pregnant kink; age gap (namjoon is 36, reader is 25)

I hope you'll like it. Namjoon and OC are really cute (and Namjoon is so, so sweet), I have loved writing about them 💓 As usual, we thank Mathilde for fixing my grammar mistakes ☺️

01 -- 02 -- 03 (Bonus : Memories -- Doubts and Possibilities)

This chapter takes place after 03.

This can’t be happening. There is no way. You have been careful, very careful even. So why is the pregnancy test positive? 

You don’t know what to feel right now. You’re panicked but also beyond happy to know that you have Namjoon’s baby in your belly. However, panic takes the most of you. How will Namjoon react? Yes, you have known him for over a year now but it only has been four little months since you have confessed your feelings and started a ‘real’ relationship. Won’t he think you’re trying to cage him? It’s way too soon to have a baby. Too soon in your relationship and too soon in your life. 

You already imagined your future, and Namjoon was certainly a part of it — a huge part of it. You imagined that, someday, maybe in a few years, you’ll get married and then, a few years later, you could have children together. You don’t want a family with someone other than Namjoon but it wasn’t supposed to be now. 

You need time to think. You’re way too overwhelmed right now. That’s why you send a text to Namjoon, saying that you’re too tired tonight and you prefer staying in your apartment. Well, the apartment he has bought you. Fuck, if he doesn’t want the baby, where are you going to leave? 

You spend the evening crying and caressing your belly in where a little human being already has all your love until you fall asleep. 

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"Are you serious?" 

Seokjin looks at his friend with rounded eyes. He has known him for years and he has never thought that Namjoon would tell him that one day. He definitely has to take another sip of his whiskey. He doesn’t even hear the lounge music of the bar. 

"Yes, I don’t want to wait any longer. I think it could be a great Christmas present"

"I’m happy for you, man" Seokjin starts with a wince "But don’t you think she wants to wait?"

"What do you mean?" Namjoon frowns 

"You’re 36. You have been crazy, you have lived your youth. It’s just normal you’re ready to settle down" Ironic when Seokjin is older than Namjoon but absolutely not willing to settle down "But she is, what? 26?"

"25" Namjoon mumbles

"25! Just think about how you were at 25! Did you want to get married?" Seokjin asks 

He is not wrong. When Namjoon was 25, all he could think about was fucking hot chicks. He would run away as fast as possible if a girl wanted to even have a date. But you’re different than him, right? You don’t want to fuck around and you won’t run away when he asks you to marry him. Right? 

"Look, I’m not saying that to hurt you but I just think you should wait a little longer. She could feel pressured" Seokjin adds as he pats his friend’s shoulder

Namjoon sighs and decides that he would get drunk tonight. 

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A loud noise coming from the entrance wakes you up. You look at your phone: it’s almost three am. You hear a deep growl and recognize Namjoon. You walk to him and witness a very drunk boyfriend of yours — soon to be your baby daddy. He almost can’t stand on his feet and he is swinging dangerously as he is trying to take off his shoes. 

"Namjoon?"

He lifts up his head and a bright — yet, drunkly lazy — smile paints his face. Your heart melts of how happy he seems to be.

"Baby!"

You quickly join him to prevent his big body from hitting the floor. 

"Let me help you" You say before taking off his shoes

You tug him onto your side and lead him to the bed where he falls immediately. 

"You seem to have had a great night" You tell him, caressing his blond hair 

"Awful" He pouts

"How come?" You smile, amused of how young he looks

"You weren’t there" He genuinely answers 

Fuck, you love him so much. But a lump chocks your throat when you think that, maybe, he will reject you soon. You instinctively put your hand over your stomach. Thankfully, Namjoon is too drunk to notice it. 

"You should take off your cloths and go to bed" Your voice is weak and broken 

"You little hussy"

You roll your eyes and try to unbutton his shirt but it’s not easy to do when Namjoon’s hands find their way underneath your top. You start to panic a little when you feel his fingertips on your stomach, which it’s ridiculous since your belly is completely flat. You stop his palms and push them away. You are not in the mood for sex. And Namjoon is way too drunk anyway. He is half sleeping by the time you finish undress him. You snuggle against him and try to forget everything else except him. 

————

"Is something wrong?" Namjoon asks you with furrowed brows

"No" You lie 

You try to give him a smile and hold your towel tighter against your body. You definitely knew he was going to notice something’s off: you haven’t had sex since you found out you were pregnant and confirmed it with an appointment with your doctor — you even had an ultrasound of your four weeks little bean during which you cried like a baby. That means nine days. You have never spent nine fucking days without sex if Namjoon wasn’t gone for a business trip. Never. Especially since you’ve become an official couple. And more than that, you don’t even let Namjoon touch you. Like right now, when he saw you naked in the bathroom and you quickly covered your bare frame with a soft and fluffy towel. 

If you are doing that out of an irrational fear of Namjoon finding out the truth, in Namjoon’s head, Seokjin’s words start making sense. Maybe his friend was right and you just want to have fun. You’re young. Maybe you don’t want a serious relationship and you are planning of breaking up with him. The last days without sex might be your way of sending a message and letting him down slowly. It’s so painful to imagine his life without you. It took him thirty-six years to find you and the year he has spent with you is not enough. A whole life wouldn’t be enough.

"Don’t lie to me, Y/N. Tell me what’s wrong" Namjoon’s voice is soft despite the whole earthquake of panic inside him — he is not ready to be brokenhearted 

"I’m just tired, that’s all" What a terrible liar are you 

Namjoon’s fists clench. Why don’t you tell him? Don’t you trust him? Or are you trying to push him away for good? The thought is so painful. 

"I love you" He suddenly says 

You look up at him in surprise. He just needs you to know that. No matter what happens. He loves you. Even if you’re going to break his heart. Fuck, he is such a good man and your hormones are messing with you. You start crying so loud, big rounded tears rolling down your cheeks. Namjoon begins to panic, did he say something wrong? He hugs you tight and rubs your back which makes you cry louder. 

"I’m so sorry" You sob in his chest

"What do you mean?" Namjoon asks with a white voice, his brain imagining all kinds of scenarios of you falling in love with another man 

"I’m pregnant" You whisper with a broken voice

It’s worse when you feel Namjoon’s body tensing against yours. Did he hear well? 

"You what?" He asks, gulping 

"I’m pregnant" You repeat with difficulty 

When you’re about to convince yourself that you’re going to end up all alone with a baby due to his painful silence, Namjoon surprises you by hugging you tighter. 

"I love you so much, Y/N" His voice is shaky due to happy tears

Are you really going to make him a father? Sure, he wanted to have kids with you but not now. He just had his fantasy deep in the back of his head but it was like a distant dream. However, he couldn’t be happier right now. You, the woman he loves more than anything, have his baby inside you. 

He pulls away just to kiss you deeply. He looks into your eyes and he sees the relief in them. That’s why you pushed him away lately, because you were afraid. If you knew how happy Namjoon is right now. 

"I love you so fucking much" He repeats, making you smile

"I love you too" Your tears shift to happy and relieved ones

His reaction is better than anything you could have imagined. You wonder why you didn’t trust him. Namjoon is a good man, he is the man you love. And now, you can’t wait to have his baby.

He presses his forehead against yours but his euphoria takes control over his body. He unwraps the towel around you and looks at your stomach, still flat despite the fact you have his fucking baby in you. He didn’t think he could love you more and then, he does. His hands caress your belly and then move to your ass. He moans at the feeling of finally being able to squeeze it after nine days. 

"Now, I’m going to make love to you" He announces with a raspy voice that goes straight to your pussy

He lifts you up, making you gasp in surprise, and leads you to the bed. He lays you there delicately and starts kissing your neck. Your hands find his soft hair. You missed his touch so much. Shivers run through your body when Namjoon’s lips travel down to your boobs. Your nipples are already erected and he rolls his tongue around it. His hand grabs your other tit, twisting and pinching your sensitive nipple. You moan and feel your pussy getting impossibly wet. 

Namjoon creates a wet path with his kisses, going down. He stays more than usual on your belly to kiss and rub it. The gesture is so soft that you almost cry. 

"I love you little one" He whispers "And I love your mom so much"

Your heart jumps in your chest. It’s the first time you realize that you’re going to be a mom. The fact that Namjoon calls you that creates all kinds of emotions inside you. You can’t describe it but it’s very intense. 

Namjoon keeps going down and reaches your soaked pussy. He kisses your clit, making you open your mouth by pleasure. His expert tongue draws patterns that make you feel so good. Your back arches to feel him more. He takes big laps of your juices, moaning against your pussy of how good you taste. One of his hand takes a full grab of your ass while the other one teases your entrance. You clench at the emptiness but Namjoon still doesn’t enter you.

"Please" You beg

Namjoon smirks and finally digs one finger into your wet pussy. The nine days without sex made your cunt tighter than usual. You groan loud when he quickly adds another finger. He is fingering you fast and deep, making sure to find your g-spot. 

You whimper when Namjoon sucks on your clit harder. Pleasure is frogging your brain. You roll up your hips to meet his fingers and tongue better. You grab Namjoon’s hair and basically rub your pussy against his face. Nine days without his touch were like torture and you can’t wait any longer. You need him, you need all of him. And you moan when you know that you can have it. 

"You love fucking my face, don’t you baby?" Namjoon teases you

His words are so scandalous but you love it — both his words and fucking his face. 

"I want to cum" You shout with a high pitch voice 

"Do it, baby" Namjoon says while he presses deeper on your g-spot

"Right here!" You gasp

Namjoon knows you so well, he presses even more, digging his fingers deeper into your pussy. Your walls clench around his digits and his tongue is crazier on your clit. Fuck, he is good. Your toes curl and you bury his face deeper between your legs as you are reaching your high. Namjoon’s name escapes your lips in a scream impossible to withhold. But you start shaking when Namjoon doesn’t stop nor slow his moves. The overstimulation is too much to bear and you tug on his soft hair harder, making him growl. When spams run over your body and your legs try to close around his head, Namjoon stops his delightful torture. 

"I missed you cumming" He tells you before reaching up to kiss you, giving you a taste of your juices 

He gets rid of his clothes fast and you blush at his huge cock. Your hand moves by itself and you delicately wrap your fingers around his fat length. The velvet skin is so smooth and Namjoon seems to love your touch since he twitches in your fist. You slowly jerk him off and he closes his eyes in delight. Yeah, he missed having sex so bad. 

You guide him to your entrance and Namjoon pushes his tip inside your pussy. You moan as you feel him filling you. He buries himself deep inside you. He kisses you as he is resting without moving a few seconds, knowing how much his cock is stretching you right now. He intertwines your fingers on both sides of your head and you wrap your legs around him to hug him tighter. His slow pace is so good, building up the tension inside your body. You feel him and all his moves into your pussy. He is so intense, yet so soft, his thumbs caressing the back of your hands.

"I guess you’ll get to call me daddy again" He jokes but it actually makes you clench around his cock 

"Fuck me harder, daddy" You moan, to tease him but also because you do love when he fucks you hard

Namjoon growls and lifts up to pound into you faster and deeper. His sensual pace is long gone and he just fucks you rough like you love. Your tits bounce at each dick stroke, attracting Namjoon. He can’t help grabbing one of your boobs, pinching your nipple hard to make you whine and clench your pussy. 

"My little baby mama" His words make your walls tighten and moan "Shit, you love this, don’t you?" Namjoon says in a breathe, surprised and pleased

Fuck, why does it make you so horny? Your walls tighten and Namjoon loves how you react. Having his baby is making you clench around his big dick and he loves it. His eyes lock on your belly and he can’t wait to see it big and round, full of his baby. He almost cums when he thinks about everyone knowing he fucked you so good that he put a baby in you. 

He pounds deeper, making your skins clap in a sinful way. You caress his flexing abs with your fingertips and you still can’t believe Namjoon is your man. He is so fucking handsome. He fucks you so good. You gesture him to kiss you and he does. Your lips connect in a messy way but you don’t care as long as you can kiss him.

"I love you" You whisper 

"I love you too, pretty baby"

You feel Namjoon’s hand on your belly and your orgasm is close. Your moans get choked and your head roll back. 

"You gonna make me cum" You say, making Namjoon pump rougher into your tight and dripping cunt 

"Come on baby, cum on daddy’s cock"

Your legs squeeze Namjoon’s body and you pussy clenches, your orgasm very much on the edge. He gives you a last hard pound and you fall down into high. 

"Fuck, Namjoon!" You scream when a huge wave of arousal washes over you, making you forget your name 

Namjoon kisses your neck and shoulder, waiting for you to reach down to Earth. You lazily caress his sticky hair and hum in happiness. You are happy right now. Because of him, because of his love, of his touch. And also because of the little baby inside you. 

Namjoon rolls over and places you on top of him. He slaps your ass to urge you to ride him. His huge cock is deep in you, immediately touching the right spot. You take support on his buff chest and start jumping on his dick. Little whimpers escape your lips as your head rolls back in pleasure. Namjoon looks at your perfect body: your jolting boobs, your soft belly, your thighs around his pelvis and your glistening pussy taking his cock so well. 

His hands grabs your asscheeks to settle the pace. He makes you ride him rough, wet clapping sounds echoing the bedroom.

"Fuck" You moan

"You are so beautiful" He praises you and your heart melts "I can’t believe you’re having my baby"

You tenderly smile at him, slowing your pace so you can caress his cheek with one of your hand. Your tenderness is definitely one of the things Namjoon loves the most about you. He kisses your hand before you place it back on his chest. 

"I can’t believe you put a baby in me" You reply and you get the hint that Namjoon loves it since you feel his cock twitch in your cunt "You fucked me so good that I have your baby now"

You have never seen Namjoon so proud, happy and horny at the same time. He lifts up his torso so he can stay in a sit position. His hand grabs the back of your neck and he presses his lips on yours, claiming you. 

"I’m going to put so many babies in you, Y/N. Everyone will see who fucks you" He growls and you clench 

Fuck, his words are so crude yet so tempting. 

"I can’t wait to see your big belly full of my child"

Namjoon starts thumping into your cunt and you have to grab his shoulders to stay still under his rough moves. Your walls tighten again and you bring one of your hands down to rub your clit. 

"That’s it baby, make yourself cum" Namjoon spurs you

"Fuck me harder" You beg him

Namjoon delivers a harsh spank on your ass, making you clench as he pounds harder and deeper. At each rub of your fingers on your clit, your cunt gets tighter. You are so close, you can’t even breathe evenly. 

"I’m gonna cum, Joonie" You say breathlessly 

"Go ahead" 

Namjoon kisses you, swallowing your loud moans as you’re cumming all over his cock. Your body shivers and Namjoon keeps his pace. You whimper when you feel how sensitive your pussy is after three orgasms but you want Namjoon to cum too. You roll your hips as he fucks you, spurring him to fill you up. 

"Put another baby in me" You tease him

He hides his face in your neck and bites your skin gently. You don’t know how much he loves it. He is close too, his unsteady moves making you know. 

"My baby mama" He whispers with a last, harsh, deep dick stoke and throw his hot shots of cum inside your wet and messy pussy

Both breathless, you keep hugging each other tight. Tears fill your eyes again when you realize that Namjoon is by your side and that he loves you and the little human inside you. 

"Hey, baby, don’t cry" He soothes you as he kisses your nose 

"I love you so much, Namjoon. And I was so stressed the last days" You confess, feeling finally lighter 

"I love you too. Believe me when I say I’m so happy. The happiest man alive. You make me so happy. Actually…"

Namjoon delicately pulls out and makes you sit on the bed. He goes to his abandoned suit vest on the floor. He grabs a little thing you can’t identify. He quickly goes back to you and gives you a little box. Your heart, your breathe and pretty much everything stops as you open it and discover a beautiful and shiny ring. 

"I wanted to give it to you on Christmas but you’ve beat me at the best gift" He says, playfully but also emotional

"What does it mean?" You ask in a whisper, you don’t want to misinterpret it because your heart won’t survive it

"Marry me. Please?" Namjoon’s voice is soft but a little shaky 

"You can’t ask me to marry you after sex!" You exclaim, crying of how happy you are

"You told me you loved me while I was fucking your ass" Namjoon replies with a pout

"Namjoon!" You gasp, still embarrassed by the memory 

"Can you please give me a respond? Because I’m not sure I can handle the stress anymore"

"Yes!"

You jump at him, kissing his lips, his cheeks, his nose, his forehead. Everything you can. You laugh and cry at the same time and Namjoon is nothing better. He grabs your shaky hand with his shaky one and slided the diamond ring onto your finger. 

"I love you so much, Namjoon" You say with emotion cracking your voice 

"I love you, pretty babies"

[margotw10]

Pretty baby. KNJ (m)

sugardaddy!Namjoon x sugarbaby!reader 🥵

Genre : smut; sugar daddy/sugar baby relationship

Words : 2.2k

Warnings 🌶 : use of the word 'daddy'; dom!namjoon; sub!reader; rough sex; oral sex (f. receiving); unprotected sex; fingering; namjoon is huge; namjoon is an ass guy; praising kink; age gap (namjoon is 35, reader is 24)

I hope you'll like it. Namjoon and OC are really cute 💓 As usual, we thank Mathilde for fixing my grammar mistakes ☺️

01 -- 02 -- 03 (Bonus : Memories -- Doubts and Possibilities)

This chapter takes place before 01.

Namjoon has always thought your first encounter was that night at a bar when he asked you to be his sugar baby. Little did he know there was, in fact, an unofficial encounter, several months before that. 

It was at Incheon Airport, while you were waiting to pick Jimin up after a trip with his childhood friend Jungkook. You were actually grumpy when you saw that his plane had 20 minutes delay. But all of that went forgotten when you heard some sobbing nearby. You looked all around you and noticed a little boy, maybe three or four years old. He was crying but he was all alone. You frowned and was ready to walk to him when a tall, brawny and blond hair man kneeled down in front of the boy. 

You stepped closer, ready to jump in if the man had bad intentions. However, you heard him talking with the sweetest tone possible despite his deep voice.

"Are you lost?" The man asked 

The boy nodded, crying louder. Your heart broke a little to witness him this sad and scared.

"Don’t worry, I’m gonna help you. I promise I gonna find your parents" His savior said, putting a reassuring hand on the boy’s shoulder 

His palm was so big on the small child's body that you wondered if the man has ever been a child before. His aura was nothing but goodness and the way the little boy stopped crying proved you right. The stranger, of whom you could see the face now, was the most handsome man you’ve ever seen. His eyes, which you surely thought could be very intimidating in other situations, were so pretty in their brown shade. His lips were pulp and the cute dimples on his cheeks when he smiled were like a Cupid’s arrow entering your heart. Was that love at first sight?

The man asked the boy for his name.

"Seo-joon" He answered with a hiccup 

"Let me see your bag, maybe there is your parents number"

You could totally see that the man was trying to be as delicate as possible and it made you giggle by the sweetness. He was definitely daddy material — only if you knew how much…

The backpack of the little child had, indeed, a tag with his parents’ information. The man dialed the number and a panicked voice answered the call.

"Hello, I’m with your son. Don’t worry, he is okay. We are in the arrival hall, near the information panels"

Seo-joon’s parents arrived quickly after that, running to their son. They were crying and thanking the stranger at the same time. An embarrassed smile grew on the man’s face. You wanted to talk to him but he walked away before you could do it.

You had been thinking about him for months but what could you do? You knew nothing about him, not even his name. But luck was on your side since Jimin, without knowing it, gave you the opportunity to see the man again when he literally dragged your ass to a luxurious bar. At first, you didn’t want to go but your best friend insisted so much that you gave up. 

You were sitting at the bar, waiting for your drinks when a man sat down next to you. When you turned your head and saw the stranger from the airport, your heart stopped and your throat went dry. He was even more handsome than from your memories.

He introduced himself and you did the same. Namjoon started to flirt with and you flirted back. But you surely didn’t imagine what he would say next:

"Look, I’m going to be honest. You’re very pretty but I’m not looking for a girlfriend" You remember that your heart broke a little when he said that "But, if you’re okay if it, we can have a different kind of relationship"

"What kind?" You asked, completely dumbfounded

"A sugar daddy/baby one" Namjoon answered, looking straight into your eyes

What?! You had never, in your entire life, thought about having a sugar daddy. You didn’t even need the money, your current job was paying you enough. And Namjoon wasn’t so much older, even though he was 35 and you were 24. 

You just asked him why and he was honest enough to tell you that he didn’t have time for more and that you wouldn’t be the only one. You thought about it for a few minutes and then you realized that seeing him again was fate and that you couldn’t miss the chance. You wanted to be with him the very first minute you saw him. If you had to be his sugar baby for that, then a sugar baby you would be. You accepted, not caring about the ridiculous amount of money he offered you. You didn’t need the money but you wanted the man. 

After that, you spent the night — a very hot night during which you realized how much of a beast Namjoon was in bed — with him in a hotel room. A few days later, he texted you an address. He didn’t say what you would do there and you didn’t question. You just went to the rendezvous.

You were quite surprised to stand in front of a luxurious block apartment in one of the most expensive districts of Seoul. At first, you thought it was Namjoon’s place and you were very curious to see how his flat was, to see if he had photos of him, his family and his friends. But when Namjoon joined you and opened the door of one of the apartments, you were more than surprised to meet an empty one.

The place was huge and the windows provided an amazing view on Seoul, but there was no furniture at all. 

"Do you like it?" Namjoon asked you 

"The view is beautiful" You managed to say, not knowing where he wanted to go with his question 

"Good. It’s yours, baby"

You gasped and looked at Namjoon with wide open eyes. In the other hand, Namjoon was pleased by your reaction and he walked closer to kiss you deeply. His hands quickly found your ass and he pressed your body against his. You were small in his arms. You knew Namjoon was very strong and he could break you very easily but instead of being scared of it, you just felt good in his embrace. You felt protected and you wished you could never leave it. 

It didn’t take long for Namjoon to lead to the kitchen island. He grabbed your thighs to make you sit on it and started kissing your neck. Your fingers were in his soft hair and your legs circled his waist, trying to pull him deeper into your skin. You felt his hand slowly going down to capture your tit in order to massage it. Your head rolled back at the pleasure of it. He took off your top and bra in no time to finally get to see your pretty boobs. He smirked when he noticed your already hard nipples.

He dived into it, sucking and rolling his tongue around it. Soft moans left your mouth and your pussy became wetter and wetter. Fuck, he was good. You whimpered when he bit on one of your nipples but an instant pleasure chased the pain. You loved how rough he was. You kind of got the clue that the rougher he was, the more he cared. So you did want him to be harsh with you.

Namjoon pushed your chest down so you could lie on your back. The material of the kitchen island was so cold against your burning skin that it made your shiver. Namjoon took some seconds to admire how beautiful you were and then made sure to completely undress you. Your naked body entirely at his disposal was the best thing ever for him. 

"My pretty baby" He whispered before taking a big licking of your wet pussy 

You jolted and moaned of how good it was to feel his tongue on you. He was eating your pussy so good that you couldn’t think straight. Namjoon loved to see how your body reacted when he was touching you and he made it as his mission to make you cum as much as he could. He entered you with one of his long digits. He knew your tight pussy wasn’t used enough to his big cock for penetrating you directly. He was pumping you, covering his finger with your juices. When the sliding was smooth enough, he added another finger.

"It feels good, daddy" You moaned with red cheeks — calling him daddy was very new to you at the time 

"Your pussy is so tight, I love it. Let’s find out if you can take another one" He teased before entering you with a third digit

Fuck, he was stretching you so good that you gasped. Namjoon curled his fingers inside your pussy to hit your g-spot, making you lose your sanity. His tongue was keeping its devilish pattern on your clit and you could feel your orgasm slowly building inside your stomach. Namjoon smirked when your walls got tighter around his fingers. He sped up his pace, just to push you closer to the edge.

"Cum on my fingers. Come on, baby"

His raspy voice against your pussy was a real sin and it was enough for you to go to the other side. You cummed hard on his fingers, screaming his name despite your heavy breathe. 

Namjoon stood up to kiss you, your arousal still tasted on his tongue. You were slowly coming back to Earth while Namjoon used the hand that was in your pussy to lube his big cock. You didn’t even notice him taking off his clothes. You opened your eyes to awe his buff body. His biceps and abs were flexing as he was pumping himself. He was so damn hot that you had to bite your lower lip to prevent a moan at his sight. 

"Open your legs for daddy" Namjoon orders and fuck, you could feel your pussy dripping 

You hold your thighs to give as much room for Namjoon as you could and he guided his fat dick to your entrance. The tip was teasing you and you couldn’t wait to feel him inside you. You shuddered when the teasing was longer than you thought it would be.

"Beg for it"

Namjoon loved hearing how desperate you were for his cock. It boosted his already huge ego and you didn’t mind making it bigger. Namjoon was, in fact, the man you loved and you could do whatever he wanted to make him happy.

"Please, daddy, I need your cock" You begged, making Namjoon satisfied 

"Good girl" He praises as he gently entered you 

Fuck, he was so big, it was almost painful. When he was fully in you, Namjoon pushed your knees against your chest to open you wider. It made your cunt clench and Namjoon growl. He started pounding you hard and deep. That was no doubt he knew what he was doing. Never a man had fucked you this good and the pleasure was enhanced by this huge size. 

Sounds of skins clapping were echoing in the empty apartment like the sweetest melody ever. Your boobs, bouncing in rhythm with Namjoon’s dick strokes, appealed him and he bent over to suck on your nipples. You groaned, feeling overwhelmed by all the sensations on your body. 

"Fucking big" You choked up, making Namjoon giggle

"Fucking tight" He replied playfully 

Your pretty face was torn by pleasure which spurred him to fuck rougher, if it was even possible. You looked so precious like that. His pretty baby. 

You felt your second orgasm near so you grabbed Namjoon’s hair to kiss him messily. Moans from both sides were mixing between your lips.

"Faster, daddy" You begged, completely delirious

Namjoon did it and you reached your high — again — in no time. You thought that he would slow down but it surely wasn’t his intention. He, instead, put one of his warm palms around your neck and the other one on your clit. It was like Namjoon wanted to never end your orgasm but it was too much for you. Your eyes filled with tears and your mouth opened, no sound able to come from your shaking body.

"Look at you" He smirked "So fucked up. Tell daddy how much you love his cock"

"I fucking love your cock!" You screamed 

"You’re so fucking pretty"

Namjoon pounded a couple of times more before pulling abruptly out of your pussy and jerk him off to paint your stomach with his hot and thick white seed. He took a few seconds to admire his art piece but he didn’t wait long before picking it up with his index and middle finger. He brought them up to your mouth.

"Open" He ordered and pushed his digits inside your mouth

You could taste his salty cum on your tongue as you rolled it around his fingers to clean them up.

"Good fucking girl" He praised

He kissed you so gently after that that it surprised you. You didn’t think Namjoon could be so caring after fucking you so roughly. But it’d soon be your favourite thing about him. He hugged you tight despite your sticky tummy and his sweaty body — you both didn’t care at all about it.

"How about a hot bath?" He offered you with a very sweet voice

You were definitely in love with the man. 

[margotw10]

Pretty Baby. KNJ (m)

sugardaddy!Namjoon x sugarbaby!reader 🥵

Genre : smut; sugar daddy/sugar baby relationship; established relationship

Words : 4.9k

Warnings 🌶 : dom!namjoon; sub!reader; rough sex; oral sex (f. receiving); fingering; unprotected sex; anal sex; anal virgin; namjoon is huge; namjoon is an ass guy; praising kink; spanking; age gap (namjoon is 35, reader is 25)

I hope you'll like it. Namjoon and OC are really cute 💓 As usual, we thank Mathilde for fixing my grammar mistakes ☺️

01 -- 02 -- 03 (Bonus : Memories -- Doubts and Possibilities)

What just happened? Namjoon is so shocked about your demand that he just stays still for several minutes. He has never imagined, in a thousand years, that you, his pretty baby, would put an end at your relationship like that. Were there signs he didn’t see? Were you unhappy? He genuinely thought that you liked spending time with him, especially since he started to make efforts to know you better. He even thought that you liked him. But you obviously don’t. 

He wanted to tell you to change your mind, to think about it, that he could change if you wanted him to, but it would have been selfish. It was already too damn selfish willing to keep you for himself when he was fucking other girls — even if he doesn’t anymore. 

He thought that something changed the last time you two had sex. It was different, more real. Did he imagine everything? It looks like it since you just stepped out of his office after throwing a bomb at him. Fuck. But then, why would you look so sad? Everything is messed up in his head, he can’t think straight. 

More than the surprise caused by your announcement, Namjoon feels something truly unpleasant in his chest and he wishes it was just his ego. But it’s not. He knows damn well it’s his heart. Once again: fuck. 

————

"I don’t understand you, honestly" Jimin sighs

Yeah, you neither. You regret so, so much what you did yesterday. You clearly let Lisa messing up with your brain. You should have trusted Namjoon rather than her. You were so afraid of being hurt that you pushed him away and you hurt yourself instead. That’s fucking stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. 

"I don’t need you to tell me I’ve fucked up, Jimin. I need you as my best friend to support me and tell me everything is going to be fine" You say with a shaky voice, ready to start crying, again

"Come here" He whispers to hug you and rub your back 

"Can I stay here tonight?"

"Of course you can. We are going to watch your favorite show on Netflix and eat some pizzas. How does it sound?"

You look at your best friend and feel so damn lucky to have him. You rub your eyes to get rid off the last tears and get the TV remote.

In another part of the town, Namjoon opens the door of the apartment. Your apartment. He can’t just give up like that, without even fighting. But the place is desperately empty. No lights on, no noise. You are simply not here. He still has a ridiculous slight hope when he opens the door of your bedroom. Yet, your face is no where to be seen. Namjoon’s heart squeezes. Where the fuck are you? 

He is not sure you will show up tonight so he decides to leave and go meet his parents. Maybe he could use some advices from a 40-year married couple. 

Namjoon’s mom is super excited to see her busy son. It’s pretty rare he comes eat with them. But her smiles fades when she notices the look on his face. He looks tired and sad. Defeated. It breaks her heart to see him like this. 

They sit in the comfortable and huge sofas of the living room. Every single furniture of their mammoth house is expensive. Namjoon’s parents love buying costly things but also giving their money to people who need it. Maybe that’s why Namjoon doesn’t have any problem with spoiling his sugar babies. 

"Can I ask you guys something?" He asks, unsure 

"Of course, honey" His mom says

"How did you become a couple? Was it easy?"

His parents share a glance, half surprised half amused. Namjoon has never wanted to hear about love before. 

"It was certainly not easy" His dad starts "Your mom is pretty stubborn. I gave her many presents, expensive jewelries and so on. But she didn’t care at all. I honestly thought she wasn’t interested"

"I didn’t care about the money. I cared about him and his feelings. You know, love is not just words but acts too. However, the acts don’t have to take the material form of gifts" The woman continues 

"So how?" Namjoon asks 

"Spending time with each other. Small acts of consideration. Actually, the best acts of love are the simplest ones because they show how sincere you are and that you care about the small details" Her mom answers

Namjoon takes a few moments to think about it. He has shown his affection with presents. Expensive ones, even. But you, you are full of those simple acts of consideration his mom is describing. You made sure he wasn’t tired or that he ate well. You changed your shampoo when you noticed Namjoon’s scrunched nose at the smell of it even if he didn’t say anything about not liking it. You distracted him with a mind-blowing blowjob on the day he lost a huge contract. Fuck, everything you have done the past few months was little acts that made him slowly fall in love with you. But maybe you didn’t think Namjoon cared about you too.

"Is this about the girl from the mall?" Namjoon’s mom asks carefully

"Yeah, but I’m not sure she really wants to be with me" He replies honestly

"I think she does. The look she was giving you, it doesn’t lie, honey"

Those words are what Namjoon needed. Now, he has to find a way to see you again.

————

You have thought about it all day. Should you? It’s Namjoon’s birthday and you were invited by his mom. But it’s also true that you told him you wanted to end things… However, you miss him so bad and it has only been five days. 

You check yourself in the mirror. Yes, you have thought about not going but you have still gotten ready. Your heart beats so loud that you wonder how it is not showing through the soft material of your white silk dress — great metaphor of your willing to go back from the start and start on a new page. 

It’s Namjoon’s birthday. And you miss him. And you love him. The only thing holding you back is you and your fear of being hurt. Are going to stay alone your entire life because of that? That would be so pathetic. Fuck, Namjoon gave you so much confidence, where did it go? You would be so disappointed in yourself if you don’t at least try. So you fix your mascara for the last time and head to Namjoon’s party.

The house is was bigger than you thought, especially because it’s in Seoul center. You can’t imagine the price of it. You knock on the front door and a fucking butler invites you inside. You are stressed, you can feel your hands shaking. Thankfully, there are no too many people — you guess just family and close friends. That makes you wonder what you are doing here. Everyone is so elegant and, even if you have put on one of your most beautiful dresses, you don’t seem to belong here. 

"Boring party, isn’t it?"

You jolt as a male voice whispers in your ear. You turn your head and meet some very handsome man. He could easy be elected World Wide Handsome. His brown hair looks smooth and his eyes are sparkling with playfulness. Let’s not talk about his juicy and plump lips. Fuck, every women must be jealous of it. 

On the other side, the stranger is quite amused by your shyness. He also wonders what such a pretty girl is doing it. If his friend Namjoon has you as a friend, Seokjin would be upset and disappointed that he didn’t introduce you to him before. Yes, the man is a womanizer but a very picky one: he seems to date only the most beautiful women. 

"I’m Seokjin by the way"

"Y/N" You reply, shyly

Seokjin’s eyes widen. Are you Y/N? Like the woman his friend can’t shut up about lately? Oh, things are about to get interesting… Now he understands Namjoon. You look very pretty in that dress, almost a sexy version of a cute bride. Yep, Namjoon will go crazy when he sees you and the slight shadow of your nipples through the thin and smooth fabric. But for now, he is not here and Seokjin is a flirt. 

"I’m honored to meet the most beautiful woman of the night" He says with a seductive tone

You don’t really know what to say so you just thank him. Is he flirting? Oh my god, how are you going to escape him?

"It’s the glass I wanted to bring to my friend but I rather offer it to a pretty girl" He continues, handing you a glass of champagne 

You take it. You need alcohol to gather your courage, especially if Namjoon tells you to go fuck yourself after what happened in his office. You drink the glass one shot.

"Well! You go faster than Dom Toretto!" Seokjin jokes, laughing so loud than a few people turn toward you 

His laugh also attracts Namjoon’s eye. However, he doesn’t see his friend. The only thing that seems to be visible to him is you. You came. And you look so fucking gorgeous. Namjoon recognizes the silk dress, it was his birthday gift for you. It looks so good on you that Namjoon’s brain starts picturing you in all kinds of situations — both with and without the dress on. He wonders if it’s the kind of dress you would wear for your wedding day. And after your marriage, what you would look like with a baby in your belly, his baby. How proud he would be to have you by his side and how everyone could see you belong to him. 

Okay, his brain is definitely sick because those are ridiculous thoughts. You said you didn’t want this relationship with him. But, what are you doing here?

Namjoon walks toward you and your heart stops when you see him. He is the definition of handsomeness. And he is wearing a fucking black — Prada it seems — suit with a white shirt. It’s the look you prefer on him. This is torture for you, especially if it’s the last time you see him. 

"Hi" You almost whisper 

"Hi" His voice is neutral and you don’t know if it’s a good thing "Can I talk to you, in private?"

You gulp and nod. Fuck, you are stressing so much. He invites you to follow him and he leads you to his bedroom. A huge place actually with not only a king size bed but also a sofa and a large bookshelf. All the furnitures are matching, even the pattern of the fabric. The color scheme, warm beige with hints of green here and there, is soothing — something you really appreciate right now. 

There are so many things you want to say but nothing seems to form on your tongue. You can’t look at him. You are so overwhelmed by your feelings that you could cry.

"I’m surprised you’re here" Namjoon says

There is no reproach in his voice, he is just sincerely surprised. You can understand. But is it a good or a bad thing?

"I can leave if you want"

‘But please don’t say you want me to leave’ You pray internally 

"No, I’m actually glad you’re here"

Your heart does a backflip in your chest and you look at him with hope. 

"I’m so sorry for what I’ve said" You say as you are gathering all your courage "I don’t want to end the contract"

"But I do"

Your whole body freezes. Your heart stops too, in a painful way. It hurts so bad, like your soul is torn apart. So that’s it. It’s the end for Namjoon and you. Fuck, you wish you could go back and never went to his office. You would do anything to go back in time.

A breathless ‘Oh’ leaves your lips, like you have received an uppercut in the stomach — well, it’s pretty much what you feel.

Namjoon gets closer and notices your eyes watering. Words are not enough to express what he is feeling so he does what he does best. He captures your lips and kisses you deeply. You moan both in surprise and pleasure. You don’t know what the kiss means but you are ready to take whatever he is giving to you if it’s the last time you see him. 

Namjoon wraps his arms around your small frame. The silk of the dress is so smooth under the tip of his fingers, but not as smooth as your skin. His hands go down and find your ass. He makes sure to lift the fabric and digs his palms into the flesh of your asscheeks. The cold air on your hot skin makes you gasp in pleasure. He growls as he missed it so much. 

You pull him closer by grabbing the back of his neck. His lips travel down your jaw and then to the thin skin of your throat. His wet kisses make you shiver and create a pool of arousal between your legs, especially when Namjoon sucks on your skin. A reddish mark adores your neck. Namjoon smiles at it. You are so beautiful, you can’t go out without a stamp of him. 

Namjoon doesn’t stop. He firmly grabs your ass and lifts you up. You wrap your legs around his torso and secure your arms around his large shoulders. You are now higher than him and it gives him the opportunity to dig his face into your breasts. He messily kisses your boobs and captures your harden nipples with his teeth through the fabric of the dress. Namjoon smirks when he notices you don’t wear a bra and bites your nipple a little harder, making you whimper. Your head rolls back and you arch your back to give him a better access. 

Your soaked pussy also needs friction so you start grinding on his abs. You need him so bad. You are stressed and horny when you think about what you are going to do. 

Namjoon walks to his bed and sits on it, you still inside his arms. The new position makes it easier for you to grind on his lap. You can clearly feel his hard-on against your clothed cunt. You tug on his hair to access his lips and you kiss him like there is no tomorrow. 

"Damn, baby, you’re on fire" He jokes against your lips

"I want you" You moan, there is no better way to say the truth

You pull off and stand up between his muscled legs. You can see lust in Namjoon’s brown eyes but also some affection in them. It gives you confidence to carry on. You take off your dress and the sight of your body almost completely bare makes Namjoon’s cock twitch in his pants. He can’t help but caress himself through the fabric, and his dick gets even harder. You slid down your ridiculously small and wet panties to stand entirely exposed in front of him. You finally take off your heels, your feet thanking you for that. You feel fragile but also proud to have the courage to completely give yourself to the man you love. You will have nothing to regret, even if tonight is the last night you’ll ever spend together. 

Your breathe is shaky and your hands are sweaty. Fuck, stress makes your legs weak but you have made up your mind way before entering Namjoon’s parents’ house. You are prepared, both mentally and physically for what is coming. You now have to trust yourself and Namjoon. You turn around and give Namjoon a perfect view of your ass he loves so much. You slightly bend over so he can see both your holes. Your pussy is so wet that Namjoon’s breathe on it makes you clench. 

"Fuck, baby" Namjoon whispers as it was the most beautiful thing he has ever seen

"It’s your birthday present" You say shyly

Namjoon is taken aback. Is it what he is thinking about? 

"What do you mean?" He asks, clearing his throat — he wants to be sure he is not over-interpreting

You take a deep breathe and reply.

"You can have my ass tonight"

It’s like a dream came true for Namjoon. He has been dreaming about it for months. Your perfect ass. He wanted to stretch it every time he squeezed your cheeks. It must be so fucking tight. Just thinking he will finally be able to dive in it could be enough to make him cum in his pants. 

He doesn’t waste any time and starts licking your glistening pussy. You moan about how starved he looks like. He is literally making out with your pussy and it’s so fucking hot. His tongue rolls on your clit, then digs in your entrance to go back again to your clit. It’s so good that your legs quiver. At some point, Namjoon takes a fat licking from your sensitive bud to your pussy entrance but continues higher to your other hole. 

You whimper as Namjoon takes big laps of it. The new sensation is beyond words. You feel way more sensitive. You have to grab his hair behind you when he enters your pussy with two fingers, still wetting your puckered hole. Namjoon’s face is so deep between your asscheeks that it’s scandalous but fuck it feels good. 

He leaves your hole one second to bite on the flesh of your perfect ass. His fingers pumping into your dripping cunt is delightful, especially when he goes deep and fast, making your legs weak. You can feel some arousal going down your inner thighs. 

"Keep going, I’m gonna cum" You moan

Seeing you liking it makes Namjoon so fucking happy. He could eat your ass all day. Your hole is damn soaked right now and Namjoon starts entering it with his tongue. You’re so sensitive, you’re not sure to can handle it. Namjoon speeds it pace in your pussy and you almost scream. You tighten your fingers in his hair, bringing him deeper against your ass and he growls. Your pussy clenches and Namjoon digs his tongue further in your hole, almost not able to breathe. You know how sinful you look but fuck, Namjoon is tonguing your ass. The wave of bliss you know well in growing inside you but there is something different, something that makes it more powerful and your teased area is more sensitive. You can’t hold any longer and you cum on his face and fingers. Choked screams of his name escape from your lips. Namjoon grabs you in his arms to prevent you from falling. 

He puts you on his bed delicately as you’re coming back down to Earth. He lets you rest a little and take off his clothes. 

"Are you sure you want this?" He asks you, kissing your lips tenderly

"Yes, just be gentle" You say

You are crushing everything in him right now. The trust you pull in him doesn’t only fill his pride but also his heart. He promises: he is going to fuck your ass so good that you won’t ever want him to stop. 

"Tell me if you want to stop, okay baby?"

He kisses your forehead and spoons you. You feel his large and buff chest against your back but the way he holds you is so sweet that you push your ass closer to his cock with an urged need of feeling him. He places your upper leg a little forward to have a better access to your ass. He also makes sure to bring a good amount of your juices to your hole and to his large cock to lube them. 

"I’m going to stretch you a little, I don’t want to break you" He whispers in your ears "Yet" He adds playfully to make you laugh

Namjoon slowly pushes one finger in your so tight hole and you gasp. You hold on his other arm wrapped around your waist. He softly starts back and forth moves. It hurts a little but it’s also so fucking good.

"Try to relax, it will hurt less" Namjoon says as he pecks your shoulder

You do as he says and you notice how easier it makes for him to finger you. He adds other finger and you almost cum instantly. Fuck, it’s so good. You can’t even describe how it feels. It’s like you can feel him better, deeper. All the sensations are increased. 

Namjoon enhances his pace when he sees you feeling more pleasure. He can’t wait to put his dick in and to make you cum all over it. Your tight hole is going to feel so good around his length. 

"Fuck, I need your cock"

Namjoon is beyond happy to fulfill your wish. He pulls off his fingers and grabs his cock. You feel his tip slightly entering your pussy to gather some of your arousal and then going up to your ass. He pushes to enter you but he is so fucking big. 

"Come on, baby, I know you can take it" Namjoon encourages you

You gasp as his tip is inside you. You feel so fucking stretched. Pleasure and pain have never been this connected. You dig your nails deep inside his forearm but he doesn’t care: you are fucking taking his cock in your fucking ass. Namjoon caresses your stomach to soothe the pain and keeps kissing your shoulder. He is so gentle you could die.

"Are you okay?"

You nod and Namjoon pushes deeper. You feel each single inch entering you and stretching you. You know he is not entirely in you but you’re not sure to take more of him. Namjoon seems to feel it and he slowly pulls over, not completely, to push inside again. You start moaning, louder and louder as Namjoon pounds faster. The pain is still here but the pleasure… Oh god, it’s beyond words. 

"Fuck, Joonie" You moan as he enters your hole deeper

"You’re doing great, baby. It’s the best birthday present ever"

He grabs your asscheek and squeezes it hard. He spreads it to look at his dick fucking your ass. Feeling your very tight hole stretched by his huge cock is delightful. Especially when he is the first one. The thought makes his dick twitch inside your ass. He enhances the pace a little when he sees you relaxing and having pleasure. He feels so proud of it, that his cock provides you pleasure. That his cock is fucking your ass. He growls when he realizes it. 

"You’re so fucking perfect. Your ass feels so good"

The bliss is driving him crazy. He could fuck you so rough that you wouldn’t be able to walk for days. But it’s your first anal, he can’t just destroy you. He grabs your chin to kiss you. Your hand reaches the back of his head. He gives you one hard dick stroke, making you scream his name. You don’t even care that other people in the house hear you. 

"That’s it, scream my name, baby. Tell everyone who fucks you good"

"It’s you, Namjoon" You moan loudly 

He starts pounding pretty hard and fast in your ass and you’re on the edge. Namjoon captures your throat with his large palm. He is almost entirely inside your ass and you feel him so deep. You have never felt so full. You start feeling a huge orgasm building inside you, despite your empty and clenching pussy. 

"My pretty baby" He moans when sounds of skins clapping starts filling the room

You’re so close to cum. Namjoon looks at your perfect ass taking his cock. Your cheeks get spanked by his thighs and abs every single time. He is not as gentle as at the beginning but he can’t hold himself, especially when he notices how fucked up you look. You love his dick in your ass, he can feel it. He swears, he is going to fuck your perfect little ass harder the next time and you will beg for more. The show is so sinful that it spurs Namjoon to push deeper inside your ass, now entirely. He doesn’t even know how you manage to take his dick in your tight hole but one thing is sure: you do and you do it fucking well.

"Oh, fuck!" You hiss "I gonna cum"

Namjoon smirks and slaps the side of your ass. You feel your empty pussy clenching. He seems to hear your silent prayers and the hand around your waist goes South to slide two fingers into your cunt, making you groan loudly. You feel so full of him that you can’t help tightening your holes. Namjoon is fucking your ass so good. He hides his face in the crook of your neck and hugs you tighter in his arms as he pounds you deeper. 

"Cum for me, baby" He whispers, almost begging you as he feels he won’t last long

Your hole is too tight and it feels too good to have you in his arms. It feels so good to see how much you trust him — you let him fuck your ass for god’s sake! 

"Yes, yes!" You scream, loosing your mind over the pleasure 

"Fuck, I love your ass" He growls, the vibration echoing into your core 

You can’t hold on any longer and you cum hard on his cock and his fingers buried deep in your pussy, almost crying of how huge is the wave of pleasure washing over you. You mumble some words you don’t even know as you are high. So high, way beyond clouds. 

Namjoon pounds a few more times into your tight ass and releases his cum inside. He hugs you so tight, leaving your pussy empty again but still inside your ass, like he was afraid you would vanish. 

You two stay like that a moment. You can’t believe Namjoon just fucked you ass. You also can’t believe how much you liked it. You almost fall asleep, you don’t want to leave his embrace. You feel good, peaceful. You hum in content and scoot closer into his chest.

"Did you mean it?" He asks suddenly 

"What?"

"That you love me"

Your body tenses and your eyes open wide. What? How does he know? You pull over, running at the opposite side of the huge bed. You try to cover your naked body with your hands. You look so panicked, almost terrified. 

"It’s okay if you didn’t mean it" Namjoon reassures you, even though it breaks his heart to see how you are reacting right now

Did you just confessed your love while you were having an orgasm? Well, the best orgasm ever, but still. You’re so ashamed. You didn’t want to tell him like that. Fuck, when you tell Jimin you said ‘I love you’ to Namjoon while his dick was in your ass, he is going to laugh so loud… 

You are ready to deny it but when you see Namjoon’s face, you can’t lie. You do love him. You can’t keep being a coward and lying to Namjoon and to yourself. 

"I meant it. I love you, Namjoon" You confess in a whisper

The silence is killing you. Especially when it’s the exact moment you brain chooses to remind you that Namjoon said he wanted to end the contract too. 

"That’s a good thing" He says, surprising you "Because I love you too"

He gets closer to you and caresses your cheeks. Okay, you have always loved how kind he was after sex but the way he is looking at you right now, it make your heart melt so much it hurts. You can’t help kissing him. Namjoon chuckles against your mouth and hugs you tighter. Honestly, he could fuck you again. No, he could make love to you. 

"Say it again" You ask

"I love you"

His bright smile with his dimples brings so much happiness to you. Is it possible to die over joy? Because you could right now. 

"Okay, there is no contract anymore but I’m not gonna lie, you’re still my pretty baby"

You giggle.

"I have to tell you something" You say, pricking his curiosity "I’m jealous so don’t you dare having another baby"

"I’m all yours" He reassures you

Like you said, Namjoon has always been honest with you. So you believe him when he says there is nobody else. 

"I think we should go back to the party. I can’t not showing at my own birthday"

You nod but wince when you sit.

"Are you okay?" Namjoon asks, worried

"Yes, it just hurts a little" You confess, cheeks reddening 

Is it bad that he feels proud of it? He wasn’t exactly soft but he definitely can get rougher and honestly, he can’t wait to pound into your ass again. Or your pussy. He doesn’t care as long as he can give you pleasure. 

Namjoon helps you standing up and getting dressed. Your beautiful silk dress is now completely crumpled. You pout at it and Namjoon finds you so pretty. Now that he knows you love him, his brain is even crazier than before: images of you in a white dress walking down the wedding hall or of you with a round belly are stuck in his head. But he definitely can’t go as fast, he will scare you. 

Does that mean that he will wait for years? Absolutely not. His pretty baby better be prepared for her Christmas present. Especially after the best birthday present he has ever had: you saying that you loved him too. 

END

[margotw10]

Pretty Baby. KNJ (m)

sugardaddy!Namjoon x sugarbaby!reader 🥵

Genre : smut; sugar daddy/sugar baby relationship; established relationship

Words : 6.5k

Warnings 🌶 : use of the word 'daddy'; dom!namjoon; sub!reader; rough sex; oral sex (m. receiving); unprotected sex; gagging; namjoon is huge; namjoon is an ass guy; praising kink; squirting (once); spanking; age gap (namjoon is 35, reader is 25)

I hope you'll like it. Namjoon and OC are really cute 💓 As usual, we thank Mathilde for fixing my grammar mistakes ☺️

01 -- 02 -- 03 (Bonus : Memories -- Doubts and Possibilities)

 Namjoon immediately freezes when he hears your and a man’s voices coming from your bedroom. What the fuck is going on? Why are you with a man in your room this late? Anger boiling in his veins, Namjoon runs to your bedroom door and pushes it open. You, Jimin and Namjoon all stop breathing. You are indeed very surprised to see him right now. You hate that your heart beats faster for him, you would like to hate him, just a little bit, for not contacting you like he said he would. 

Namjoon, on the other hand, is seeing red. Your ‘friend’ is on top of you, hugging you, on your fucking bed. Is he interrupting the begging of a roll in the hay? Fuck, he wants to kill Jimin for touching you.

Completely unaware of Namjoon’s anger, you smile brightly.

"Joonie!" You exclaim cheerfully 

Jimin is pretty aware of what’s going on and tries to stand up quickly. The wrath in Namjoon’s eyes scares him to death. He gulps loudly while you clumsily walk to Namjoon. You almost strip and Namjoon has to catch you before you hit the floor, causing his heart to stop out of fear. You look like you are not even aware of you almost falling and you hug his big frame with your tiny arms. 

"I missed you so much"

Namjoon can feel the alcohol in your breathe and with the way you are talking, the words coming from your lips with slothfulness. Did Jimin make you drink to fuck you? His eyes narrow on your friend.

"What’s going on?" He asks, coldly 

"We went to party" You answer with a lazy smile

Namjoon’s jaws clench, looking straight at Jimin. Namjoon holds you tighter and you snuggle your face further in his buff chest. You missed his scent. You close your eyes to appreciate it more. 

"And what were you doing exactly?" The question is addressed to Jimin but before he can even open his mouth, you reply

"Hugging"

Okay, Jimin is officially a dead man walking. 

"Is that so?" Namjoon’s question doesn’t really need answer this time

He wants to kill Jimin and then fuck you hard to punish you for letting another man touch you. He grabs your chin to make you look up at his face. Your pretty eyes are red because of the alcohol and your cheeks are blushed. He is angry. Very angry. He growls before reaching down to harshly capture your lips with his mouth. He tastes the liquor on your tongue and he squeezes your ass. Your brain is doing spins, both because of alcohol and the perfect kiss. Namjoon bites your lower lip so hard that you whine. Yeah, he will definitely punish you but not tonight when you’re drunk as fuck. 

He pulls away and looks back at Jimin. 

"Get the fuck out of here" He orders him with the harshest tone possible

Your best friend doesn’t waste any time and basically runs away. Once Namjoon hears the main door closing, he lifts you up in his arms and drags you in your bathroom. He doesn’t talk, too angry not to snap at you if he opens his mouth. He undresses you and makes you sit down in the large bathtub that could easily fit you both, even with Namjoon’s big body. He makes sure the water is at the right temperature, rolls up his sleeves to his elbows and starts washing your face to take off your makeup. You sigh in delight of his hands on you. You close your eyes, almost falling asleep surrounded by warm water and warm palms. 

"You did drink a lot" Namjoon notices

You nod, slowly opening your eyes.

"I thought you got sick of me" You confess

Namjoon’s hands stop. He looks at your face. He doesn’t see any reproach but pain. He doesn’t like it. He didn’t have time to call you. Directly at the airport when he stepped out of the plane, Taehyung informed him that some business partner wanted to cancel a contract. He has spent the next couple of days at the office with his legal team to prevent that from happening. Even if he was busy, he now regrets not sending you a text to notify you.

"Never, baby" He comforts you with a kiss on your forehead 

It’s enough for you to believe him. Namjoon has always been honest with you, since the very first day. He told he didn’t want a girlfriend/boyfriend relationship but a sugar baby/daddy one. He even told you there were other girls. And you accepted it if that meant you could have even a little bit of him. 

Namjoon finishes washing you, soapy hands creating bubbles all over your body. You moan lightly when he runs through your boobs, your pussy and your ass. You wish you could enjoy it more but you are now way too tired and drunk for that. 

"Come on, let’s get you to bed" He says while he’s wrapping you in a soft towel

He makes sure you’re dry and pulls you in bed, naked. He brushes off some hair that landed on your face. Before he can walk away, you grab his big hand in your delicate one.

"Stay, please" 

Your voice almost begs. You just got him back, you’re afraid he will disappear again. He nods before taking off his cloths to be as naked as you. He slides between the sheets and you glue yourself to his side. He lazily puts his arm around your shoulders. You kiss his firm chest a last time before falling asleep. 

———— 

Your head hurts like hell. You make a promise to yourself— the same one you make every time you wake up hangover: you won’t drink ever again. You growl and press your hands on your eyes to protect them from the sun coming through the window. 

"Wake up" Namjoon orders you with a cold voice

Your eyes snap open and land on his naked body. Fuck, you messed up big time last night. Flash memories come to your mind and you know that Namjoon won’t let it go. You gulp.

"On all fours. Now"

You do it quickly. You apprehend what will follow but you can’t deny your exposed pussy is getting wet.

"You were a very bad girl yesterday. Do you know what happens to bad girls?"

You can’t see his face but you can clearly hear how angry he is. 

"They get punished" You answer with a dry throat 

"Exactly"

Namjoon slaps your ass so hard that you jolt. A loud moan escapes your lips. Fuck, it was harsh. But Namjoon doesn’t stop and spanks your other asscheek, harder. It’s bringing tears to your eyes and a red mark to your skin. Your fists tighten on the sheets.

"I’m sorry" You whisper with closed eyes, waiting for the next slap

And it comes, hard on your first asscheek. 

"Louder" Namjoon orders 

"I’m sorry, daddy!" You scream, unable to withhold a sob 

"I’m not done with you"

Namjoon pushes your face into your pillow without any softness. Your pussy is now clearly exposed to his sight and he notices some arousal escaping from it. He slaps your pussy, making you scream into the fabric of the pillow. He starts sliding up and down your folds with his middle finger to paint your pussy with your own juices, making it gorgeously glistening. He doesn’t prep you and enters you with all of his hard cock with a harsh move. The sudden stretch cuts your breathe. Tears fill your eyes. 

"Promise you won’t let any man touch you like Jimin has done yesterday" Namjoon commands as he starts pounding you 

He is fucking you so hard and deep that you can’t stay on your knees. Each pumping drags you further to the mattress. Muttered moans leave your mouth as you can’t think straight. Namjoon has never fucked you this rough. 

"I promise" You manage to say in the pillow 

"I can’t hear you" He teases you as he slaps your already red and abused ass 

You whine at the spanking, grabbing the sheets tightly. You are now lying flat on your stomach on the bed, making your pussy even tighter. Namjoon growls as he is fucking you deep, tugging on your hair to lift your head up.

"I promise, daddy!"

He gives another slap on your asscheek, less harsh, as a reward. Your pussy clenches at it. The room is filled with the sinful sound of your skins clapping. Your ass gets smacked by Namjoon’s pelvis every single time. He loves the way your cheeks wiggle under his rough moves.

"How do you belong to?" He asks between hard poundings 

"You, daddy!"

"That’s my girl" He praises, giving you a last dick stroke before pulling out

The sudden emptiness is a torture for your dripping cunt. But it doesn’t last long as Namjoon throws you into your back. He spreads your legs to see how wet your pretty pussy is. He is satisfied to witness the fledging mess. He shoves his huge cock back into your pussy, making your boobs bounce in rhythm. He harshly grabs one of your nipples and pinches it.

"Fuck" You moan

Namjoon leaves your nipples to wrap his big palm around your neck, squeezing slightly. Your clenching pussy makes him know you love it. He smirks at you being so fucked up underneath his body. He looks at his big cock disappearing into your tight, dripping cunt.

"My pretty pussy" He growls before lying down on you

You can feel his heavy breathe in your ear and you’re close. So fucking close. Your walls tighten around his cock. Namjoon fucks you so good, tearing you in half. Your hands settle in his now sticky hair.

"Cum" He orders you with his deep and raspy voice

Fuck.

You’re so done. His rough poundings, his hand on your throat and his dominance drive you crazy. Your orgasm washes over your whole body and you scream his name. Your toes curl and your legs shake by the wave of pleasure. Namjoon doesn’t slow his pace, even if your pussy becomes impossibly tight and you whine at the overstimulation. 

"Good girl" Namjoon praises in your ear

He lifts up his torso and leaves your throat too in order to bring his fingers to your mouth. You immediately open it and he slides his digits between your lips. You suck on his fingers and even bites them when Namjoon delivers you a too harsh pounding. Once he is satisfied, he brings his hand down and starts rubbing your clit.

"Fuck!" You choke 

You’re a complete mess. Your juices are rolling down to your ass and sheets. Your breasts are bouncing so much for Namjoon’s sweet delight and your pussy is shaking. You can feel another orgasm, way bigger than the first one.

"I gonna make you cum so good that you won’t ever want another cock"

That’s a promise you can easily trust. No one has ever fucked you so hard, so rough and so good. Namjoon is, in fact, the only man you want. You wish the three little words you want to say could ease him but you know damn well they will do the opposite. 

Namjoon presses on your clit deeper, pushing it like a cum button. Your cunt clenches once again and your eyes shut down. You feel his cock deep inside you, fucking hitting on your g-spot over and over again. 

"Oh my god, Namjoon!" You scream as you are cumming again, the biggest orgasm you have ever had

It’s like you’re not even on Earth anymore and white dots paint your vision. 

"Fuckkk"

Your tight pussy is driving him to his own edge and Namjoon releases himself inside you. He is panting but admires the mess between your legs.

"You squirted, baby"

"What?"

Your eyes open and look at a very proud Namjoon. You grow embarrassed as you notice the way Namjoon’s abs are covered by your arousal. You’ve never squirted before. You are blushing hard but Namjoon loves it. He leans down and kisses you while his thumbs are caressing your burning cheeks. 

"My pretty baby" He whispers against your lips and you feel your heart melt

Fuck, you love him so much. You grab his hair to pull him closer. His softening cock is still inside you and you wrap your legs around his waist. You smile when you feel Namjoon’s arms around your small body. He hugs you tight, just like your were the most precious thing in his life. 

————

"What?" Lisa asks, dumbfounded 

"Let’s end the contract" Namjoon repeats with a neutral voice

He has found himself putting an end to most of his contracts with his sugar babies lately. That can be explained by several reasons. The first one is that he has less time with his company expending. Secondly, Namjoon will be turning 36 next week and he is getting tired of his fuckboy life. He is thinking about settle down for good. His parents keep showing their worry about him not being married at his age and, even though he is not ready to get married, maybe he should try to build a real strong relationship with someone. And the main reason is you. Honestly, he is quite surprised himself to think this much about you when you’re not around. If he has to keep one sugar baby, it would be you. 

However, it’s not that simple because Lisa is kind of a stubborn woman. She has a big ego and being shut down is not something she is ready to let happen. 

"Why?" She questions with a hateful glance 

"Because I don’t have time anymore" Namjoon gives her a part of the truth

At that, Lisa can’t say she is surprised. She did notice that Namjoon was spending way less time with her. She didn’t really care since she still had the money. However, she is suspicious. She knows Namjoon goddamn well — she has been his sugar baby for a year now — and he can’t live without sex. That means he is keeping at least one girl. Knowing she isn’t the one hurts her pride. 

"So? What will happen? You’re turning into a monk?" She mocks 

Namjoon ignores it and promises she will receive a good amount of money for the termination of the contract. He leaves her place — the place he bought but decided to give to her. He sighs in his car and his phone rings. It’s a message from you. Namjoon clicks on the notification and he bites his lip when he witnesses a picture. A very naughty one. You’re wearing lingerie, a beautiful set of hot pink lacy bra and panties. It fits your perfect body so well. He can’t wait to see your ass with it, especially with the caption you have chosen: ‘waiting for daddy’. He drives straight to your place. How can he make his pretty baby wait?

You are humming a random song while cooking your diner. Namjoon hasn’t answer your text yet but you’re not surprised: he rarely shows off before eleven pm. You still has your lingerie on but you have put a fluffy set of lounge clothes upon it. You can smell your lasagna developing all its savours and your mouth waters while anticipating the moment you’ll finally be able to eat it. 

You hear your door opens and you startle a little. You freeze, waiting for another noise.

"Baby?"

You sigh in relief as you recognize Namjoon’s voice. You are also so happy of his surprise, you didn’t expect him to come this quick. You run to meet him and hug him tight. Namjoon wraps his arms around your waist, digging his nose in the crook of your neck. You feel his lips softly brushing against your skin.

"That smells so good, did you cook?" He asks you with his cute dimple smile that illuminates his whole handsome face

"Yep, lasagna. It’ll be ready soon, do you want some?"

He nods and grabs your hand to lead you to your open and huge kitchen. Namjoon gets closer to the oven to watch the pasta getting grilled. He didn’t know you were such a cooker. Actually, he doesn’t know much about you except what is going on in the bedroom. However, he gets excited at the idea of discovering more about your personality — he already knows your whole body like the back of his hand. 

You turn off the oven and display the dish on the dinner table while Namjoon grabs a fancy bottle of wine he has brought a few weeks ago. You are so happy, but also surprised, about how curious he is tonight. He asks questions about your day but also about random things such as your hobbies, your childhood memories or your plans for this weekend. He never talks much, mostly because he is usually too busy fucking you. But you like it. 

"Go get a shower, I’ll do the dishes" You say when your stomachs are full 

"I can help" Namjoon frowns 

"It’s okay" You reassure him, already taking the plates "I know you had a long day" You peck his lips "And I want you fully operative for later" You add with a wink

He chuckles and leads to your bathroom while you do as you said. 

Namjoon is still in the shower when you enter your bedroom. You are thinking about joining him but before you can actually do it, the water turns off and a hot Namjoon appears. His naked body, only covered by a towel tied low on his hips, makes your pussy clench. You love how brawny he is — a real pleasure for the eyes. His biceps, his chest, his fucking abs. Everything is tempting. Honestly, he looks like a Greek God.

You can’t hold yourself longer and push him onto your bed. You open the towel to face his cock. Even when it’s soft, it still big. You start caressing it and it immediately gets harder. And you get wetter at the same time.

"You’re needy tonight, baby" He smirks 

Deep down, it fills his pride that you want him like that. It’s rare when you initiate things in bed. Namjoon loves to be in control, however, he will let you take the lead for now — not for too long though.

"I’ve been thinking about you all day, I can’t wait anymore" You explain, sincerely 

You fully grab his dick in your hand and slid up and down. You feel his length getting thicker and heavier on your palm and fuck, your pussy is starting soaking your new panties. Once Namjoon is almost completely hard, you kiss his tip gently. Some pre cum lands on your lips. The salty liquid urges you to put him in you mouth already. And you do.

Namjoon moans when his cock is surrounded by the wetness, warmth and softness of your mouth. You suck on his length at a pretty fast pace, your tongue rolling around it. You can feel him growing bigger between your lips and you moan at it. He is fulling your mouth and you love the feeling of it.

However, it’s not enough for Namjoon so he grabs your hair and pushes his dick deeper in your mouth, making you gag. The sinfulness of the gesture creates a wave of horniness inside your cunt. 

Namjoon starts fucking your mouth and sloppy sounds from your mouth full of saliva and cock fill your room. He tastes so good on your tongue, you are literally drooling. Some oral fluid runs down his balls and your chin, creating a fucking mess. You love how Namjoon uses you to please him. 

"I love your pretty mouth, baby" He growls as he enters you deeply and rests a little, preventing oxygen from filling your lungs

You tap his tights when you need to breathe again and you take a big cup of air when you are finally free. Your eyes are watery and your lips are swollen, that means it’s perfect in Namjoon’s point of view. 

You go down again to bring his cock back inside your mouth . Some saliva covers Namjoon’s fat dick and it gets so easily for him to fuck your throat. Once again, he pushes your gag reflex but it’s fucking hot. 

"Fuck" He moans when your hand starts caressing his balls

He has to pull out of your sweet mouth not to cum. 

He uses your hair to bring your face close to his so he can kiss you harshly. His other hand finds your ass. 

"Let me see what’s underneath" He says as he tugs on your fluffy pants

You get rid off your lounge clothes to allow Namjoon to finally see your new set of lingerie. The hot pink bra and panties compliment you. It’s both so fucking cute and hot. Like a sweet candy he can’t wait to taste. Namjoon bites his lip and his intense dragon eyes make you blush.

"You like it?" You shyly ask

"I love it. You are so fucking pretty"

Your heart warms and you bend over to kiss him. It’s true that Namjoon makes you feel sexy and confident. When he looks at you, you feel like the most beautiful woman on Earth. 

Namjoon slides a hand underneath your small panties and rubs your clit. You moan against his lips and he takes it as the chance to push his tongue into your mouth. His digits don’t hold back and are rolling on your clit both quickly and roughly. 

"Stop, I gonna cum" You wince 

"I don’t see what’s bad"

"I want to cum on your cock"

Namjoon looks straight into your eyes and, just for a second, an emotion you can’t quite describe run through them. It shakes your whole inside. 

Namjoon nods and gives some rest to your sensitive bud. However, he pushes your lacy panties aside to make your entrance accessible. 

"Sit on daddy’s cock" He orders but you notice that his voice is softer than usual

Anyway, you place your knees on both Namjoon’s sides and grab his dick at its base to sit on it. You groan when you’re full of him. His length is deep inside your pussy and your walls are stretched at their maximum. You don’t move for a few seconds to get used to him but you soon need more. 

Your hands land on Namjoon’s firm chest to support you while you’re riding him. Each bouncing creates a moan escaping from your lips and Namjoon gets a perfect view on your moving tits delicately enveloped by your bra. Even though the hot pink looks great on you, he prefers you with nothing on and undoes the lacy fabric to free your boobs. When he roughly grabs one of them, your head rolls back, making your moans raspier. You enhance your pace and fuck, you’re going crazy. His cock is too big not to hurt when he is deep inside your cunt but it’s the most delightful pain of all time. You love how it feels. 

Your moves get unsteady as you’re feeling your orgasm coming closer and closer. You collapse on Namjoon and he takes the lead. His hands firmly grab your ass and spread your cheeks to give him a better access to your cunt. His fingers are so deep into the soft flesh of your ass that you are sure you’ll have bruises tomorrow. He starts pumping you fast and deep like a beast. You mutter your screams in the crook of his neck. 

"Fuck, I’m close" You notify him like he doesn’t feel your walls tightening at each pounding 

Namjoon growls, the vibrations of it going straight inside your breast pressed against him. Your body jolts with the strength of his poundings. It feels so fucking good, skins clapping loud in rhythm. 

"I love it, I love your cock so much" You confess when a wave of euphoria wraps around you

You are so close to say you love him but fortunately for you, you cum before being able to say it out loud. Your whole body shakes while Namjoon’s dick keeps entering your swollen pussy full of juices. Your orgasm is so strong that it makes your cunt way too tight for Namjoon to penetrate you like he would like to. He stops his moves but holds you close and kisses you. Your hand caresses his cheek and you rest your forehead against his to catch your breathe. Both of you are sweaty and literally smelling sex. 

You lift up your torso to ride his big cock again. Whimpers leave your lips because of the overstimulation but it doesn’t make you stop. Quite the opposite. You want Namjoon to fuck you as much as he wants to. If you can’t have his love, at least you can have his body. 

Namjoon rests on his left arm to be in a more sit position. You wrap your arms around his neck to help you jump up and down on his length, running your fingers in his blond hair at the same time. The change of position makes his cock slightly change the angle, hitting your g-spot.

"Oh my god, right here!" You exclaim with a gasp

He growls when he feels your pussy clenching. His right arm brings you closer to his chest, basically hugging you while you keep bouncing on his dick. 

"You’re so perfect" Namjoon whispers against your shoulder "My pretty baby"

You have always loved when he calls you like that. Someway, it makes you feel special — ridiculous when he probably gives the same pet name to his other sugar babies. 

Namjoon’s hand goes up your back to caress the back of your neck. The sweet gesture surprises you but makes you melt instantly. You press your lips against his and he moans at your cunt clenching. He knows you are close again. 

"Cum for me, Y/N" He says is a deep voice

"I want to cum with you" You manage to say, your pitch a little higher than usual as you try not to cum 

Namjoon nods and sits a little straighter so he can wrap his other arm around your waist. He holds you so tight that it gets hard for you to ride him. You have no other choice than to slow your pace and deepen your moves. You take him deeper every time, making you shiver at the pleasure and rolling your hips to increase the friction.

Namjoon pats your back, your neck and your ass. Fuck, he is so soft that your heart warms up and melts at the same time. It’s so hard not to confess your feelings right now as you are feeling loved by him.

"Look at me" He whispers

Your eyes anchor his brown ones. The way he is looking at you is beyond words and you can’t hold back any longer. Your orgasm washes over you like a huge wave of pleasure. Your toes curl and your body shakes in Namjoon’s strong arms. He immediately joins you and paints your clenching walls with his thick and white shots of cum. 

You are both out of breathe and Namjoon kisses you deeply. You rest your head a few minutes on his shoulder as sleep is slowly taking control of your body. 

However, the moment is irrupted by the sound of your phone. You leave Namjoon’s embrace with regret and look at the screen. You growl in annoyance when you witness the unregistered number you know way too well. Your ex, Soobin, contacts you from time to time when he is drunk. Honestly, you’ve told him several times to stop that. You didn’t want to go as far as blocking his number but now it looks like you don’t have other choices. 

"Who’s that?" Namjoon asks when he sees the wince on your face 

"My ex, just ign—"

Namjoon cuts you off as he snatches your device from your hands.

"Hello? Y/N? I miss you so much" Soobin mumbles drunkly on the phone

Jealousy pinches Namjoon’s heart. He has just fucked you and another man is trying to take you back. He won’t let that happen, he will make clear to your ex that you’re not available.

"Stop calling her or I’ll make sure you won’t" Namjoon barks aggressively 

"Who are you?" Soobin asks, completely taken aback 

"Her man. Now, if I hear you’ve contacted her again, you will regret it. Delete her number"

With that, Namjoon hangs up. He is tensed by anger and jealousy. He really doesn’t like when men try to steal you away from him. He grabs your chin to capture your lips, not so gently.

"I think he won’t call again" You say, shyly 

"I hope so"

"Are you jealous?" You tease him

"Of course I am, look at you"

Namjoon is dead serious and it makes you blush. He smiles tenderly at your reaction and drags you down with him onto the mattress. His arms around your frame secure you against him. 

"Let’s go out tomorrow" He proposes 

"Really?" Your voice is the definition of happiness 

Namjoon hums in your hair. 

"I want to go to the mall so I can spoil my pretty baby"

You giggle and sneak your nose deeper in his chest. You know you will sleep every well tonight. 

————

"Okay, that’s enough" You say when Namjoon and you leave a sixth shop with hands full of bags

He kept his promise and did spoil you. You have so many new designer clothes and jewelries, you are not even sure if you have enough place for them. Namjoon put the bags down and stops in front of another shop. He grabs your waist to pull you into his side, kissing your forehead in the process.

"I think this little blue panties will look cute on you. I can already picture your pretty ass in it" He says half playful, half serious

Your cheeks get red when you look at the scandalous underwear. It’s so tiny, you don’t know even see the point of it.

"Stop it!" You whisper, quite ashamed that someone will hear you

"Namjoon?"

A female voice behind you catches your attention. You both turn around to discover who called him. Your eyes open wide when you see a woman in her sixties. She is wearing a very simple yet elegant cream dress. But what catches your attention is her features: they’re delicate and her eyes look so much like Namjoon’s ones. You look up at him and notice the evident surprise on his face.

"Mom?"

What?!

You never thought that you would meet Namjoon’s relatives in your life. You start to panic: how should you introduce yourself? You’re not Namjoon’s girlfriend but you cannot say you’re his sugar baby either, that would be so fucking weird. However, you are clearly not just friends since he was hugging you just a few seconds ago. 

Namjoon’s mom takes her son in her arms and you smile when you see how big he is compared to her. It doesn’t take long for you to realize that the woman is caring and loving. You now understand where Namjoon’s kindness comes from. 

She turns toward you, waiting for Namjoon to introduce you and you gulp, not knowing how he is going to get out of this odd situation.

"Mom, this is Y/N" He simply says, embarrassed — he doesn’t know what to say either

"Nice to meet you!" She greets you warmly 

Namjoon clearly gets what’s underneath his mother’s words: are you the one? Is he finally getting married? Only if his mom knew what kind of relation you two have…

Embarrassment is filling the air but the woman speaks again:

"I hope I’ll see you for Namjoon’s birthday on Friday"

Her voice is nothing but sweet, trying to make you comfortable 

"Y/N will be there, don’t worry" Namjoon reassures her but looks at you to silently ask you if it’s okay 

You can’t be happier. A bright smile lightens your whole face. You will get to see another part of Namjoon and the most important one: his family. Is he really going to take this step with you? Fuck, your heart is beating so fast.

"I’m looking forward for it" You tell her, politely 

"Well, I see you soon then. I guess you are… occupied" Namjoon’s mom says as she takes a look at the shop behind you and you would like to disappear under the ground right now "It was lovely to meet you Y/N"

"You too, Mrs. Kim" You reply with red cheeks as you bow at her

"Bye, mom" Namjoon says as he hugs her again

She places a delicate peck on her son’s cheek and continues her journey to another section of the mall.

"I’m so embarrassed" You confess with your hands on your face, which makes Namjoon giggle 

"Don’t be, baby" He reassures you as he pulls you into his embrace "I think she likes you"

"Really?" You ask with hope

Namjoon nods.

"It’s the first time she sees me with a woman"

Is he aware about what his words are doing to you? Certainly not. Namjoon is not aware of the hope he is giving you. You can’t help but imagine that, maybe, it’s the first step to shift from his sugar baby to his actual girlfriend. Your heart beats so loud and fast in your chest at that thought. 

"Let’s get these panties" You finally say — he has introduced you to his mother, you can wear these ridiculous panties to make him happy

————

You don’t really know how it happened but your life has turned into a roller coaster of emotions: you are so happy that you feel like flying and the very next moment everything seems to be crashed down. The latter is what you are feeling right now.

Honestly, the day has started quite good and you just wanted to go to the mall to find a gift for Namjoon’s birthday. You’ve been searching for hours on the Internet for a good idea. When you thought about giving up, you saw a Vogue article about the new Bogetta Venata leather goods collection. The travel bag was so pretty that you basically ran to the store. 

At that time, you were still very happy. But your whole mood changed when you met Lisa. You know damn well who she is: she had called Namjoon on FaceTime one day when you were with him. She also knows who you are since you were clearly visible — and very naked — in the back on the screen. 

Your body is so tensed. You don’t even know what to say to her so you hope she’ll just ignore you. Well, it’s not really Lisa’s character…

"Oh, hi, sweetie!" Her voice is high and she looks so fucking hypocrite 

"Hi" You reply with way less enthusiasm 

"Did you find something nice?"

It takes you a few seconds to realize she is talking about your shopping session.

"Oh, I’m buying some birthday presents"

You’re not sure you should say it’s for Namjoon. However, Lisa surely knows his birthday date.

"If it’s for Namjoon, you shouldn’t bother" She snaps and you frown "You should start looking for a new sugar daddy, sweetheart. Namjoon is growing sick of us"

"What do you mean?" You say despite feeling that there is no air in your lungs right now 

"He told me he doesn’t want sugar babies anymore"

Shock is written all over your face but Lisa smirks. She was right: Namjoon was indeed keeping one girl. Too bad she met you today and told you the truth. She leaves you in the middle of the mall hall, completely lost.

Namjoon is cutting ties with all his sugar babies. It’s just a matter of time before he does it with you. Fuck, it’s going to hurt so bad. You can’t wait with a sword of Damocles hanging above your head. You can’t control Namjoon breaking your heart, however you can choose when he does it. 

That’s why you send him a text, asking if you can meet him at his office. He doesn’t take too long to tell you you can come. You don’t go to the receptionist this time and directly take the elevator for the twenty-sixth floor. Your hands are both sweaty and shaky as you are walking to Namjoon’s office. You know how much you will be hurt when you step out of the room later and you are not really eager for it. 

You knock on the door and hear Namjoon telling you to come in. The scene is painfully familiar but so much different at the same time since the mood is at the opposite of the last time you went to his office. You take a last deep breathe and open the door to face him. Fuck, he doesn’t make anything easy. Why does he have to be so fucking hot today? And his damn dimple smile when he looks at you is not helping either. 

However, his smile quickly disappears when Namjoon notices the look on your face. You are usually so cheerful, always smiling or blushing when you see him. But right now, he can only see pain on your pretty face.

"Is something wrong?" He asks with his eyebrows furrowed

"I want to talk about the contract" Your voice is way less confident than you would like it to be and it already sounds hurt 

"What about it?"

You gather all your courage but you can’t look at him. And goddamn, you can feel tears blurring your vision. 

"I want to stop it"

The room is silent for a long moment. The tension is so big you feel like suffocating. You still don’t look at Namjoon but you do hear him standing up and walking to you. You obliviously can’t see how clenched are his jaws. He softly cups your face with his big hands and you finally look up. It takes everything you have not to let your tears from rolling down on your cheeks.

"Why? Did something happen?" He asks with some pain mixed with worry in his voice

"I just don’t think it’s what I want anymore"

It’s the biggest lie of your life. You want him. More than everything. The real words that should have left your mouth are: ‘I know it’s not what you want anymore’. You hate the burning feeling in your chest. It’s squeezing your heart so much you can’t even breathe properly. 

"I see" Namjoon simply replies and takes a step back

It’s even more painful to feel the void he leaves. On your skin but also in your heart. Is that it? Is he not going to say anything? Deep down you wished he would try to change your mind but he doesn’t. You really did imagine everything. You really fantasied his caring for you. You are so fucking stupid. All he cared about was your body. He even told you from the start, why did you think otherwise? Because of the way he looked at you? Because of his arms tenderly hugging you after sex? That’s bullshit. The truth is that it didn’t mean anything for him. 

"I should get going" You say with a dry throat

Namjoon nods. You hope, for the last time, he’ll say something but he doesn’t. So you step out of his office, just before you burst into tears.