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I wanna disappear for a couple days/week and then show back up again fr

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I really hate my mom like thanks for hitting me so much as a kid now I don’t like my body anymore

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Does anyone else kinda want to be k1dn@pp3d for a couple days and then found/returned???? Like I feel like I’d be miserable and realize what I mistake I made After but I just want someone to make an agreement with me on how and when that would happen, then be returned after a couple days which I know is unrealistic and mentally ill but like…..

Being a girl in Florida sucks.

Ugh especially because I was already hurt as a kid and that’s why I have these intrusive thoughts

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just threw up well over 7 times (not on purpose, like VIOLENTLY and at a point where I didn’t even get a single calorie in)

I feel so bad

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Gained 10 pounds when I went to the doctors

Ugh.

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Why am I only losing weight in my boobs and not my stomache

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Every day I’m closer to 199 lbs

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“We don’t need math” I need it to count calories.

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I don’t want help.

Just let me starve, it’s what makes me happy.

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@na server <33

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Me

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I’m a fattie sigh

I ate a 300-400 cal breakfast and 2 croissants and 5 pepperonis

And I’m eating dinner today.

Ig today is my metabolism day

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Literally my bmi is obese Fym “not fat” ok

“you’re not even fat though!”

girl you don’t have to say that, i know you’re lying :(

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I can feel my chin bones under my face fat.

There perfect.

I can feel my ribs under my chest fat.

There perfect.

I can feel my lower leg bones under the fat.

There perfect.

My bones are perfect without the fat.

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So excited to be skinny omg

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This hoodie makes me like my arms

Baggy >>>>

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I ate 300 cals.

Time to erase it.