medievalsaint
medievalsaint
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medievalsaint · 7 months ago
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One (1) thing about me is that i actually have strong preference for chubby people as partner and find their look more attractive (even sexually appealing) in general. So why couldnt i just fucking love myself? Why is it so hard to look in the mirror and not be revulsed by what im seeing? I especially hate my fucking round face
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medievalsaint · 8 months ago
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Anne Michaels, from her novel titled "Fugitive Pieces," originally published in 1996
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medievalsaint · 10 months ago
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Him not replying to me is gonna be the last nail in the coffin i am never going back
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medievalsaint · 11 months ago
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Food isnt for enjoying, its for beating an@ allegations😐
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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real
Oh. so he was just one of the many people who got stuck with me.
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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Oh. so he was just one of the many people who got stuck with me.
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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Craving so far :
Tofu (the other week)
Nori (just earlier)
Tomato with a bit of soy and vinegar (just earlier)
Grilled fish (currently)
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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Me when left by myself
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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Sw: 50 kg
Cw: 45 kg
Gw: 35 kg
Height: 142 cm
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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Honestly i dont deprive myself of food, i just keep in mind that i need eat like waaaaaaaay less carb then go for fibers and proteins. Sometimes i skip carbs altogether if i eat a lotta fiber. I actually also do eat pizza and other "scary"(no nutrient facts), fattening foods like pizza (as long as its a single slice i dedicate as a brunch) or like almost an entire meal (but i only do when i eat out w my friends, and honestly it beats the @n@ allegations so its a winwin) as long as i stop once i feel full(but also drink a lotta water beforehand, also to feel full faster youll need to wear tight high rise pants that restricts ur abdomen and train yourself to fast and eat tiny amounts to make ur actual stomach not get used to being stretched so much so this may not work for m!@ girlies.).. and if that meal got huge cals i simply do not eat for the rrst of the day and just have a jog later
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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My head hurt from crying👍
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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Slipping through my fingers everytime
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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Asked Yes or No Tarot if "will i be ok?" and this is the card i fucking pull🗿🗿🗿
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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i know it's over and it never really began but in my heart it was so real
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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Me: *gets isolated for a day*
Me: *creates the worst version of the all people i know in my head*
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medievalsaint · 1 year ago
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I wanna fucking die lol
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