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mellipit · 1 year

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Treasured

Mitsuya Takashi x F!Reader

Warning : grammar mistakes, angst, swear words

* ˚ ✦ English is my second language so please let me know if there are mistakes! * ˚ ✦

Summary : Your love with Mitsuya died young back in high school although he still loves you truly. Thought that he won’t have a chance to see you again after graduation day, but he reunites with you momentarily 5 years ago while he was on his way to a restaurant. As he assumed that it was the end of it all, there was a string of connection that is impossible to break.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

Prologue

Mitsuya’s POV

- 5 years ago -

I saw her on a cloudy Friday in December, teardrops on her briefcase as she hugged herself with shaky arms, the weather was freezing and her shoulders were missing the fabrics of a coat. She tried to ward off the tears, to cease the fragile heart from falling apart, but little did she know that my heart was already aching for hers. The lively on her face was gone, I have no clue when it was stolen nor how long it has been since reality took my cheery Y/N away.

I gazed at her desperately wiping all the tears off but it is hopeless, her distress grows stronger each second passed and was expected to be unstoppable. I couldn't stand the bitter wounds in my heart, my body. I dashed to her bench, cupped the soft, blushing cheeks in my palms as I erased her anguish. I hadn't thought before I acted, I hadn't wondered before I knelt down to reach her.

"Shhh, shh please don't cry" - It slipped out of my throat as a whisper

"Mitsuya?! What are you doing here? I'm already mad" - Hiccups got in the way of her speech

"I know, I know you're mad but please don't cry, what happened?"

"Why should I tell you what happened?"

It was just a question but it struck me like a trainwreck, I did not realize that I had already lost the right to check in on her, to be a part of her daily basis. I failed to recall that I am supposed to be a stranger, that I am not supposed to deny forgetting her face, her voice, her smile.

"I- You got a point, then can I buy you your favorite drink? I still remember the order-"

"Just go away Mitsuya!" - She tried to yell at me but it was so quiet that I almost missed it

"I understand...can you at least take my jacket? It's really cold out" - I gently said

"Mitsuya!" - Draken and the others came back after my disappearance.

"Toman..." - Her pupils widen, I guess she still adores them all

"Here, just take it, I don't want you to be sick, where's your coat?" - I asked as I placed the jacket beside her

"I forgot it at my workplace"

"I see, is that why you're crying?"

The sole reply I got from her is silence. Despite Y/N being sad hurts me to the core, I cannot force her to open up to me, especially after everything we have been through. I saw Mikey coming so I quickly excuse myself, I know she does not want anyone to see her weak side

"Sorry, I was just talking to an old friend" - I follow his footsteps and tucked my hands in the pocket

"Oh, I was wondering where you are, the others are already there, we better catch up" - Mikey said and lead the way, each step he pressed on the concrete grows more distant to Y/N’s figure

"Yeah.."

I took one last glance at her, she was standing up, her arm waving as the other clenched my jacket

I hesitantly waved back. She stared at my lavender eyes, I believed that if she sees them closely enough, there are endless love staying hidden, ready to devote it to her. I assume that whenever she is on my watch, the glints of desire cannot help but leak

#mitsuya x reader #tokrev mitsuya #mitsuya takashi #mitsuya x you #tokyo revengers takashi mitsuya #tokyo revengers #fanfic #toman mitsuya

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mellipit · 1 year

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JUST RIGHT

Tonowari x Reader

Warning : Grammar mistakes

Angst, comfort at the end

“You are not good enough”

That sentence haunts your entire life, carved a deep spot in your soul, gaslighted you into believing it

Maybe you’re not good enough

And reality hits you hard like a trainwreck, forces you to admit that ‘being enough’ is just your state of denial, is just a delusion far away to be touched. You’ve trained hard throughout your youth, have spared your free time to improve even only a few minutes, and when you succeeded in your Iknimaya, when your age turned 18, it all went downhill

In your clan, those older women who hold important roles in the clan will choose some of the ladies who have the opportunities to become Tsahik to train them, so in case the olo’eyktan longs for a mate, they will be ready.

You waited for this fateful day just for it to be misled, you are not the chosen one.

Despite all your hard work and passion, they denied you, they didn’t choose you.

You’ve got your eyes on the olo’eyktan’s firstborn-Tonowari since you were young, he will follow his father's steps one day in the future and that led to your flight of fancy - become a Tsahik

So when your friend Ronal announced that you aren’t on the list, it’s sad to your core, as if thousands of daggers were aimed at your fragile heart. Tears filled your eyelids knowing that it’s all over, your try-hard worth nothing now that your lifetime goal was ruined

“Y/N, I’m so sorry…” - Ronal said with a sorrowful voice

“It’s fine, I should have expected this sooner, now that Tonowari is the olo’eyktan, there will be so many fine women for him to be with” - Your voice cracked along with your sniffles, Ronal sat down beside you, her hand rubbed your back attempted to cool you down.

“Just know that you will always be the greatest lady I’ve ever known, maybe Eywa settles you with someone better” - Ronal said

“I don’t think I will find someone better than him, I’m going to the shore for a bit, okay?” - You pulled away from her touch then stood up

“Alright, if you’re feeling down just tell me, I’m always here” - Ronal smiled softly, making your waves of melancholy allay.

“Thank you, Ronal” - You responded then left the Marui

Tonowari is two years older than you, he’s serious when it’s about his future and when it’s about becoming an olo’eyktan. Since his birth, his journey has already been carpeted with the virtue name of his father, Tonowari doesn’t mind the role, but the pressure and expectations it holds bother him almost constantly. You wouldn’t affirm yourself as his close friend, but Tonowari always seeks your comfort, seeks your warmth within him, always wants to breathe in all those soft and assuaging words.

Your stillness envelops the reddish-yellow horizon, your silence waiting for the sun to brace itself as if you can feel it is about to speak, about to relieve your sadness with its beauty

You can sense that someone is behind you but you pay no attention, you’re busy watching the sun going down, busy waiting for this painful day comes to an end

“Y/N, I’ve been searching for you” - Tonowari said from behind

You glance at his stiff figure, you have no idea why it is such a shame that his silhouette drives you crazy

“Olo’eyktan” - You blurted out as you stand up

“Don’t be like that, I’m still your friend after all” - Tonowari’s gestures become gentler, his voice softens as he takes your hand, subconsciously rubbing it

“What is it, Tonowari? You’re worried about the clan?” - You can see his eyes are full of concerns, you can always tell thanks to the amount of time he comes to you when he’s blue

“The clan is not what bothers me...my mother said it’s time for me to have a mate, to have a Tsahik by my side” - Tonowari let go of your hand, confiding his anguish

“Tonowari…you shouldn’t be worried about it, our clan has many great ladies! Many beautiful women!” - You said, trying to ignore the heartache echoing nonstop in your chest

“Y/N, they are not what I have always wanted, I’ve got my mind on someone and when I checked those women who got chosen, she’s not there” - Tonowari confessed

“You can love whoever you want, Tonowari, you don’t need to obey your mother when it comes to love” - You cup his cheek, admiring the tattoo he just got today, a grateful tattoo to remember the moment he became olo’eyktan

“But she has been working hard her entire youth to become a Tsahik, I was in disbelief when she’s not there” - He melts into your touch as he lowers his voice to a more lovely tone.

“She must really love you” - You are happy for him that there is someone out there who loves him as you do and you pity your stupidity for not knowing he is not yours, for not acknowledging that he already sold his heart for another woman.

Tonowari stays quiet for a few seconds as he stares at your deep ocean eyes, you swear you can see his lips lift up

“Yeah you must really love me, Y/N” - Tonowari answered as he takes your hand to his lips, you gawk at him, at the phrase he just told

“What?”

“You don’t know? I can see you’ve been working hard for me, Y/N. It would be a shame to admit that I eavesdropped on you and Ronal talking about me a few years ago, but at least I knew what my beloved woman felt for me” - Tonowari smiled like he just told you a small adorable story meanwhile you want to run away of embarrassment, he knew your admiration years ago and you didn’t even know he also feels the same all along?

“You-you know I love you and you don’t tell me?” - You asked with a shocked tone

“I guess you can say I was training hard like you were earlier, sweetheart”

“But-but I’m not a Tsahik, I’m not even on the list! I’m not good enough for you Tonowari! I failed my goal…If I was better, maybe I could-”

Tonowari stopped your words as he brings you to a warm embrace, his muscular arms wrapped around your waist, hugging you even tighter with each breathe you guys share, each warmth you guys give

“Don’t ever say you are not good enough, Y/N, you are and will always be enough, you are…how to say…just right for me” - Tonowari said with his untold heavy heart

Now that you noticed, whenever he lays eyes on you, his pupils mellowed. Now that you noticed, when you’re near him, his tail waving ceaselessly.

“Tonowari…”

Tonowari smiles one last time before he bends down, his lips smashed into yours, giving you all his love as you receive it with pleasure. He takes away your breath, your doleful thoughts, and along with it, Tonowari also takes away the ‘you are not good enough’ that you thought would haunt you for eternity

Now that he’s here, you don’t care if you aren’t enough for others

You are just right for him

#tonowari x reader #avatar the way of water #avatar #reader insert #fluff #comfort #fanfic #atwow x you #tonowari #metkayina

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